Wild Journey
Chapter 35 Falling asleep | "Because I have someone in my heart"
The sea is getting deeper and deeper, the air pressure is getting stronger and stronger, the feeling in the illusion is very real, and even the symptoms complicated by the pressure change are illusioned, the pain of the periosteum is accompanied by tinnitus, and the whispers of anxiety are heard. There were several uncomfortable moanings.
Feng Yao rubbed his ears and asked Gu Xiao, "Have you ever understood illusion?"
Gu Xiao nodded slightly: "Create an illusion by influencing the spirit."
Feng Yao: "This illusionist creates group illusions, and he can be so realistic. If Rong..." If Rong is as capable as him, or even superior to him, then how should they fight back?I'm afraid not to mention catching Rong, whether he can survive is still a problem.
Gu Xiao: "Rong's target is not us. If you have to, you can give up the mission. Saving your life is the most important thing."
Everyone understands the principle of being wise and protecting one's life, but Feng Yao couldn't help teasing a few words: "You are so irresponsible, isn't it good?"
Gu Xiao looked at Feng Yao and said seriously: "I mean you. You have to save your life, don't die again."
In the moment of staring at each other, from Gu Xiao's eyes, Feng Yao clearly caught something dark and about to come out——
Gu Xiao looked at him with such eyes more than once.
A strange picture unfolded in my mind, the decayed and devastated T-12 area, the towering tower into the clouds, the end of life, the precarious closeness, and the kiss with salty tears, from his eyebrows and eyes to the lips .
Gu Xiao cried and kissed him without any superficial lust. It was an incomparably precious kiss that suppressed despair and pain, a reluctant and lingering kiss.
The high fever made Feng Yao delirious at that time, and the forgotten details came late, he thought, so the kiss that day was like this.
but why?
No matter whether Gu Xiao regards him as a friend or as a substitute for his ex, it doesn't make sense to be so reluctant to part with him, or even willing to accompany him to die.
At this point in thinking, Feng Yao asked Gu Xiao: "You were... in T-12 area that day, why did you stay with me? Aren't you afraid of death?"
Gu Xiao: "Because I have someone in my heart."
Feng Yao didn't understand what he meant: "What?"
Gu Xiao's tone was not serious: "You still ask."
Feng Yao: "..." I shouldn't talk to you.
The dive of the airship slowed down, and when it was about to touch the slope of the seabed, it drew an arc on the road. The scenery when it came passed by in the opposite direction. Looking up, the sea reflected the light and was rippling with platinum waves, clear and clear. , the darkness dissipated like an ebbing tide, and there were two or three spots of dawn.
At the moment when the boat broke through the water, a vast glow shone on the earth.
The sea and the sky line, where the changing sun is boundless, the dawn and the early dawn, and the sunset and the late moon co-decorate the sky, the day and the night do not blend with each other, a narrow moat runs across, splitting the sky into two distinct and unique wonders.
Afterwards, the magnificent mirage faded away, and the curtain came down amidst the astonishing sighs, the floating shadows faded away, and they returned to the airship.
After a moment of silence, the applause was thunderous and lasted for a long time.
Feng Yao noticed that his trouser legs and shoes were dry, but his eardrums, which had just been exposed to the pressure difference, were still buzzing.He was stunned for a moment, and was about to talk to Gu Xiao, when the scene around him suddenly changed.
In an instant, all the guests disappeared without a trace, the magnificent walls turned white, the lights faded to incandescent cold light, the surrounding scenery began to shake violently in a dizzying way, Feng Yao closed his eyes uncomfortably, After a while, he opened his eyes again with doubts, and saw a white wall.
The banquet hall turned into a small boxy room with a familiar layout. This is his bedroom in the research institute.
Feng Yao tried to look around, but he couldn't move his eyes, nor could he turn his head. The control of this body didn't seem to belong to him.
Just wondering, the overhead lights went out.
The room fell into the darkness where you could not see your fingers. There was no one around, and it was dead silent. The darkness was like an impenetrable net, tightly imprisoning Feng Yao. He felt uneasy, and countless negative emotions continued to breed as time went by. , he began to panic and tense, even though he knew it was an illusion.
