Under meals

On the last weekend in February, Jing Ci found that she couldn't eat anymore.

At that time, he had just returned to China, and there was a lot of work handover. Li Yupo left him a sentence, "Come on, I'll slip away first", and happily got on the plane for vacation.

When all the affairs were dealt with that day, it was already dark, Jing Ci thought about it, and decided to reward herself with a fried fish burger.

It may be because Jing Ci always shows a calm and capable side when dealing with work, so many people mistake him for a highly self-disciplined person.

Jing Ci thinks this is a kind of prejudice. It is his duty to handle the work efficiently. In fact, he is not self-disciplined. He likes high-calorie food very much.

Jing Ci believes that the delicacy of food is inversely proportional to the health index, and certain pressures can only be relieved by fat and high sugar.

And M Ji's fried fish burger has always had a very special place in Jing Ci's heart.

First of all, the fried fish and the pickled cucumber sauce are a perfect combination in terms of texture.Second, unlike other burgers on sale, the Fish Burger has a smooth bun, which looks cute on the outside.

Coupled with its small size and low calorie content, it is a good food with complete color, flavor and taste.

However, that day, after opening the hamburger carton and waiting for the familiar smell of fish to disperse in the office, Jing Ci frowned in confusion——

Jing Ci found that she didn't have any appetite.

Obviously what he was facing was his favorite food, and he didn't eat anything at night, but Jing Ci didn't have any appetite.

Then Jing Ci suddenly thought that for so many days, he basically fell asleep when he got home, and rushed to the company after waking up.But in such a high-intensity working state, I seem to... never feel hungry.

He did eat every day, but not because he was hungry and wanted to eat, but because the secretary would put the food on the desk, and Jing Ci subconsciously thought that he needed to consume energy, so he chose to stuff it casually.

At first, Jing Ci thought that he was too busy, but after resting at home for two days, he finally realized that the development of the matter might have exceeded his expectations.

Jing Ci found that she didn't feel hungry, nor did she have a desire for food.

Just like the inability to perceive pain, when the body cannot send you certain signals, it is actually very dangerous.Jing Ci tried not to eat any food for a whole day, and her head felt a little dizzy, but there was still no sign of hunger coming from her stomach.

And when he tried to eat something, it tasted like chewing gum.

Obviously, she can taste the sweetness, bitterness, and spicyness, but it seems that a nerve from the tongue to the brain is broken, and Jing Ci can't receive the happiness that food gives her back.

He went to the doctor and had many tests done.

The doctor rarely encountered such a situation, and asked: "Do you feel sick when you see food? Do you vomit after eating food?"

Jing Ci: "No."

Doctor: "Do you have difficulty swallowing?"

Jing Ci: "No."

The doctor looked at the checklist for a while, and said hesitantly: "There is no problem with the indicators. Have you...been on a diet to lose weight? Have you ever induced vomiting?"

Jing Ci suddenly felt a little powerless.

After ruling out all possibilities, the doctor couldn't find a reasonable reason, so he could only prescribe some medicine to regulate the stomach, and finally suggested: "Do you want to see a psychiatrist?"

Jing Ci didn't think he had any mental problems, but he felt that if he continued like this, he might be forced to develop some problems.

Because eating is supposed to make people feel happy, but now it has become just a mechanical intake of food for the maintenance of normal body functions.

Soon, secretary Liang Jingjing also discovered something was wrong.

"Aren't you going to eat any more?" Liang Jingjing showed a puzzled expression, "You haven't moved your chopsticks much at all, and it's been like this for the whole week. You haven't eaten well at all."

Jing Ci couldn't explain the reason to her, so she could only close the lunch box, smiled at her, and said, "It's okay, I'm just not very hungry."

After finishing the work at hand, Jing Ci walked out of the office and saw Liang Jingjing staring at the computer screen in a daze.

Seeing Jing Ci standing at the door, she hurriedly raised her hand and quickly wiped her eyes.

Jing Ci froze for a moment, and asked her, "What's wrong with you?"

Liang Jingjing was vague for a long time, and finally opened his mouth in a mumbled voice: "Mr. Jing, is there something wrong with me? Do you have some opinions on me?"

Before Jingci came, Liang Jingjing had been working with Li Yupo. The little girl worked hard and carefully, and preparing lunch was one of her regular tasks before.

However, although the new boss is gentle and polite, he has been unwilling to eat the food he bought. Liang Jingjing couldn't help but start to think about it. She tremblingly thought that she had done something wrong, but the other party was unwilling to say it out loud.

Jing Ci originally wanted to keep her illness a secret, but she didn't expect that it would indirectly cause so much trouble to others.

