I, social fear, addicted to stickers [Transmigration Book]

Inside the door, Song Tang was breathing a little anxiously, and the hand hanging by his side was trembling slightly, and it took him a while to calm down.

Recreation... yes, yes, diversion.

In the original book, the protagonist Gong has such an attitude towards the protagonist Shou. Fang Hening treats him like this at the beginning, but he has nothing to blame. There is always a process from shallow to deep in feelings. Fang Hening should like him as much as he sees at first sight. He, that's unrealistic, it's only normal to have a slow change.

But who can guarantee that Fang Hening will always be interested in him and won't get tired of his "pastime". In the eyes of the other party, will feelings themselves be part of the pastime?

He doesn't like the word.

dislike it very much.

It seems that I am an insignificant plaything that can be thrown away casually.

And... He raised his hand and touched his cheek, which was the side Fang Hening had just touched, closed his eyes, with a helpless expression - at the moment just now, he had the urge to hug him.

Fang Hening's choice of concealment probably had a lot to do with his rejection of Fang Xuan.

If I really want to say whose fault it is today, it can only be a mistake.

In addition to concealing the matter itself, what he cares about is Fang Hening's identity. This is not someone else, but the protagonist Gong, the person he tried to avoid from the beginning, who gets mixed up with the other party, maybe the one who caused the storm. How can a butterfly flap its wings, this fatal boyfriend——

Can I still have it?

He was silent on his side, but Fang Hening outside hadn't left yet. He subconsciously raised his head when he heard the other party's voice.

"I don't know why you care so much about me and Song Tao. You thought that Fang Xuan—as the president of Fang's company, I would be with Song Tao, but you didn't say anything. Today I can tell you plainly that Song Tao and I Nothing happened between Thao."

"Remember the night when we first posted? I originally asked Zong Yuan and Meng Ling to meet at the club, and Song Tao would also go, but you sent me a message. I prefer to meet you than him , I haven't contacted Song Tao since then, and I haven't met him as the president of the Fang Corporation from the beginning to the end."

"It was inconvenient to say these things before, but now I want to tell you that no matter who I am, my feelings for you will never change. Believe me, no matter what others say, saying that I am a lunatic, a tyrant, or anything else, I hope...you can trust me and I won't hurt you."

"That night in the restaurant on the top floor, what I said will always count. I will wait for your response, even if it takes a lifetime to wait."

"I don't want to force you to do anything. A coerced relationship loses its meaning. If you are willing to forgive me and accept me, I hope it is based on your own clear consideration."

"Now, go take a hot bath, get some sleep, think about it after your emotions calm down, and take care of yourself."

Song Tang listened, unable to relax for a long time.

According to what Fang Hening said, it was the text message he sent, and his act of looking for the lover who made the agreement, which cut off the beginning of the protagonist's attack. Fang Hening didn't lie to him. If he really met, how could Song Tao do that? Scold Fang Hening.

After standing at the door for a while, he suddenly turned and walked to the bathroom.

He has lingering fears about the "protagonist Gong" that caused the death of the "villain", but he also believes what he sees and feels. What others say is other people's business. Fang Hening has never hurt him, and he doesn't think the other party is a lunatic .

Rather than listening to what others say, he should believe in his own feelings more than what he preconceived.

But no matter how you put it, this matter was too sudden, and now he really needs to take a bath, and then have a good sleep, and the rest will be discussed when he wakes up.

It is conceivable that this night, Song Tang slept very restlessly, and the childhood self who hadn't appeared in the dream for a long time... came back again.

The next morning, he struggled to get up, feeling unavoidably gloomy, and his appetite was mediocre. He wanted to make do with it, but Fang Hening knocked on the door with the ordered breakfast and told him to eat well.

Looking at the back of the other party leaving, he felt inexplicable.

No matter how exquisite the breakfast is, he is eating it now. How to put it, it really doesn't matter what you eat, what matters is who you eat with.

He calmed down his thoughts, and after arriving at the company, he focused on his work. After the cooperation with Fang's was finalized, he still had some remaining things to deal with. After finishing this cooperation, he was busy with other things. when.

