stand-in model

Everything outside the window is covered in silver, and you will feel the cold temperature outside through the glass.

This year's climate and seasons are exceptionally abnormal.

A few days ago, the temperature was still more than ten degrees Celsius, but now it suddenly dropped to minus degrees Celsius and snow fell.

This forced him to find some warm cotton clothes in the closet.Before Jiang Liang left the window to do other things, the bedroom door was opened.

Jiang Liang turned around and saw the person coming, and suddenly remembered the person's body encircling her when he woke up in the middle of the night last night, the sleep talking and the last light kiss.And the platinum ring that disappeared from his finger early in the morning.

"Are you awake?" Rong Sheng pushed open the door and saw Jiang Liang standing at the window with a look of surprise on his face, closing the door with his hands behind his back. Polo sweater in grey.It wasn't his own. He didn't live in such a state that he couldn't even distinguish the color.

"Yeah. Wake up." Jiang Liang lowered his head and tried to figure out the wide cuffs of his pajamas, then stood by the window and looked at Rong Sheng face to face.

In the end, the gray open-neck sweater in Rong Sheng's hand fell on his shoulder. Jiang Liang and Rong Sheng were at an ambiguous distance. When Rong Sheng raised his arm to put the sweater on him, he could still smell Rong Sheng The citrus smell of Sheng.

Deep into the skin, into the flesh and blood.

How could he have forgotten that Rong Sheng was lighting citrus-flavored aromatherapy every day.Point on the desk, point in the meeting room, point in the bedroom, point in the study.

Basically, wherever Rong Sheng works and lives, this smell will follow Rong Sheng wherever he goes.Rather than following Rong Sheng, it is better to say that Rong Sheng is creating a situation where he is closely dependent on this taste.

Rong Sheng didn't have this smell on him before.Jiang Liang usually only smells the smell of tobacco from this person or has no smell.

Rong Sheng put on the sweater on Jiang Liang's shoulders, and when he looked down at him again, Jiang Liang had recovered from those memories.

Seeing that Jiang Liang didn't avoid the clothes he put on, Rong Sheng amplified his courage, put his arm around Jiang Liang's waist and led him into the bedroom, saying: "It's snowing outside, the temperature by the window is too low, Don't stand there. What if your leg hurts?"

His words carried his thoughtfulness and concern for Jiang Liang.Like all lovers do, they take care of their sweetheart carefully, but this sweetheart ignores him the whole time.

The goldfish on the bookcase on the left hand side is still jumping happily in the water, as if the oxygen generator was artificially taken out a few days ago and it has no effect.Jiang Liang left the man's arms a few seconds after Rong Sheng hugged him, and fed a few grains of fish food on the side of the bookcase with his body sideways.

"It's cold, don't stand here..."

"It's very warm inside." Jiang Liang didn't interrupt Rong Sheng's words, but started a new topic and asked, "Why didn't you go to the company today?"

Rong Sheng was not ashamed to be interrupted by Jiang Liang. With the same tone as the previous few minutes, he stood by the only desk in the bedroom. document.

"Seeing that it's snowing, I didn't go to the company again. I'm afraid that the people here won't be able to take care of you, and they won't be able to take care of you. What if my legs hurt again."

"I'm already 26, Rong Sheng."

"So what about 26? Didn't an accident almost happen last time?!" Rong Sheng's voice rose suddenly, and then he said to himself: "That time, you shouldn't be allowed to stand alone on the hillside. Guizhou is full of mountains. Snow, they have been tossing for so long, and the terrain is complicated. There was an accident at that time."

The porcelain bowl containing the fish food was placed beside the fish tank by Jiang Liang. He lowered his head to observe the goldfish swimming in the fish tank, not daring to face Rong Sheng's emotions.

The avalanche in Guizhou is still fresh in his memory.Although he has stood on the verge of death and looked back on his life countless times, only that time, he didn't want to die, he still wanted to meet Rong Sheng.

"This is Rong Zhai. There is no complicated terrain, no avalanches, and no accidents."

Jiang Liang turned to look at Rong Sheng, and when his eyes fell on Rong Sheng's clenched fist and red eyeballs, he couldn't speak the next part.

That avalanche didn't have much psychological impact on him, at most it was a little uncomfortable to see the snow-covered mountains.Ke Rongsheng looked like this now, as if he was the one who was buried by the snow.

The veins on his forehead kept popping up, and his fist became more and more compact.When Jiang Liang heard Rong Sheng's undulating breathing, he felt bad.

At that moment, he gave up the idea he had been insisting on all along.Rong Sheng's hand clenched into a fist was carefully and carefully opened by Jiang Liang, and he kept saying coaxing words.He is also a mental patient, how could he not know about Rong Sheng's situation.

But he really didn't think of it.

The mental damage caused by that snowfall to Rong Sheng would be so heavy and messy.Perhaps Xue Beng did not make Rong Sheng suddenly increase these fears and attentions in his heart, but his own suicide behaviors made Rong Sheng feel that he would lose him time and time again.So no matter in the past or now, as long as it touches Jiang Liang's life safety, Rong Sheng will subconsciously go crazy.

"Rong Sheng, look at me." Jiang Liang's left hand plunged into the palm of Rong Sheng's left hand, letting the man hold it, and his right hand also gently caressed Rong Sheng's side face.His tone was contemptuous and gentle, his head was raised slightly, and his eyes were full of worries about Rong Sheng's mental state.

