First love that started today

In a dark environment, the sound will be amplified hundreds of times and thousands of times.Just the rapid heartbeat would make Gu Jing's face blush, not to mention the throbbing and shame brought about by this kiss.

Although he was very careful, he could feel Shen Qi's restraint, but the youthful innocence was finally exposed in the intimacy again and again.

Gu Jing tried his best to ignore those voices, but it was counterproductive, his heart was beating so fast that it was about to explode, and he had to stop because of the plundered excessive breathing.

He pushed Shen Qi's shoulder away, but failed. Shen Qi clamped his wrist, pestered him all the way and pushed him to the corner.

"wait wait wait……"

The moment his back collided slightly with the wall, he got a breath, and Shen Qi let him go.

But in the next second, the hand behind his head became the power to push him forward again.

It was clear that he hadn't touched a drop of alcohol, but Shen Qi felt that he was drunk and didn't want to sober up.At first he wanted to restrain himself, but after doing everything, he will not and does not need to regret it, so why must he restrain himself?

His first kiss was more reckless than youthful, because of the urgency in his heart, he was eager to get breath and body temperature from the other party, get everything he wanted, and then exchange everything he had with it.

Gu Jing's heart was not as hot as Shen Qi's, but after all, it was hard to resist the first jerky, and he couldn't resist repeatedly, so he bit Shen Qi's lips with all his heart, and finally made the other party stop.

"I'm sorry," he held Shen Qi's arm, breathing quickly, "I'm almost out of breath."

That bite made Shen Qi bleed out, but he didn't show any expression of anger or pain. He looked at Gu Jing quietly, his eyes full of drunken confusion.

Gu Jing took a breath and asked him, "Have you been drinking?"

Shen Qi shook his head, and replied to what he said before: "No need to say I'm sorry."

Gu Jing looked at his wound and pursed his lips.

"Yes..." Shen Qi held Gu Jing's hand and put it on his waist, and moved his body forward a little, "Continue."

Gu Jing glanced at him in embarrassment, then lowered his head: "I, I'm not very good at it."

"Then can I ask for something else?" Shen Qi said suddenly, "Do you still remember that I saved a wish in your place, and you promised me when you were 13 years old."

Of course I remember, Gu Jing nodded: "What do you want?"

"You," Shen Qi rolled his Adam's apple, "can you accept my wish?"

Gu Jing raised his head to look at him.

"I think you only look at me, only play the piano to me, only go to the beach with me, only hug me, only kiss me, I think..." He paused, his eyes were extremely sincere, and his tone became more firm, "I like you, only you, I will always be fascinated by you, and I will try my best to give you happiness. So please fulfill my wish and accept me as your boyfriend, okay?"

From the kiss that responded, Gu Jing had already confirmed Shen Qi's feelings, but unexpectedly, the other party seemed to be more depressed than him.

What did he misunderstand?What did you miss?

"Once," he asked the question that should have been asked a long time ago, "I heard you and Zhuang Tingxi say...test me."

"Try?" Shen Qi was a little confused, "Which time?"

"During the first year of high school, a boy came to look for you in the classroom, and you talked to Zhuang Tingxi."

My God, all the straight men's remarks were heard?

Memories welled up in his mind, Shen Qi blinked, remembering many times in the past, Gu Jingming felt the same as him, but rejected him after a short impulsiveness, could it be because...

"You misunderstood." He hurriedly explained, "My liking has nothing to do with gender, it's just because of you. I only like you. That test is indeed a test. Zhuang Tingxi wants to test whether you are the same as me, and I also want to know if you are It’s not that I like me, it’s not that I want to take the opportunity to humiliate and fool you. What I’m most afraid of is that your feelings for me have never changed, and it’s still that friendship.”

After he finished speaking for a while, Gu Jing burst into tears.

What broke out in that instant was the love that had been suppressed for a long time and was finally released, and it was the waves that were forced to hide under the calm.

During the time when he secretly liked Shen Qi, he had self-doubt and anxiety, but more and more, he was afraid that he would not be able to like this person in front of him.

Reason and emotion control him alternately, but in the end he still likes it.

It's not that he hasn't doubted Shen Qi's intentions, but it's hard to be sure. He is afraid that he will be blinded by emotion, thus misunderstand and force everything to develop on the track he desires.

Who is to blame if it turns out to be a big dream.

