After being abandoned by the gods

On the day Hua Gurong went to the God Realm, Lou Guanxue found Bei Mingyan's bones in Yuquan Cave.He was lying in a cold jade coffin in black clothes, with a handsome face, as if he had fallen asleep, his face was full of freshness that could only be had after being cared for for a long time.

After the great shock, Lou Guanxue's heart twitched violently, sadness and anger swept through his brain, his face was twisted in pain, almost made him kneel down.

There is such a huge difference between loving and not loving.

He has always known that Bai Fu's heart is not on him, but it is one thing to know, another thing to see it with his own eyes again and again, and it is another thing to see the truth that he does not want to face now that he is dripping with blood.

Lou Guanxue clutched his chest and kept trembling. He didn't dare to imagine the scene of these two people together. He forced himself not to imagine, and even told himself that Bei Mingyan was not here for nothing. Yan is dead, but Bai Fu is willing to stay by her side!

However, He Daofan's arrival broke his fantasy.

He Daofan came to dredge Beimingyan's spiritual veins. Since Hua Gurong handed Beimingyan to him a few years ago to help take care of his physical body, this has become something he must do every day.

Seeing the sudden increase of people in Yuquan Cave, he couldn't help being stunned, and asked with a smile: "Sect Leader, did Junior Brother Baifu ask you to come and help? It seems that he really cares about this one, and he can't believe it." My spell is done, and I specially invited you over."

Lou Guanxue's back froze.

He didn't look back, and He Daofan didn't see his snow-white complexion. Seeing that he was silent, he sighed to himself: "The master once told the fortune of the junior brother, saying that his love life is bumpy, and now it is fulfilled. I this Junior brother, you used to be dull and ignorant, ignorant of love, but now you are too proud and indulgent, blindly confident in yourself, you don't understand your own heart at all, even if you are in love, you don't know it at all."

He Daofan didn't know that he was also blind, confident and ignorant of love. Seeing that Lou Guanxue almost used a rope to tie Hua Gu Rong to his body all these years, but He Daofan didn't see his blatant unreasonable thoughts, he just regarded him as a friend Friendship.

Discussing the fact that Hua Gurong likes Beimingyan at this moment is such a non-existent thing, it's a lot of rhetoric.

Sure enough, Lou Guanxue's complexion turned even paler.

The closed eyelashes trembled again and again, and I didn't even have the courage to open them.

After a while, Lou Guanxue plucked up the courage to ask: "He said he was going to the fairy world, do you know what he is going to do?"

The answer was ready to come out, but he was delusional.

He Daofan said: "Go to Laojun to steal the Resurrection Pill. He did this 1000 years ago."

Lou Guanxue was stunned for a moment, then smiled bitterly: "1000 years ago? So they have known each other for 1000 years?"

He Daofan has been sleeping for many years, and he doesn't know what happened in the millennium, let alone the relationship between Baifu and Shen Zun in the sky. He only knows that Baifu has a lover whom he has been looking for for a long time.

Now, he subconsciously gave it to Bei Mingyan, and said with emotion: "Thousands of years ago, in order to protect his body from decay, he ventured to the realm of reincarnation to find shark beads, and died inside without leaving any bones."

Lou Guanxue's heart trembled, and he stretched out his hand to cover it, feeling some pain.

"Later, he went all the way from the ghost world to the heavenly realm, and then crawled back from the heavenly realm. He took the Shark Bead and the Resurrection Pill that he bought back with his life, and climbed into the tomb of his lover. he."

Lou Guanxue looked at the bones that were protected like living people in the ice coffin, her sad and distressed eyes seemed to pass through time, and she saw the boy who was crying bitterly while hugging his lover in the mausoleum thousands of years ago.

That person who flaunts his idleness and is as noble as a cat was once a child who could cry bitterly.

But none of these colorful emotions belonged to him.

Lou Guanxue thought sadly, what kind of role did she play in his life?Just a target for revenge?

He is so humble that even when he sees and hears all this, he doesn't even have the qualifications and position to be angry.

To Bai Fu, he is nothing.

One day in the sky, one year on earth.So Hua Gurong came back two years later.

He first went to Yuquan Cave to see Beimingyan, fed him the Resurrection Pill, and then returned to his bedroom.

Pushing open the door, there are people in the room, sitting upright in the dark.

Before Hua Gurong could pull out the knife, his indifferent and cold voice interrupted his movement: "Are you back?"

It was Lou Guanxue, whose expression could not be seen clearly in the night, but Hua Gurong seemed to hear three points of coldness from his tone.That was the emotion that Lou Guanxue had never felt towards him in these years.

It's a pity that Hua Gurong was not afraid of him, she closed the door calmly, turned around and said, "Well, I'll be back after finishing my work, why are you in my room?"

