Scum attack, your father is here!

"Is it true that my life... can only stay in the summer when I was 16 forever?"

While talking, the sunlight outside the window had dimmed at some point, and the golden light dappled in the gaps in the leaves, casting a faint spot of light, which was soon covered by a new layer of shadow.

The wind howls, and the crackling sound of raindrops hitting the branches seems to be heard, the sky is roughly painted with a layer of gray matter pastel, the clouds are pushed and pulled, and there is a loud cracking sound, and the thunder sounds like a giant elephant crushing the floor , the fragments turned into bean-sized raindrops and splashed all over the world, soaking the dry road surface, and after a while, they gathered into small puddles like broken mirrors, rolling brightly, but after a while, they were ruthlessly When crushed, the dirty water flows everywhere and rolls into the sewer, where it can no longer be found.

The lightning flickered like a silver snake and plain sword splitting the sky. After a few flashes, a dazzling white light burst out, piercing through the clouds and the high-altitude air, and quickly cast a pale light on Qi Yousui's face.

It's thundering.

Qi Yousui was afraid of thunder.

At this moment, Chu Queze clearly saw Qi Yousui's already pale face, but at this moment the blood on his face faded completely.

His dark eyes rolled uneasily, and his fingertips clenched the quilt tightly, but he could only force himself to be calm because of the presence of Chu Queze, but it seemed that he still couldn't hide the physiological expression changes caused by the shadow of the past. .

Seeing this, Chu Queze paused, opened his mouth, and swallowed what he wanted to say for a while, then turned around suddenly, walked to the window, looked back at Qi Yousui, and with a loud clatter, put the heavy The curtains are drawn.

The thunderstorm outside the window seemed to be isolated for a moment, and the muffled thunder was indistinct and not clear.

Seeing this, Qi Yousui quietly slumped his tense shoulders and breathed a sigh of relief.

The only small desk lamp in the room was turned on by Chu Queze, exuding a warm yellow radiance, like a thunderstorm night, in the first floor of a huge manor, a furnace was lit; it was also like a street in winter, accidentally bought The last baked sweet potato that arrived, once opened, is soft, sweet and honey-colored inside, warm and comfortable.

"Don't be afraid, I've closed the windows."

Chu Queze walked to Qi Yousui's side, stretched out his arms to hug Qi Yousui's neck, held him in his arms and patted him gently, just like when he was a child, his voice was very low and soft:

"Don't be afraid..."

Qi Yousui is so close to him, and he can still smell the sweet pear fragrance on the other party's body. It smells like the perfume he gave Chu Queze many years ago. I didn't expect him to use it until now.

But......Chu Queze has always been sparing in using it, why did he suddenly smell such a strong perfume today?

"Stop changing the subject."

Qi Yousui pushed him away awkwardly, and was about to ask again, when his eyes suddenly fell on the bangs put down by the other party. He always felt that something was weird, but he couldn't tell what was wrong. After a while, he asked again anxiously:

"......Tell me, can I still be saved?"

"If you're asking this question, I'll tell you, yes."

Chu Queze stared at Qi Yousui's face, slid his fingertips over Qi Yousui's brows and eyes, his eyes were gentle, and said word by word:

"I can think of a hundred ways to save your life, as long as you want."

As for whether these hundred methods are better than death or rebirth from Nirvana, Qi Yousui didn't ask, and Chu Queze didn't say either.

After all, Qi Yousui knew that according to the other party's perverted personality, in order to keep him, the other party might do something that broke through medical ethics.

"......"

Silence was like water, slowly flowing between the two of them suddenly, the water surface was so calm that no one dared to break it.

After a while, Qi Yousui raised his head and stared at Chu Jueze for a long while. A thoughtful flash of thought suddenly flashed across his face. He leaned over and reached out to touch Chu Jueze's face.

Chu Queze's body couldn't help but froze for a few seconds, and he tilted his head back, as if he wanted to escape, but was pinned in place by Qi Yousui's light "don't move".

"Where did the injury come from?"

Qi Yousui didn't ask the question just now again, and changed the subject subconsciously to maintain the superficial peace between the two. He moved very lightly, and leaned over to lift the bangs covering Chu Queze's forehead. Sure enough, he could clearly see a A scar as long as the thumb.

