Give it a go, a man becomes a wife

For half an hour, the boy never took his eyes off Cheng Yi.

Of course Cheng Yi found out, but he didn't understand what it meant for a little boy to keep looking at him like this, and he added him on WeChat just now... Being stared at by a man like this, Cheng Yi would think that this man wanted to trouble him , but this boy is obviously not looking for trouble.

After a few more minutes, the boy's eyes became more and more intense, making Cheng Yi feel a little uncomfortable. He wriggled his fingers and wondered if he should directly pull the boy out to ask what the hell was going on. thing.

But before he had time to go, Bai Yi came.

The milk tea shop is not that big, there are several tables inside besides the operating desk and cashier, most of the people around here are office workers, and it’s not time to get off work, so there are only Cheng Yi and Bai in the shop. There was no one else except Yi and her two working children.

Seeing that Bai Yi and Cheng Yi were sitting still and didn't bother to say hello, the moment Bai Yi walked towards him, Cheng Yi felt a bit of fucking regret in his heart, why did he ask Bai Yi to meet and chat? Can't tell?

Maybe, Cheng Yi thought, there are some things that I really can't understand in a few words, the main reason is that Cheng Yi is afraid that Bai Yi will hang up the phone while talking, and then I can't explain it even more, so I think about it , he still felt that it was necessary for the two of them to have a face-to-face conversation.

"Cheng Yi." Bai Yi called out, and sat down opposite Cheng Yi.

Cheng Yi hummed lightly, and looked up to find that the kid at the cash register was observing them very curiously.

This kind of sight made Cheng Yi feel a little uncomfortable. Although there was no malice, he could feel that the child seemed to connect Bai Yi with him. As for what other people thought between him and Bai Yi Cheng Yi didn't know about the relationship, but no matter what kind of relationship it was, Cheng Yi felt very unappetizing.

Let's make a quick decision, Cheng Yi thought, leave as soon as possible, and face Bai Yi now, Cheng Yi felt very uncomfortable no matter what.

These old things have been dragged on for too long, and Cheng Yi has become accustomed to the feeling of carrying a burden. This sudden unloading and starting a new life, Cheng Yi still feels a little like a dream.

Cheng Yi put away his phone, looked straight at Bai Yi and said slowly, "We've known each other for over thirty years, and we know the truth and truth, so I won't talk nonsense."

Speaking of this, Cheng Yi paused for a moment before continuing: "I'm really sorry for you. I have never avoided your parents' affairs, but you have gone too far this time. I said a long time ago that the matter between us You shouldn't involve other people, you broke your promise."

Bai Yi looked at Cheng Yi calmly and asked, "And then?"

After a moment of silence, Cheng Yi replied: "I have already paid off what I owe you, even if I haven't paid it off, I don't plan to pay it back. I once promised Auntie Yu that I would support you until you graduate from college. I did it, Bai Yi, yes." You are too greedy about things, it is impossible for you to always use other people's handles to satisfy your own goals."

Cheng Yi tried his best to resolve this matter calmly, and he had better resolve it thoroughly. Although it was almost impossible to completely resolve these four words based on his understanding of Bai Yi, it had to be solved step by step.

He wanted to confess his past in front of Pei Le, these things between him and Pei Le always made him feel that it was not fair to Pei Le because of these deceptions, even though Pei Le never asked, except for the WeChat incident last time He never mentioned Bai Yi in front of Cheng Yi.

Does Pei Le not care?Cheng Yi thought, how is it possible?No one in this world would care more about the existence of Bai Yi than Pei Le. Pei Le didn't ask because of the inevitable result of his evasion several times. To put it simply, Pei Le didn't ask because of Cheng Yi. Prefer not to say.

Bai Yi, who was facing him, smiled. At this moment, Cheng Yi realized that Bai Yi's complexion was not very good, it was sallow, but he didn't ask any more questions.

"I understand what you mean," Bai Yi said, "You want to return to the world to be Cheng Yi, but you don't want to think about it. You lost your qualifications to be a human more than 20 years ago. After so many years, you still want to Come out, aren't you afraid that my parents will die in peace?"

Cheng Yi didn't touch the lemonade on the table, he didn't like to drink it, he just bought it because he felt embarrassed to just stay here.

There has been a water stain on the bottom of the cup with the passage of time, and the water drops on the cup are still falling, leaving traces on the cup.

As long as it exists, there must be traces, even if someone drinks or throws away this glass of lemonade, and the water stains on the table are cleaned up, but Cheng Yi sees it when he sees it, see When he arrived, it showed that he could prove the existence of those traces, which was an undeniable fact.

"If Uncle Bai and Aunt Yu are still here, I'd like to be like a cow and a horse to repay their kindness. It's my duty to help you study, and I will never run away from giving them retirement." Cheng Yi glanced at Bai Yi lightly, "But They are gone, I can only repay this kindness to them in my next life..."