But when he returned to the apartment at night, he became quiet. He didn't have to think about it. He could relate everything he saw to Fang Hening. Before he knew it, Fang Hening had left too many traces in the apartment.

From the flower vases, to the tableware, to the ornaments on the shelf, when he entered the bedroom, he could always see the row of zodiac dolls when he looked up.

Fang Hening is not here, but he seems to be by his side all the time.

He kneaded the rabbit doll, the corners of his mouth trembled, slightly raised and then quickly retracted. As a villain, would he be willing to bear all kinds of unpredictable risks brought by being with the protagonist?

No matter how you think about it, it's a mess.

The next day, near the end of get off work, Song Tang finished his work and was about to go back. Liang Ying brought a bad news, saying that Yu Wenli came to see him.

Yu Wenli... This is the name of Fang Xuan's biological mother. She is a well-known dancer and has a long-term lover. They talked on the phone before, but he didn't know the other's name at that time.

Fang Hening's biological father, on the other hand, left the company early on and only took the title of chairman. The lovers around him change almost every day, and they are far from the original owner in terms of love.

With such a pair of parents, it is not difficult to understand Fang Hening's personality.

It's not that he doesn't feel distressed, this distress naturally turned into disgust and anger towards these two people, how much dereliction of duty would it take for Fang Hening to completely lose trust in his family?

Thinking of how the other party grew up, an uncontrollable burst of pain quietly spread from the bottom of my heart.

He lowered his eyes, slowly suppressing the fluctuating emotions, and when he raised his eyes again, there was only indifference left.

Since Yu Wenli came here on his own, why didn't he see her, he wanted to ask this mother why she didn't raise or teach her when she was born.

Looking at the middle-aged lady who walked into the office, she had a generous demeanor and an elegant temperament, although she looked modest.

However, he still carried the noble air that only a wealthy family can raise. Thinking of the attitude that the other party asked him to take for granted during the last call, his eyes darkened again.

After Yu Wenli took her seat, she didn't speak first, Song Tang didn't want to procrastinate, and said directly, "Did you come here for He Ning or Wang Rui? If it's the latter, please don't open your mouth."

Wang Rui is Yu Wenli's lover who is 20 years younger than Yu Wenli. She has just transformed from a model to an actor.

Yu Wenli came to him in person for these two reasons.

Yu Wenli was a little embarrassed, but she came all the way, and she still bit the bullet and said: "I am indeed here for Wang Rui, Mr. Song, I know that it is reasonable for you to help me with this matter, please listen to me. "

"The relationship between me and He Ning is not really close, but after all, mother and child are related by blood. It is a good thing that you can have a companion with each other now. I apologize to you for the offense last time. He is not a child anymore, he likes you, his father and I should respect his choice."

Song Tang had a slight premonition, "So?"

Yu Wenli adjusted her mood slightly, and continued, "It's rare for He Ning to like someone. If he chooses, he won't change easily. We will be a family from now on. How about letting the past go?"

Not at all, Song Tang was angry, and only answered silently, knowing that the other party hadn't finished speaking.

Yu Wenli was actually a little hard to say, but Wang Rui begged her hard for half a month, and she really relented, so she could only continue: "Since we are a family, we should help when we encounter problems, right? Boss, for He Ning's sake, I would like to ask you for a favor, but it's just a matter of little effort."

"What help?"

"Help Wang Rui introduce a few characters."

Yu Wenli heaved a sigh of relief when she said that, last time her words were not particularly polite, Song Tang can still see her today, she should be fine, Wang Rui is right, she is Fang Hening's mother after all, Song Tang just doesn't Looking at the monk's face and the Buddha's face, I will not refuse even such a small favor.

Song Tang's heart sank. Sure enough, at first he thought that Yu Wenli came for Fang Hening, but in the end, well, he came for his little lover.

He sneered, and the little patience he had just now disappeared completely with these words, and he didn't even use the honorific title, "If you still have a little self-knowledge, you shouldn't have said this to me."

