I'm a substitute for my wife's Bai Yueguang...

So I always clearly remember that the first time my wife and I did it was in the second semester of my sophomore year. My wife was a year ahead of me, and he was in his third year at that time.

Until my wife was drunk once, I teased him and asked him if he still remembered the first time we did it. I was still a young man with no skills at that time.

My wife opened her blurred eyes, stared at me for a while, and then slapped me on the face, very lightly, but what he said next made me feel very heartbroken.

"Remember, I was still a freshman in the military academy at that time, and I didn't understand anything," my wife's two delicate red lips opened and closed, "You know it, you treat me like this..."

I didn't want to hear anything, so I lowered my head and kissed the restless mouth in front of me, I was very angry, I wanted to bite his lips with my teeth, and the bite was bleeding, but when I was about to force it, I tasted The salty taste of tears.

I thought it was mine, but then I realized my wife was crying too.

I immediately stopped my rough kissing style and hurriedly wiped my wife's tears.

"Why are you, why are you treating me like this..." My wife was crying sadly, and her words also twitched.

I don't know if he's talking about me or someone else.

I hugged my wife tightly and patted his back lightly, "It's my fault, I'm sorry wife, don't cry my wife, don't be sad, don't be sad, I'm sorry, I won't do this again, wife you Don't be sad..."

My wife gradually calmed down in my arms and finally fell asleep.

I never mentioned it again after that.

Because I understand that before my excellent wife met me, there was no reason not to have a love affair that you love and I want.

It doesn't matter who my wife's Bai Yueguang is, that's not what I need to care about.

What I have to care about is how to treat my wife well, so that when he looks at me, he will never think of that damned shit Bai Yueguang again.

But it is impossible to say that you don't care at all. How can you be completely devoid of curiosity?

I want to wait for the day when my wife is willing to open up to me completely, and maybe she will calmly tell me the story of him and Bai Yueguang.

Unfortunately, I did not wait until that day.

I was shot in the heart by a traitorous teammate while on a mission.

As I fell down, I looked at his familiar face and thought, maybe he was never my teammate.

I was so tired, so I closed my eyes.

In my mind is my wife when he saw me for the first time, his eyes were full of tears, as if I was his white moonlight.