Charming beauty

Countless stars twinkle in the night sky, the full moon shyly hides in the clouds, and a few wisps of soft moonlight are scattered, making the night hazy.

In the new house, the candles of dragon and phoenix lightly explode.

Sandalwood smoke is curling up, Yue Duyi sits in front of the bronze mirror, looking at the red jade hairpin that Xuanqing gave her, the begonias are in full bloom, the stamens hide purple jade, the tassels of jade catkins are as delicate as blood, simple but beautiful and elegant.She gently stretched out her fingers, and gently touched the red petals, as if the petals still had the warmth of Brother Mei's fingers.

Candles dim.

"Sister-in-law, in fact, you know that senior brother doesn't love you, and he can't even say he likes you. It's just because of the imperial decree that he has to marry you..."

"Yi'er, I don't love you, you can't impose your love on me, husband and wife, two people who are in love..."

"I don't know why Mr. Nalan married you, but I know Mr. Nalan loves the lord. You may not be happy if you marry him..."

Tears meandered into a river on her face, and her eyes soaked by tears were dull and bright, as if they had collapsed into fragments, but there was a smile on the corner of her mouth, and she looked at the red hosta with a smile or a cry. I don't know how long, she was silent, motionless, and I don't know how long she sat there. The thin wedding dress made her body tremble from the cold, and her lips were slightly purple.

"Sister-in-law, brother, he loves Murongyou, and even had his child. It is because of your existence and responsibility to you that he can't freely choose Murongyou. If you really love him, please Give up this marriage and give him back his freedom..."

"Don't think about anything, we have already married, you are my wife, we are husband and wife..."

"You said Mr. Nalan was very gentle to you, but you have to understand that gentleness is not love. He married you, perhaps because he was afraid that you would be hurt, but have you ever thought about him? Will he be hurt? ... Yier , to truly love someone is not to take him as happiness, but to take his happiness as happiness, can you understand?..."

Taking the happiness of Brother Mei as happiness, Brother Mei's happiness is not her, but the martial arts leader Murong You, so she is the one who blocked them and became a stumbling block to Brother Mei's happiness, right?

So, she shouldn't marry Brother Mei, right?

So, she should set Brother Mei free, right?

Tears fell silently from her eyes, the room was surprisingly quiet, and the Fengguan Xiapei reflected in the lights seemed to be a mockery, mocking her for being within reach of happiness but unable to reach it, mocking her for the happiness she had been looking forward to for many years. Vulnerable.

Tears fell drop by drop, she was crying in embarrassment, she had been thinking day and night for many years, and her wedding dress hadn't been taken off yet, she just wanted to be the wife of Brother Mei for one night. This little wish refused to come true, cruelly killing all her hopes.Why was God so cruel, why did he forcefully give her the happiness that didn't belong to her originally, why did he mercilessly push her into the abyss of hell when she was so happy that she couldn't believe it...

It's retribution.

Pay her back for her selfishness.

Tears soaked her cheeks wet and sore, she came back from the chaotic thoughts, and when she raised her eyes, she saw herself in the bronze mirror, her eyes were red and swollen, and the rouge on her cheeks was completely washed away by tears, she was shocked, Quickly wiped it with a handkerchief, how would she see Brother Mei in this state, she wiped off the rouge and lip red vigorously, even the skin was rubbed with a light red, after wiping, she was busy removing the hairpin on the cloud bun After taking it off, there was a crisp sound in the hand, and the red jade hairpin fell to the ground.

As if by coincidence, but also as if destined.

One drop, two halves.

Yue Duyi stood there for a while, then slowly squatted down, stretched out her hands to hold the broken jade hairpin in two, and put it together along the crack. Seeing that it was complete, she let go of her hand and broke into two pieces again. She held the jade hairpin tightly. Clutching her chest tightly, her heart couldn't hold too much sadness after all, before a choke could be heard in her throat, her eyes were already filled with tears, even her mother-in-law was persuading her...

The door creaked lightly.

The night was blended in with the evening wind, the figure was straight and slender, his clothes fluttered like a fairy from the sky, in the soft light, his eyes shone like black stones, his eyebrows were as gentle as water, but his lips were pale and terrifying, as if too much pain was heavy When he was unable to bear it anymore, the smile on the corner of his lips could not hide his deep exhaustion, such as the loss he felt when he looked at a certain direction countless times, the sadness when he was obsessed with trance, and the countless times he stood in front of the window all night Sleepless loneliness.

