Give it a go, a man becomes a wife

"I don't know how many times I have to say it to give you enough sense of security, but as long as you want to listen, I can keep talking."

Cheng Yi was stunned, he thought, in his ordinary life, what attracted Pei Le, the ordinary person who was lying at the feet of the Buddha with half of his body, with sins that he couldn't explain clearly, looked back In the meantime, his life was so barren and so heavy that Cheng Yi himself couldn't find anything in him that was worthy of deep love.

What about Pei Le?

How did he get his hand into his clothes after saying such a touching sentence?

Of course, Cheng Yi fully felt that Pei Le could do two things with one mind. While staring at him very innocently, he touched his waist with his hands, and he was very active.

At this moment, Cheng Yi suddenly felt that his touch just now was like feeding a dog.

"You..." Cheng Yi opened his mouth and gestured with his eyes, meaning what the hell are you doing?

"Huh?" Pei Le looked innocent, and he didn't stop moving his hands at all. He touched and pinched, and there was still a faint smell of cigarettes on his body, and Cheng Yi's thoughts were drawn to the cigarettes in a flash.

"You won't let me smoke, and then you smoke it yourself?" Cheng Yi pulled Pei Le's hand out and pinched it in his hand, and pinched Pei Le's mandible with the other hand, "Why are you so useless?"

He wasn't angry. In fact, he also knew that he smoked too much. Two packs a day could only be regarded as normal performance. If he smoked only one pack a day, it would definitely be considered a discovery of conscience.

Life is a small matter, but death is a major matter. Talking about life and death always seems to make people feel unstoppable. These days, Cheng Yi has been thinking, what will Pei Le do if he dies?

Cheng Yi has experienced life and death. During those dark days, his way of living was on the small woven bag in his hand, and his life was completely controlled like the plastic bottle in the woven bag.

I have suffered one step at a time. Looking back on those days now, it is like a bottomless nightmare. When I sink into it, I don’t think it is so terrible, but as long as I step out again, Cheng Yi knew that he didn't have the courage to go back, so he let himself sink into that dream, turning a blind eye to everything around him, as if this was the only way he could face everything calmly.

In the end, it's just a small disguise, pretending to be an adult, pretending to be deep, pretending not to care about anything.

Pei Le's affairs were not big or small, but he was afraid that Cheng Yi would pretend to be dead quietly and leave him so suddenly.

"elder brother……"

And Pei Le, like Cheng Yi, often wouldn't tell what he was afraid of.

"I once thought, if you didn't keep me at that time, what would happen to me in the future?" Pei Le's eyes were heavy, and there seemed to be a touch of sadness, "Maybe I would wander to other places and meet someone Another person, it is also possible that one day I will die somewhere, but the thing that scares me the most when I think about it is myself, I am very scared, what will you do if I don't stay with you in my life ?”

Cheng Yi looked at Pei Le in surprise, something in his heart collapsed, he felt pain, the pain spread from the bottom of his heart, instantly spread to his limbs, and even his eyes became sore.

What did he do for Pei Le when he was ignorant and fearless?Or back to the original question, what can he do for Pei Le even now?What is it about him that attracts Pei Le?Can a person be trapped in it for so many years and still choose him without hesitation, walk towards him, and even redeem him?

Looking back half his life, Cheng Yi suddenly realized that he had never done anything for Pei Le, so far he came to the conclusion that for Pei Le, he was not a qualified parent, nor a suitor.

That's right, although he didn't expect that Pei Le would like him, and he didn't have time to understand what Pei Le was thinking when he knew it. After entering, there was a high wall between them, and they missed each other but couldn't see each other. Speechless for so many years.

When he came out, he wishfully thought that Pei Le's love was just a resurgence, so he let himself go over and over again and drove Pei Le out, thinking that both of them could go back to the past.

Cheng Yi asked himself more than once, what is he dissatisfied with his current life?Pei Le also said that he seems to have been living seven years ago. Isn't this just because he doesn't want Pei Le to have a different life as time goes by?

He was afraid that Pei Le would leave, so that he would be alone again, and he wanted Pei Le to leave, using this idea to prove that Pei Le would eventually leave him.

In the end, Cheng Yi himself didn't trust anyone, he was a lone traveler in a nightmare, and Pei Lemao's rash intrusion made him feel at a loss and at the same time he was reluctant to part with this hard-won indulgence.

"I'm sorry." Cheng Yi thought, he owed Pei Le an apology.

But how can the sourness in my heart disappear with just a word of sorry.

"elder brother……"

With this soft cry, Cheng Yi immediately died. Even if he stared at his eyes and tried his best to let the tears flow back, but what to do, Pei Le was right in front of him, and the most successful thing in his life was picking up a little beggar and returning home home?In the face of success, most people cry with joy.