"I……"

Song Tang glanced over coldly, angry, he didn't bother to avoid his gaze, and quickly said: "You are He Ning's mother, it stands to reason that my lover's mother asks me for help, I shouldn't just sit idly by , but Ms. Yu, please ask yourself, have you fulfilled your mother's responsibility all these years?"

"Born but not raised, you were not by his side when he needed you, and you never gave him any care and care. The mother and son met very few times. Now that you need his help, you just remembered that you have this son? And you Let him help your lover, why can you be so confident in extramarital affairs, where do you put him? Don't you find it ironic?"

"I don't understand why you have the nerve to say that."

After speaking, he was still very angry, and his anger did not ease in the slightest.

He said this quite politely, after all, he was concerned that the other party was Fang Hening's biological mother, so he didn't say anything more merciless.He really didn't know why Yu Wenli came to him. He seemed to be a person who valued face very much, so how could he get away with it.

In the past, he didn't care about the protagonist Gong's family at all, and felt that it was very far away from him, but now that Fang Hening's identity is shaken and he is drawn closer, he realizes how much he loves the other party's experience.

Needless to mention his own uncles and aunts, his biological parents were very kind to him. Under the double PUA and oppression of his parents' death, uncles, aunts and cousins, he didn't grow so crooked that he gave up on himself, but he had social fear. Credit to his biological parents.

Even though it was mostly bitter in the end, his parents laid a bright foundation for his life, allowing him to face it as calmly as possible no matter what he encountered.

Hearing what Song Tang said, Yu Wenli's face paled a lot.

She couldn't help but clenched her fingers tightly. No one had dared to talk to her or accuse her like this in so many years.

Her lips trembled, and she retorted: "I have fulfilled my responsibility, gave him life, gave him a certain amount of care and care, my life does not revolve around him, you have no idea that I am with his father What did you get in your marriage, why do you say that about me?"

Song Tang frowned, he didn't understand what the other person said, what do you mean by giving a certain amount of care and care?Really care how sure you might not be home for years and months?

However, before he could say anything, the person on the other side continued talking on his own.

Yu Wenli couldn't accept what others said about herself, and continued to argue: "I was originally married to his father. I once hoped that after marriage, he would stop spending time, return to the family, and be able to take on family responsibilities, but I Wrong, the marriage is just for him to complete the task, so why can't I think so?"

"I just need to fulfill my responsibilities, and there is no need to put my whole life into the grave of marriage! I have fulfilled my mother's responsibilities to He Ning, and I have never treated him harshly. What else can I do? Do you want me to be trapped in this house all my life and give him my whole life to fulfill your so-called mother's responsibility? "

"enough!"

The sudden sound of opening the door and the short scolding made the two people in the office pause for a moment, and then they all looked towards the door. The person standing there was none other than the person they were talking about.

Looking at his astonished biological mother, Fang Hening's face was heavy, and his voice seemed to be covered with a layer of cold wind and snow in the deep winter, "I told you not to come to Song Tang, don't you understand?"

The expression looks calm, but it is a deceptive illusion before the storm.

Yu Wenli's face was pale, she never expected that Fang Hening would come, and she couldn't help but shudder when she heard this - she was a little afraid of her son.

Fang Hening carried a coldness and treachery that she couldn't understand, and she didn't know where it came from.

Song Tang scanned his phone, only to realize that Liang Ying had sent him a message just now, saying that Fang Hening had come, but he was so focused on Yu Wenli that he didn't notice.

He stood up, walked around the desk and walked towards the door. He didn't look at Yu Wenli who stood up and looked a little at a loss. He went straight to Fang Hening, but the other party rarely avoided him, and walked past him to Yu Wenli before.

He turned around and called softly, "He Ning?"

Fang Hening did not respond to Song Tang, staring at Yu Wenli, his words were not polite at all, "Wang Rui urged you to come here? You are not ridiculous, you can insist that you should not be kidnapped by marriage, why can't you insist on letting Wang Rui rely on yourself? Because of Wang Rui's sweet words, you don't even want the dignity you always pay attention to?"