He is back, but he is lost.

Yue Duyi was heartbroken, the last hope left in her heart suddenly collapsed, she gave up, completely surrendered, she didn't want to see his lonely back, his sad eyes, or his... The empty smile, as long as Brother Mei can be happy, as long as Brother Mei can be happy, nothing is important...

Nalan Meiyou stared at her, the bursts of sharp pain intertwined in his head made him almost dizzy, his eardrums were buzzing and he couldn't hear anything clearly, but he could clearly feel that Yueduyi was crying, why was she crying? Well, this silly girl, didn't Xi Niang tell her that crying in the new house would bring bad luck?

He concentrated his mind, walked slowly towards Yueduyi, and at the same time raised a smile, knelt down in front of her to wipe away her tears, his movements were very gentle and gentle, but his fingers felt a bone-chilling chill, which spread through his skin to She was all over her body, she stared at him blankly, he smiled softly and vaguely, before he could ask why she was crying, she suddenly leaned forward and rushed into his arms, unprepared, Nalan Mei was thrown to the ground.

The dizzy dizziness, coupled with the pain from the back of the head hitting the ground, Nalan Mei let out a muffled snort, a gust of blood surged up in his chest, and he was about to rush out. After the blankness passed, a pair of cold lips kissed him, trembling and sucking lightly, as if to suck away all his pain.

Nalan Mei suddenly opened his eyes, and the closed eyes that were close at hand caused a white light to explode in his mind!Almost immediately, as if out of an instinct, Nalan Mei stretched out her hand and pushed her away without thinking!

The candlelight flickered suddenly, Yuanyangxi was dazzled by the distortion of the candlelight like a pool of blood.And in the distance, two pieces of jade hairpin drew a beautiful arc in the air, hit the corner of the wall fiercely, torn apart, shattered like powder.

The air is slightly stagnant.

Nalan Mei's face was pale, but her expression was stunned and stiff, as if her body had reacted autonomously before her brain made a judgment, as if it was a subconscious hidden deep in her body, and when he reacted, Yue Duyi had already Pushed away by him.There were sharp pains in his head, he didn't know why he pushed her away, obviously he had already married her, obviously she was already his wife, obviously these things should be taken for granted, why did he subconsciously choose to refuse?

Yue Duyi sat down on the ground, staring at Nalan Mei with a kind of desolate sadness in her eyes, "I can't even finish a kiss, is this the husband and wife that brother Mei said? Does brother Mei really regard me as his wife? "

"I..." Nalan Mei instinctively wanted to explain, but the dry and stinging throat made him unable to make a sound. The answer that emerged clearly from the bottom of his heart was like a deadly poison gradually eroding and spreading in his brain, and his head hurt. It looked like it was about to explode.Before he could completely calm down from the impact of Murongyou's words, he was about to face his new wife, and he felt a sense of desolation and powerlessness in his heart.

He closed his eyes tightly, for a moment he wanted to leave and disappear, hide for the rest of his life, no one would hurt anyone, no one would hurt him again, however, reason told him that he could not escape, he had to Staying, this is the path he chose, no matter how tired or painful, he will go on.

She was already his wife, his lifelong companion.

He took a deep breath, resisted the violent pain in his head, stared into her eyes, and said softly, "We are married, you are my wife naturally, and I will hold you in the palm of my hand like all husbands Loving and pampering, I will try my best to give you whatever you want." There was a bright light in his eyes, "I will do everything I can to make you the happiest person in the world."

Yue Duyi stared at him deeply, his smile was gentle and serene, people couldn't help but want to choose to believe, believe that maybe he and herself will continue, maybe they will really be happy.However, his eyes are so dark, like a bottomless abyss, something is buried deep in the bottom of the abyss, no one will find it, and it will be buried forever.

Yue Duyi felt sore and painful in her heart, and her voice was hoarse, "What about Brother Mei? Will you be happy? Do you dare to swear to God that you are happy marrying me? Do you dare to swear in the name of the guardian of the country that you don't love Murongyou?" ?!" She was a little excited, and the last sentence was almost shouted at him. It seemed that only in this way could she vent her heartache and pity for him. She cried bitterly, "Why didn't you tell me the truth about your unwillingness to marry me? The reason? Am I that unworthy of your trust? If you tell me that you are in love with Murongyou, I will fulfill you..."