"Grass!" Cheng Yi couldn't help it anymore, he just couldn't bear it anymore, let the tears roll down, make a fool of yourself if you think about it, anyway, Pei Le is not an outsider, if Pei Le dares to make fun of him with this matter, he will...

He didn't know what to do, because he didn't expect Pei Le to pull him into his arms.

"Brother..." Pei Le hugged Cheng Yi tightly with almost all his strength, and patted Cheng Yi's back lightly with his palms. Although it was very inappropriate, Cheng Yi was crying... Pei Le The crying Cheng Yi is very cute with the corners of his lips hooked quietly.

It hit Pei Le's heart directly, or he was a pervert, he used all means to satisfy his desire to express his opinion, he deeply knew why Cheng Yi cried, and also knew what kind of twists and turns his brother had gone through in his heart Only then did he shed tears in front of him, but Pei Le was delighted to hear and see, and was extremely satisfied.

"Cheng Yi..." Pei Le murmured softly, "Do you think I don't want you these days? Why are you so stupid? You have to think about many things before you can recover. You have to know, How could I not want you, but you, with your attitude changing so quickly, I thought you were playing tricks with me... trying to seduce me with a beauty trick, and then take the opportunity to escape. "

"Because I'm afraid too, Cheng Yi."

A 35-year-old man was crying in the arms of a 25-year-old man. This incident made the 35-year-old man feel ashamed enough, but another young man seemed not to let him go on purpose. He kept crying, The man kept talking.

What likes, what loves, what sweetness, what comes out of Pei Le's mouth is heart-palpitating.

However, after listening to it, I feel that this palpitation has actually been buried in my heart for a long time, and being addicted to it and suddenly seeing the sun always makes people unable to recover.

"You're enough!" Cheng Yi's accusation was full of tears, hoarse and tactful, Pei Le took a breath, and the hand that patted Cheng Yi's back began to appear absent-minded.

Not enough, how can it be enough, just hugging like this, even if hugging for a lifetime will not be enough.

Pei Le suddenly pushed Cheng Yi down on the sofa.

"Grass?" Cheng Yi cursed out of nowhere, his eyes were red, and there were still tears on his face that hadn't had time to rub on Pei Le's clothes.

It's so cute, Pei Le stared at Cheng Yi, and what was surging in his heart was the endless clamor of possessiveness.

"Cheng Yi..."

At the beginning of the desire, Pei Le was also at a loss. The forest has gone with time, and what remains is only his initial heartbeat that makes people tremble violently at the thought of it.

"Cheng Yi, hold me."

Whispers came from the ears, the pinnae of the ears were slightly hot, and then there was a scalding heat from the lips, the heat was rising steadily, and Cheng Yi felt that he was about to be melted.

He reached out and hugged Pei Le's waist, and his tense muscles jumped happily under the clothes, just like Pei Le's excited mood.

"I've been waiting for this moment for a long time. Cheng Yi. If life is a line with no end in sight, and right and wrong are all in a single thought, then Cheng Yi, it must be you, and only you, that my line is entwined with. Hmm...Even if you don't want to, I'll find a way to entangle you, so don't think about getting rid of me in your life, you know?"

"Is this... is this him? Is that why you got your hands into Lao Tzu's clothes?" Cheng Yi twitched his lips, and his whole body was as messy as in a storm.

"Huh? Can't you?"

"It's okay!" Cheng Yi almost laughed angrily. He accepted Pei Le, but he didn't intend to develop so fast, not to mention that he was still in Pei Le's office.

"Get up the fuck up for me!" Cheng Yi looked at Pei Le smiling at Mimi and didn't get angry, "I asked you to kiss, but didn't say to let you touch, you idiot, get up quickly—ah, you're disobedient!" No, are you fucking looking for practice?"

"Cheng Yi, are you shy?" Pei Le narrowed his eyes, as if he knew everything.

"Fuck, what the hell are you thinking? I'm ashamed, I'm going to have fun tomorrow," Cheng Yi said, his heart skipped a beat, and when it was over, Pei Le's expression became a little subtle at a speed visible to the naked eye.

"Where are you going to have fun? What kind of fun are you looking for?" Pei Le asked.

"What the hell are you looking for?" Cheng Yi bared his teeth and smiled, "I'm going to find Miss!"

"Oh?" Pei Le grabbed Cheng Yi's wrist, stared at Cheng Yi for a while, and then said leisurely, "Looking for a lady? Do you know where to look? Don't say I didn't remind you, there are a lot of people outside. Not clean."

Cheng Yi was about to say how the hell did you know that Pei Le had spoken again, and dropped a bombshell on Cheng Yi.

"Don't go looking for it outside," Pei Le smiled and lowered her head and whispered in Cheng Yi's ear, "You fuck me, I'm clean."

Grass!There was a bang in Cheng Yi's ears, as if hundreds of Italian cannons exploded in his ears at the same time, it was deafening.

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