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Zhang Yuhang didn't go home during the summer vacation, and the three months passed like water without leaving a trace, except for the knowledge points that he tossed and ate and vomited.

Shen Tongguang muddle-headedly made the postgraduate entrance examination after the manga was finished, bought a small household appliance with sweeping and dragging, an air fryer, and an underwear washing machine for his family. He also cooked three classic Chinese family dishes. They are scrambled eggs with tomatoes, rapeseed with mushrooms, and hot and sour potato shreds.

This cycle went on and on, and the two of them ate with dishes all over their faces, and lost an average of two or three catties.

One afternoon, Zhang Yuhang asked, "Shen Tongguang, do you like me?"

Shen Tongguang was sweating profusely with his sleeves rolled up, chopping mushrooms with a kitchen knife, without raising his head: "Of course."

"If you like me, order a takeaway at noon," Zhang Yuhang said, "I want something with a lot of oil and water, all meat."

Shen Tongguang dropped the kitchen knife with a bang: "What do you mean?"

After thinking about it, Zhang Yuhang felt that he couldn't dampen his enthusiasm for cooking at the beginning, so he said carefully: "I'm not saying that your cooking is not delicious, look, even if we are two rabbits, we can't eat vegetable leaves every day..."

"No, no, fried chicken, roasted duck, roasted pigeon, stewed mutton kebabs with bullfrog and crab," Shen Tongguang was already turning his phone with green eyes, "you are flying in the sky and running on the ground, what exactly do you want, you old man can explain it clearly!"

Although there is no secret to hide from the other party, Shen Tongguang is always a little bit sorry for Zhang Yuhang, wandering around beside him all day waiting to find something to do, making some tea for a while, helping him organize the books for a while, and finishing Zhang Yuhang When I looked at it distractedly, I saw that the professional books and the books of public courses were all mixed together, scattered and scattered.

Seeing him bored, Zhang Yuhang casually said, "Shen Tongguang, it's time to shovel the cat litter."

Shen Tongguang took the order, and Dian Dian'er went.

Zhang Yuhang said again: "Shen Tongguang, when did you change to a four-piece suit last time?"

Shen Tongguang went to change it, washed it, and dried it.

Zhang Yuhang also said: "Shen Tongguang, A, B, C, and D are a little hairy."

Shen Tongguang hula hula took a comb to brush A, B, Bingding, A, B, Bingding was sound asleep, twisting and squeaking in his hand.

Zhang Yuhang finally said: "Shen Tongguang, it's over."

Shen Tongguang didn't move, and looked at him for a moment, showing a coquettish and ambiguous expression like a vixen: "I don't mind."

"..." The corner of Zhang Yuhang's mouth twitched, "Scumbag."

When city A just entered autumn, Shen Tongguang received a call.

He grabbed the back of the chair and listened quietly, hung up, and said to Zhang Yuhang who was sitting next to him with red eyes: "Auntie fell asleep last night... When she fell asleep, she stopped breathing."

That strong woman raised her child alone, faced huge debts, and sold the house to pay her son back in her 50s.

The relatives on both sides lost contact when Xu Zhixing committed suicide a few years ago. Shen Tongguang rushed to help her with the funeral, Zhang Yuhang helped him pack things in an orderly manner, and made a calm phone call by the way, and said to him: "I send you."

They took advantage of Jiang Yun's four laps to get on the highway, when suddenly it rained and passed a reservoir, the humidity was too high, and the whole world was foggy.

In fact, it was the first time for Zhang Yuhang to drive so far after getting his driver's license. Coupled with the low visibility, his heart was tense, but he didn't say anything. He turned the steering wheel and looked at Shen Tongguang, feeling a little lonely in a trance. Heroic feeling.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, but luckily the trip was safe. When they arrived, the old man was still lying on the bed, all in black, as if he had fallen asleep. A few kind-hearted women from the neighbor's house changed her shroud for her.

It was already very late, and the road conditions were too bad, so I had to send someone to the funeral home the next day. Fortunately, it was already cold, and the temperature was going to be below zero at night, so there was no need to worry about the smell.

The strange thing is that there is obviously a dead person in the room, but they don't feel scared. Zhang Yuhang originally thought that Shen Tongguang would cry, but Shen Tongguang didn't. He sat in the room all night without saying a word. His eyes were red, as if he didn't know anything.

He only moved when chickens crowed in the village, like a puppet that hasn’t been oiled for a long time, his eyes widened as if Zhang Yuhang was surprised that he was still in this room, and he said rustlingly after a while: “I’m sorry for the delay. You studied."