Cheng Yi twitched the corners of his mouth, "I can say that, because they are all dead, and they can't control me if they don't pay back, even if I promised Aunt Yu to help you study, so what if she turned back after she passed away ? If you force me with the death of your parents, I can ignore their death at all. Do you think you can hold me hostage for the rest of your life with their lives? Bai Yi, you seem to have missed one fact—you Your parents are dead, they have been dead for many years, they can't even control you now, how can they have time to blame me?"

Bai Yi stared at Cheng Yi, his eyes gradually darkened, and suddenly, he laughed again.

He said: "Cheng Yi, you are so lucky. Someone like you is trying to pull you out. You are the chief culprit who caused my family to be ruined, but you pretend to be so innocent in front of others. You should Stay in the dirty stinky ditch all your life, but wishful thinking that someone can drag you out, let me remind you, have you forgotten that you are a murderer, seven years in it is considered cheap for you, as early as 20 years ago You should have died in that lake with your parents before."

"Didn't you use the murderer's money well?" Cheng Yi asked calmly, "You are also very lucky. The murderer who killed your parents didn't solve your scourge in the first place, and even worked hard. Don’t you feel at ease if you accept it for your study and become a talent? We are half a catty, and if you pretend to be a mung bean bastard, you will feel that you are different——I’m here to inform you that I will not interfere in your affairs in the future. If something happens Don't come to me for anything, and if you have something to do to Pei Le in the future, don't blame me for only now thinking of solving you, idiot..."

"You've changed," Bai Yi interrupted Cheng Yi very bluntly, and stared at Cheng Yi gloomily, as if he wanted to find out exactly what had changed in Cheng Yi.

Cheng Yi didn't take Bai Yi's gaze seriously, and said calmly, "I didn't want to see you when you were young, and I still don't want to see you when you grow up. You're quite a straight person when you don't invite people to see you. And finally."

Indeed, Cheng Yi has always disliked Bai Yi, who is too pretentious and has insidious thoughts. When a few children played together when they were young, it was inevitable that they would break something. The one he left the cleanest, at that time Cheng Yi took him to play because of the face of both parents.

Uncle Cheng is an open-minded person. Even if he has completely forgotten how to write the word open and bright, he is still illiterate.

"Cheng Yi!" Some words may have touched Bai Yi's nerves, and the sternness on Bai Yi's face turned into anger in an instant.

"Why are you angry?" Cheng Yi said leisurely, "It's really not your turn to be angry. You should know something about your own virtues. You have been threatening me with that little thing all the time. , I suddenly found out today that it’s useless to talk about those things again, are you out of breath? It’s so interesting, you take it as a fool but don’t let others treat you as a fool.”

Cheng Yi looked at the angry Bai Yi and smiled and said, "You don't really think that the help I've been helping you all this time is just because I owe your family and I promised Aunt Yu to take care of you, right?"

There is a reason for this, Cheng Yi does not deny it.

But the deeper reason Cheng Yi didn't tell anyone. He buried those things he didn't want to mention in the bottom of his heart in a chaotic and quiet way, and he guarded them uneasy for a long time. Now that he thinks about it, he still can't see it Tianri, so Cheng Yi didn't say any more.

He hasn't felt it for a long time, and this kind of hatred has almost turned into a real look, and its intensity has reached the point where even this small milk tea shop can't hold it.

Cheng Yi couldn't help laughing out with Bai Yi's expression of wanting to gnash his teeth into pieces.

"Forget it," Cheng Yi took out his phone and glanced at the time, there is still half an hour before Pei Le gets off work, and he has been busy recently, so Pei Le has always been off work on time, "There are so many things you can't figure out in this world If you go, will someone explain it to you over and over again?"

"So," Bai Yi stared at Cheng Yi, and said word by word, "What is the reason for your concessions all this time?"

"I've done what your parents told me. As for the other reasons, why do you need to know Mr. Bai," Cheng Yi said, "I've been wondering if I'm only worthy of living like this. As you said, I'm a murderer. Murderer, I should have drowned in the icy lake more than 20 years ago, but the murderer has someone to help him, but you, the victim, can only live in the memory, isn't it ridiculous?"

Cheng Yi, who was in his teens, stood stiffly in front of the hospital bed, looking at the woman who was tortured so badly that her mouth kept moving. The woman's expression was regretful and painful, while Cheng Yi's expression was almost numb. , he stood there, straight like a mallet, listening to the woman make her last words.

There were so many words that he couldn't remember them all. The sentence that impressed him the most was, "Cheng Yi, I'll leave our little Yi to you."

"You have a reason to hate me." Cheng Yi stood up and picked up the lemonade on the table and looked down at Bai Yi, "Others have the right to love me, you always think you can make me suffer, even I sometimes think so , but then I realized that your little thoughts are nothing but fart."

Later he understood that Bai Yi was only the cause of his pain, but not the source of it. The source of his uneasiness was himself, probably the self who was disliked by him and accepted by Pei Le.