who killed my cat

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"Are you happy being a demon?" Chen Yuan's legs casually rested on Xu Xun's thighs, and his feet rubbed against Xu Xun's waist intentionally or unintentionally.The eyes are still looking at Xu Xun's file.

"Don't look! The photo on me is too ugly." Xu Xun wanted to cover it up, and hurriedly put the file back into the bag.

After Yu Ju left, the two sat in the living room.Xu Xun didn't know what Chen Yuan thought, anyway, he felt that he was very embarrassed now.

Xu Xun cleared his throat and took the initiative to break the calm.

"I didn't expect that the professor who proposed the 'socialization of supernatural powers' was our master, Lao Han. Why don't we find time to visit his old man."

After Xu Xun finished speaking: "..." What am I talking about, did I get wet from the rain?Chen Yuan definitely didn't want to mention this matter at all.

Chen Yuan took off his glasses, revealing Qingjun's side face.Seeing Xu Xun's overwhelmed expression because of the wrong words, he smiled and said, "Go to sleep. It's the weekend."

Xu Xun wanted to say something, and grabbed Chen Yuan who was about to turn around and leave: "Chen Yuan! I have something to tell you."

"I'm tired. Turn around. Good night."

However, Xu Xun did not let go, and still held Chen Yuan's wrist tightly, even a little coquettishly.

Chen Yuan didn't break free, but sighed and said in a helpless tone, "Why are you like a husky...you go and wait for me for a while, I want to take a bath to wake up."

After getting the answer, Xu Xun finally let go of his hand.

After a while, Xu Xun looked blankly at He and his stiff left hand in mid-air, and slapped himself directly on the face.He couldn't bear to look directly at the general, and covered his face.

Biting his lips, he cursed in his heart: "Fuck, Xu Xun. Look at what you did! What are these things... It was agreed that last night was definitely the last time you entered their house? How could you It seems that humans and animals are harmless and you are still combing your hair, but your will is shaken... Is there still time for me to leave now?"

Just when Xu Xun wandered around the bedroom for several times, he didn't know how to deal with himself.Then, as he walked towards the bedroom door with hands and feet almost in a straight line, the bathroom door was pushed open.

Chen Yuan's half-dry hair was sticking to the steamed pink cheeks, and his lips were glistening.

The light pajamas were a little wet, sticking to Chen Yuan's body, vaguely outlining the outline of the body.He wiped his hair with a white towel, and leaned casually on the bed, showing a different kind of laziness.

Xu Xun's brain... I crashed.

During the time when Xu Xun's brain ran away from home, Chen Yuan said with a tired face: "Gu Meizu let me tell you that she has equipped you with a set of daily necessities and clothes, which are in your left-hand cabinet now. in."

"Oh ah!"

Chen Yuan also sat down on the bed very unlovingly, "Don't ask me, Gu Meigou sent me a message just now. I asked you to live with me first, so they don't have to build a special house for you. I said you are an old man, you are squeezed out of the house by your mother and sister, and you can only live in the dormitory, what kind of operation is it?"

Realizing that he might be homeless in some way, Xu Xun opened the wardrobe on his left hand, and found a set of regular clothes, pajamas, and daily necessities neatly placed there.There is a note on the pajamas

[Please take good care of our family Yuanyuan.I have taken Zhaocai away, please don't worry about it, Officer Xu Xun.

——Gu Meiqing]

Xu Xun: "..." I'm really not angry at all, I just want to die.

Ashamed, Xu Xun turned to Chen Yuan expressionlessly: "Who came up with this idea? I personally killed him."

Chen Yuan: "Your mother."

Xu Xun: "..." I didn't say anything.

Chen Yuan's whole brows and eyes outlined a kind of "this is what you said to gloat", staring at Xu Xun with hairs all over his body.Clutching pajamas and bathrobes, he hid in the bathroom as if fleeing, wondering when this chaotic day would end.

When Xu Xun came out of the bathroom, Chen Yuan was already lying on the bed and fell asleep.The flaxen quilt was covered up to the chin, and the slightly long hair was scattered on the pillow.

Xu Xun got under the quilt, looked at Chen Yuan's sleeping face for a while, and felt that Chen Yuan was sleeping peacefully.He stuffed Chen Yuan's exposed arm into the quilt, and covered him again.Seeing that Chen Yuan was not awakened by him, and fell into a rare deep sleep, he closed his eyes in peace.

"Good night."

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The five senses of the outside world gradually went dormant, and the spiritual sea in the dream became increasingly clear.Xu Xun came to his spiritual sea.

I saw that the sky was half-colored, and the lake water was crystal clear, like a newly opened mirror, and cold light suddenly emerged.The sky is bleak, only surrounded by green peaks, which appear in the vast mist.

On Mirror Lake, there was an uninvited guest standing barefoot on the water, looking at the sky.There is no wind around, but the white hospital gown and hip-length black hair can move automatically without wind.

Chen Yuan turned his head and walked towards Xu Xun with a smile, his bare feet created ripples on the water.

