I'm a substitute for my wife's Bai Yueguang...

The light outside the window shone on the ceiling, I opened my eyes in a daze, and reached out to touch it. My wife was not by my side, and I immediately woke up.

My heart flustered all of a sudden, I sat up from the bed, hurried to put on my slippers, and suddenly found my wife's suitcase was still on the ground, and then I heard the sound of a shower coming from the bathroom.

After a false alarm, my heart fell back again.

I remembered that when I was young, about four or five years old, my mother worked night shift, and my dad took me to sleep at home, but because my dad usually traveled a lot, it was usually my mother who coaxed me to sleep, so when my mother worked night shift That day, I would often pull my mother pitifully, reluctant to let her go.

My mother would put me to sleep first, and then go to the night shift. She left quietly, so that I would not find out. Most of the time, I slept until dawn, and my mother should be off work.

But occasionally when I fell asleep and woke up suddenly, and found that the person lying next to me was my dad instead of my mom, I would be very flustered, and then I would start making trouble, and my dad would perform magic tricks on me to divert my attention , Play with me until I am tired and fall asleep again.

Just now when I found out that my wife was gone, the fluster and uneasiness that I was caught off guard made me feel like I was back when I was a child.I couldn't do anything but cry.Even crying doesn't help.

"What are you doing sitting there?" My wife came out wiping her hair, but she didn't expect to see me sitting on the bed in a daze.

"Get up or lie down." My wife gave me two choices.

"Oh." I covered the quilt and lay back obediently.

"Tell me, why are you in a daze?" My wife sat on the edge of the bed and wiped her hair with her back to me.

Wrapped in a quilt, I turned sideways, looked at my wife's back, and said honestly, "I didn't see you when I woke up just now, and I thought you were gone..."

My wife smiled, "Can't you hear me taking a shower?"

"I was a little flustered when I opened my eyes..." My nose suddenly felt sore, I pinched it with my fingers, "I heard it later."

"If I leave, I will tell you in advance." My wife put down the towel after wiping her hair, turned around, looked down at me and said.

"Hmm!" I shook the quilt with my left hand and nodded heavily.

My wife looked at me and smiled, "You seem to worry about gains and losses easily."

I stared blankly at my wife, opened my mouth but couldn't refute, because for us now, this is the truth.

But wife, I'm just afraid of losing you again.

"I wasn't like this before..." I pulled the quilt over my head and wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes into the quilt.

My wife didn't answer the call.

I suddenly felt a weight on the quilt, and then the quilt on my head was gently pulled away, revealing my face.

My wife hugged me with open arms across the quilt, and his face was pressed against my left shoulder, and I smelled a good smell.

"Okay baby." My wife coaxed me softly, his tenderness came from my shoulders along with his body temperature, scattered on my neck, fell into my ears, and finally reached my heart.

"You don't need to worry about gains and losses, I won't leave you behind," he said.