After breaking through the secret of the disabled academic master

After returning to the cabin, Bo Xun leaned on the seat, drinking Coke continuously.

The icy sweet soda dilutes the sting and taste in the throat.

"Go and brush your teeth." After drinking the second cup, Bo Xun heard Yu Jin remind him in a low voice.

Bo Xun subconsciously refused, "No. You can do it every time, so can I—" Before finishing speaking, the feeling of nausea surged up, and Bo Xun took two more sips of drink to try to suppress it.

...Indeed, this kind of thing was done by Yu Jin in the past.

Every time Yu Jin tastes a delicacy, after eating, he will look at him with cute and coquettish eyes, and say "thank you brother" seriously.

Why can't Yu Jin do it?

He admits that he can't reach Yu Jin's level in studies, but in this kind of matter... a strange desire to win is inexplicably aroused, and he doesn't admit defeat.

Yu Jin watched him pouring down his drink, and said calmly, "I mean, Coke is not good for teeth, so I asked you to brush your teeth."

"..."

"Otherwise, what does Brother Xiao Xun think?" Yu Jin blinked twice, looked at Bo Xun fixedly, with a pure and innocent tone.

Bo Xun: "...it's nothing."

He doesn't admit that he thinks too much.

After drinking the coke, he didn't want to move, he just lay lazily on the seat.

Yu Jin had already returned from washing, but he was still lying motionless.

"Xiao Xun, wash up before going to sleep." He heard Yu Jin urging in a low voice.

"I'm not sleepy." After Bo Xun retorted, he yawned.

Sudden.

He felt the sides of his cheeks being pinched by a big hand.

He could only open his mouth obediently, and was forced to lie on his lifeless sick limb.

He wanted to ask Yu Jin what he was doing, but he couldn't speak because his mouth was pinched, so he could only speak vaguely, "Aoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..."

"Brush your teeth." Yu Jin replied calmly as if he understood his wailing.

Immediately afterwards, a finger suddenly protruded from the mouth.

With a finger toothbrush for babies, he pokes toward the back molars without any discussion.

"Aooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..." Bo Xun wanted to say that he can brush his teeth, but he couldn't speak at all.

"You didn't wash up just now, so I helped you, don't move around."

The aggressiveness of the toothbrush poking in the mouth was very strong, and Bo Xun felt a little uncomfortable and wanted to hide.

"Just don't move, let me see if you have tooth decay?" As soon as he bit his bony knuckles, his mouth was suddenly stretched open again.

This time there was no room for swallowing saliva.

Bo Xun couldn't resist, and could only make a "woo woo" sound.

The foreign body sensation brought by the toothbrush is no less than the one just now, and it is constantly moving, which is even more uncomfortable.

The fluid that could not be swallowed flowed out from the corner of his mouth.

It was quickly wiped clean by Yu Jin skillfully.

Yu Jin re-dipped the toothbrush with salt water, carefully looked at the darker spots on the teeth, and patiently scrubbed, "I know you are allergic, so I didn't use rubber when I ordered the toothbrush."

"Fortunately, it's not broken. Pay more attention to this place when you brush your teeth in the future... Otherwise, I'll help you clean your mouth in the future, okay?"

Bo Xun was speechless and could only shake his head frantically and refuse.

After being forcefully brushed with salt water several times, Bo Xun felt the bondage on his cheeks loosen.

He quickly got up and took the mouthwash from Yu Jin.

After rinsing his mouth, he rubbed his cheeks, a little embarrassed, "I can do such trivial things by myself, can you...don't help me suddenly?"

"Why?" Yu Jin asked puzzledly after finishing packing up the toothbrush and mouthwash, "Is it because I didn't do it well? Brushing your teeth is too rude?"

"no……"

Because of this over-care, he felt inexplicably ashamed.

I can't say why I am ashamed, but I am not used to being "considerate" to this extent.

"It's just too weird. I have hands and feet. I'm... very embarrassed to be taken care of by you like this. Either I hate you, or I'm embarrassed."

"Understood." Yu Jin's tense expression relaxed slightly, "I will tell you in advance next time, it will be a long time in the future, and you will get used to it slowly."

"It's really unnecessary, I will do all these things."

"The main thing is that I really like it. I thoroughly cleaned brother Xiao Xun from the inside out." Yu Jin finished speaking unhurriedly, took Bo Xun's phone, replaced it with a new phone card, and put it back on again. back to the original place.

Bo Xun originally wanted to say something else.

