What to do when dating a gloomy roommate online

I like girls.

Cold water poured over his head and face, and flowed from the top of his head through his whole body.

Slender fingers ran through the black hair and stroked it to the back of the head.

Qi Yuechen's chin was tilted slightly, his Adam's apple was sharp between his cold white neck, and his originally clear and indifferent eyes were now firmly locked on a certain point in the void, allowing the deep emotions to rage.

It's vile, depraved, bordering on blasphemy.

The wrists hang low.

His aggressiveness is unabashed.

It is difficult to explain why he has such hasty and frequent impulses towards a particular individual, if he refers to his own thoughts in the past.

He was once a person with little emotional fluctuations, whether it was family affection, friendship, or anything else.

The ability to perceive words and emotions that he has cultivated for a long time enables him to quickly identify what the people around him think and feel about him, so when he notices a girl who suddenly looks at him speechless and blushes, he will cut off the girl subtly and quickly. All contact with the other party is to avoid all unnecessary troubles.

In the cafeteria, a couple sat in front of him and shared a plate of lunch. Perhaps what others saw was romance, but what he saw was the shredded egg falling from the other's mouth, and the thousands of times of love in the saliva. bacteria.

He can't quite understand the overly emotional changes and loss of self after a person devotes himself to a relationship.

The reason why human beings are different from other animals and stand out is that in addition to using tools, there is another thing that should be known as restraint.

And now, this theory has no effect on him.

It was clearly a tender moment, a rare opening of the heart, the first time two lonely souls tried to communicate.But when he saw the eyes of the person in his arms catching him docilely, besides the complicated emotions, absurdity gave birth to a kind of inferior desire.

It surged like a mountain and a sea.

Close your eyes, exhale hotter.

1 minute ago, a cautious hug with a sense of relief.

Ten hours ago, the world where the dark blue water was broken from far to near.

Two days ago, the silent screen kept being woken up by pop-up messages.

A week ago, there was the sound of coins dropping from the coin pusher in the video game city.

There was a faint movement in the water, disrupting the rhythm.

Time began to go backwards rapidly, whizzing back and forth, until it was fixed on the thin back of the high school playground against the crowd three years ago, and the flowers and branches on the window sill were slightly swaying in the wind.

In his memory, it was just an inconspicuous figure from the back, but now, as if right in front of his eyes, the person who turned his back turned his face.

The wind brushed away the man's slightly long hair, his eyes were clear, his cheeks were soft, and he smiled shyly.

The next second seemed to appear in front of his eyes again, with his hands on the wall, his slender neck tensed up, like a swan being slaughtered, his whole body trembling slightly, enduring his violence.

The cold current slowly flowed over the feet and poured into the floor drain.

Half an hour later, he reached out to turn off the water gate, and his eyes returned to coldness.

So, what exactly is love?

-

After coming out of the bathroom, there was still a warm lamp on the bedside.

And the black head nestled in the soft pillow obediently.

Holding a ball of quilt in his arms, Yu Zhong curled his body, sleeping in the position of a fetus in the mother's womb.

Qi Yuechen slowed down his pace and kept his eyes fixed, but just as he approached the other party, he heard a faint voice.

"You're all right," Yu Zhong rubbed his face on the pillow unconsciously, rubbed his eyes and said in a daze, "It's been too long, I've been waiting to fall asleep."

The emotions that had calmed down seemed to be ignited again.

"Go to sleep," Qi Yuechen's voice was the same, he reached out to turn off the light, Yu Zhong only felt the side of the bed sink slightly, "It's already very late."

As soon as he lay down, he heard the rustling of cloth rubbing beside him.Yu Zhong hugged him again through the quilt.

Qi Yuechen: "..."

He opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling in the darkness, sighing silently.

Yu Zhong could feel Qi Yuechen stroking his hair, the technique was very gentle, and the feeling of healing gradually began to fill his whole body.

"Actually, I'm much better now."