The blood on the surface of the scar was very pale, as if it had been wiped off by someone, leaving only a faint blood scab.

Qi Yousui couldn't help but frowned, and clicked softly:

"Where did you get hurt?"

"......It was made by the adoptive father, it's okay."

Chu Queze opened his mouth stammeringly, his fingertips nervously dug into the corner of his clothes, and quickly lowered his head in a concealed manner.

He almost didn't dare to move, because as long as he raised his eyes a little, he could see the rolled Adam's apple and fair and slender neck of Qi Yousui.

He swallowed in embarrassment, his gaze drifted subconsciously, he didn't know where to put it for a moment, he could only feel Qi Yousui's touch as soft as the spring breeze brushing between his brows and forehead, his cheeks suddenly turned red , The crimson color spread from the temples all the way to the earlobe, blood dripping red.

"...Why are you blushing?"

Qi Yousui was a little speechless, subconsciously glanced at the operating air conditioner, and was a little puzzled:

"too hot?"

"No, no, I'm not hot..."

Chu Queze didn't know what to say at this time, he stumbled out a few broken syllables, and he didn't even know what he was talking about, so he quickly covered his hot face with his palm, trying to cool down physically:

"I, I'm cold, I'm not hot..."

"Are you cold?" Qi Yousui asked again, but was confused by Chu Queze: "But it's summer now?"

"I, I'm cold and hot..." Chu Jueze answered Qi Yousui's question blushingly as if he was facing the interviewer, and after he finished speaking, he wanted to slap himself in the heart :

"No, it's not..."

"If it's cold, come up and lie down with me." Qi Yousui really suspected that something was wrong with Chu Queze's health, otherwise he would start talking nonsense.

He lifted the quilt and motioned for Chu Queze to come up and lie down with him:

"Otherwise, turn up the temperature of the air conditioner, it's up to you to choose."

Faced with such a simple multiple-choice question, Chu Queze of course chose the former one.

After all, it wasn't the first time the two of them had been lying in the same bed secretly under the teacher's nose when they were in kindergarten.

Chu Queze hesitated without hesitation, took off his shoes and socks, and climbed onto the bed. Seeing this, Ji An also clamored to go to bed. Qi Yousui had no choice but to carry Ji An to the bed and put him on the bed Between himself and Chu Queze, he lightly patted Ji'an's shoulder with his palm, coaxing Ji'an, who was already sleepy after eating the cake, to fall asleep.

"He's really good at sleeping." Qi Yousui was confused: "How can there be a child who can sleep so well?"

"You used to be like this too." Chu Queze didn't know what he thought of, lying under the quilt, revealing a delicate and clear face, bending his eyes and smiling slightly:

"When you were young, you often fell asleep in class, and I carried you back."

"...There is such a thing." Qi Yousui really didn't remember what happened to him as clearly as Chu Jueze did. He lowered his head and stared at the wound on Chu Jueze's forehead, suddenly he couldn't remember I wanted to ask something just now, but I only said after a long while:

"Is your adoptive father that medical expert? How did he hurt you? Did he hit you?"

"......Actually, I did something wrong and made him angry." Chu Queze lowered his eyes in embarrassment, thought for a while, and added:

"However, he didn't hit me, but he was so angry that he smashed hundreds of thousands of vases at home on impulse. The fragments from the vases cut my forehead, that's why I got the scar."

"...So that's how it is." Upon hearing that Chu Queze was not injured, Qi Yousui let go of his heart, touched Chu Queze's forehead with his palm, and suddenly smiled after a while one time:

"That's right, no one is as stupid as me, who keeps beating you."

"......No, no." Chu Jueze was anxious when he heard this, and was about to defend himself, but his face turned pale for a long time, and he didn't know what to say, so he just repeated "" It's okay, I'm old, and I don't feel any pain."

