I, social fear, addicted to stickers [Transmigration Book]

Song Tang hugged Fang Hening tightly, and as the posting time increased, his mood gradually calmed down. It has been a long time since he was forced by the symptoms of social phobia to the degree of urgency he is today.

After biting enough and letting go, he leaned on Fang Hening's shoulder and suddenly realized that they had known each other for almost a year.

He thought that he would never accept someone entering his life so deeply in his life, but Fang Hening changed everything. In the past year, too many things happened that he didn't dare to think about before.

Especially when I went to a variety show with the other party recently, if someone told him that one day he would agree to record a variety show with many cameras, he would not believe it.

But now, he not only went, but also had a good time on the whole.

He put a note in Fang Hening's ear, and whispered, "It's really good to meet you. Although there were many bad things before, I can meet you and be with you... I am really glad that I have come to this day. Luckily it's you."

Fortunately, it was Fang Hening who he met, and fortunately, it was this person who he chose to try to post.

Fang Hening clasped the back of Song Tang's neck, heard the words, and sighed softly: "If you want to say that I am lucky, I should say it. Fortunately, you... chose me among so many people."

Song Tang didn't deny this, but said again: "Even if I didn't choose you at the beginning, I wouldn't go to this point with others. No one can do what you do. Anyway, even if we go around, we will still meet each other." .”

Fang Hening was noncommittal, he and Song Tang were suitable.

But how far he can go, whether the other party can accept him as a whole, whether they are really compatible, he is not sure now.

He didn't want to let go, and he didn't plan to let go, but he absolutely didn't want to see Song Tang hurt in case.

After Song Tang recovered, he didn't care about Fang Hening's silence, and continued: "You don't need to apologize, I don't blame you for anything, but! Fang Hening, listen carefully, next time you dare to tease me, just run away and I will never finish with you. If you are like this, if you can’t do it, just lie down and let me come and grind.”

"Is there anything you can't say? Even if you really can't say it, well, then you can't hide from me. I used to hide things from you, such as my social fear and Rongrong, things that people are embarrassed to admit I didn't hide from you."

"You apologize and ask your friends to come, but it's not useless for you to come. From now on, you are not allowed to do this again... to cause people to worry."

Speaking of this, his anger was almost dissipated, and he lightly rubbed on Fang Hening's shoulder, with a little worry and fear, his tone lowered, "Don't hide from me, don't push me away, I will I really want to know what you are hiding from me, but if you really don't want to say it, I'm not going to force you to say it."

It's been hard to get to today, he doesn't want to lose, he doesn't even want to have the possibility of losing.

Listening to Song Tang's tone of half anger, half blame and fear, Fang Hening sighed silently, what can he do, this is to restrain himself.

Facing his lover who was worried and worried in his arms, he could only choose to compromise, "I want to think about that matter again, don't worry, I promise I will tell you the whole story sooner or later, maybe it won't be long."

Fang Hening believed Song Tang when he said that, he could feel that the other party hadn't lied to him, although he still didn't know how long this "not for a long time" was.

But does it mean that he has taken a big step forward if he can touch that emotional barrier?Take your time.

Speaking of concealment...he himself still hides things like time travel, and he has already explained the rest.

It's just that such things that are beyond the scope of science will probably be regarded as nonsense or a joke.

He responded without further questioning. He raised his head and retreated a little, saying, "Let's go back? You haven't had dinner yet, so why don't you go back and make stewed rice? Soon, I'll make some soup this morning." The shrimps and mushrooms that just arrived are very fresh.”

"Okay, I'll help you..."

Song Tang withdrew from Fang Hening's arms, lowered his eyes slightly to button the other party, and directly interrupted Fang who was about to help him, "The kitchen is not your place, don't make trouble, you may be slowing down if you say you are helping. Mopping the floor, you mopping the floor."

Fang Hening laughed, looking at Song Tang who had buttoned him up before going to take care of himself, he held the other's fingers, leaned over and kissed the side of the person in front of him, and said with a light smile, "Okay, I'll listen to you."

Song Tang withdrew his hand and let Fang Hening fasten the rest of the buttons for him. Finally, he quickly leaned over and kissed Fang Hening back, but he was a little anxious and didn't look forward to it. What was originally a kiss on the cheek turned out to be kissed directly on his lips.

The wrong touch brought him back to his senses, staring, he turned around and walked out... He really didn't mean it.

Fang Hening raised the corners of his lips and stepped forward to follow.

How can there be such a person who likes everything?No matter how you look at it, it's pleasing to the eye.

After returning to the apartment and having dinner, it was past eight o'clock. The two of them took a bath and posted posts for more than half an hour. Before going to bed, Song Tang pushed Fang Hening out of the master bedroom.

