Queen's younger brother of online games

And Lu Yuan, who is eating now, couldn't believe it. His parents called him back just because of this, and said helplessly:

"No, mom, before you find someone next time, ask me if it's OK. I'm doing a good job, why do you have to let me go to my uncle's house?"

Lu's mother was very unhappy and gave him a piece of ribs: "If you weren't my son, would I worry about it for you? I asked about your job. It's not a common thing at all. It's just relying on other people's money. What can I do for you? , you’re already 23, you can’t just be a softie for the rest of your life, can you?”

Lu Yuan was almost annoyed by his mother: "Mom, what is soft food? I brought them spiritual happiness. No matter what the reason is, they give money in return. It's not shameful. Besides, I have a salary myself, so I can take care of myself even with my salary and the business of the online store.”

Lu’s mother is quite conservative in her thinking. Since she was a child, she felt that it is serious to find a regular company to work after finishing her studies. She has always looked down on Lu Yuan’s game play. Some time ago, she finally asked about Lu Yuan’s uncle’s company. There was a vacancy, so he thought about stuffing his son into it.

In fact, some people really look down on the anchor industry.

It’s like Lu’s mother always thinks that she eats soft food, but some people are also envious of earning money without effort, so as live broadcasts are becoming more and more popular among the public, many people have a little bit of a twist, pretending to be women and selling meat Ah and the like are common things. Some time ago, there were people broadcasting live broadcasts scolding demons to gain attention. This phenomenon of overnight popularity has aroused more and more people's admiration, and the bottom line of moral cultivation is getting lower and lower.

But this has caused some down-to-earth live broadcasts and videos. Even the great gods before Lu Yuan who have parted ways now have gained their fame step by step through their strength.

When a new game comes out, you must spend money to buy it immediately. During the live broadcast, you can’t keep talking, and you have to bring the atmosphere. A 10-minute strategy video may fail countless times before it can completely appear in front of everyone. It is a common thing to close the post-editing, so many anchors in the game circle are not in good health.

But because there are more and more people, more and more complex, and naturally the reputation is getting worse and worse, Mother Lu herself is a little bit contemptuous of these things, and after seeing too much of this kind of thing, she always feels that what her son is doing is not serious. .

When Qiu Jia called her mother two days ago, her intention was to show off Lu Yuan's great achievements of being given [-] yuan overnight. When Qiu Jia's mother reposted it to Lu's mother, Lu's mother immediately thought of something bad I watched a lot of the rule of law online, and I was afraid that my son would do something bad.

At that time, he wanted to make people come back, but his father persuaded him, so he thought of a compromise method to make people come back to work.

But listening to Lu Yuan's tone, he was a little annoyed:

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't study well when I was in school, and now I don't have a job to find a job. The neighbors around me ask you what kind of job you do. I'm embarrassed to say, your father is also difficult to do business now, and the family has no money. The previous paragraph At that time, your second sister’s house took more than 200 million yuan for the demolition. The last time I came back to see our faces, I looked down. I don’t expect you to earn much money, but can you give me a sigh of relief, don’t do those shameful things It's over."

Father Lu also said:

"Do something outside every day. Look at a child like you. I have already agreed with your uncle. I will go home next month, and you just go to work."

Father Lu has always spoken in a domineering tone. This may have something to do with Grandpa Lu's education. Grandpa Lu was a city cadre in the early years. He got used to speaking like this and brought it into the house. Now Father Lu's tone is also the same. In addition, people on their side have a habit of using dirty words when speaking, which sounds like a curse.

Lu Yuan didn't speak, he didn't want to make everyone unhappy when he just came back, so he stood up and helped his mother clean up the dishes. Lu's mother didn't know the harm she had brought to her child from the perennial blows, so she washed it for Lu Yuan as if nothing happened. An apple, Lu Yuan took it and said thank you, walked to his room, closed the door and sat on the bed silently without speaking.

The happy and happy smiles on his face had completely disappeared, and the bright incandescent light went down the road, wishing that the indifferent face was even hateful, but as time went by, it slowly turned into helpless sadness.

From the living room outside the door came the news broadcast on the TV and the sound of talking with his parents. He could clearly hear his parents' dissatisfaction with his current job, and he was even ashamed. Mother Lu even shouted at him loudly, After getting a response saying:

"Hiding in the house all day, like a fool, not like his cousin, who is a ghost."

Lu Yuan didn't take any action when he heard these words. He had heard these words countless times. From the moment he had them, he would never be as good as others.

He felt in his heart that he was right, not everyone in this world had to live step by step, but he knew that his mother loved him, and no one in this world loved him more than his parents, so he couldn't even hate .

He felt alone, as if born with him, whether he was in the crowd or alone.