Yu Wenli was so embarrassed and ashamed by these words, why she came to Song Tang because she knew very well that Fang Hening would not help.

Fang Hening ignored the crumbling biological mother who was holding on to the chair, and continued: "One last time, I will warn you one last time, if you dare to come to Song Tang in private, I have plenty of ways to make you regret your stupid behavior now."

"Go back and tell Wang Rui to let him settle down. If he can't get along in the modeling circle, he wants to enter the showbiz? His heart is higher than the sky, but he doesn't see if he has the ability. If he doesn't want to go to the point where there is no such person, just Get away and don't provoke me."

"Understood? Get out."

Facing Fang Hening, Yu Wenli was speechless. If Fang Mingshi was around, she would still be able to persevere, but she was the only one right now, and she really couldn't stand Fang Hening's eyes.

It was so cold and dead silent that she didn't dare to look directly at it.

Yu Wenli left in a hurry, Song Tang went to close the office door, then walked slowly to Fang Hening's side, took the other's hand hanging by his side, crossed his fingers, and clenched it tightly.

Fang Hening's side face was so cold that it was shocking, he was only beating drums in his heart, but even if he knew that the other party was the protagonist Gong, so what?He still can't let go.

He said softly, "I'm sorry, she came here. I thought she might want to tell me about you, so I let her come up. I didn't expect...but I didn't intend to help her."

Fang Hening didn't even want to give those people a sneer. With Song Tang by his side, he finally softened his tone, "The one who should apologize is me."

"Hening..."

"It's better to ask me than to ask her. What do you want to ask, my childhood, my family? It doesn't matter. If you want to know, I can tell you."

Song Tang hesitated for a while, and asked Yu Wenli, it would be better if Fang Hening didn't have to uncover his scars by himself.

Fang Hening roughly guessed what Song Tang was thinking, and looked out the window with cold and emotionless eyes, "It doesn't matter, after I give up, they are nothing to me anymore."

After ten seconds of silence, Song Tang responded.

Maybe it's not a bad thing to say it. If there is really no room for change and you choose to give up, then the first step in letting go is to accept the situation.

Fang Hening turned his head towards Song Tang, still staring out of the window, but his eyes were not focused: "Fang Mingshi and Yu Wenli are completely married, there is no basis for love, Yu Wenli really wanted to maintain the family and marriage at the beginning , but Fang Mingshi did not change anything after marriage, and she gave up over time."

"Later, the two reached an agreement to have a child to inherit the Fang family and give an explanation to this marriage. This is the most fundamental reason for my existence, not because of the love between them.

But just to complete a task that has to be completed, after completing this task, they can freely live the life they want. "

"Fang Mingshi has always been strict with me. He just wants an excellent heir. Yu Wenli... As far as I can remember, she has rarely spent time at home. She has changed several lovers. Now Wang Rui is five years old. together before."

"Fang Mingshi is playful and addicted to wine and sex, while Yu Wenli wants to be pampered. They both got what they wanted."

Hearing Fang Hening's last sentence, Song Tang only felt ridiculed. Both Fang Mingshi and Yu Wenli got what they wanted, so Fang Hening was the price of being sacrificed?

He could not approve.

Only as a tool to complete the task, Fang Mingshi is extremely strict with his son, even to the point of strictness, and he only wants to quickly cultivate an excellent heir so that he can let go of the burden. In fact, this wishful thinking was very successful.

Fang Hening skipped a grade since he was a child. At the age of 18, he obtained a DBA degree from a top university in the world, that is, a doctor of business administration. Then he entered the company and completed the complicated power transfer in two years to gain a firm foothold. In another two years, he brought a huge group with a makeover The machine went to a higher level and sat firmly at the leading position.

Many people say that Fang Xuan is a lunatic, but no one ever denies that Fang Xuan is a one-in-a-kind genius.

Calculating the time, Fang Hening changed his name and entered the showbiz when the company was on the right track. At that time, Fang Hening was only 22 years old.

Compared with Fang Mingshi's blindly cold and emotionless strict training, Yu Wenli is busy looking for a lover who will spoil her unconditionally and comprehensively in this process, which is basically absent in Fang Hening's life.

