Every day after the marriage, I prepare a funeral for my husband

In a blink of an eye, several years have passed, and the newly planted cherry trees in the past are already as high as the eaves.

Time is really the most ruthless thing in the world. It will never stop because of any joy or sorrow. When it leaves in a hurry, any once intense emotions will gradually cool down under running-in.

When he walked out of the wasteland with his back on his back, he seemed to have shed all the tears in his life. Standing on the vast snow field, he felt as if there were only the two of them left in the world, with no relatives, no reason, and no way to live... …

But, after all, it's over.

"Look, the cherry blossoms are blooming."

Hearing this cry in his sleep, Nan Su suddenly opened his eyes.

It was already bright, and Xing'er was playing outside with his younger brother, their laughter was everywhere.

Nan Su looked out of the window quietly, feeling an inexplicable sourness slowly rising in his heart. After a long time, he turned his head and saw Dian Chen still lying quietly by his side, with long hair curling around his chest, matching the depth of his skin. The vertical and horizontal scars are intertwined, there are too many scars on the body, and the most serious one is the lower abdomen. Although those densely packed incisions have already healed, they are still shocking.

However, I don't know if it's Nan Su's illusion, he always feels that he has made the man fatter than before.

But it's good to be fat.

I used to be really too thin, I was dying, and I couldn't sell it for a good price...

Nan Su pondered for a while by himself, then suddenly gave a chuckle, then got up and fetched a basin of water, and carefully wiped Dianchen's face and hands.

"Brother, do you know how pigs grow fat?"

"Haha, you have always been well-clothed, you must have never seen a pigsty, but I have seen it in Ling's village before, just like you, locked in a small place, neither getting up nor exercising , Eat and sleep every day, sleep and eat, and you will be able to go out to slaughter in the Chinese New Year."

Nan Su spoke more vigorously, put down the towel, lay down on his side with his head on his head, and approached Dianchen's ear, proudly said: "Brother, do you think if you wake up one day, will you beat me up? But You can't beat me now."

The curtains were lightly curled, and the shadows of the lights were deep, but there was no response from the man, and the secret room suddenly seemed empty.

"Just don't talk."

Nan Su gently put Dianchen's hand into the quilt, and kissed that smooth forehead: "Then you sleep well, I'm leaving."

He went out, turned the candlestick by the table slightly, and suddenly heard a low roar, and a row of bookshelves slowly moved over to cover the entrance, as if it was supposed to be there.

……

He is the king of Qingyuan after all, and some responsibilities have now fallen on his shoulders.

This is what he has to bear to get his name back.

It has been several years since he came to Qingyuan. After his many performances, many pastoral areas have been exempted from military service and spring and autumn taxes, and barracks have been set up in the north and south. Originally, there were several barren areas outside the city. There are only a few herdsmen living in the residential area, but gradually, more and more people gather, and many people who graze all year round have also moved here.

Of course, Dian Xu didn't give him this discount for nothing.

The biggest conflict between Qingyuan and the royal family was - resources.And after many meetings between him and Dian Xu, they finally reached a consensus that all military expenses would still be provided by Qing Yuan before Da Xia and Lin Dan were wiped out.

That bloody account must be settled by someone. After Qin Shize recovered from his injury, Dian Xu sent him a document: "What do you think about Daxia and Lindan?"

Nan Su knew what answer Dian Xu wanted.

That night, he sat by Dian Chen's bed all night, then quietly picked up his pen at dawn, and played back: "Your Majesty, you and I both know that Daxia and Lindan are also gambling in this war." Opportunity. Maybe in the early stage, they will have the upper hand due to surprise, but now Dayan has recovered, and everyone feels that the good days of Daxia are over. But how long it will take is open to debate .”

In the 23rd year of the first emperor, the Lindan people also broke through Qingyuan once.

Although the war was finally won, the price was that the entire border was turned into scorched earth, nearly a million people died, and all the classic buildings were destroyed. At that time, the national power declined for at least ten years...

At the end of the month, Dian Xu continued to send documents: "You mean, a truce?"

At that time, Nan Su was feeding Erbao, shook his head and smiled, handed the child to Pingshun, then went to the study and replied, "Why? I am not a saint, and I am not qualified to forgive Da Xia and Lin Dan on behalf of An Sheng's [-] soldiers. What I mean is that the regimes of all parties have just stabilized. If they decide to start this war, they will surely hit the ground. If they can't break the boat and use all their power to completely wipe out the hidden dangers of Daxia and Lindan, it's better not to Fight this battle. History will not remember the details, but only the results, but the common people will remember your life-saving grace. This is from the minister’s ex-husband and minister.”

