Every day after the marriage, I prepare a funeral for my husband

— Do you know a man named Gu Qiao?

—I have been looking for him for a long time.

There was a dumb man with a broken arm who always held a piece of paper like this and asked around.

But no one knew that he had healthy limbs, but later, a bone was buried in Jinling, and a sharp arrow pierced his throat and spattered blood.While shaking his body, he neighed his name, but he could no longer utter the three words that had been treasured for many years.

"Chase!"

Harsh shouts of killing filled the entire world.

The night wind, the wasteland, the iron cavalry, the sword like a mountain, he blocked the path with a blade, his clothes were stained red with blood, his breathing was heavy, but his sword skills became more and more fierce, his whole body was like a blood-soaked god of war.

But how can there be any god of war in the world?

Just procrastinating, procrastinating for a moment, his lover will be able to run farther!

"Whoosh-"

The moment he fell to the ground, the wind was so strong that it blew through his temples.

His eyelids suddenly became so heavy, and many images of his life experience flashed before his eyes one by one, and finally, he condensed into a slender figure, shaking a folding fan, dressed in elegant clothes, and wrapped in the golden sun.

The man turned around and pointed at him with a folding fan, his eyes were bright and open: "Why are you standing there, follow me!"

A Yao, follow up, follow up...

How many years of being dependent on each other, how many years of walking side by side, they spend more time together than anyone else.The world is drunk and he is awake alone, because only he knows that in fact, he is strong, brave, kind, and sincere. Of course, he will also be timid, confused, and weakly cry in his arms .

I have already forgotten, when was the first time this relationship that gradually changed with the passage of time deteriorated.

He just quietly watched him grow from a small dot to a green pine, and then quietly watched him start going in and out of the brothel, teasing women.At night, he would prepare clean clothes for him, wait for him to take a bath, and wash off the powder from his hair little by little.

His body was just under the water, and his legs became so straight and so long before he knew it...

At this time, he kept silent and turned his head away, neither looking nor speaking.

"oops!"

He stood up without hesitation, splashed water all over his body, turned around and frowned and said, "Ah Yao, mother hasn't written for two months, right?"

Ok.

why?Because she doesn't miss you that much.

He turned around quickly, not wanting to look at his naked body, let alone his disappointed expression. He didn't know when, as soon as he felt a slight surge of disappointment, a tsunami would form in his heart...

Actually he knows everything.

However, he could only remain silent.

Silently watching him get married, flirting with love, hiding in other people's arms, being wrapped around his back by someone else's hand, silently watching him lying on the brocade, watching him cry, laughing, and shy on his brows, and then watching him... He is crowned king in brocade clothes.

In the end, he just stood in the dungeon, silently looking at his abdomen, which was slightly swollen, with the hope of life, but was locked by an iron chain, locked airtightly...

After being abandoned by the whole world, that domineering and willful person didn't blame him, but just smiled and said, "Ah Yao, help me relax a little, just a little bit, the baby is crying..."

Why not blame him?why?It is clear that he was the one who lured him back to Qingyuan, he was the one who lied to him, and he was the one who covered his mouth and nose, but why did he still smile at him?

"Click," the moment the lock fell to the ground, the magic box in his heart was also opened.

If he had the courage, in fact, in a certain silent night, he could hold his hand as soon as he turned over, and say to him, "My lord, let's run away", or in other words, "Gu Qiao, let's elope!" Bar".

So--

Gu Qiao, let's elope.

The night was dark and the wind was high, and the flames were everywhere. He held his hand and ran towards the morning sun panting tomorrow. His heart was beating wildly, but it was not because of fear, but because he held his hand back and held it tightly. ——

He looked back, only to see his face stained with black ashes, and a pair of eyes staring at him blankly, a little confused.

A Yao, the world is so big, where are we going?

No matter where you go, I will always take care of you, just like the past 18 years.

Thinking of this, his pace suddenly quickened, because he suddenly realized happily: No, it's different, this time you and I are no longer master and servant, Gu Qiao, I will marry you, you know, I will marry you!

As we all know, the son of Qingyuan is the son of the world, and Nansu is the Nansu who belongs to Dianchen.

And he was just his Gu Qiao, his Gu Qiao alone.

"..."

Unfortunately, the road is too far, he can't hear it.

He raised his face with a smile and looked at the dark night sky. The torch was so bright that his eyes were sour, and a line of tears flowed down the corners of his eyes, soaking into his blood-stained hair.