"Hmm..." Yu Zhong buried his head and hummed softly, so sleepy that he couldn't open his eyes.

"So, don't you think," Qi Yuechen said slowly, as if he was choosing his words, "it would be strange for two boys to keep doing this?"

"Huh...huh?" Yu Zhong's eyelids moved, and his chaotic brain gradually became clear.

Qi Yuechen simply made it clear, "I said, if you touch me like this again, I will wonder if you like boys."

-

Yu Zhong opened his eyes this time.He looked up, but couldn't see anything.

Only Qi Yuechen's teasing voice could be heard in the darkness, "So are you straight or not?"

Yu Zhong woke up completely.

"I, of course I'm a straight man."

He heard Qi Yuechen chuckle, and the hand stroking his head stopped.

"Then, do you want to continue sleeping in this position?"

He spoke very softly, but he hit Yu Zhong's eardrum heavily.Yu Zhong hurriedly evacuated from Qi Yuechen's arms, hurriedly rolled into the bed, buried his head deeply in the quilt, "I like girls."

Through the quilt, his voice was muffled, as if he was answering Qi Yuechen, but also as if he was talking to himself.

"Oh? What do you like?" Qi Yuechen's voice was full of interest.

how is it like.Yu Zhong really didn't think about this question.

First of all, girls with a hot personality and strong aura like his cousin were excluded. Those who confessed to him in the past were all like this, and they couldn't refuse no matter how much they refused. Now when he sees this kind of girl, his legs are weak and he just wants to call her sister.

As for the rest... my mind suddenly went blank.

He realized that growing up, he didn't seem to have much contact with the opposite sex, and he didn't even have much impression of many people.

Ask him to sum up how many types of girls there are, and he can't even conceive a specific image.

"Cute? Mature? Humorous? Personal?" Seeing him falling silent, Qi Yuechen began to give him hints.

"It's like I can be cute like Rem. If you're mature, like Haibara Ai? I like her a lot when I watch anime. If it's a bit more humorous, like Xiaobu? She seems pretty cute too..." Yu Zhong worked hard Conceived of these types of images, and then found out in horror that I actually like them all. Could it be that he is a potential playboy?

"The ones you're talking about are all popular anime characters."

"Um……"

In reality...it's even more unimaginable.

If there is personality, then the weird girl on the list suddenly flashed in my mind.

"Have you never had any sexual fantasies?"

Qi Yuechen's tone was very flat, as if he was asking Yu Zhong if he had eaten today.

Yu Zhong's face was completely familiar.

Fortunately, nothing can be seen in the dark.

"How, how is it possible," he stammered, "I'm also a normal boy, okay?"

A pleasant chuckle came from beside him.

"Is it."

"Of course." Yu Zhong's chin was retracted into the quilt, and his face was so hot that he simply started to make up things, "I like that kind, it looks very clean, I like wearing white cotton skirts, and the black is long and straight, it will A very active girl."

Qi Yuechen was silent for a few seconds before commenting, "You are so innocent."

Yu Zhong poked his head slightly, and whispered, "So you like sexy girls like that?"

"do not like."

Qi Yuechen's voice became calm again.

"I like obedient ones who say they care about me." He seemed to turn over, his back was facing Yu Zhong, his voice sounded a little out of reach, "Or as long as it's him, I like it."

For some reason, Yu Zhong felt a strange discomfort in his heart.

"That's it, then I might be too." He shrank back into the quilt again, trying to wish sincerely, "I hope we can all find that person sooner."

"talk later."

Silence resumed between the two.

Yu Zhong stared at the darkness in front of him, and began to fantasize about Qi Yuechen standing with a certain beautiful and outstanding girl.

There are so many girls chasing after Qi Yuechen, and there is no shortage of outstanding girls among them, who will he like in the future?

"Are you staring at me?"

Qi Yuechen made a sound suddenly.

Yu Zhong was startled, quickly closed his eyes, and said anxiously, "I didn't."

