very close to the clouds

The little boy named Duoji has severe autism.

Shen Yanbai felt regretful in his heart, that child obviously had such beautiful eyes, but he lived in his own world, as if he had no connection with the outside world.But after thinking about it, he felt that the reason why he had such a pair of eyes might be because he was not polluted by the outside world.

Duoji's mouth was a little heavy, and Shen Yanbai's wrist was almost bitten off. Jiang Zhongyu took alcohol to disinfect him, and the pain when sprayed on his hand was worse than when he was bitten.

"I should have told you in advance," Jiang Zhongyu said.

"It's okay." Shen Yanbai gritted his teeth, resisting the pain and said, "I'm a cheap hand, I shouldn't have touched his things."

"After disinfection, I need to wrap a bandage." Jiang Zhongyu's eyes fell on his watch.

Shen Yanbai's watch has never been taken off, Jiang Zhongyu guessed it must be very expensive.

At least it is more expensive than his LV bag, after all, he can ravage or even throw away that bag at will.

Shen Yanbai hesitated for a moment.

Jiang Zhongyu didn't give him a chance to hesitate: "No matter how expensive the watch is, it must be taken off, and the bandage must be wrapped."

Shen Yanbai glanced at him, did not speak, retracted his hand and took off the watch, and with a "click" sound, Shen Yanbai's slender wrist was exposed.

There is a very conspicuous scar on the fair skin.

Jiang Zhongyu only paused for a moment, then as if nothing happened, he picked up the bandage and continued to treat his wound.

Shen Yanbai didn't say anything at this time.

"Okay." Jiang Zhongyu tied a bow on his bandage, "Try not to touch the water in this position these days."

"Ah."

Jiang Zhongyu put his things into the medical box and stood up. When he was packing up his things, Shen Yanbai sat there watching him.

The window was opened with a very small slit, and the wind came in through the slit, making him feel slightly chilled. Shen Yanbai suddenly thought of many things. When he was in Shanghai, no matter how badly he was injured, he could only lie in bed. Waiting for doctors to consult one by one on the hospital bed, his so-called ex-boyfriend is often so busy that he orders a bouquet of flowers worth five figures to be done. As for Ms. Liu, she is even more concerned about when he You can continue to work and annoy the doctor.

There was never a moment like this, when he was sitting on a spacious and rustic bed, under the dim light, when he looked up, he could see Jiang Zhongyu's side face seriously helping him with his wound.

Because of this, Shen Yanbai asked: "Aren't you curious?"

Jiang Zhongyu knew what he was talking about: "Everyone has their own secret."

"It's not really a secret." Shen Yanbai said, "That's how we are celebrities. What we ate today, even what shit we pooped, can reach other people's ears. At that time, no one knew about my suicide. Rarely, there are even people who apologize online, but it’s a pity that once I get better, they heal their scars and forget the pain, and those who should be scolded are still scolding. The world will not change the rules for a certain person, and I don’t have that much ability. "

"You shouldn't live for others," Jiang Zhongyu looked at him, his dark pupils were deep and firm, "You should live for yourself."

"For myself, there is nothing to live for," Shen Yanbai smiled coldly, "There are so many people paying attention to me, at least I can still tell myself that some people will be sad when they die, and some people will be happy. For them , always live well.”

The light flashed twice.

The voltage in the village was always unstable, and after two flashes, it was completely dark. In the darkness, Shen Yanbai saw Jiang Zhongyu's bright eyes, like a whirlpool, which could absorb all bad emotions.

Shen Yanbai subconsciously took a step closer to him, and the two were very close.

Even each other's breathing can be clearly felt.

Shen Yanbai asked him: "Have you seen my news?"

Jiang Zhongyu paused and said "no".

Shen Yanbai expressed regret: "You should watch it, it's very exciting. Apart from what I told you that day, there is also my love history, I..."

With a bang, the light came on again.

The door was pushed open, and Pingcuo's voice sounded: "I'm sorry, the electricity was cut off just now, there is nothing wrong with you here."

Jiang Zhongyu turned his head to look at Puncuo naturally, and said, "It's all right."

Pingcuo smiled: "It's a small place, but it's inconvenient. I don't know if Brother Shen, a big star, can adapt."

Shen Yanbai also nodded at him: "It's better than sleeping in the wild or in the car."

"Speaking of which, Lao Jiang, I have something I just want to discuss with you," Puncok opened the door and said, "Talk?"

Jiang Zhongyu glanced at Shen Yanbai.

Shen Yanbai picked up his clothes and said, "I'll take a shower first, you can chat in the room." Then he hurried out.

Jiang Zhongyu had no choice but to sit down.

Shen Yanbai avoided the bandage and took a comfortable bath. It was almost early morning when he came out. The village was quiet, but he could hear a wolf howling occasionally. He squatted at the foot of the room where he was going to live and lit a cigarette. Smoke, amidst the smog, I saw the crescent moon covered more than half of my body by dead branches.

The world is very quiet, and so is his heart.

After Shen Yanbai smoked a whole cigarette, the window was suddenly pushed open. Shen Yanbai knocked his head against the corner of the window and gasped for air.

Jiang Zhongyu poked his head out of the window, looked down at Shen Yanbai who was squatting on the ground, and smiled: "What are you doing hiding here?"

"Look at the moon." Shen Yanbai looked up at the crescent moon.

"Looking at the moon?" Jiang Zhongyu followed his movements to look at the crescent moon in confusion. This moon was actually not any different from the moon he had seen thousands of nights in Hoh Xil.

"Well, look at the moon." Shen Yanbai nodded, affirmed again, and said, "The moonlight is beautiful tonight."

Looking at the moon, Jiang Zhongyu suddenly felt that the moonlight seemed to be so different again.

Jiang Zhongyu turned over from the wall, sat on the window sill, stretched out his hand and pulled Shen Yanbai up, and the two sat together, shoulders tightly touching each other.

Stopping Shen Yanbai from smoking another cigarette, Jiang Zhongyu said, "Doesn't smoking while looking at the moon destroy the moonlight?"

"That's true."

Shen Yanbai put the cigarette back into his pocket again, raised one foot, he was not wearing shoes, and even the blue veins on the back of his fair foot were clearly visible.

Illuminated by the cold moonlight, it looks holy and alluring.

Jiang Zhongyu quietly looked away again.

"Jiang Zhongyu," Shen Yanbai asked, shaking his feet and raising his head, "what on earth are you doing?"

Jiang Zhongyu said: "Unemployed people."

"It's not fair," Shen Yanbai said, "You can find everything about me on the Internet, but I only know your name and how old you are, nothing else."

Jiang Zhongyu smiled and said, "Does it matter if you know or not?"

Shen Yanbai thought for a while, and answered him: "Meeting by chance, it's not important."

Jiang Zhongyu stopped talking.

However, Shen Yanbai thought seriously in his heart that meeting by chance could actually develop into a dewy marriage.