"……let me out."
he said tentatively.
And when he uttered these words, he vaguely heard another voice, which was very similar to his, weaker than his current voice, but his tone seemed to be shouting, with a slightly crying tone, hoarse.
"let me out!"
He heard himself shouting.
His vision was turbulent, he felt himself standing up, ran to the door, and began to slam the closed door hard, one sound after another.
bang bang—
"Let me out! Let me out!"
boom--
bang bang bang-
No one responded, it seemed that he was the only one left in the whole world, his helplessness and hesitation were infinitely magnified and catalyzed in such an isolated environment, he kept crying, his voice became hoarse, and finally turned into a powerless sob .
"...let me out, please."
he cried.
Silence, darkness, trembling cries...
Feng Yao dullly realized that it seemed that this was not the first time he had seen such a scene, he had the same experience in his dream when he had a high fever.
Is this...a memory he forgot?
Who locked him up, and why was he locked up?
He is obviously not afraid of the dark, but he desperately wants to get rid of this suffocating darkness and leave this room, as if...
What is he going to stop.
... what is it?
What happened to the past he forgot?
Compared to Gu Xiao and Feng Yao who were pestered to dance, Si Yuan seemed much more leisurely. He walked around in the banquet hall, had a full meal, and was worried about having nothing to do when he met Ting Na who was leaving the balcony. .
Ting Na had just chatted with Mu Han, the balcony door was half open, Mu Han held a glass of red wine, facing the window alone, wondering what she was thinking.
Si Yuan rolled up the tissue and threw it casually, hitting Mu Han on the back of the head.
Mu Han was unprepared, half of his hand was spilled with red wine, he picked up a ball of paper to wipe his hands, and asked rather helplessly, "Are you bored?"
Si Yuan nodded and said calmly, "Well, yes."
Mu Han: "..."
Si Yuan walked to Mu Han's side, leaned on the railing, and stared at the night scene outside the glass window in boredom.The speed of the flying boat was very low, and there was an army of fallen angels patrolling outside the boat. One of the fallen angels saw them, his expression changed slightly, he stopped deliberately, and gestured for them to enter the hall.
Si Yuan thought he was saying hello, so he waved to him kindly.
Fallen Angel: "?"
Si Yuan: "?"
The fallen angel pointed to the banquet hall, then pointed to Si Yuan, and gestured to turn around and walk. Si Yuan didn't understand, and the fallen angel gestured again. Si Yuan didn't see any tricks, so he nodded perfunctorily. The comparison is OK.
The fallen angel also nodded, and pointed to the banquet hall again, as if to remind, Si Yuan said OK again, and the fallen angel flapped its wings and left.
Mu Han understood: "He asked us to go back to the banquet hall?"
"I don't know, oops, who cares?" Si Yuan was not interested in the fallen angel, he asked Mu Han curiously, "By the way, what is your relationship with Ting Na?"
Mu Han: "Ex, didn't you say that?"
Si Yuan: "Can I gossip about it?"
Mu Han glanced at him: "Little brother, why do you like to listen to gossip so much?"
Si Yuan glanced back: "Aren't you too?"
In the matter of Gu Xiao and Feng Yao, the level of gossip between the two people was indeed evenly matched. After drinking a sip of wine, Mu Han couldn't refute it.
The balcony was facing the rest room on the second floor. Mu Han looked aimlessly and said slowly, "There's nothing to gossip about. It's about the military academy."
Si Yuan was slightly surprised: "Have you ever been to a military academy?"
Mu Han: "Why, doesn't it look like it?"
"No, no, it's not a matter of resemblance." Si Yuan was puzzled, "Shouldn't military school graduates join the army? How did you become a mercenary?"
Mu Han said, "It's so boring to be in the army."
Si Yuan thought for a while: "Oh, yes, there is no money to be made in the army."
Mu Han was noncommittal: "There's nothing wrong with saying that."
Si Yuan looked at him, and suddenly said, "What's the use of earning so much money?"
Mu Han desperately earns money, but he doesn't live a luxurious life. Si Yuan can't figure out why there are such people who only like to earn money and don't like to spend it.