"Don't be stupid." Qi Yousui patted his face, and said slowly:

"The Shen family and the Zhong family used to be in business. My wife's grandfather swallowed their Shen family's business in a commercial battle, which made their family heavily in debt and on the verge of bankruptcy. It is said that Shen Shu's wife and grandfather were in that business During the crisis, my wife's grandfather plotted against him. Under the shock and anger, he unexpectedly suffered a heart attack and lost his life. After that, his younger brother was hit hard. After inheriting the position of patriarch, he vowed to be incompatible with the Zhong family. Then the strong man cut his wrist and abandoned him. The original industry led the family to enter the field of medical design and creation. It is expected that he will not help me at this moment, remembering the feud."

"So, you secretly helped me behind his back, right?" Qi Yousui could guess everything: "He knew you helped me, so he was so angry that he treated you like this."

Before Chu Queze could cover it up again, Qi Yousui raised his hand and suppressed what the other party was about to say. The reasons were so good that Chu Queze, who still wanted to defend himself, could not refute:

"After all, Mom and Dad changed into new clothes after they came back. I think they cried before, and the clothes were wet with tears, so they changed. And you just happened to contact Shen Shu at this time. What happened between them is self-evident. Metaphor."

"..." Hearing this, Chu Queze immediately lowered his eyes like a wet kitten.

"I'm going to die, Chu Queze."

Looking at Chu Queze's expression, in fact, facing the fact of his own death, Qi Yousui was a little bit unwilling, but more, he had to accept it. His voice was half calm and half helpless:

"Because if you found a matching bone marrow, you would have told me already."

"You won't die." Chu Queze was a little flustered when he heard the words, but he quickly ordered himself to calm down, stretched out his hand from under the quilt, held Qi Yousui's wrist, and said firmly, word by word:

"I won't let you die."

"Yan Wang wants to accept me, what can you do?"

Qi Yousui withdrew his hand from Chu Jueze's palm calmly, pretending not to see Chu Jueze's injured eyes, as if explaining the funeral, he told the whole thing that he had planned a long time ago:

"My mother is not in a good state of mind, and my father is the backbone of the family. The two of them have already taken on too much, so I don't want to burden them anymore. After I die, you tell them , help me hold the funeral in a simple manner, and try not to spend too much thought on me."

"Grandpa is not in good health. If you study medicine in the future, if there is any latest international research on coronary heart disease, remember to tell my parents."

"Uncle, there is nothing to explain......"

After finishing speaking, Qi Yousui pondered for a moment, paused, tilted his head as if thinking of something again, hesitated for a moment, then opened his lips again:

"By the way, if possible, find a way to get Ji'an out of the orphanage, put his registered permanent residence in the Qi family, and then send him abroad for training."

Qi Yousui was talking to himself, completely oblivious to the fact that Chu Queze's pupils were extremely dark at a certain moment, like the bottom of a tumbling well water, unable to see a gleam of brilliance. bleeding.

After Qi Yousui explained everything, he realized that Chu Queze hadn't spoken for a long time.

He lowered his eyes in doubt, and found that Chu Queze was looking up at him quietly, his lips were tightly pressed, and the tails of his eyes drooped. Although he reflexively evoked a smile at the moment he looked over, Qi Yousui was still I saw the gloom and darkness that flashed by just now.

"...What are you thinking?" I don't know if Chu Queze is familiar with Qi Yousui's facial expressions. Qi Yousui is also very sensitive to the changes in Chu Queze's body. Queze's chin snapped hard, forcing the other party to look directly at him, and said coldly:

"Why this expression again? What did I say that offended you again?"

He said, "Why, do you want to frame me again?"

As soon as he finished speaking, when Qi Yousui realized what he had said, he and Chu Queze were stunned at the same time.

The two fell silent for a while, their expressions were ugly.

Both of them had ghosts in their hearts, one suddenly thought of the fact that he used others, and the other thought that he would push the boat along the way and let the malice in his heart spew out, severely hurting the past of others.

Such memories were too painful for each other, and for a while, the two of them didn't know how to speak and wanted to explain to each other.

Ji'an lay between the two of them, unaware of the turbulent undercurrent between the two of them, as if sleeping soundly, suddenly seemed to have some nightmare, frowned indistinctly, kicked his legs, and lifted the quilt on his body kicked down.