Hearing the last half of the sentence, he simply lay down on the pillow and pulled the blanket over his head.

Even if he already knew about Yu Jin's desire to control.

I am still shocked by the words that come out of my mouth every time.

...However, it is not impossible for Yu Jin to like it.

He's not that annoying either.

At the end of the ten-hour long-distance flight, Bo Xun felt his whole body come alive the moment he landed.

Pushing Yu Jin out of the airport, a gust of cold wind blew by, and Bo Xun subconsciously tightened his jacket.

The sky was gray and very cold.

Bo Xun glanced at the phone.

The time has been automatically adjusted to the current time zone.

It wasn't until 7am.

When the taxi entered the urban area, Bo Xun's gaze was attracted by the layers of buildings.

The bell tower and the church are the most conspicuous.

The row of street buildings and sculptures also make people unable to take their eyes off.

Gothic architecture is uniquely cumbersome and gorgeous, but the river under its feet is filthy, and the water pipes are covered with garbage and dirt.

The sharp contrast is particularly shocking. The magnificent church seems to be a decaying rose in the mud.

Yu Jin was chatting casually with the driver.

"Xiao Xun." Seeing his eyes shining brightly, Yu Jin called out softly.

Bo Xun turned around, "Huh?"

"It's okay, call you, we're almost there."

Taxis are parked on the street.

Bo Xun got out of the car first to help Yu Jin prop up the wheelchair, and then went to get the suitcase.

There are few people on the street in the early morning, and occasionally I can meet a few young people running.

Bo Xun followed Yu Jin all the way to an apartment, took the key card from Yu Jin, and opened the door.

"Shouldn't you put your luggage in the hotel first?" Bo Xun thought that Yu Jin was going to visit someone, and asked curiously.

Yu Jin smiled and didn't answer.

Bo Xun had no choice but to continue walking.

The two of them took the elevator all the way to the top floor.

Yu Jin: "The household on the left, here, the key."

Bo Xun was startled when he opened the door.

The main theme of the interior decoration is cold, with cold brown herringbone floor and cool white plaster lines and dado.

Outside the double arched door of the master bedroom, there is a floor-to-ceiling window facing the sun.

Most importantly, all facilities are made short.

"Is this the house you bought here?" Bo Xun moved the suitcase in, put it against the wall, and then pushed Yu Jin.

Yu Jin was obviously surprised, "Since when did you become so clever?"

Bo Xun pursed his lips a little speechlessly.

"When you specifically reminded me not to bring too much luggage, I started to wonder, and the facilities in the room are relatively short. Also, am I that stupid in your eyes?"

"No, no," Yu Jin hurriedly explained, turning the wheelchair to the side of the sofa, "Brother Xiao Xun is the smartest."

Bo Xun: ...

Forget it.

"...There is no need to speak out against my conscience for the sake of my precarious self-esteem." After finishing speaking, Bo Xun turned on the wandering mode and wandered around the new home.

Yu Jin moved the wheelchair and followed behind him, visiting room by room.

"To be precise, my parents bought it seven or eight years ago. At that time, they originally planned that if my brothers and sisters and I came here to study in the future, we could live more comfortably. Even if we didn't come, this location would not be an investment. Loss. But they..." Yu Jin paused, "In short, I just redecorated it."

"It's indeed a good investment, and the location has a nice view." Bo Xun stood by the bedroom window and looked out.

The bedroom is in the shape of a circular arc spliced ​​by six windows. The floor is not high, but the view is very wide.

The winter sun is also sharp and harsh, the cold silver beams intersect with the half-frozen and unfrozen lake.

Not far away, the steeple of the church towered so high that it almost pierced the morning light.

"After more than a year, we will live here together. If it is not suitable to live in, we will change to a new place." Yu Jin moved to the closet, opened it, and took out neatly folded clean clothes from it, "Go to wash After taking a shower and just getting off the plane, it must be uncomfortable to wear dirty clothes."

Bo Xun withdrew his gaze.

After washing off the stickiness on his body, when he walked out of the bathroom, Yu Jin had already changed into pajamas and was lying on the pillow, reading a book.

Bo Xun never chooses a place to sleep, he can have a good dream with a pillow, but Yu Jin is different.

While on the plane, Bo Xun could always hear irritated sighs coming from his side.

"It's not until noon, do you want to sleep for a while?" Bo Xun wiped his wet hair, walked to the head of the bed, and sat down beside Yu Jin naturally.