"It's still meaningful to say these things now..." Nalan Mei's mind was torn apart, vaguely not knowing why she knew about Murong You, or why she met him on the wedding night. Debating these meaningless topics with him, a fishy sweetness in his chest made him sick, he coughed violently, his body became hot and cold, and his reason collapsed a little bit, he explained to her softly, "We are already married , I am already your husband, nothing else is important..." Even though he loves Murongyou, since he married her, he will take on the responsibility of a husband and spend his life with her.

"How long are you going to lie to me?" Yuedu Yi's heart was pierced like a knife, as if Ling Chi's pain made her tremble violently, "Wu'er has already told me that this marriage is just to hide the child for brother Mei Existence, now that the child is gone, this marriage has no meaning to continue, brother Mei, I know you are responsible, and you will be responsible for the rest of your life if you marry me, but do you know that there is no love but only responsibility Your marriage will not be happy!"

Nalan Mei's expression gradually became dull, and she suddenly lost all her strength, not even the strength to think, what was left was a suffocating feeling of exhaustion holding him tightly, her thoughts went blank, and there was an indescribable sharp pain coming from the blood He took a deep breath and said softly, "You said that you love me and that you will be happy if you marry me, that's enough."

"Not enough!" Tears streamed down her face, as if all the tears in her life were shed at this moment, "Brother Mei, I love you, your tenderness, your kindness, everything about you, as long as I can be with you Together, it doesn't matter even if we know that you will not be happy when we get married!"

"But now I know, I was wrong! What I love is the lively and lively brother Mei, not the walking dead with only a body and no soul!" Tears could not stop sliding down her face, and there was a pity in her eyes Angry, "I don't want you like this, you can't give me the happiness I want, I don't want my whole life to be ruined by you like this! So I won't admit this marriage, absolutely not!"

The wind blowing from nowhere raised the gauze curtains, and they were blown one after another, tearing the figures of the two apart in the dizzy candlelight.

"Then... what do you want me to do?"

Nalan Mei gently closed his eyes, as if he was tossing and turning in an ice cellar and a stove. His body was hot and cold, and the blood in his chest surged upwards. A white mist suddenly rose in front of his eyes, and the thoughts deep in his mind That string seemed to be broken at any moment, and there was a sweetness in his throat, "I won't marry you, you forced me to die, I married you, and you said you didn't want to ruin your life in my hands, I will never admit this marriage, Yi'er, tell me, what should I do to make you satisfied? What should I do to not ruin your life?"

Life, what a long and heavy word, I never thought that the marriage he bought with his whole life would destroy her whole life, how ironic, how sad, how ridiculous it sounds, and it proves how ridiculous this marriage is absurd!The headache seemed to have exploded, and there was a sharp pain in his chest, and the fishy sweetness spread from his lips. He covered his mouth and began to cough vigorously, and the bright red blood dripped to the ground along the cracks between his fingers.

"Brother Charm?!" Yue Duyi was frightened by the bright red color, her face turned pale. She instinctively rushed over and put her hand on his hand, trying to stop the blood from spreading. When she touched his skin, she suddenly found that His whole body was hot, "Brother Mei, why is your body so hot? Do you have a fever?" She reached out and touched his forehead, the temperature was abnormally high, she panicked, "Brother Mei, why didn't you tell me that you have a fever?" Ah?! You wait, I'll go find my brother, just wait!"

She got up and was about to run out, but Nalan Mei stretched out her hand to hold her, the blood on her hand stained her wrist, it was so sharp that it was dazzling, she looked at him with a pale face, and said anxiously, "Brother Mei, you first Let me go, let's talk about something later, let me go to my brother first, okay?!"

"Tell me, what I should do is the best for you." The severe pain in his chest and the dizziness in his head made his eyes blur for a while, he squeezed her wrist tightly, and asked her persistently, "You say it No matter what it is, I will do it." He already knew that this marriage is meaningless, but he still couldn't open his mouth to let this marriage end, he couldn't do it like his father did, and he couldn't see it with his own eyes. Yi'er followed in his mother's footsteps, if possible, he would rather let her choose.

Yue Duyi was defeated by the determination in his eyes, she knelt down beside him, hugged him tightly, tears streaming down her face, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry brother Mei, I didn't mean to say that, I'm sorry..."

"I don't want you to do anything, I just want you to live well, treat yourself well, and spend your whole life with the person you love. I hope you are happy, I hope you are happy, instead of wasting your life on me, charming Brother, do you understand how I feel?"