If there is really a so-called end of the world and absolute genocide in this world, then this year is definitely the year closest to death.

On April [-]th, the six vassal kings of Qingyuan, Xinmeng, Ansheng, Nanbei, Baishang, and Heishui arrived at Ansheng Pass and assembled with the first four kings. On April [-]th, the remaining eleven kings All are here, the number of people is as many as more than [-].

At the same time, Wufuguan divided its troops into three groups, and General Qin Shize of the Xing'an Army led the main force to the Lindan tribe.

In those few days, the lights in the barracks were on all night long, and the soldiers who sent orders outside shuttled back and forth, and there was the sound of sharpening knives everywhere!

After discussing with the various ministries, Nansu handed over the military power of Qingyuan's former army, and then returned to the territory. Looking at the green crops outside the city, he smiled lightly.In fact, he had already prepared for this day.

Summer!

These two words were chewed countless times by him at night.

……

Half a month later, he came back from the front again, galloping all the way, full of dust.

Of course, he took Xing'er with him this trip, since the child is older, he wants to see more of the world.

Xing'er frowned, before getting out of the car, she complained to her younger brother who was playing, and said aggrievedly: "When you grow up, you can't go out with daddy, you always rush to hurry, it's not fun at all."

Xing'er is already seven years old, and after being taken care of by those two naughty cousins ​​all these years, she actually has a taste of Nansu back then.

Nan Su ignored him, walked straight over, took Er Bao over, flicked the dust from the corner of his clothes, and said, "Have you listened carefully to Steward Ping's words?"

Er Bao obviously missed him, so he immediately nodded.

"Hey!" Xing'er sighed helplessly. Seeing that no one was paying attention to him, she could only move her arms and legs and jumped out of the carriage. It’s also very different.”

"Brother, brother."

Er Bao wanted to please him, so he immediately put on a horrible look, covered his eyes with one hand, and touched Nan Su's ears with the other, as if he was secretly venting his anger on behalf of his brother.

Nan Su stared: "Jia'er, what are you doing?"

Er Bao stuck out his little tongue, immediately giggled, twisted his little butt in his arms, and smiled cheerfully.

Ugh.

Sure enough, they are all his species, but the problem is, he didn't live alone, why didn't he inherit some good genes...

After taking a bath at night, Nan Su sat in front of the mirror and wiped his wet hair.

Time flies, and the sleazy dandy who once set fire to the Sutra Pavilion is already thirty. Under the light, he is wearing a silk nightgown, with a comb gently passing through his black hair.Suddenly feeling dazzled, he took a closer look, and found that the man in the mirror had dazzling silver-white hair.

The room was empty, as if he was the only one.

He looked at the white silk, smiled helplessly, pulled it out calmly, put down the comb, turned around and climbed onto the bed.

During the days when he was away, Dr. Li and He Shun took good care of Dianchen. Before he checked, even the fingernails were clean, so he grinned and kissed the man hard on the face. Then lean on his shoulder.

"Brother, I'm so tired today."

Nan Su was already used to chattering like this, and he didn't feel bored when he didn't respond, he just said whatever came to mind: "Now, I know how hard it is to march and fight, how did you persevere at that time?" ?”

"Without a family, without a family, you are born to be a dark horse."

"People say that there is your father's partiality, but they don't know that if it were someone else, they wouldn't suddenly rise into the sky like you..."

Then, it disappeared suddenly.

Nan Su suddenly stopped speaking, and looked up at the man who was sleeping peacefully.

Men have been like this for so many years.

Nan Su has already forgotten, the man's smile, the man's cry, all the expressions of the man, the only thing he remembers is that pair of eyes, calm and indifferent, like stars in the nine heavens, gentle and shining, shining brightly fell on him.

He was so afraid that if he didn't wake up, one day he would forget the way his eyes were open.

"elder brother,"

Nan Su buried her head in his neck, tears fell drop by drop, there was no reason, and she didn't want to stop, she just said quietly: "I grew a white hair today, and I feel like I'm going to grow old in an instant."

"Time is too fast, if I don't wait for you to wake up, then I will owe you my whole life, then promise me, if possible, in the next life, we will be together earlier, okay?"

On the other side that he couldn't see, a tear suddenly meandered along the corner of the man's eye and into the black hair.

silently.