Seeing him coming out, Yu Jin put away his book and said, "I'm not sleepy, I just want to lie down."

After finishing speaking, he motioned Bo Xun to stand up, "Let me see how the clothes are cut for you?"

Bo Xun stood up and looked down at himself, "It's pretty good. But it's hard for me to buy clothes that fit me blindly. How do you know what size I'm wearing?"

"You haunt me every day—"

When Bo Xun heard the first half of the sentence, he expected something was wrong, and hurriedly stopped him, "Okay, don't talk about it, it's in broad daylight."

Yu Jin laughed.

Bo Xun wiped his wet short hair with a towel again.

The earlobe was inexplicably hot.

Sitting on the ground and asking Yu Jin to help dry his hair, Bo Xun accidentally looked up and saw a movable ceiling on the ceiling, the invisible bracelet can be pulled down.

He remembered that the shape of the building he saw just now seemed to have a spire.

It stands to reason that there is an attic on the top floor.

"Yu Jin, is that place the entrance to the attic?" The warm wind was blowing comfortably, Bo Xun half-closed his eyes, and lazily pointed to the movable ceiling.

He felt the hot wind above his head tremble suddenly.

"...Yes, it's the attic. It's just for storing sundries, and there may be garbage left over from the decoration. Don't open it," Yu Jin realized that his tone was hesitating, and hurriedly tried to save it, "I mean, When the time comes, let the staff who specialize in dealing with decoration garbage come to your door to deal with it, lest you mess around and smash the bedroom."

"What's wrong with you?" Bo Xun turned around alertly.

Yu Jin would not shake his hands for no reason, let alone stutter for no reason.

"What's wrong with me?" Yu Jin asked innocently, his voice returning to the usual calm.

Bo Xun didn't speak, stood up and was about to walk towards the movable ceiling.

Yu Jin hastily turned off the hair dryer, reached out and grabbed Bo Xun's waist from behind, preventing him from moving forward.

"Eh."

His tone was uncommonly anxious.

"When we were renovating this house, we hadn't determined the relationship..."

Bo Xun really decided to do something, but Yu Jin's strength couldn't stop him at all.

Usually let Yu Jin play with him, and when he can't break free, unless Yu Jin restrains him with some external force, it is purely because he is willing to cooperate.

Pull off the movable ceiling.

A staircase descended slowly.

There are also rails and lifters on the armrests for easy transport of wheelchairs.

"Xiao Xun." Yu Jin lifted the quilt and hurriedly crawled towards the wheelchair.

Bo Xun had already climbed up the stairs in two steps.

In the attic, it is not the decoration garbage that Yu Jin said at all.

The room is full of soft bags, without any sharp objects.

The lights are as pale as a laboratory, there are no windows, and only the invisible ventilation system maintains the oxygen supply.

There was a length of red twine on the upholstered floor.

It's like a scene from a dream long ago.

He was restrained and lay at Yu Jin's feet. Yu Jin looked at him coldly like an emperor.

I kept asking repeatedly, if these legs were good, would they be able to be together, and I kept forcing him to say that I love him.

Bo Xun's pupils dilated in shock.

But then it occurred to him that this was Yu Jin's house.

I also think it's not completely unreasonable.

"Xiao Xun!" On the ground, Yu Jin's tone was obviously anxious, but he couldn't move his legs, so he could only move the wheelchair slowly to the elevator, ready to climb up.

"Don't worry about it." After finishing speaking, Bo Xun exited the attic with lingering fear.

Back on the ground, he put away the attic entrance.

When sitting opposite Yu Jin, there was a deathly silence.

In the end, Bo Xun sighed first, "You—"

He wanted to ask Yu Jin, if he didn't agree to Yu Jin's confession, Yu Jin would steal him out and make him completely disappear in this world.

I also feel that there is no need to ask.

Because Yu Jin can definitely do it, at least Yu Jin at that time can definitely do this kind of thing.

He knew Yu Jin's madness before he was with Yu Jin.

"Brother Xiao Xun, I'm sorry." Seeing him hesitant to speak, Yu Jin hesitated.

The beautiful phoenix eyes suddenly flushed with tears, and her thin lips pursed tremblingly.

Just as Bo Xun was about to speak, tears fell down with a "clack".

He panicked instantly.

"Why are you crying? I didn't blame you—"

No, blame still has to be blamed.

But when he saw Yu Jin crying, he just couldn't bear to show his face, and being able to hold back and not coax him was already the greatest concentration.