However, he could no longer be with him after all.

But, he is not reconciled, he is so unwilling...

It was clear that the trachea was ruptured, but he could still hear his own voice shouting: Lu Yao, stand up, stand up!How can a noble person like him take care of himself when he falls into the dust?As long as you can stand up, you have to run to him, as long as you can run over, he will still hold you...

Gu Qiao.

Gu Qiao.

Gu Qiao, wait for me——

The road is too far, his lover can't hear it.

But it seems that this belief is too strong, in a trance, he seems to see his face, not an illusion, but real.

The man had a dark blue tassel next to his left ear, short shoulder-length hair, walked towards him quietly, looked at the blood in his throat, turned his head and ordered: "Take care with all your strength."

"My lord, this person..."

"My king said, do your best to treat him!"

In this world, who is not a hard-working person?

There was a mistake, but the consequences could not be eliminated for more than ten years. They all grew up as mayflies under the hands of fate. Everyone was working hard, but no one could break free, no one could stop crying, bleed.

After returning to Shizi Mansion, Nan Suti knelt down in front of Mrs. Zeng, and said pitifully: "Mother, I believe that Gu Qiao will definitely not expose this matter, please don't send any more people, and give him a piece of paper." live."

Mrs. Zeng looked at her son, looked up and smiled desolately: "Su'er, you have read thousands of books, but the books have never taught you, and people's hearts are beyond your belly. You have lived in that house for 18 years, and you have behaved purely. The number of people you see is only one hand, but did you know the consequences of letting him go?"

"I believe in him."

Nan Su raised his clean eyes: "Because he is another me living in this world."

"Even if mother believes in him, mother can't trust other people."

Zeng was heartbroken, stood up and said coldly: "Su'er, one day, you will understand mother's painstaking efforts. There is no need to discuss this matter again, mother will never let you fall into any risk, since he Gu Qiao dared to If you escape, don't blame my Nan family for being ruthless."

"Mother, mother..."

Nan Su's call was lost in the air and never received any response.

Time passed day by day, and in a blink of an eye, heavy snow fell again.Quietly, a white horse came to Qingyuan, but only stayed for a short time, and left again in the middle of the night, splashing a piece of slush...

It was noon, and Nan Su was dressed in pure white fur. After dismissing all the guards, he walked into the dungeon and gently dropped a key: "You go."

Lu Yao has been imprisoned for more than half a year. Hearing this, he raised his head and asked calmly with his eyes—the blood hole in his throat has been sealed, but he can no longer speak.

Nan Su turned and left, saying: "At that time my mother saved your life because she thought that Gu Qiao would come back to find you, but now you have also seen that you are worthless in his eyes. Lu Yao, let's go , I don't want to see you again."

I see you as I see myself.

There are sad people everywhere in this world.

……

In March, the spring breeze blows across the wilderness, and the snow in the twelfth lunar month blows into the Tianjie.

As spring went and autumn came, the footsteps of the dumb man with a broken arm went all the way from Qingyuan to the northeast, and walked through dozens of cities such as Huaigang, Heshan, Yihong, Ninglang, Qinghuai, Wufuguan, etc., about thousands of miles away. He followed every step Gu Qiao took.

No matter north or south, east or west, he will always find him following the guidance of his intuition.

— Do you know a man named Gu Qiao?

——He is very good-looking, and his eyes are crooked when he smiles. He is my lost wife. I have been looking for him for a long time.

"Gu Qiao?"

Aunt Shen glanced at the man up and down, and said casually, "I moved away two months ago."

Such misses are already commonplace, but every time it will make Lu Yao's disappointment accumulate one more point, he feels that it seems that in his life, he is destined to always be one step away from his dream.

He seemed to have been hit by a hammer, took a deep breath, and took out a note again: "Do you know where he moved?"

All the notes were prepared in advance, and he had been rejected many times.

Unexpectedly, Aunt Shen was busy going to see her grandson, so she hurriedly said: "Oh, it seems that I moved to the inner city. I don't know where it is. It's hard to find it. If you can't, ask someone else."

Lu Yao was stunned.

The door in front of him was slammed shut, but the corners of his mouth suddenly curled up, and big tears wet his cheeks.

No, it's too easy to find there.

Compared to the whole world, an inner city is really too small.