Fang Hening's words, coupled with his understanding, can clearly piece together the first half of the other party's life, but just thinking about it makes Song Tang panic.

He blinked his sour eyes, and hugged the person who was indifferently talking about the past, how disappointed he would be to talk about these things like a stranger who had nothing to do with him.

Thinking of what was said in the original book—Fang Xuan died of suicide, his heart trembled uncontrollably, and he subconsciously tightened his arms, "It's their fault, not yours, don't, don't do things that hurt yourself. "

When he thought of the possibility of such a result, he was frightened for a while.

I'm afraid that if I get to that step.

On the contrary, Fang Hening chuckled, and hugged Song Tang, "It's better to worry about it, what are you thinking about, I still want to spend the rest of my life with you, why can't I think about doing something that hurts me?"

Song Tang was taken aback for a moment, and suddenly realized that everything was different now.

Can his time travel really change the original result?After all, it is himself who is by Fang Hening's side now, after all, they really have feelings for each other.

After a long silence, Fang Hening asked, "I'm really sorry about concealing my identity, Tangtang, can you forgive me?"

Song Tang fell silent, he was angry firstly because of He Ning's concealment, and secondly because the concealed identity was the "protagonist attack" that caused the death of the "villain", superimposed together... He needed time.

After all, this matter is not only about concealing the act itself, but he can't say anything about the protagonist's concerns about the attack, the villain, and so on.

He hesitated for a while, and finally said: "Don't call me that, I'm not a three-year-old kid anymore."

Song Tang talked about him from left to right, but Fang Hening was not annoyed. The other party's attitude is actually much better now, so let's slow down a little bit.

After hugging for a while, Song Tang was relieved after Fang Hening promised to go home now and stay well and not mess around. After the other party left, he sighed silently.

Only when things really happened to people I cared about did I know how painful those fluffy descriptions would be when they fell down.

In the next few days, Fang Hening still arranged three meals a day for him. He wanted to ask the other party to join him, but he couldn't open his mouth no matter what. In the end, he could only fill his stomach in a tasteless way. He ate I don't know what, but I have thought a lot in a mess, but I still haven't made up my mind.

On this day, after Fang Hening came and left with dinner, Song Tang glanced at the exquisite food on the table, walked slowly to the window and looked downstairs, but he never saw the other party's car coming out of the underground garage.

He walked to the entrance suspiciously, and looked out through the peephole, only to find that the person hadn't left at all, and was leaning against the wall outside the door in a daze.

He was startled for a while, and wanted to ask the other party to have dinner with him again, raised his hand on the doorknob, paused, and put it down quietly after a long while.

He hasn't figured out how to tell Fang Hening, what can happen if the door is really opened, but it's just silence.

The next morning, when Fang Hening delivered breakfast, Song Tang refused, "Is Fang's company not busy? You don't need to bring me meals three times a day. I'll say it again, I'm not a child anymore, and I don't need to deal with everything like this." take care of."

Fang Hening skillfully replaced the decayed flower branches in the table vase, trimmed and inserted the bouquet he brought.

He chuckled helplessly, "If you're in a bad mood, you have to take care of yourself. Don't make do with it. Besides... I do have selfish intentions, Tangtang. I want to see you, even if I can't..."

Under Song Tang's staring gaze, he stopped talking.

Even if he couldn't hug or kiss, he still felt that just seeing her was a comfort.

Song Tang frowned slightly. Even though he didn't say anything, he could see what Fang Hening wanted to say in Fang Hening's eyes. He avoided his gaze and didn't agree with what the other party said next. He only said that he was in good condition. No problem, but in fact he has been feeling restless for a long time.

Song Tang didn't say anything, but Fang Hening saw the clue from the other party's expression, he didn't reveal anything, tonight...

After dinner, Song Tang picked up the fruit wine that Fang Hening had given him before, but put it down after a little hesitation. He looked out the window at the dark night, turned and walked into the bathroom.