Mu Han laughed: "Earning money is a kind of enjoyment in itself."
Si Yuan: "Then why don't you just put the money in the bank? This way you can enjoy the pleasure of earning money without having to go out on missions."
Mu Han: "How interesting it is to be a mercenary."
Si Yuan muttered, "It's dangerous to be a mercenary."
"It's interesting because of the danger." Mu Han said, "Little brother, if you are afraid of danger, you should find a serious job and don't come out to make trouble everywhere, understand?"
They tacitly understood what the word 'troublemaking' was referring to, and Si Yuan's always smiling face lost expression.Si Yuan's reputation is not good. In the eyes of most people, he is the crazy biochemist who almost destroyed the E-03 area. When the trial was held, the public opinion was one-sided and the abuse was overwhelming. He was wronged for no reason and suffered unnecessary punishment. The thing he hates the most is being wronged, and the thing he is most used to is being wronged, so after hearing Mu Han's words, he didn't defend himself.
The silence came suddenly, and the abnormality in Si Yuan's expression was not difficult to detect. Mu Han looked at him and said softly, "I have no other meaning."
Si Yuan said calmly, "It's okay."
Mu Han: "I have always been on the right side of things and not people when I accept tasks. Back then, I never commented on you, and I never thought you were a bad person."
Si Yuan muffled: "Then you really have no position."
"Standing is based on emotions. I have a strong stand now because I know you are not a bad person, and I know that you are not to blame for that incident. But many people don't know, and they will choose Believe in the more authoritative party, even if the authoritative party is wrong." Mu Han said, "Si Yuan, the world outside the school is very cruel. Black is not black, and white is not white. You have to think a lot before doing things...how should I say it? Well, scientific research is right, but you have to protect yourself.”
After listening to Mu Han's words quietly, Si Yuan said oh, and put on a nonchalant expression: "It's over anyway, I'm used to it, it's fine."
Hearing this, Mu Han didn't say anything, but stretched out his finger, poked the corner of Si Yuan's lips, and raised it up: "Since you're used to it, then smile and don't make a bitter face."
Si Yuan raised the corners of his lips and smiled.
"Smile more, our kid Si Yuan is still very cute." Mu Han's tone sounded very doting, and he patted Si Yuan on the head.
Feng Yao rubbed his ears and asked Gu Xiao, "Have you ever understood illusion?"
Gu Xiao nodded slightly: "Create an illusion by influencing the spirit."
Feng Yao: "This illusionist creates group illusions, and he can be so realistic. If Rong..." If Rong is as capable as him, or even superior to him, then how should they fight back?I'm afraid not to mention catching Rong, whether he can survive is still a problem.
Gu Xiao: "Rong's target is not us. If you have to, you can give up the mission. Saving your life is the most important thing."
Everyone understands the principle of being wise and protecting one's life, but Feng Yao couldn't help teasing a few words: "You are so irresponsible, isn't it good?"
Gu Xiao looked at Feng Yao and said seriously: "I mean you. You have to save your life, don't die again."
In the moment of staring at each other, from Gu Xiao's eyes, Feng Yao clearly caught something dark and about to come out——
Gu Xiao looked at him with such eyes more than once.
A strange picture unfolded in my mind, the decayed and devastated T-12 area, the towering tower into the clouds, the end of life, the precarious closeness, and the kiss with salty tears, from his eyebrows and eyes to the lips .
Gu Xiao cried and kissed him without any superficial lust. It was an incomparably precious kiss that suppressed despair and pain, a reluctant and lingering kiss.
The high fever made Feng Yao delirious at that time, and the forgotten details came late, he thought, so the kiss that day was like this.
but why?
No matter whether Gu Xiao regards him as a friend or as a substitute for his ex, it doesn't make sense to be so reluctant to part with him, or even willing to accompany him to die.
At this point in thinking, Feng Yao asked Gu Xiao: "You were... in T-12 area that day, why did you stay with me? Aren't you afraid of death?"
Gu Xiao: "Because I have someone in my heart."
Feng Yao didn't understand what he meant: "What?"
Gu Xiao's tone was not serious: "You still ask."