Fortunately, the dream was not a dream, and his liking received the best response, he stretched out his arms and hugged Shen Qi: "I thought it was only me who changed."

"Do you know, the day I knew you liked me was the happiest and saddest time in my 17 years." Shen Qi hugged him tightly, crying with a smile, "I can't imagine that before this What kind of mood do you face with me? I have pushed you away over and over again. I always think of myself first, afraid that I will not be able to accept myself, and even more afraid that my family will not be able to accept the result. I will not start for you until I am sure that I like you For the sake of thinking, I realized that I hurt you."

Gu Jing didn't know how to comfort Shen Qi, because he himself didn't find the most comforting remedy when he was going through this, so he could only tell Shen Qi: "I know, I'm the same as you, I also had Confused, but it’s over.”

After a long silence, Shen Qi's deep voice rang in his ears: "You haven't answered my wish yet."

"Your wish," Gu Jing smiled softly, "is mine too."

Shen Qi let go of him, looked into his eyes and asked, "Then can I change my name now?"

Gu Jing stood on tiptoe, quickly kissed him on the cheek, and stepped firmly on the ground.

Shen Qi blinked, the tears on his face were still wet, and the smiles came and went again and again.

"What do you want to be called?" Gu Jing asked.

"……Boy friend."

"Ah."

"You call me too." Shen Qi shook his arm, speaking with a little coquettishness.

Gu Jing stood on tiptoe again and kissed his other cheek.

Shen Qi was so happy that he wanted to turn around, but he held back and manually pulled down the corner of his mouth: "No, you still have to scream."

"Does the bitten place still hurt?" Gu Jing slowly raised his hand and put it on his waist, "Boyfriend."

Shen Qi's eyes were filled with smiles instantly, he leaned forward to ask for a kiss, but was pushed away by Gu Jing: "No."

"It's okay," Shen Qi followed him and turned his head to the other side, wanting to touch those lips, "I won't either, I will slowly."

"...No," Gu Jing's ears were burning from the grinding, "You have a wound on your mouth."

"Hate me?" Shen Qi said.

"No." Gu Jing's ears became hotter. Shen Qi not only spoke, but also kissed him persistently. He kissed his ears and neck when he couldn't kiss his lips, "You first..."

"Not until you kiss me."

Shen Qi's ability to play rogue has never regressed, since childhood, Gu Jing has only compromised.

They forced him to take the initiative to show favor with both soft and hard methods, kept the screen name related to him by asking for gifts, and coaxed him to change the WeChat notes.

These are just little things, and the scary thing is that he adapts every time.

"Shen Qi..." Gu Jing called his name with difficulty, and after several times to no avail, he gradually gave up struggling.

Shen Qi stopped moving because of this, he left Gu Jing's neck, and a trace of panic flashed in his eyes: "Sorry, I'm too complacent, it doesn't matter if you don't want to, I shouldn't force you."

Gu Jing leaned his back against the wall, looked up at him, and reached out to touch his lips after a long time: "Does it really hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt." Shen Qi said.

"Principle of fairness," Gu Jing swallowed twice, his chest heaving slightly, "You can also bite me once."

Shen Qi was stunned for a while, and then his heart beat uncontrollably. He licked the wound on his lip, but he didn't feel any pain. He just thought that it was left by Gu Jing, and he was filled with joy.

He bent down, and first pecked Gu Jing's lips. Gu Jing didn't resist, and even raised his head to meet him.

"I don't want to be fair." He held the back of Gu Jing's neck with his left hand, kissed it on the lips again, stopped and said, "As long as you like me all the time."

Gu Jing's hand holding his waist slowly slid up, touching his fingers along his arm.In this way, Shen Qi was guided to unbutton the two buttons on Gu Jing's chest, his eyes darkened, and his Adam's apple rolled up and down.

Gu Jing didn't notice Shen Qi's strangeness, he lowered his head, took Shen Qi's fingers to draw out the necklace on his chest, then raised his eyes lightly, and smiled at Shen Qi.

Even if Shen Qi understood what he meant immediately, he still couldn't let go of his greed. He lowered his head and kissed the back of his hand, fingertips, necklace, neck, chin, and finally kissed his lips.

It is no longer a pure friendship.

Silver Phalaenopsis, a symbol of their pure first love.

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感谢在2022-05-2404:21:14~2022-05-2522:31:16期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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