He put his hand on Fang Hening's chest, and said seriously, "I won't sleep with you until you tell me."

Fang Hening stroked Song Tang's wrist lightly, and asked with a smile, "If I keep silent, will I really not sleep together?"

Song Tang nodded, and calmly drew the back of his hand behind his back, "Your emotional instability is an emotional matter. It's very important. I don't want to fool you. Only when I know about it can I get along with you better."

"You don't know we can get along just as well, as we do now."

"Don't you want to go further?" Song Tang's eyes were burning, "I think, I don't believe you don't want to."

Fang Hening was rarely stunned, he rarely saw Song Tang's expression like this now.

Song Tang only paused for a few seconds, then continued: "I've made up my mind that I will do my best to get along with you. I know you have concerns, but I'm just as anxious as you were when you confessed my social fear. I know whether you will laugh at me, whether you will look down on me because of this, and whether you will find me annoying."

"In fact, you made me believe that... I can tell you these secrets, just tell you."

"If you still have concerns, it's that I haven't done enough, and the feelings are mutual, He Ning, I will try my best to get closer to you until you are willing to tell me these things."

Fang Hening's thin lips were slightly pursed, with no expression on his face, he raised his hand to caress Song Tang's cheek, and the person in front of him even turned his head and leaned into his palm.

He couldn't help but chuckled, and the slight smile washed away the indifference in his eyes, like spring water melting ice. He had said earlier that Song Tang's introvertedness and honesty complemented each other, which was just the level he accepted and liked.

It took him a while before he said, "Okay, there are very few people who know about this, I guarantee you will be next."

Song Tang nodded, his expression finally relaxed. After the breath he mentioned just now dissipated, he started to feel embarrassed again, said good night in a hurry, and closed the door.

He touched his cheek that was touched by Fang Hening. The mood that had been depressed for the past few days gradually improved. As long as there is no problem with the relationship, there is room for communication and resolution no matter what happens.

It's just that there are just a wave of calm and a wave of rising again. The "other" that happened a few days later made him understand the state of Fang Hening some time ago.

That would make me jealous to death.

The airborne hot search about the scandal of the actor Fang was exposed from a very strange angle. At the beginning of the article, there is a photo that evokes daydreams, and every sentence that follows steps on the sensitive nerves of the public.

The film king Fang, who just said that he has not been in the shadows for a long time, describes him very closely with strange men. He confessed his love to him frequently before, and even appeared on variety shows. Just for fun?

Fang Hening was accused of being a scumbag, and he was the poor ghost who was cuckolded.

Yes, that's right, a blind date!

In the photo, the person who is very close to Fang Hening is the blind date introduced by Yu Wenli. He is the son of her friends in the literary and art circles.

It looked very obtrusive.

Netizens' comments were raging, and the CP fans of both of them were calling for the master to explain to no avail. He didn't figure out what to explain. He could only say that their relationship was fine, that the scandal was not true, etc., and he would clarify later.

After responding, he called Fang Hening, but no one answered.

Song Tang gritted his teeth, it's fine, but he didn't answer his phone, right?

Before he could make a second call, Meng Ling called first, telling him to go to the Fang Group right now. Yu Wenli and Wang Rui had just arrived.

It was said that Song Tang didn't care about other things, the two of them met Fang Hening at the moment, it was like boiling water into boiling oil, and it was impossible not to fry the pan.

This blind date is directly related to Yu Wenli.

He couldn't figure out why this guy made such a foolish move, and wanted to restore the parent-child relationship with Fang Hening?You don't need to think about anything when this happens.

For Fang Hening, this is an offense, and it is impossible not to be offended.

And these two people dared to find Fang's Group on the top of the waves, either because they had a hole in their brains, or they were trapped by the door.

When Song Tang arrived at Fang's Group, Fang Hening's assistant, Ye Qiong, had already been waiting downstairs, and the other party explained the situation in a concise manner, and took him into the elevator.

Looking at his own figure on the elevator wall, he couldn't help but feel anxious.

Fang Hening's mood was inherently unstable. Although he didn't think he was as moody as the rumors said, this matter really stepped on the opponent's minefield.

Biological parents, these two people are powder kegs that will explode at any time for Fang Hening.

And he was puzzled, that photo was taken secretly, it was a bit blurry but enough to recognize who was who, and the clothes were the closest, but he didn't think Fang Hening would go on a blind date behind his back, the other party couldn't do this kind of thing.

This minimum trust exists.

But it didn't prevent him from being soured by this mouthful. Seeing Fang Hening so close to others, he really knew how the other party felt when he saw him so close to Yuan Ruilin last time.

I could understand it before, but now I empathize with it.

He is most concerned about Fang Hening's state now, and the second is to understand the ins and outs of this matter.