The next day, as expected, he got up late, and his uncle had already arrived. Mother Lu cooked a chicken specially for her son's return, and warmed it up for Lu Yuan, saying:

"Wake up so late every day, you want to go to work like this?"

Lu Yuan listened, said hello to his uncle, washed his face and brushed his teeth, and when he sat down, his uncle asked:

"I heard from your parents that if you work for me, my salary is not very good, so I have to ask you if you want to, and you did a good job before, why don't you do it?"

Before Lu Yuan could speak, his mother said:

"If there is any unwillingness, he is not serious."

Lu Yuan shouted helplessly: "Mom." When Lu's mother was silent, he said to his uncle:

"Uncle, I'm sorry, I didn't know it when my mother told you about it. I didn't think about changing jobs. It's fine now."

Lu's mother said: "What's the matter, it's settled like this, you don't go back, let your dad clean up your things, you go back to work, his uncle, don't bother with him, he is not sensible at all. , you just need to take care of him in the future.”

Uncle Lu Yuan is a very civilized person, and his family conditions are also good. His daughter went to South Korea to become a trainee in order to become a celebrity. My perspective is much broader than before, and when I saw this situation, I said:

"Ruyun, if Lu Yuan is willing to come, it's fine. If Lu Yuan doesn't want him to go to my place, he can't do a good job. I can't recruit an employee who has an outside heart. Besides, Lu Yuan is still young, and he is going outside. It’s also very good, there’s no need to take it with you at home.”

This matter is over, Lu Yuan's mother was so angry that she ignored him all afternoon, and when Lu's father came back in the evening, he scolded him when he found out. Lu's father got drunk after drinking some wine, and his words became more and more hurt People, Lu Yuan listened to those hurtful words and unconsciously replied a few words, which completely angered Lu's father, and flung him up.

Lu Yuan was blinded by this slap. When he was a child, because he was not good at studying, his father slapped him left and right. He finally stopped slapping him after he graduated from high school. After many years, this slap completely broke Lu Yuan's heart. A string was stretched, and he turned his head angrily and walked out. Lu's mother felt distressed when she saw this, but she couldn't say anything else. Tears rolled in her eyes, and she said to Lu Yuan's back:

"Has your mother ever begged anyone in her life? Last time your dad got drunk and offended your uncle. I licked my face and begged your uncle to find you something to do so that you can be good. You are fine... Lu Yuan , people can't be so far-sighted and think about getting something for nothing, you yourself are the foundation, it is impossible to become a fairy all at once, you should think about it carefully."

Before Lu Yuan left the house, he could still hear his father cursing:

"I've raised you for so long, and I can't control you anymore. Go wherever I tell you to go. Talk about freedom with me!"

Lu Yuan's heart seemed to be on fire again, and Lu's mother's words rolled back and forth in his mind. These words hurt more than Lu's father's slap.

Lu's mother was poor when she was a child, and she didn't go to school. In addition, Lu's father was a stickler. When he was young, he smoked, drank, gambled, and Lu's mother did not live happily in the first half of her life.

In the past few years, Lu's father has grown older, and the relationship between the two has improved. It's just that Lu's mother, because of her inferiority complex when she was young, unconsciously and unconsciously looked down on her child, and her family background is not good enough. The child can grow up to give him credit, while unconsciously instilling in Lu Yuan the idea that he is not as good as others.

His father is not at home all year round, and when he came back, Lu Yuan would beat him or scold him for whatever troubled him. Lu Yuan would not listen to his thoughts at all, and just treated the child according to his own ideas, which made Lu Yuan particularly hate He, but when he is good to Lu Yuan, he is really good. Lu Yuan's clothes, food and clothing since he was a child are better than those of the top families in the village. All given.

It is because of Lu's father and Lu's mother's kindness to his life and spiritual oppression that Lu Yuan can't vent his feelings of hatred and love, which makes him more and more depressed.

It was in the second half of high school that Lu Yuan realized that something was wrong with his psychology. He dared not communicate with others. When walking on the street, he was always worried that he was not good enough, and others secretly laughed at him.

He always feels that he is not good enough, that no one will like him, but his temperament is unwilling to show weakness, and he tries his best to show a normal appearance. The two emotions are intertwined, making Lu Yuan unbearable. There is a saying that when you are what kind of The world that people see is what Lu Yuan saw at that time. The world in Lu Yuan's eyes was full of malice towards him. When he was in the third year of high school, the pressure of his parents and school on his studies and his long-term depression made him even think about committing suicide.

In fact, for many people, these things have been experienced, and they are all trivial things, but some people hold on to it, and some people don't hold on to it.

This is also the reason why Lu was willing to leave home desperately to study in S City when he was in college. He was afraid that if this continued, he would die in inferiority and loneliness.