Although the wine can relieve his tense emotions to a certain extent, it only treats the symptoms but not the root cause. The most fundamental thing is Fang Hening, and it will be of no benefit to both of them if it continues.

He found a method that can get rid of all external objects and concentrate on thinking. It seems a bit unreliable, but he feels that it is very suitable for his current situation.

With Fang Hening, the worst result of fluttering the wings of a butterfly is just killing him. Of course he doesn't want to die, but what if something is worth his gamble?

Then try it.

Expect the worst and hope for the best, that's what his parents taught him.

The delivery guy from the private kitchen delivered dinner today. Fang Hening sent him a message saying he was busy and would come over when he was done.It just so happens that no matter what the result is, it's time to give each other a clear answer after procrastinating for these days.

The autumn night was slightly cool, Song Tang stood by the bathtub, looked at the bubbling cold water, his face was cold, when the water was almost full of the bathtub, he stepped in, then frowned instantly—it was too cold up.

He breathed a sigh of relief, and immersed himself in the water until the cold water submerged him.

He closed his eyes, and there was water flowing non-stop in his ears, but he felt that the sound was far, far away.

The gradual stripping of oxygen brought a slight sense of suffocation, his head was dizzy and a little stinging from the stimulation of the cold water, but after the din and hustle and bustle went away, he heard the faint voice in his heart.

Repressed, hidden, deliberately ignored.

In the deepest cold, loneliness is like a shadow, which makes these emotions that are not noticeable on weekdays surface.

He suddenly wanted to understand one thing, why he chose to trust Fang Hening so soon after he met Fang Hening. He didn't even think about it at the time, he just thought it was a collaboration between the two, and he didn't go into why they collaborated. Now he knows.

Although both men wear false, covering masks at first, something deeply imprinted on the soul has not been made non-existent by the masking.

Fang Hening subtly satisfied the longing that he was not aware of but had always existed.

He knew that he was wary of people, and it was difficult to trust others. He clearly longed for a sense of security, but it was hard to believe that anyone could give him the absolute sense of security he wanted, but he felt it in Fang Hening.

Unwavering, desperate, never betrayal.

Fang Hening's possessiveness and greed for love gave him the sense of security he wanted, and perhaps at a deeper level, he yearned for such crazy and fiery feelings.

want to.

Even if it may cost you your life.

And he can't ignore his concern for the other party He Ning, he hopes that the other party is good, if this person needs himself, just like he needs the other party, then what reason does he have to reject such a relationship?

Oxygen was constantly being lost, and the survival instinct made him surface, holding his hands on the edge of the bathtub, his mind was still buzzing, amidst the sound of rushing water, he noticed a shadow moving in front of him, and looked up——

It was Fang Hening.

Looking at each other, he paused, and then showed a light smile.

Although Song Tang's social situation may ease now, Fang Hening can't be completely relieved, is the situation okay?Ninety-nine percent of the rejection was lying to fool him.

Song Tang hesitated and avoided, he couldn't let the other party go on like this.

After finishing his work for the past two days, he came over tonight and wanted to have a good chat with Song Tang. If the conversation didn't work tonight, he would continue tomorrow.

When he came in, he saw the wine and wine glasses on the table in the dining room, and felt that something was wrong. He heard the sound of water dripping from the direction of the bathroom, and hurried over. As soon as the door opened, he saw Song Tang's embarrassed appearance just sitting up from the water.

There was no temperature in the bathroom, and there was icy water vapor. Song Tang, who was sitting in a pool of cold water, was pale and his lips were purple, obviously from the cold.

Looking at the person who was smiling at him, he frowned immediately, approached in two steps, and just as he stretched out his hand, Song Tang grabbed it, it was cold.

Song Tang stared at Fang Hening, and whispered: "I think, now I can tell you... my answer."

The author says:

The personalities of Tangtang and He Ning are very, very complementary. Although their personalities are not perfect, for them, it is like "what I can give is exactly what you need", and their respective imperfections are in the other party. It is the best, and there will be a detailed explanation of this later——

The next chapter will settle this time——

Ten "This candy is very honest"