It is said that the image of a person in the spiritual world is the most beautiful image in his life.For example, Xu Xun himself, his appearance is the same as when he was in college.Wearing a white T-shirt and jeans, he is full of youth and has all the beauty that a teenager should have.

At that time, he basically completely faded away from the discomfort he felt when he first entered the normal society, and he hadn't had time to stick to the secular glib.Take the world to kiss me with pain, and I will repay it with the ideal of song.Walk frankly under the blue sky and broad daylight.

And what about Chen Yuan?

Facts have proved that not every man with long hair is a beautiful man in ancient costume who came out of the painting, or it may be a male ghost who came out of Liaozhai.

Of course Chen Yuan is not a male ghost.

But his face was so pale that there was no blood in it. Although his figure was slender and tall, he was a little too thin.With long black hair and a hospital gown that normal people would never like, it looks even more morbid.This kind of Chen Yuan no longer has the elegant charm of being well-dressed and feasting under the neon lights; nor is he in the bookstore where he is comfortable and lazy, ready to enjoy the otherworldly and refined in his old age.

It was like a fire had burned away his still-carved skin.From the gray-and-white ward, he ran out in a hurry, before he had time to get dressed, he was barefoot and with his hair down, full of joy, just to secretly meet the person he wanted to see.

That look is too clean, quiet and cool, and so thin it makes people feel distressed.

"I came here uninvited, you don't mind." Chen Yuan had already walked in front of him at some point.

Xu Xun looked into his eyes and said, "I don't mind. But, how did you... get in."

"Because I found that you didn't set up defenses against me, but..." Chen Yuan brushed his hair, "Most people don't set up defenses against me. Besides, you didn't say to me in the car, 'If you think the world is too noisy, come here Shall I hide in my heart for a while'? I will take it as your invitation."

Xu Xun now just wants to find a crack in the ground to get in, and think about what he did today.I first broke into someone else's spiritual domain, and then hugged him!

...But, it's quite comfortable to hold.

Regardless of Xu Xun's constantly changing expression, Chen Yuan said happily: "You are so beautiful here. The clear water is as clear as the sky, and the blue sea is far away. Moreover, you are the only one I have seen that controls A person who looks like a mountain. In the future, if I have nothing to do, I may really come here to hide for a while. The sky is really bright and the wind is clear, and the wind is smooth."

Xu Xun thought that his spiritual world had been seen thoroughly by the other party, but he hadn't been able to really see the other party's spiritual domain, and asked, "Then what does your spiritual world look like?"

"Me? I am the sea."

Xu Xun was surprised.Consciousness is fluid and changeable, just like water in nature.Therefore, the spiritual world is often projected into lakes, streams, ponds, rivers, etc., so it is also called the spiritual sea.Of course, not everyone can form this kind of relatively stable spiritual sea, and those who can form it are basically supernatural beings.And as the ability increases, the water area will become wider.

And Chen Yuan turned out to be... Haiyang.

Chen Yuan seemed to be very interested in the surrounding mountains, and said while watching: "Don't look at me like that. My ability is to automatically accept the emotions of the outside world. If it weren't for the purification ability of the ocean, I would have collapsed a long time ago, right? Isn’t it? Besides, the ocean. Isn’t the reason why the sea is open to all rivers, because it allows mud and sand to flow in?”

"Then don't you think there will be a little more sediment?" There is so much hatred and pain in this world, how can you purify it.

"What are you thinking bro, do you think I'm a voluntary worker picking up trash? Do you think I'm that kind of a good person?"

"No."

"..." Is he upright and deliberately trying to trick me?

Chen Yuan lay on the surface of Jinghu Lake, and the ripples centered on him gradually spread to the entire lake that symbolized Xu Xun's consciousness.

Chen Yuan was in the car, and when Xu Xun woke him up, he knew that Xu Xun was worried about him.But he didn't know whether it was because of the spiritual resonance, or because Xu Xun recognized him as this friend.Let's say we have both.

Chen Yuan pulled Xu Xun and let him lie beside him: "Ever since I started trying to integrate into the lives of normal people, I often think of the poem that my master, that is, Han Jiangxue said..." Chen Yuan's The voice was as ethereal as if it came from the depths of the clouds, and then it was transmitted back to the mountains.

"There are flowers in spring, moon in autumn, cool wind in summer and snow in winter...

If you have nothing to worry about, it is a good time in the world."

Xu Xun turned his head to look at him, and heard him continue to say, "The melancholy in the world is mostly idle sorrow. In fact, human nature is very tenacious, especially for those who grew up in the sun. Although, there will be temporary Anxiety, but generally you can purify yourself. Moreover, this is an ability that everyone must learn. Like a butterfly in a cocoon, it must go through time and time again before it can really fly. Although, there are many people who die in the cocoon However, under normal circumstances, I don’t bother to help them.”

"From your tone, you still have a chance to help."

"When the other party is too unlucky, the cocoon is too thick, and I am idle, I will grab it. But I am just holding a dream or something. If I can get out of the predicament, I still rely on them .”

Chen Yuan said these few words easily, but Xu Xun heard something different.

It is a kind of tenderness and trust in humanity buried deep in the soul.