Seeing this, Qi Yousui and Chu Queze's heart tightened. At the same time, they stretched out their fingertips to pull the quilt up for each other, but their hands accidentally touched each other. It was like an electric shock, and they felt short-term palpitations in an instant.

Qi Yousui withdrew his hand instantly as if he had been scalded, subconsciously put his hand behind his back, the fingertips touched by Chu Queze were still faintly numb, forcing him to hide his fingertips in the palm of his hand, his eyes glowing There was a flash of unnaturalness.

"..." Seeing this, Chu Queze felt even more painful.

Do you hate me that much?You don't even want to be touched by me?

Thinking of this, the arc of the smile on Chu Queze's face could no longer be controlled, and he slowly fell down, clenching his teeth tightly, then turned his back and slowly got out of bed.

Seeing this, Qi Yousui was startled, and his body asked before his consciousness:

"Where are you going?"

"...I have something to do." Shame and helplessness mixed with vague words dripped into the limbs, Chu Queze almost didn't dare to face Qi Yousui again, he hurriedly raised his foot, and wanted to leave .

Suddenly, a burst of strength came from Chu Queze's waist, and he was lightened, and was directly pulled into Qi Yousui's arms.

Qi Yousui hugged Chu Queze face-to-face on his lap, the scorching body temperature permeated through the touching chest and back, soaked in blood, and almost went straight to the brain, washing away the crumbling sanity.

Chu Queze stared at Qi Yousui's pale face, his eyes were red, and his expression was a little ferocious because of his out-of-control emotions. He suddenly stretched out his arms, hugged Qi Yousui who was silent in front of him tightly, and burst into tears :

"sorry........."

I shouldn't indulge myself...all of this is caused by my own hands...

It was me who pushed you away with my own hands......

It's me, on my own...  

Feeling the slight trembling arc on Chu Queze's body, for a long while, not knowing whether it was because of Chu Queze's desperate cry, or his dying heart's softness and tolerance, Qi Yousui was stunned for a moment, then sighed slowly, and cupped his hands together. Chu Queze's pale face stared at the other party for a while, then suddenly he leaned over and opened his mouth to cover Chu Queze's lips.

Chu Queze's whole body was stiff, and his eyes widened almost instantly.

Qi Yousui's kissing is not proficient, it's still a little green and unfamiliar.

His palm clasped the back of Chu Queze's head, tyrannically occupying and sweeping all of Chu Queze's senses.

A simple kiss was enough to make Chu Queze tremble all over, almost as if the world would end in the next second, and he was about to die. With his palm on the other's shoulder, he fell on the ground desperately. There are years old body.

Although Qi Yousui was ill, he was more than enough to treat Chu Jueze, so he easily pressed the other party into his arms and kissed him in a daze.Although it was their first kiss, the degree of fit seemed to have been kissed countless times, and the slight sound of water overflowed from the corners of their lips.

In the end, both of them couldn't breathe.

The back of Chu Queze's head was placed on Qi Yousui's palm, his black hair was scattered by the kiss, his pupils were confused and slightly scattered, the pink floating on his skin was like the smooth enamel on white jade, his eyebrows and eyes were dyed a faint crimson color, like It is peach blossom falling snow, uncontrollably half-closed slightly, the neck is tilted back, the body is stretched out like a bow, and the whole person is beautiful and exquisite, like a custom-made BJD doll based on Qi Yousui's aesthetic point of view .

"........."

In the end, the two of them did nothing but kiss.

There are too many things between them, life and death, misunderstanding, use, and disputes cannot be solved overnight.

Qi Yousui braked in time, moved his fingertips, and buttoned Chu Quezes loose shirt collars one by one to cover the marks. He looked down at Chu Quezes condescendingly, and slowly said that in fact, he had planned for a long time. good words:

"I have earned all the money in my card into your card. After I die, you should study hard and live well. If you don't have enough money, you can come to the Zhong family again."

"In the future, find a better person to fall in love with. If possible, have two lovely children. Don't like people like me anymore. It's not worth it."

"..." Hearing Qi Yousui's words, Chu Queze woke up instantly from the previous confusion and fascination, as if a bucket of cold water had been poured on his head, and even his blood was cold , with a pale face, chattering teeth, and painful vocal cords:

"You actually asked me to find someone else?"