……

In a blink of an eye, December is coming again, and Fuyungang is decorated with lanterns and festoons, full of festive atmosphere, which fully sets off the atmosphere of celebrating the New Year in advance.

"Bang bang."

After knocking on the intermediary's door, Lu Yao took out a note: "Do you know a man named Gu Qiao?"

"I know him, what are you looking for?"

"..."

He had waited too long for such an answer.

He was stunned for a long time, but Fang suddenly came to his senses, took out a piece of paper and spread it on the floor, his fingers trembling, and wrote for the first time: "Where does he live, do you know?"

It's not dark yet, and the lantern market has not yet opened, but the street is already very lively. There are bustling crowds everywhere, and various food stalls are lined up around the street.

With a "creak", Gu Qiao came out of the small courtyard, hugged the baby in one hand, closed the door with the other, and asked with a smile, "What lamp does the baby want tonight?"

"Cerebellar Axe!" Although he is more than two years old, his vocabulary is already very objective.

"Okay." Gu Qiao scratched the baby's little nose and walked forward.

As the new year approaches, the wives and ladies of rich families who usually don’t go out have also left the mansion one after another. There are sedan chairs, soft chairs and carriages carried by several people everywhere on the street, passing by Gu Qiao one by one, and occasionally there are a few wisps of laughter. , and the wind blowing from the sea, a peaceful and quiet atmosphere.

It was getting late, and the street was lit up with a large number of bright lights, red, green, golden, dark pink, and colored glaze.

The sound of firecrackers, the cheerful childish laughter of children, the yelling of peddlers, and the coquettishness of girls all flowed along the wind along the coast. To Lu Yao's ears, it seemed as if they came from another world.

He followed behind him, only to see that he was dressed in a white shirt, his black hair was half covered, and his lips seemed to be tinged with vermilion. He was just a back view, and he had already robbed the beauty of thousands of lights in his world.

The lantern team passed through the street, blocking them indistinctly. The bright red silk and joyful crowd embellished the night.

Gu Qiao, Gu Qiao, I recognized you at the first sight...

Finally, he ran wildly and pushed through the crowd, because not far away, there was a person waiting for him to approach.He looked at him like a traveler on the desert looking up at a mirage, flushed and trembling, as if seeing an unbelievable vision.

Through the sparse gap, he panted heavily, and stretched his only hand towards his shoulder——

Gu Qiao turned around with a smile and smiled slightly.

It turned out that the lamp seller saw that the baby was born cute, so he took a lantern to tease him.The child was always cheerful when he saw everyone, holding Gu Qiao's neck with his small hands, and the flowing lights reflected in his big eyes.

"Xing'er, which lamp do you like?"

"this."

"Okay, let's buy it first, and let your sixth brother reimburse you later."

At this moment, a commotion broke out suddenly. Gu Qiao turned his head to look, and saw the crowd in the distance being pushed away, and there were shouts and curses. It seemed that a thief was fleeing after being caught.

Gu Qiao didn't pay attention, but inadvertently, he suddenly caught a glimpse of an empty sleeve.

In an instant, it was as if a bolt of lightning exploded in my mind!

Gu Qiao frowned suddenly, before he had time to think about it, he stretched out his hand to push away the crowd in front of him, and squeezed forward.

"Oh, what are you doing?"

The crowd was turbulent and chaotic, and his toughness aroused scolding.But he didn't care about these things, his legs were weak, and he squeezed to the intersection with great effort, looking desperately.

No, no, still no!

For a split second, Gu Qiao felt as if he had returned to the Qinghe River and was rummaging underwater, but no hand reached out to support his lower back, and lifted him up desperately...

The eye sockets turned red at some point, and Gu Qiao turned round and round unwillingly, but still didn't find any clues.

Did you really see it wrong?

Surging thoughts climbed up Gu Qiao's chest, a bitterness stuck in his throat, like lava boiling hot, with the slightest gap, he was about to burst out. He closed his eyes and exhausted all his strength to force the pain out of his heart. Swallow it.

Ah Yao.

You know, I seem to see you...

His eyes were sour, but he didn't shed any tears. Gu Qiao stood silently, his face was shone by the bright lights, he looked so thin, his back was just one line, lonely, out of tune with the bustle around him.

It wasn't until the baby called "Daddy" that he suddenly came to his senses. He couldn't help laughing at himself, and walked forward along the crowd——

"..."

But at the next moment, he froze in place as if being shocked by an electric shock.