Feng Yao: "..." I shouldn't talk to you.
The dive of the airship slowed down, and when it was about to touch the slope of the seabed, it drew an arc on the road. The scenery when it came passed by in the opposite direction. Looking up, the sea reflected the light and was rippling with platinum waves, clear and clear. , the darkness dissipated like an ebbing tide, and there were two or three spots of dawn.
At the moment when the boat broke through the water, a vast glow shone on the earth.
The sea and the sky line, where the changing sun is boundless, the dawn and the early dawn, and the sunset and the late moon co-decorate the sky, the day and the night do not blend with each other, a narrow moat runs across, splitting the sky into two distinct and unique wonders.
Afterwards, the magnificent mirage faded away, and the curtain came down amidst the astonishing sighs, the floating shadows faded away, and they returned to the airship.
After a moment of silence, the applause was thunderous and lasted for a long time.
Feng Yao noticed that his trouser legs and shoes were dry, but his eardrums, which had just been exposed to the pressure difference, were still buzzing.He was stunned for a moment, and was about to talk to Gu Xiao, when the scene around him suddenly changed.
In an instant, all the guests disappeared without a trace, the magnificent walls turned white, the lights faded to incandescent cold light, the surrounding scenery began to shake violently in a dizzying way, Feng Yao closed his eyes uncomfortably, After a while, he opened his eyes again with doubts, and saw a white wall.
The banquet hall turned into a small boxy room with a familiar layout. This is his bedroom in the research institute.
Feng Yao tried to look around, but he couldn't move his eyes, nor could he turn his head. The control of this body didn't seem to belong to him.
Just wondering, the overhead lights went out.
The room fell into the darkness where you could not see your fingers. There was no one around, and it was dead silent. The darkness was like an impenetrable net, tightly imprisoning Feng Yao. He felt uneasy, and countless negative emotions continued to breed as time went by. , he began to panic and tense, even though he knew it was an illusion.
"……let me out."
he said tentatively.
And when he uttered these words, he vaguely heard another voice, which was very similar to his, weaker than his current voice, but his tone seemed to be shouting, with a slightly crying tone, hoarse.
"let me out!"
He heard himself shouting.
His vision was turbulent, he felt himself standing up, ran to the door, and began to slam the closed door hard, one sound after another.
bang bang—
"Let me out! Let me out!"
boom--
bang bang bang-
No one responded, it seemed that he was the only one left in the whole world, his helplessness and hesitation were infinitely magnified and catalyzed in such an isolated environment, he kept crying, his voice became hoarse, and finally turned into a powerless sob .
"...let me out, please."
he cried.
Silence, darkness, trembling cries...
Feng Yao dullly realized that it seemed that this was not the first time he had seen such a scene, he had the same experience in his dream when he had a high fever.
Is this...a memory he forgot?
Who locked him up, and why was he locked up?
He is obviously not afraid of the dark, but he desperately wants to get rid of this suffocating darkness and leave this room, as if...
What is he going to stop.
... what is it?
What happened to the past he forgot?
Compared to Gu Xiao and Feng Yao who were pestered to dance, Si Yuan seemed much more leisurely. He walked around in the banquet hall, had a full meal, and was worried about having nothing to do when he met Ting Na who was leaving the balcony. .
Ting Na had just chatted with Mu Han, the balcony door was half open, Mu Han held a glass of red wine, facing the window alone, wondering what she was thinking.
Si Yuan rolled up the tissue and threw it casually, hitting Mu Han on the back of the head.
Mu Han was unprepared, half of his hand was spilled with red wine, he picked up a ball of paper to wipe his hands, and asked rather helplessly, "Are you bored?"
Si Yuan nodded and said calmly, "Well, yes."
Mu Han: "..."
Si Yuan walked to Mu Han's side, leaned on the railing, and stared at the night scene outside the glass window in boredom.The speed of the flying boat was very low, and there was an army of fallen angels patrolling outside the boat. One of the fallen angels saw them, his expression changed slightly, he stopped deliberately, and gestured for them to enter the hall.
Si Yuan thought he was saying hello, so he waved to him kindly.
Fallen Angel: "?"