In the CEO's office, Yu Wenli looked at Fang Hening, who looked impatient, and persuaded him: "At first, I didn't agree with you being with Song Tang. It was because he was too philandering, and he wasn't worthy of liking. Later, at your insistence, I compromised." But looking back, you are still not suitable."

"He Ning, you don't lack money, power, fame and fortune. What you lack is a gentle, understanding, obedient and sensible lover, not Song Tang who can't take care of the family when he is busy. I am your biological mother. It is the dereliction of duty of a mother to blindly accommodate you and watch you make detours because she is afraid of making trouble with you."

"In the photo is my old friend's son. He has a good personality and is very suitable for you. As long as you are willing to try with him, you will definitely find that he is more suitable than Song Tang."

Fang Hening got up from the chair, walked around the desk and walked to a distance of three meters away from Yu Wenli. After standing still, he said coldly, "So what right do you have to meddle in my affairs? It's because I didn't tell you clearly before, Or are you pretending to be confused?"

Yu Wenli looked at Fang Hening, shocked by the cold aura of the other party, couldn't help but took a step back, and subconsciously looked at Wang Rui.

As soon as the two made eye contact, she bit the bullet and said, "I'm doing this for your own good. You can and will suffer less harm if you get out as soon as possible."

Fang Hening sneered, and mocked: "Where have you been for more than 20 years, now I don't need to talk about the duties of a mother, it's late, it's too late for you to have the face to say that!"

"Yu Wenli, let me tell you clearly that my affairs have nothing to do with you. If you interfere in my affairs in the future, let alone Wang Rui who is stirring up the flames, there is also you! If your dance troupe doesn't want it anymore, sir You can say it straight."

Hearing this, Yu Wenli turned pale instantly, she could feel that Fang Hening was not trying to scare her, he was not joking, he was serious.

Wang Rui supported Yu Wenli who was swaying, and shouted: "He is your biological mother. If you don't have a kindness, you will have a kindness. Is that how you talk to your mother?"

Fang Hening glanced over with a cold and irritable look, "You are not qualified to speak in front of me, don't think I don't know what you made her do, you'd better hold your fox tail and be careful!"

"you--"

Wang Rui boasted that he could speak, and everyone was friendly wherever he went, but when Fang Hening slapped him so mercilessly, he suddenly felt that his face was dull.

He glanced at Yu Wenli, and then at Fang Hening, no matter what, he was his son, why should he be wronged because Yu Wenli was protecting him?

He immediately replied: "She cares about you, do you understand? Where in the world do you treat your parents like this?!"

Fang Hening was amused by these words, he laughed twice, his face darkened suddenly, he picked up the ceramic ornaments on the table and threw them at the feet of the two people, kicked the chair in front of him, and threw it several meters away .

Wang Rui was stared at by Fang Hening's eyes, and a chill went straight up. Startled by this sudden movement, he trembled and hid behind Wen Li silently.

And looking at Fang Hening who was in a bad mood, Yu Wenli also felt sympathy for Fang Hening. She rejected and feared Fang Hening when the illness broke out.

She regretted listening to Wang Rui's words.

Seeing her lover shivering behind her, she was both angry and disappointed.

As soon as Song Tang walked to the door, he heard Wang Rui yelling loudly. The moment the door opened, there was the sound of something crackling and breaking. His irritability and hostility made him frown involuntarily.

Standing by the door, Meng Ling couldn't help feeling a little nervous when he saw Song Tang. If he was thinking right, Song Tang probably hadn't seen Fang Hening... when he fell into a rage.

With this sound, the whole office fell into an anxious silence.

Fang Hening saw Song Tang, he didn't want to lose his temper in front of the other party, but those violent emotions kept surging up, and he couldn't control it at all.

The more he looked at Yu Wenli and Wang Rui in front of him, the more irritable he became.

He clenched the slightly trembling hand hanging by his side, tried his best to suppress his emotions, and instead of looking at Song Tang, he stared at the two in front of him and said, "Get out now!"

Yu Wenli shuddered, thinking of retreating.

Wang Rui looked at Fang Hening with resentment in his eyes, and he whispered to Yu Wenli: "You are his mother, you should look like an elder, how could he treat you like this? Right, he doesn't take it seriously when you say it , What are you afraid of him doing, what can he do to you? After all, he is your son, there is no reason for a mother to be afraid of her son. "

Yu Wenli's ears were soft, and when she heard Wang Rui's words, she began to waver again, but Fang Hening was really panicked in this state, and she just said: "He Ning, mother did this for your own good, and she has no other selfish intentions. , it doesn’t matter if you don’t understand it for a while, another day... another day you will know that what I said is right when you meet him..."

Listening to Yu Wenli's words, Fang Hening just thought it was funny. He lowered his eyes, endured and endured the desire to destroy, and just about to speak, his slightly trembling hand was held.