There was a slight movement around him, and Qi Yuechen turned around and came back again.

Yu Zhi felt a hand lightly resting on his forehead, then slowly slid down, gently touching his trembling eyelashes.

"Student Xiaoyu," Qi Yuechen seemed to smile, "You are dishonest."

"Uh……"

"Okay, turn around quickly." Qi Yuechen moved his hand away.

This time Yu Zhong honestly followed suit.

He grabbed the corner of the quilt with both hands, and asked after a few seconds of silence, "Why did you turn around..."

"Because I'm sleepy," Qi Yuechen's voice was slightly gritty, and slightly tired, "I can feel you staring at me."

The slightly thicker fabric of the quilt came from Yu Zhong's palm, and his fingers clenched lightly and then loosened.

The temperature on the face seems to be unable to dissipate.

"Good night," he heard himself whisper.This should be the second time tonight.

"Good night." Qi Yuechen paused for several seconds before replying, sounding like he was really sleepy.

Everything went back to silence.

But there seemed to be a little more warmth to this night.

Yu Zhong turned on the phone, canceled the alarm clock for tomorrow morning, then gritted his teeth and asked two representatives to leave a message to Chen Zhihao to explain the situation.

After silently apologizing to the teachers of the two classes on Monday morning, Yu Zhong also closed his eyes.

-

Since this semester, it was the first time that Yu Zhong slept in so brazenly.

When I woke up, the room was dimly lit, and I was hungry.

He stared at the ceiling in confusion for a long time, his pupils gradually focused, and finally fixed on the enlarged handsome face in front of him.

Qi Yuechen stood up slowly, with her thin lips slightly parted, "Are you awake?"

He had already put on his clothes, his hair was not messy at all, he was tidying up his clothes without haste, and he had an abstinent air about him.

Yu Zhong struggled to get up from the bed, completely ignoring why Qi Yuechen was so close to him just now.

With messy hair on his head, he blinked his eyes slowly, and asked dully, "What time is it?"

The quilt slowly slipped off his shoulders and finally piled up around his waist.

"There is still half an hour until one o'clock in the afternoon." Qi Yuechen looked away calmly, "Your clothes are already dry, next to the pillow."

His clothes beside the pillow were neatly folded, Yu Zhong was a little embarrassed, he stroked them carefully before shaking them off and putting them on.

"Why did you get up earlier than me. How did you sleep last night?"

Seeing him put on his clothes, Qi Yuechen opened the curtains.

The whole room was instantly bathed in bright sunlight.

Qi Yuechen leaned against the window, his silhouette became more handsome under the skylight.The melancholy in his eyes seemed to have disappeared, and he was looking at Yu Zhong intently at the moment, "No dream for a night."

Yu Zhong's eyes curled up, and he slowly smiled.

"That would be great."

It seemed a very good day.

So I became full of energy in everything I did next, even if I almost choked while brushing my teeth while humming a song.After finishing washing in a hurry, Yu Zhong hurriedly dragged Qi Yuechen out without ignoring the tangle of hair that was sticking up on the back of his head, because "if you delay, the check-in period will be automatically extended."

As soon as he went out, he almost bumped into a couple passing by in the corridor.

"I'm sorry." Both sides began to apologize, but they both froze after seeing each other clearly.

"Xiaoyu, you and," Yan Shuiqing poked his head out from behind Bai Jinmao, trembling to break the silence, "Brother Chen?"

She swallowed hard before continuing, "You two..."

Qi Yuechen suddenly let go of Yu Zhong, and raised his hand to pull him into his arms.

"Ok?"

He looked at the two stunned people with a half-smile and a lazy ending.

Although he didn't say anything, his actions seemed to answer everything.

The author says:

Conservative author (slowly crouching);

小虞从某种意义上就是沉迷于Two-dimensional的宅男（望天）感谢在2022-03-2523:00:08-2022-03-2623:02:21期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦——

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