Zhang Yuhang didn't speak, bent down and kissed his forehead, and stretched out his arms to hold him in his arms.

Shen Tongguang couldn't bear the drowsiness, and fell asleep on his chest for two hours. It was the kind of sleep where he didn't even notice his breathing. Then he woke up suddenly at a certain moment, panting very quickly, and grabbed Zhang Yuhang hard. let go.

"Auntie is gone..." He said in panic and confusion, "What should I do?"

Zhang Yuhang looked down at him. In fact, he was too exhausted to think about anything, but it seemed as if a nerve was slowly pulled out of his heart, causing a thin and sharp pain.He paused, held Shen Tongguang's cold fingertips with his backhand, and said in a reassuring tone, "I'm not here."

How can I not know what you think?

The only connection between you and the 'teacher' has been cut off, there is no one in the world who can remember the past of the 'teacher' with you, and part of your 'teacher' has disappeared again...

In fact, I never thought of winning him completely, or erasing him from your mind, but the one who is here now, even if it is me like this, can't it be the reason for you to rely on to survive.

This morning, the arrangements were in full swing, cremation, burial, and monument erection. Shen Tongguang tried his best to deal with it. The bone china was held in his hand, and he was not willing to hand it over until the workers finished digging the hole. Buried next to Xu Zhixing, the aunt had arranged for it several years ago.

After burying the pit, they walked to the side to pay, leaving Zhang Yuhang standing there alone.

Compared with the exuberant vitality of summer, it is now a depression all over the mountains and plains, with curly yellow leaves fluttering in the wind.This was the first and only time Zhang Yuhang saw Xu Zhixing, who was embedded in a boxy photo frame, and for him, he almost had the attitude of a winner with ease.

"Although the dead are the most important..." Zhang Yuhang squatted down, paused for a moment, then squinted his eyes and said in a low voice, "You are really nothing."

"This is the last time you've made him so sad."

His eyes suddenly became very fierce, but the hostility quickly dissipated when he heard the footsteps behind him, he straightened up and asked Shen Tongguang: "Is everything done?"

"Yeah." Shen Tongguang's lips were pale and bloodless, "Let's go back."

"Shouldn't be staying for two more days?"

Shen Tongguang shook his head: "The house is due for a few weeks, and there is nothing in it. The neighbor's aunt has adopted rhubarb. I'll come and see them later."

These things are on the one hand, and on the other hand, he is also thinking about Zhang Yuhang's review, so it's not good to drag him down.

Zhang Yuhang hummed, stretched out his hand to hold him firmly, and the two of them walked down the mountain side by side, with fallen leaves crunching under their feet.

On the drive back, Shen Tongguang slept in the dark, completely like a robot that completely discharged the battery. Zhang Yuhang stopped in the middle and went to the rest stop to go to the toilet. When he came back, he was still sleeping so unconsciously, his eyes were red, and he sighed again. He ran to the supermarket to buy a neck collar in a low tone, and made it comfortable for him to sleep on.

On the way, he kept thinking about something, and felt that it was a pity that a living person left, but he felt relieved for Shen Tongguang in his heart, after all, there was less debt, even if Shen Tongguang voluntarily borne it.

Shen Tongguang is too tired to live.

When he returned to the community, Zhang Yuhang saw a man wandering downstairs from a distance, with a cigarette in his mouth, and a little red spark bobbing up and down.

He only glanced at it, didn't think much, and stopped the car before going to call Shen Tongguang.

Shen Tongguang was half asleep, half awake, and had no energy at all. Zhang Yuhang pressed against his face and asked, "Can I go?"

Shen Tongguang hung his head softly and did not speak, so he simply stretched out his hand and hooked the man's arm on his shoulder, helped him up and walked towards the building, and put his other hand on Shen Tongguang's waist, in a very intimate gesture.

The man standing downstairs smoking a cigarette glanced at them, then lowered his head to watch the video, and when they passed by, he suddenly shouted: "Wait!"

Zhang Yuhang frowned, turned to look at him, and Shen Tongguang suddenly struggled in his arms.

"Hey, I said why does it look so familiar, isn't this our light baby?" Qi Jingwen walked around a few steps, raised his eyebrows and grinned, "No wonder I didn't go home for so many days, so I found another wild man ? Fuck, still glaring at me, look at the strength, how much does he pay you? Is your ass/ass inserted/rotted? "

Before he finished speaking, Qi Jingwen's pupils suddenly dilated, and a fierce straight fist tore through the air, hitting his face hard!