He raised his eyes and met Song Tang's gaze, those amber brown eyes were shining with soft luster, which made him startled.

Song Tang clenched Fang Hening's hand, then turned to look at Yu Wenli and Wang Rui, who were a little stunned, and his expression turned cold for a moment, "Ms. Yu, the scandal is your handwriting, regardless of his reputation, is this your concern?"

"It's really amazing to be a biological mother to the point where you are, and you still say that it's for the good of He Ning. Do you have any misunderstanding of the definition of "good"? "

Seeing Yu Wenli's pale face, Song Tang didn't feel guilty at all.

Some people give face and don't want it, that's for nothing. How much did he hear? How much did Fang Hening listen to those disgusting things his biological mother said?

Thinking of these, he only felt sorry for his lover.

After Yu Wenli finished speaking, he looked at Wang Rui again, and said bluntly: "I don't have a clear understanding of myself, my heart is higher than the sky, but I don't have talent to support it at all. We all know that mud can't support the wall, and I only rely on sweet words to benefit myself , Where is your sincerity and your ability? Why don't you see if you are worthy of what you want?"

Wang Rui wanted to refute, but fell silent again when he caught Song Tang's eyes.

Did he poke a hole in the ice?Why are Fang Hening and Song Tang's eyes colder than the other?

Seeing Wang Rui's silence, Song Tang's eyes returned to Yu Wenli, "Wang Ruitu, do you really know nothing about you? I don't want to say more, I just hope that you don't put your trust in family affection that you have nowhere to put Put it on He Ning, you once gave the opportunity, but you didn't cherish it, and now it's gone, understand?"

After speaking, he glanced at the assistant Ye Qiong who brought him up, and said: "Ye Zhu, please send the two of you away."

Ye Qiong looked at Meng Ling, and after getting tacit approval, she politely invited out the stunned Yu Wenli and the unconvinced Wang Rui. Such a mother... She was ignorant, and this was the first time she saw her.

After Yu Wenli and Wang Rui left, Meng Ling and Song Tang looked at each other and read what the other party meant for him to go out. He hesitated for a while, and finally went out first as said.

When the office door was closed, Song Tang turned around and took half a step closer, but Fang Hening, who had been silent for a long time, pulled out his hand faster than him, and took a step back.

His hand was hanging in the air, staring at the unsuspecting person, he said, "What did you promise me just now? You promised not to avoid me, and you can't go back on your word."

Fang Hening looked at Song Tang, who had a calm expression and showed no signs of disgust or resentment, and was a little hesitant.

After a stalemate for a long time, he said slowly: "I've been thinking, if you knew what kind of person I am, would you take back the love you gave me? Now you see, I really have a bad temper. You will get angry, you will do something, you will have the desire to destroy, and you will hurt you someday, you really..."

Song Tang answered with a hug.

He hugged Fang Hening tightly, just like the other party comforted him before, and gently stroked the back of the person in his arms, "I've said it all, I want to know what kind of person you are, and I won't change myself casually." decision."

"I believe you won't hurt me, so what if you really hurt me? My own choice, I am willing to accept any result."

Fang Hening looked at the ceramic shards on the ground, his eyes were dark and cold, he snorted softly, and said without emotion: "Even if you break your wings and make you a canary trapped in a cage, it will be fine." accept?"

Song Tang was stunned, he frowned and looked up, "What nonsense are you talking about, how could you..."

"Why can't I?"

Fang Hening raised his hand to clasp the back of Song Tang's neck, the light in his eyes was gloomy and crazy, paranoid and dangerous.

His tone was lighter, with a half-smile on the corner of his mouth, "What's mine can only be mine, and no one can covet it. I want him to belong to me completely, so that no one else can see him in a cage." He has only me in his life, and only me in his eyes."

Fang Hening's gaze sent Song Tang a chill down his spine, making his scalp numb. The other person's current appearance... really looks like the paranoid lunatic in the rumors.

Song Tang's hands on Fang Hening's back trembled, feeling that something was wrong, but he couldn't think about it with such a pair of eyes firmly grasping him.

He grabbed Fang Hening's clothes and stuttered, "Don't say that, I know you won't..."

Fang Hening's hand used some strength, and interrupted Song Tang's words coldly. The love between his eyebrows and violent paranoia was mixed together, showing a trembling fear, "I will!"

The tone is decisive and unquestionable.

Full of desire for monopoly and control, Song Tang cannot avoid it.

The author says:

Yu Wenli is very vacillating, her ears are soft, and with such a lover, she spreads her hands. He Ning's character formation has a lot to do with his parents;

I'll explain about that photo in a moment - Tangtang is the only one in He Ning's eyes