Si Yuan: "?"
The fallen angel pointed to the banquet hall, then pointed to Si Yuan, and gestured to turn around and walk. Si Yuan didn't understand, and the fallen angel gestured again. Si Yuan didn't see any tricks, so he nodded perfunctorily. The comparison is OK.
The fallen angel also nodded, and pointed to the banquet hall again, as if to remind, Si Yuan said OK again, and the fallen angel flapped its wings and left.
Mu Han understood: "He asked us to go back to the banquet hall?"
"I don't know, oops, who cares?" Si Yuan was not interested in the fallen angel, he asked Mu Han curiously, "By the way, what is your relationship with Ting Na?"
Mu Han: "Ex, didn't you say that?"
Si Yuan: "Can I gossip about it?"
Mu Han glanced at him: "Little brother, why do you like to listen to gossip so much?"
Si Yuan glanced back: "Aren't you too?"
In the matter of Gu Xiao and Feng Yao, the level of gossip between the two people was indeed evenly matched. After drinking a sip of wine, Mu Han couldn't refute it.
The balcony was facing the rest room on the second floor. Mu Han looked aimlessly and said slowly, "There's nothing to gossip about. It's about the military academy."
Si Yuan was slightly surprised: "Have you ever been to a military academy?"
Mu Han: "Why, doesn't it look like it?"
"No, no, it's not a matter of resemblance." Si Yuan was puzzled, "Shouldn't military school graduates join the army? How did you become a mercenary?"
Mu Han said, "It's so boring to be in the army."
Si Yuan thought for a while: "Oh, yes, there is no money to be made in the army."
Mu Han was noncommittal: "There's nothing wrong with saying that."
Si Yuan looked at him, and suddenly said, "What's the use of earning so much money?"
Mu Han desperately earns money, but he doesn't live a luxurious life. Si Yuan can't figure out why there are such people who only like to earn money and don't like to spend it.
Mu Han laughed: "Earning money is a kind of enjoyment in itself."
Si Yuan: "Then why don't you just put the money in the bank? This way you can enjoy the pleasure of earning money without having to go out on missions."
Mu Han: "How interesting it is to be a mercenary."
Si Yuan muttered, "It's dangerous to be a mercenary."
"It's interesting because of the danger." Mu Han said, "Little brother, if you are afraid of danger, you should find a serious job and don't come out to make trouble everywhere, understand?"
They tacitly understood what the word 'troublemaking' was referring to, and Si Yuan's always smiling face lost expression.Si Yuan's reputation is not good. In the eyes of most people, he is the crazy biochemist who almost destroyed the E-03 area. When the trial was held, the public opinion was one-sided and the abuse was overwhelming. He was wronged for no reason and suffered unnecessary punishment. The thing he hates the most is being wronged, and the thing he is most used to is being wronged, so after hearing Mu Han's words, he didn't defend himself.
The silence came suddenly, and the abnormality in Si Yuan's expression was not difficult to detect. Mu Han looked at him and said softly, "I have no other meaning."
Si Yuan said calmly, "It's okay."
Mu Han: "I have always been on the right side of things and not people when I accept tasks. Back then, I never commented on you, and I never thought you were a bad person."
Si Yuan muffled: "Then you really have no position."
"Standing is based on emotions. I have a strong stand now because I know you are not a bad person, and I know that you are not to blame for that incident. But many people don't know, and they will choose Believe in the more authoritative party, even if the authoritative party is wrong." Mu Han said, "Si Yuan, the world outside the school is very cruel. Black is not black, and white is not white. You have to think a lot before doing things...how should I say it? Well, scientific research is right, but you have to protect yourself.”
After listening to Mu Han's words quietly, Si Yuan said oh, and put on a nonchalant expression: "It's over anyway, I'm used to it, it's fine."
Hearing this, Mu Han didn't say anything, but stretched out his finger, poked the corner of Si Yuan's lips, and raised it up: "Since you're used to it, then smile and don't make a bitter face."
Si Yuan raised the corners of his lips and smiled.
"Smile more, our kid Si Yuan is still very cute." Mu Han's tone sounded very doting, and he patted Si Yuan on the head.
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