He couldn't laugh or cry, knowing that Liang Jingjing might not believe him if he made other excuses, so he hesitated for a while, and told her the whole story.

After learning the truth, Liang Jingjing's mood suddenly became mixed.

She was glad that the problem was not her own, but she couldn't help worrying about Jing Ci: "But why can't you eat all the time? Have you gone to see a doctor?"

Jing Ci shook her head, and said helplessly, "I've seen it, and I've taken a lot of medicine, but it doesn't help much."

Liang Jingjing said "ah", but the brain circuit was different from the doctor's: "Then have you tried some folk remedies, such as watching some videos about eating?"

Jing Ci froze for a moment: "Dinner?"

Liang Jingjing said: "Yes, when I usually eat alone, I always have to watch something to appetize. Would you like to try it too?"

So under the recommendation of Liang Jingjing, Jing Ci watched several eating and broadcasting videos with different styles.

After the video was played, Liang Jingjing tentatively asked, "These are some of the hottest food bloggers recently, how do you feel?"

Jing Ci hesitated to give an evaluation: "...I feel that they look very painful."

These bloggers are always eating desserts "stacked" with a lot of food coloring in order to increase their blog traffic, or foods that look too spicy.

Obviously already eating very uncomfortable, but still trying to make a false look, as if they are enjoying it, Jing Ci couldn't help but feel uncomfortable for them through the screen.

Liang Jingjing looked discouraged.

Jing Ci knew that she was kind, so she turned to comfort her in a warm voice: "It's okay, take your time, let's take a rest first."

Jing Ci is going to the cafeteria to make a soup to provide some basic calories for the body.He found that liquid food such as porridge and soup would be relatively easy to eat, at least it would not feel hard to swallow.

He actually felt a little bit at a loss about his future. This strange disease made his quality of life very bad, and it also made his mental state extremely exhausted.

The medicine didn't do anything, and he didn't even know if he would be cured.

The cafeteria should be the place where Jing Ci saw the highest concentration of staff smiles. He found a corner and sat down, watched the flow of people, and slowly drank the soup in the bowl.

While drinking, Jing Ci noticed a person.

It's not because of anything else, but because he has passed Jing Ci many times with the bowl in his hand.

He is a tall, healthy and energetic young man with deep eyebrows, handsome appearance and tall stature.If Jing Ci remembers correctly, he has continued the interview at least three times.

At this moment, he was standing in front of the rice bowl, pointing to the noodles in his bowl, and smilingly said something to the rice cooker, it should be something sweet.

Then Jing Ci saw that the canteen master added another big spoon full of marinade to him.

The young man returned to his seat with noodles as high as a mountain.Jing Ci saw that he first rolled up his sleeves solemnly, then picked up the chopsticks, bowed his head and began to eat the noodles in big mouthfuls.

In fact, Jing Ci seldom sees people who can eat...so hard.

Maybe it was because he was in a hurry, he ate very fast, so the appearance of eating was not elegant, but somehow, Jing Ci couldn't take his eyes off.

Because unlike the people in the video that Liang Jingjing showed himself, the young man in front of him was enjoying the food in the bowl contentedly and from the bottom of his heart.

Jing Ci just sat there, watching him finish the last mouthful of noodles in the bowl.

He saw the young man put the bowl on the recycled dining shelf, then turned around and left with his colleagues talking and laughing.

After returning to the office, Liang Jingjing immediately ran over excitedly: "Mr. Jing, I found some recipes on the Internet and printed them out for you. I heard that these dishes are more suitable for dinner. You can make them yourself!"

Jing Ci knew very well that these methods would not work, but he still smiled at the enthusiastic little girl and said, "Thank you, I will try it when I go back."

The moment Jing Ci received the recipe, she heard a strange sound.

He didn't react at first, but the young man in the cafeteria just now and the bowl of noodles he ate inexplicably appeared in his mind.

What's in it?Diced meat, shredded cucumbers, and maybe some carrots.

Obviously it's very ordinary noodles with fried sauce, Jing Ci thought, and the noodles looked lumpy, but he seemed to have a good time eating them.

Then Jing Ci suddenly heard Liang Jingjing ask excitedly: "You, are you hungry?"

Jing Ci raised her head and found Liang Jingjing's expression of surprise and joy.He was a little confused, because he didn't understand what Liang Jingjing was happy about, and he didn't understand why she would ask such a question.

Then Jing Ci heard that strange voice again.

He froze for a moment, lowered his head, and slowly covered his abdomen with his hands, only to realize after a while that the sound seemed to come from his stomach.

After a while, Jing Ci raised her head.

He hesitated and said to Liang Jingjing: "I seem to have found my next meal."

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