"I'm sorry..." Yu Jin became more and more flustered as he spoke, with a sobbing sound at the end, and wiped his eyes with the inside of his wrist.

The tears became more violent.

"I'm really sorry, I'm sorry, when I was decorating this room, I didn't expect..."

After enduring it for a while, Bo Xun sighed again, took the paper box and hugged it in his arms, watching Yu Jin cry in front of him.

Can't coax.

At least not now.

"During the renovation, I never expected that I would agree to your confession and choose to go away with you without hesitation?" Bo Xun followed Yu Jin's words.

Yu Jin nodded obediently, took out a piece of paper, and wiped his nose.

"So you don't plan to use this attic, do you?" Bo Xun asked again.

"Yeah." Yu Jin nodded again and snorted.

"That's enough."

"Won't you be afraid of me or blame me?" Yu Jin said, grabbing Bo Xun's shoulders directly, "Or are you going to sneak away while I'm asleep..."

"No." Bo Xun thought for a moment, and then gently hugged his thin back, "If you were found in this room by me before, you would not have any regrets at all, and you would think that it was the right thing to imprison me. Even at the moment I found out, let me live in this attic completely. And now you have realized that I will be unhappy if you do this, and you can cry and apologize to me, which means that you have begun to change, Is it right?"

"Before I was with you, I knew that your way of expressing love is very distorted, and you will do many things that ordinary people can't understand, and even feel outrageous. The reason for these distorted thoughts is your illness, and some people who have been hit before The reason, in short, you are also a victim, not that you want to be like this subjectively. At that time, my friend also persuaded me to keep me away from you to be safe. At that time, I thought, anyway, I have never followed the rules I have seen many people who are scarier than you. You just don't know how to say 'like me', and your rationality is greater than impulsiveness, so there is no need to have excessively malicious speculations about you."

Bo Xun said again, "I'm very glad that you can apologize to me, and you won't be angry because of this room. Instead, I want to tell you again, you are my best shackles, and there is no need to use these extra means to restrain me .”

He felt his head resting on his shoulders relax a bit.

Only then did Bo Xun stop restraining himself, and patiently followed his thin back, comforting him carefully.

"Also, this room is dismantled. Next time I come to this country, I hope this attic is a normal storage room. Although I won't be angry, it doesn't mean I like it."

"Yeah." Yu Jin snorted again.

"And, stop pretending to cry. Although I know you are faking it, I feel nervous when I see you crying, and I have formed a conditioned reflex."

After finishing speaking, Bo Xun instantly felt the arms around his back drop.

Yu Jin sat up straight in an instant.

The eye sockets were still red, but there was no tear.

Seriously said: "I'm really crying, I'm not pretending."

"It's almost the same. Anyway, if you want to, you can cry in a second." Bo Xun sighed again.

Sighing that he is worthless, he loses his temper when he sees this face.

After talking for a while, Yu Jin took a shower, and the two of them leaned side by side on the head of the bed.

But after a while, Bo Xun only felt a heaviness in his chest muscles.

Lowering her head, Yu Jin leaned on him, her black hair brushed against her tall nose, even when she was asleep, her brows were furrowed deeply.

Bo Xun glanced at the bedside table.

There are two passports on it.

In fact, if he wanted to escape, he could leave at any time, it was just a matter of a ticket.

Without alarming Yu Jin, Bo Xun reached out and grabbed his passport.

Opened it and looked at it for a while.

After a while, I put it back again.

No matter what to run away from, he also needs Yu Jin.

Probably because he didn't rest well on the plane, or because Yu Jin's breathing was too calm.

Bo Xun, who fell asleep afterwards, didn't quite remember.

All I know is that when I woke up with Yu Jin, there was a warm orange setting sun and blue-purple afterglow outside the window.

The two dawdled in the bedroom for a while before getting dressed and getting ready to go out.

With a tacit understanding, they kept silent about the matter of the attic, and just discussed what to have for dinner.

In Western Europe in February, the chill is bitingly cold.

Sharper than dry cold.

While pushing Yu Jin on the street, within a short period of time, Bo Xun saw several people with handicap like Yu Jin driving around in electric wheelchairs alone.

There are even people who use wheelchairs as electric vehicles and ride their dogs for a walk.

"Yu Jin, why don't you change to that kind of wheelchair?" Bo Xun couldn't help asking, seeing how cool the electric wheelchair looked.