Under normal circumstances, it is difficult to sew up the gentle silk and satin once it is broken.In Xu Xun's view, those who have survived the test of pain and violence and still remain gentle are worthy of respect.

Romain Rolland once said, "There is only one kind of true heroism, that is, to love life after having seen the truth of life."

Xu Xun thinks the same reasoning—isn't true kindness just to believe in human nature after seeing the truth of human nature?

Xu Xun actually knew more about Chen Yuan than Chen Yuan imagined.He even learned from Han Pengpeng that Chen Yuan was once autistic due to the side effect of his ability, and the experts of the General Administration were basically helpless because of the serious situation.The only explanation is that he was forced to survive by himself later.

Perhaps, ordinary people will care about how he did it? .

But Xu Xun wants to know more - why is he autistic?With Chen Yuan's open-mindedness, what kind of external stimulus can make him arouse his instinct of self-protection and enter a state of mental autism?

However, this is everyone's own secret.In any case, it was not his turn to ask.Regardless of this, is it possible for Chen Yuan to share this secret with others in his life, which he will most likely never want to remember.

Xu Xun propped up his arms, lay on his side, looked at Chen Yuan and asked, "Do you feel that Ye Su is not quite right today? I feel that his mental wave band is a bit abnormal. But..."

"You feel two spiritual forces, don't you?"

"Yes, vaguely. Not quite sure."

Xu Xun lay down on the water like giving up on himself, "I really don't want to care about this kind of thing. But..."

"but what?"

"I think it's a bit late to get off the thief ship now. Curiosity really killed the cat. Hey, speaking of cats. Did you raise Zhao Cai? I mean before Zhao Jiaoxue took it away... Where was it?"

Looking back, Xu Xun was the only one left in the surrounding mountains and above the clear water.Looking at the pine hanging on the wall, it looks like the blue sky.Chen Yuan's figure disappeared without a trace...

Convinced, I didn't say a word when I went offline.

Forget it, anyway, there will be time for him to think about it later.Xu Xun rarely slept very deeply, half of his face was buried in the pillow, his face was indescribably soft.

Chen Yuan opened his eyes, and rubbed his fingertips on the brow bone, then the bridge of the nose, and then rested on the water-colored lips.He hugged the other person's waist, put his lips to the other person's forehead, kissed the corners of the other person's eyes, the bridge of the nose, and finally passed Xu Xun's lips like a dragonfly.Then with extreme restraint, he forced himself to leave Xu Xun.

Chen Yuan struggled to escape from the bedroom, his mental state was uncontrollably turbulent.He stumbled into the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, and injected himself with a shot of special medicine.

He propped up the table, lowered his head and thought, he still dragged Xu Xun in. He seemed to see his own sun being pulled into the abyss by himself.

He wanted to shout, but his throat was dry and hoarse.

Looking at his own face reflected on the blade, he felt extremely ugly. He picked up the blade and stabbed it at the throat, but deviated from the direction before stabbing, leaving traces of blood dripping down.

He no longer feels physical pain.

But the heart still hurts.

Chen Yuan looked towards the bedroom.His brows are full of forbearance, but his eyes are far-reaching and abnormal, and his face, which is clearly separated by a door, can't help but see the struggle across the sea.He raised his finger and put it on the tip of his nose, smelling the mint scent left on the fingertips of the other party's body wash.He took a deep breath, restrained himself again and again, and opened his lips unrestrainedly to spit out two words——

"noob……"

After saying these two words, he seemed to exhaust all his strength and closed his eyes.

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When Xu Xun woke up, it was already afternoon.

Chen Yuan looked at Xu Xun's unruly hair on his head when he just got up, and smiled twice with his mouth pursed.Then, quickly put it away, pretending to be serious and said: "Hurry up and get dressed, brother will take you out."

At the door, Xu Xun suddenly felt complicated.

He watched Chen Yuan tie up his half-length black hair, and the broken hair hung casually and freely on his forehead, showing a different kind of messy beauty.The pure black round-neck cotton shirt was slightly oversized, but deliberately exposed the other party's slender collarbone and white, slender and fragile neck.Wearing a pair of low-waisted slim-fit jeans with trousers rolled up, it seemed that the pale skin on the back could be seen when one bent down.

There is still a white bandage wrapped around his neck—probably used to cover up the scars—it has a different kind of sickness.Wearing the glasses of a gentle scum, he looks like a pioneer of modern art.

Xu Xun was wearing a very student-like navy blue sweater and clover sweatpants.That is to say, Xu Xun's figure is a clothes hanger figure, so that he can wear the painting style of a youth idol drama, otherwise it is the tragic scene of a college student's realistic documentary at the end of the term.

Xu Xun couldn't bear to look at Chen Yuan, who leaned against the door with a non-mainstream painting style, glanced at his legs that were too skinny because he didn't eat well, folded his arms and said, "You remind me of the words in my Chinese textbooks." , a classic description that has been sung throughout the ages..."

Chen Yuan quickly raised his hand and said, "Don't say it, I don't want to hear it."But the human desire to complain is instinctive and unavoidable.

Xu Xun: "...Like a compass with thin legs in a drawing instrument."

Chen Yuan: "..."

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