Neither of them intended to light the lamp, and the room was pitch black.

But Hua Gurong had the illusion that Lou Guanxue moved and stared at her, and even felt that he seemed a little angry.

Although his tone was calm and calm as usual: "I'm waiting for you, you didn't tell me what to do when you left."

The atmosphere of this conversation was obviously different from usual.

But Hua Gu Rong never coaxed the building to watch the snow, and he himself was not happy today, he even got a little angry, so he just copied the tea pot and sat next to him, "What does what I do have anything to do with you? You are my father Is the tube that wide?"

The tea pot was halfway up and got stuck, and an iron palm bound his wrist.

Hua Gurong frowned, raised her eyelids, stared at the person who suddenly appeared in front of her, and immediately turned cold: "Lou Guanxue, don't be so narrow-minded, I'll give you face, right?"

Lou Guanxue also felt that he was very angry today, but instead of trying to coax him like before, he increased his strength, making sure that this person was really going to lose his temper before saying, "Do you know that I waited for you?" how long?"

No matter how good-tempered and retreating people are on weekdays, after waiting for two years with suppressed anger, they will become a volcano eager to erupt.

It's a pity that Hua Gurong is a wolf-hearted thing, it's funny: "I've been away for two years and you're going to die, can't you live without a man?"

"Baifu." Lou Guanxue's voice gradually became hoarse.

But Hua Gurong, who heard these two words, was even angrier than him.

Lou Guanxue waited for him for two years, but in Hua Gurong's eyes, it was only two days, and it was an extremely unpleasant two days.After refusing to marry before, Tianjie pretended to agree to his request and sent someone to pick him up from the valley. Hua Gurong was planning to go to heaven to steal the soul-reviving pill, so he simply went along with the flow.

The result was a stomach full of anger.

There are various voices in my ears every day - "Young master, you don't know how abominable that mortal who stalked the gods before was to threaten the gods with a child!"

"Yes, the toad wants to eat swan meat. The most irritating thing is that the child is not the god's! Besides, the gods are all destined to end in the world, so why is it different for him?"

"I think he just wanted to go to heaven, and deliberately relied on our god, young master, you don't know how shameless he was back then, chasing after the god every day, calling him husband without shame!"

Hua Gurong's face was filled with shame, and she really wanted to say, that shameless, stalking toad in your mouth who wants to eat swan meat is me!

So after staying for two days, I lit a few fires and went to the lower world.

In the end, she was still full of anger, when Lou Guanxue bumped into his hand by herself, the scene of being schemed and humiliated by him in the past became more and more clear with the disgusting faces of those gods with messy tongues.

The more Hua Gurong thought about it, the angrier he became, even though the night was thick and he couldn't see his face, he could still emit sparks when he stared at the darkness, but his mouth seemed to be jumping on ice: "It's fine if I go for two days, go It doesn't matter two years, what does it have to do with you? Did I ask you to wait for me? It's your own affection, why should I pay for your affection? "

The five fingers on the wrist suddenly became cold.

In the darkness, a broken wry smile tore through the silence, and a muffled sound echoed in his ears: "Bai Fu, you are so ruthless."

Hua Gurong opened his fingers one by one, and opened his mouth when he said a slap, "I was ruthless and ungrateful, and you insisted on liking me. I told you that I didn't like you. Didn't you know that from the beginning?" Is it?"

Lou Guanxue's breathing seemed to tremble, and he said after a while, "I went to Yuquan Cave, and saw inside..."

Hua Gurong didn't want to hide it from him at all, and said calmly: "It's Bei Mingyan."

Lou Guanxue smiled: "So, what am I to you? If you want to leave, if you want to avoid me, there are thousands of ways, so why do you have to stay by my side while making me sad? You did it on purpose, right, to take revenge on me?"

"Yes, I did it on purpose, what can you do with me?"

Lou Guanxue was completely irritated by his indifferent attitude, this person didn't care if he would be angry, didn't care if he would be sad, he didn't even want to play it, he was blatantly perfunctory.

"You just know that I can't do anything about you! You're sure I can't do anything about you! Bai Fu, you rely on me to like you, that's why you dare to be so confident, right?"

"No." Hua Gurong gave a rare smile, sincerely, "I'm relying on the fact that I don't like you."

Lou Guanxue felt as if someone had stabbed her in the face.In the end, the two broke up unhappy.

He Daofan waited outside, probably listening to the corner of the wall for quite a while, and opened the door to go in after Lou Guanxue left. Hua Gurong was not surprised to see him, he didn't think there was anything wrong with what he said just now, and followed him very naturally. Say hello.

It was He Daofan who hesitated to speak, and finally said after a while: "Bai Fu, I always feel that you seem to have changed, and you didn't seem to be like this before."