"I don't understand." Nalan Mei gently pushed her away, her face as if transparent, "If you really have such thoughts, why did we get married today?" His eyes were dark, "You see marriage as a Is it child's play?"

"No, I don't." Yue Duyi's eyes were bitter and sad, "I really want to be your wife, I want to spend my whole life with you and take care of you, even if you don't love me, even if this marriage is in name only, I don't care, but , but this is wrong..." She cried bitterly, "Love is fulfillment, not bondage, I can't tie you by my side for the rest of my life just because I love you, and I can't let you lose the chance of happiness just because I love you..."

"But what's the use of saying this now? We've already got married in front of all the court officials, and everyone knows that you are my wife!" The dizziness in his head made him nearly collapse. He said blankly, "Or do you want me to write a divorce letter and divorce you on the wedding night?"

"No, Brother Mei, no! You can't divorce me!" Yue Duyi grabbed his sleeve in horror, her voice hoarse, "Let me be your wife, you don't need to be responsible, just give me a title, All I need is my title, Brother Mei, this is my childhood wish, can you fulfill me? Don’t divorce me, Brother Mei, please don’t divorce me..."

Nalan Mei stared at her quietly, feeling amused, is this his wife?This is his marriage?He coughed lightly, his face was pale and cold, "That means I don't have to be responsible for marrying you, I just need to give you a title. I'm still free, right?"

"...Yes." She was his, and he was free.

Nalan Mei lowered her eyes and smiled inexplicably. After laughing, he raised his eyes to look at her, with thick white mist in his eyes, "Okay, since this is your wish since you were young, I will fulfill you. You want to be my wife. I'll let you do it for as long as you want, and no one will stop you." He looked at her with a smile, "So, are you satisfied?"

Yue Duyi stared blankly at him, for some reason she suddenly felt unfamiliar with the person in front of her, brother Mei was always gentle and soft-spoken, but now, she felt a kind of oppression, a kind of coldness, even A kind of sharpness, she suddenly felt afraid, "Brother Mei, you..."

"Do you have any other requests now?" Nalan Mei interrupted her, still smiling, and said, "If not, I'll leave first, you rest." He slowly got up and turned to leave.Yue Duyi stretched out her hand to hold him, knowing intuitively that he would never look back at her after leaving like this, she asked him cautiously, "Brother Mei, where are you going..."

"Do you want me to stay in the bridal chamber?" Nalan Mei didn't look back, "Since I don't have to be responsible, then I should be able to choose not to have the bridal chamber with you, right?"

"No, I..." faintly felt that something was wrong, but Yue Duyi couldn't say anything. She looked around the room, trying to find some excuse to keep him. When she saw the two wine glasses on the table, she felt like a drowning person. Grabbing a straw for survival, "We haven't drunk the Heyi wine yet, brother Mei, didn't you say you want to fulfill me? Only after drinking the Heyi wine can we be considered a real husband and wife, Brother Mei, can you leave after drinking the Heyi wine?" ?OK?……"

Seeing that Nalan Mei didn't refuse, she quickly wiped away her tears, stood up, poured two glasses of wine and walked in front of him, saying, "Brother Mei, this is your favorite imperial concubine drunk." She handed it to him, her eyes watering. Rou Liang, "After drinking this glass of wine, you will be free."

Nalan Mei reached out to take it, her gaze stayed in the cup, and a mocking smile couldn't help but appear on the corner of her mouth. Is this God's kindness or cruelty?His favorite imperial concubine drunk, the only one that gave him happiness in his life... He gently lowered his eyes, stretched his hand around her outstretched arm, drank the glass of wine slowly, then put down the glass, turned around and slammed the door away .

Oh, what kind of marriage, what kind of husband and wife, but a ridiculous and funny farce.

The door of the room closed with a bang in front of Yue Duyi. In mid-air, before she even drank the wine in her hand, she slumped to the ground, crying bitterly. She clearly wanted to give him happiness back, but why did she feel that she hurt him deeply...

"Brother Mei, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

The night was dark, the full moon in the sky showed its face, and the moonlight as bright as silver shrouded the earth like a lonely snow.

Murongyou sat leaning on the roof of the inn, hooking a jug of strong wine with his coquettish fingers and pouring it upwards. He poured it so fiercely that he almost didn't need to swallow, and suddenly there was a tendency to die of drunkenness. Only then can he return to the previous murderous devil.The devil doesn't need feelings, he doesn't need to hurt someone's soul, he just needs to be cold-blooded and ruthless, he just needs to kill with all his heart, what love is, it's just nonsense.