"I bought it before, and the elevator on the electric wheelchair will be judged as an electric car, so the alarm will sound and the elevator will go on strike. The subway does not allow battery equipment to be used, the hospital does not allow battery equipment to enter the door, and the school is afraid of unsafety. I have been reminded to use it. Traditional wheelchairs, and there is no charging place in the school, in conclusion, it is not as convenient as a hand-cranked one.”

Bo Xun fell silent.

Sure enough, Yu Jin suffered much more discrimination than he imagined.

Yu Jin's tone was still very relaxed, "But I can try to buy another one after I go to university, maybe the university will be a little more tolerant of wheelchairs."

After discussing for a long time, the two of them didn't think about what to eat.

Flickered into the evening.

Just aimlessly, I walked to the square.

In the middle of the square stood an obelisk, casting long black shadows on the uneven stone brick floor.

There are many people coming and going, including tourists and residents who have finished their work.

There were also couples of gypsies who were trying to take advantage of them.

The surrounding merchants lit up their lights one after another, and the bright orange light matched the blue night sky.

Like the picture in the movie La Land, it is the beautiful scenery of sunset.

There is an outdoor orchestra not far away, and the musicians are playing an unknown soothing movement.

The long and gentle lines of the cello stand out in particular.

Yu Jin was attracted by the music and looked back.

Bo Xun pushed him towards the orchestra.

Near the orchestra, several elderly couples were embracing and dancing to the music.

The dance steps are very slow, and the heads are moved very close to each other, talking to each other, and the wrinkled faces are full of happiness.The warm yellow streetlights shone between them, making them indescribably quiet and gentle.

Bo Xun looked at it, and paused for a moment with his hand on the handle of the wheelchair.

Will he and Yu Jin grow old like this?

Bo Xun suddenly had an urge to ask Yu Jin if he wanted to dance with him.

This is definitely the time when his romantic bacteria are the most rampant.

"elder brother."

Suddenly, Yu Jin's soft voice pulled him back from his imagination.

Heartbeat paused.

"Ah?" Bo Xun responded.

"You can see that they are staring straight, what are you thinking?" Yu Jin noticed that Bo Xun's gaze rested on the elderly couples beside the orchestra.

Bo Xun hesitated for a moment, a little hesitant, "I was wondering...whether I should invite you to dance too. But——"

Before he finished speaking, Yu Jin stretched out his hand first, with the back of his hand upward, and looked up at him expectantly.

Bo Xun didn't hesitate anymore.

He leaned over and held the wheelchair boy's hand, and danced slowly under the dim light.

Said it was dancing, but he held Yu Jin's hand and slowly turned the wheelchair.

There is no graceful dance, and it is not an exaggeration to say that she is clumsy, but inexplicably, she is happy.

At the end of the song, the longer Adagio sounded again.

Bo Xun felt that Yu Jin wanted to let go, so he let go obediently, ending the dance.

I saw Yu Jin took out his pocket and found a small box, motioning him to bring his head closer.

Bo Xun bent down, and the two touched their foreheads, "What's wrong?"

It was obviously a cold and windy winter night, and I didn't exercise much just now, but I didn't feel cold at all.

Yu Jin handed over the small velvet box, motioned for Bo Xun to open it, and said in a brisk tone, "I planned to give it to you on your birthday in two days, but brother Xiao Xun invited me to dance just now, so I temporarily promoted it to congratulate Xiao Xun." Brother Xun's enlightenment gift of 'leaving the straight man and stepping into romance'."

Bo Xun smiled a little embarrassedly.

When the relationship was first confirmed, Yu Jin was not irritated by his straight-male behavior. Once Yu Jin even listed "drink more hot water" as one of his few high-EQ sentences.

He took the box, opened it, and by the faint yellow street lamp, there was a ring lying quietly inside.

Unlike common wedding rings, the sterling silver ring is rounder than common men's rings, and the gemstones are not prominent.

"Pick it up and have a look." Seeing that Bo Xun didn't respond, Yu Jin reminded with great interest.

Bo Xun obediently picked up the ring.

I saw a small round bead at the interface of the "ring".

Almost instantly, Bo Xun realized where this "ring" was worn.

When he was in junior high school, he couldn't be more familiar with it.

Immediately at a loss, he neither took nor threw this hot potato in public.

The expression is very wonderful.

"Why, why did you send this all of a sudden?" After finishing speaking, Bo Xun cleared his throat, and looked around vigilantly around the environment.

"Before, Brother Xiaoxun said that I would do my rehabilitation training well, so I was allowed to call back with my own hands. Can you fulfill this promise today?"