Hua Gu Rong froze for a rare moment.

He Daofan walked up to him, patted his head, and said softly in a tone like calming a child who is having a temper: "Master once said that you are pure and kind, and you are a rare kind person. Brother, although I don't know what you have experienced in these years What, but I still hope that you can be as happy as before, senior brother is not the same as you are blinded by something similar to hatred."

Hua Gurong looked up at him, and said sadly: "But he killed the master, brother, we don't have a master anymore."

He Daofan seemed to be stunned for a moment, his eyes were so complicated that people couldn't understand for a moment, and finally sighed: "Have you ever thought that perhaps Master voluntarily went to seal Huangquan?"

Hua Gurong was stunned for a moment, he had never considered this issue, he only knew that the master was trapped in the formation and sacrificed, at that time he could no longer feel the soul of the master, naturally I don't know what he thinks.

It's just subconsciously feeling that Master was murdered.

"Brother, why do you think so?"

"Because Senior Brother doesn't want you to live too tired. I heard that you slaughtered Bai Fuguan. I always feel that you should not be as happy as they said, otherwise you would not stay in the mortal world for so long, and you are also very confused. right?"

Hua Gurong didn't speak anymore.

He Daofan stretched out his arms to hug him, and said in a gentle tone: "Xiaobai, many things pass as they pass. People have to look forward, don't dwell on the past, and don't embarrass yourself. Brother will feel bad for you like this. Master knows that." Yes, it will hurt too."

Hua Gurong, who was hugged in her arms, was in a daze. For a moment, an unknown soreness seemed to surge out of her chest, and she wanted to hug her senior brother and cry a little bit.

Mozun dotes on him very much and is used to him, but he always feels that there seems to be something lacking in it. He is like a spoiled and spoiled child, who is used to being pursued by the superiors, but one day he suddenly stumbles outside and is severely beaten by others. After being bullied, all he thought about was revenge when he returned home. Everyone in the family agreed with him, and even continued to fuel the arrogance in his heart, asking him to take revenge and not letting him take the slightest bit of anger.

But no one ever asked him if he had a pain from falling or if he needed to cry.

Because in everyone's eyes, he just can't cry, and he beats people all over the floor wherever he falls.

He was raised so pampered and domineering that he never thought that perhaps his nature was as soft and gentle as Bai Fu. Only a few days later, Hua Gurong received a letter from the devil world.

Hua Shennian said in the letter that the forces of the demon clan have been assembled and are ready to attack the heavens at any time. Now everything is ready, and the war can start when he comes back.

If it was before, Hua Gurong would have rushed to the Demon Realm non-stop, but now he hesitated for a long time holding the letter.

He Daofan's words still ring in his ears: "Xiaobai, don't dwell on the past, and don't make things difficult for yourself."

In the end, Bai Fu tore up the letter and told Hua Shennian through the sound transmission conch that he didn't want to attack the God Realm anymore. He was a little tired recently and wanted to rest in the Mortal Realm for hundreds of years.

He didn't come back there, he was probably sulking, after all, a person like Hua Shennian who spends his days waiting to die and not doing his job, Zhi Leng was let go of the pigeons once in a while, he really should be angry.

Hua Gurong didn't have time to coax him, so she sacrificed her sword and went to Nanshan Peak to find Lou Guanxue who was sitting in meditation. , kill yourself, you don’t have to live and suffer, and I won’t provoke you again in the future.”

Lou Guanxue didn't see the slightest bit of happiness on her face, she was even sullen: "Bei Mingyan is about to wake up, so I'm in the way of your life, right? Bai Fu."

Hua Gurong looked like a fool, "Are you sick?"

Lou Guanxue remained expressionless, "Who do you think is more sick?"

"...I didn't intend to kill you, and you won't die either. Take this sword and wipe it on your neck, and you can ascend directly, understand? I'm not trying to kill you, I'm helping you."

"For him, you can even make up such a story, right?" Lou Guanxue closed her eyes and smiled wryly.

Hua Gurong was dumbfounded, "I'm telling you, don't be ignorant! If it wasn't for my senior brother's sake, I would have told you not to return to the God Realm for the rest of your life! Hurry up, wipe your neck and go back to your Heaven Realm, don't pester me again !"

Lou Guanxue refused to eat hard and soft, invulnerable to swords and guns, and said lightly: "I don't want to ascend, I don't want to go to any heaven, and I don't want to die for no reason. You said that you let me live to redeem my sins. If you have the ability, you kill it yourself. I."

Hua Gurong: "..."

Needless to say, this hand is really itchy.

The author has something to say: The structure of this article is too complicated, and there are many things I want to express, but my ability is limited. Didn't show you the best side of the story