Maybe it was because he drank too much, he was suffocated by the wine, and he threw away the wine jar, he coughed slightly in embarrassment, a burning pain in his throat made his thoughts blank for a short time, in the whiteness, vaguely emerged A touch of the figure, lightly touching the pale and transparent fingertips that would dissipate like smoke like a needle, pierced fiercely into his heart, and there was a faint pain somewhere deep in the bottom of his heart.

He collapsed on the roof in exhaustion. Under the moonlight, his eyes were like the blue sky in deep autumn, mixed with the loneliness and bleakness of the last fallen leaf. It was so beautiful that he closed his eyes gently, and his thoughts gradually faded away. Hearing the familiar flute sound intermittently and vaguely, like an auditory hallucination, reminded him vaguely of a night with a full moon, there was a person by his side, playing the familiar song Plum Blossom Fall for him .

Who knows, since then, there has been a shadow that has penetrated deeply into the bone.

Han Feng sat quietly on the other side of the roof, the evening wind made her robe whistling, her face was full of tears, wet and dry in the wind, dry and wet, like a knife on her face, she Watching him motionless as if unconscious, what happened today made her confused, and Murong You, who was slumped and drinking to relieve her sorrows, made her at a loss what to do, her heart ached to the point of dying.She no longer knew what to do, it seemed that everything was wrong, she could only guard him, watch him drink, watch him get drunk, and then silently accompany him to break her heart.

The night is silent, only the full moon gazes at the world without sadness or joy.

In the quiet and deep corridor, Nalan Mei was sitting on the steps, blowing the song Plum Blossom Falling over and over again.

He played intermittently and unevenly, as if he didn't have enough strength to play the piece completely, the pain bursting out of his blood almost tore his body, every inch of his skin seemed to be burned in the fire Jiong was burning, and even breathing was unbearably painful. His fingers were stiff and trembling, and he could hardly hold the jade flute in his hand.

He doesn't know where he can go, he doesn't seem to be needed anywhere, he doesn't know what he can do, it seems that he doesn't do anything right, he just wants to be alone, just alone, quietly in a corner, He just needs to be himself, the Nalan Mei who can cry, laugh, hurt, and get hurt, instead of Nalan Mei, the national teacher who has no desires, no demands, no love, no love, he is tired.

There was blood gushing in his mouth, the blood flooded into the Xiao and changed the sound quality, his skin seemed to be burning, the severe pain made it difficult for him to breathe, his fingers were cold and stiff and he could no longer hold Yu Xiao, Xiao slipped from his hand and fell to the ground crisply, he was powerless Slipping and falling on the ground, he instinctively reached out to pick up Yu Xiao, but his blurred vision made him unable to see anything, so he could only grope slowly.

He vaguely remembered that he still had a lot of things to do. He wanted to watch the birth of Wu'er's child with his own eyes, choose a good name for him, watch him grow up day by day, and hear him call himself uncle; Matching him and Wushang, even if they can't make them get married, at least they should cherish each other for the rest of their lives; also, he hasn't apologized to Master, hasn't been forgiven, hasn't done his filial piety, and hasn't let him enjoy the rest of the world Blessing...

His mind was pulled away from his body bit by bit, the intense pain tore his nerves, he gasped heavily, vomited, he couldn't touch anything in a blur of consciousness, an inexplicable panic made him struggle to get up, but His body was so heavy that he could no longer lift his hands.

And that person...

He still has a lot to say...

In a trance, someone came to his side, bent down and picked up the jade flute and put it in his hand, then helped him up, stretched out his hand to press his pulse, and picked him up to go somewhere, he groped for it. The man's clothes were so painful that he lost consciousness, and his eyes were dark.

"I want to...see him..."

He wanted to see him, really wanted to see him, he hadn't told him that when they reunited in Yuelao Temple, he wanted to say he missed him; he hadn't told him that if he stopped him during worship, he would go with him desperately; Didn't tell him that if he likes children, he would be willing to have children for him... It doesn't matter if he doesn't want to listen...

Yue Duqing stopped in her tracks, pursed her lips, and walked forward slowly after a long silence.

"I'll give you two sticks of incense time to find out where Murong You is, or I'll meet you soon." He said as he walked.In the shadowy part of the corridor, a few shadows quietly fell and disappeared, disturbing some of the night.

And the person in his arms had already passed out.

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