Chu Queze couldn't believe it. He only felt that Qi Yousui's words were like a slap in the face, and it hurt hotly on the face. The shame and shock made his tone uncontrollable for a while, and he asked bitterly:

"Then why did you kiss me just now? Did you know that I like you, so before you died, you took pity on me and gave it to me?"

"..." Qi Yousui moved, as if he wanted to speak, but he didn't say anything after a while, and fell silent completely.

As if by default.

Chu Queze didn't wait for Qi Yousui's answer, his eyes suddenly turned red, and he clenched his fists hard.

Qi Yousui's words were tantamount to humiliation to Chu Queze.

He liked him so much, but he lightly asked him to find someone else.

It turns out that in the past 16 years, he still hasn't been able to leave a trace in his heart. When he wants it, he comes with a beckoning hand, and throws some sweetness at random, so that he can beg for mercy at himself like a dog. When he doesn't want it, he's like garbage throw it away.

Chu Queze has liked Qi Yousui for so many years, and it is worth getting a sentence——

"You go find someone else."

Ji'an on the side had already been woken up by the movement made by the two of them. The little meaty hand rubbed the corners of his eyes, neither crying nor fussing. He didn't know what kind of conflict broke out between the two of them, so he coquettishly wanted Chu Queze to hug him. hug.

Chu Queze held the child in his arms, and even if he wanted to question Qi Yousui again, he couldn't do it. In the end, he just bit his lips hard until he tasted a little blood on the tip of his tongue, and then ran out of Qi Yousui's place with red eyes. ward.

After running out of Qi Yousui's ward, Chu Jueze hid in a corner where no one was around and cried for a while, crying until his voice became hoarse, his beautiful amber pupils were clouded by crying too many times, curled up in the The unknown corner is pitiful and helpless.

Ji'an didn't know why Chu Queze was crying, and was taken aback. He surrounded Chu Queze, circling anxiously, but in the end, Chu Queze reluctantly said "It's okay, don't worry about me".

After watching Chu Queze cry, he stood up staggeringly after a while, went to a doctor with a pale face to draw blood.

From Chu Queze's side, Ji'an seemed to vaguely know one thing, that is, it seemed that it took a lot of people's blood to find something in a person's body and save Qi Yousui.

Ji'an didn't understand what the "bone marrow" Chu Queze was talking about, but it didn't stop Ji'an from worrying about Chu Queze.

Mom.....Crying.....

cry very sad......

Is it because the father is going to abandon their mother and child, so the mother will be sad?

Ji'an thought, he didn't want to see his mother sad, and he didn't want his father to die.

When Chu Queze turned around, Ji An suddenly made up his mind, clenched his fists, turned his back to the unaware Chu Queze, and ran straight upstairs.

Ji'an had a photographic memory, and soon found the department where Chu Queze had blood drawn.

He raised his head and waited obediently outside for a long time. When the doctor who had drawn Chu Jueze’s blood walked out of the department to go to the toilet, Ji’an suddenly became alert. The fleshy little arm stretched out in front of the doctor.

"...kid, what are you doing?"

The doctor was taken aback by Ji An's behavior. If Ji An wasn't young enough, the doctor would have suspected that Ji An was planning to make a fuss with the doctor.

Seeing Ji Ansheng's cuteness, the doctor's vigilant eyebrows relaxed, he collected himself, bent down, gently stroked Ji An's hair, thought for a while, and said in a low voice:

"Did you get lost with your family? Do you want my sister to help you find your father?"

"No." Ji'an shook his head firmly, stretched out his arms and kept shaking in front of the doctor, and said seriously:

"I'm not looking for Dad."

"I want to save Dad."

"...What do you mean?" The doctor frowned in confusion: "Who is your father? Is he sick?"

"Draw my blood, go and do bone marrow matching with Dad." Ji'an didn't say who his father was, maybe even he himself never saw his biological father's face when he was born, but he didn't It prevented him from raising his face, completely exposing a soft and moist face to the doctor's eyelids, and kept repeating a few words:

"Ji'an wants to have his bone marrow extracted. Ji'an is not afraid of pain."

"Jian doesn't want mother to cry."