"Rong Sheng."

His eyes met Rong Sheng's red eyes, "Rong Sheng. You look at me, I'm still here. e

?I am intact and standing before your eyes. "

He hooked the back of Rong Sheng's neck, and stared at Rong Sheng who was in a bad state of mind, trying to wake him up like this.

"That snow, you rescued me, I'm fine, and you're fine."

"You also said at the time, come out and settle accounts with me."

"I also told you that you have to live like yourself. Look, how long has it been? How can you be manipulated by me?"

How long is it.Rong Sheng became so insecure.His heart seemed to keep a small piece of tenderness towards Rong Sheng forever, which made him a little bit reluctant to let go.

But Jiang Liang has suffered too much, he must be rational, not impulsive or soft-hearted, at present he can only coax Rong Sheng with soft words, so that this person can be more normal.

Fortunately, his efforts were not in vain. After five or six minutes, Rong Sheng finally calmed down.When he was in a clear state, he suddenly saw those loving eyes that he had missed for a long time.

So gentle, Rong Sheng thought.Even though he is in his thirties, he still can't let go of Jiang Liang's tenderness and affection for him.

"Ginger cool."

Rong Sheng opened his mouth slowly, a tear suddenly fell from the corner of his eye, and fell to the floor along Jiang Liang's hand caressing his side face, "I'm sorry."

He was like a homeless cat seeking comfort, his body trembling, his face sideways trying to touch Jiang Liang's warm palm.Skin contact, warm body temperature, Rong Sheng's right hand pressed on the back of Jiang Liang's hand, except for the tear just now, no more tears fell from his eyes, as if it was a flash in the pan.

Jiang Liang in front of him has lost count. This is the first time Rong Sheng has said sorry.Is it the right decision to leave Rongsheng wholeheartedly?

He dared not think about it.

If he stayed by Rong Sheng's side, he would not be so happy; if he didn't stay, would Rong Sheng go crazy.Mental illness is too difficult to treat, and it is too painful when it occurs. How can a top-notch become like this?He used to be so gorgeous, so lofty, but now he can only rely on Jiang Liang in a mess.

Should be happy?It seems that I am not very happy.sad?There seem to be some.

No matter who is at the top of the pyramid, he will sigh and hold back the fall of the people.

"Rong Sheng, you are sick, go see a doctor."

"I'm not going." Rong Sheng held Jiang Liang's hand with his right hand, and pressed Jiang Liang's other hand on his cheek with his left hand. He kissed Jiang Liang's palm intermittently, "I'm not sick."

"You're sick." Jiang Liang held his palm to prevent Rong Sheng from kissing it again.His eyes were affirmative, and his words were undeniable.

"You can't be like this, you are not you like this. You should be high and mature. Rong Sheng. You can't take me as your everything."

"It's not a disease." Rong Sheng bent down and buried his head on Jiang Liang's shoulder, and he hugged Jiang Liang into his arms forcefully.The voice was low and hoarse: "It's not a disease to want to have everything you have. My possessiveness for you is not a disease, nor is my anxiety. I really miss you, I really love you."

"I want your kiss every morning, I want you to wear the ring I gave you, I want you to wear my hickey on your neck, I want the tenderness in your eyes, I want the scolding in your tone, I want You sit there and read the script every day, and I will be by your side."

"I'm not sick. If liking you, loving you, possessing you, and being afraid of losing you is a disease, then the doctor who treats the disease must have misunderstood it."

Rong Sheng took a deep breath, the dull pain in his heart made him unable to breathe, and finally he lay on Jiang Liang's shoulder and cried like a child who couldn't get candy.

Jiangliang is his disease and also his medicine.Jiang Liang is his everything, his longing, and the revived love in his heart.

The place on the shoulder was wet with Rong Sheng's tears, and he cried for a long time.Jiang Liang's hands were hanging down all the time, he didn't pat Rong Sheng's back, and he didn't open his mouth to speak again.

sorry?No regrets.

In Jiang Liang's life, the two most correct things he has done are one is to love Rong Sheng, and the other is to escape in time.

Although he didn't succeed in getting away, but when he saw Rong Sheng crying, he would feel distressed and feel that his revenge had been avenged.

heartache?I used to be so heartbroken.I used to cry like this too, but at that time I couldn't cry loudly, I could only whimper and cry.

When Rong Sheng was tired, Jiang Liang finally pushed away the person on his body.The shoulders of the gray sweater were already wet a lot, and it was extremely uncomfortable to fall on the shoulders.

Rong Sheng took off the sweater on Jiang Liang's body while his eyes were red, took out one of his suit jackets from the closet on one side and covered him first.

Holding the sweater in his arms, he went downstairs again without looking back.

The suit on his body was cold, and Jiang Liang's face gradually sank.Before leaving, he had to stabilize Rong Sheng's emotions, otherwise this person would go crazy, and he would add some guilt to himself.

Fan Pei and Rong Mingzhou downstairs were discussing when to take Rong Sheng to see a psychiatrist. When they saw him go downstairs with his clothes in his arms, the conversation between the two stopped abruptly. In the end, I still couldn't bear to ask: "Ah Sheng, are you going to be with Jiang Liang all your life?"