Give it a go, a man becomes a wife

"Crap!" Cheng Yi scolded and asked again, "Does it hurt?"

Pei Le shook his head, "It doesn't hurt."

"Are you an idiot? Does this look like it doesn't hurt?" Cheng Yi squatted in front of the bed, wiped his face a little irritatedly, he suddenly became bored, it was really hard to figure out why he saw Pei Le's first reaction was not happiness but boredom.

Because he thinks that Pei Le has come this far because of him, if Pei Le didn't like him, if he had had time to arrange everything when he went in, maybe so many things wouldn't have happened at all.

Self-blame and guilt overwhelmed Cheng Yi.

"Let's apply some medicine. Is there any medicinal wine at home?" Cheng Yi asked, "If not, I'll go out and buy some."

"No," Pei Le refused, "It will be fine in two days."

Cheng Yi frowned and said nothing, the room was very quiet.

"Brother, it really doesn't hurt." Pei Le reached out and touched Cheng Yi's head, silently comforting him.

"You don't hurt," Cheng Yi covered his face, and the voice from between his fingers was muffled, "I hurt, Pei Le, I hurt."

Pei Le was taken aback, his face twisted slightly.

"Pei Le, what should we do?"

He didn't say it clearly, he seemed to be asking Pei Le what to do, but also what he should do, what should he do to solve this matter perfectly.

Pei Le admitted it himself, if he didn't admit it, he could ask Pei Le to post a post to deny it, but Pei Le admitted it himself, and for him, he bet on his future, studies, and maybe even his life.

It's impossible not to be touched, but because the touch was too great, Cheng Yi couldn't accept it at all for a while. He pushed himself into a dead end, thinking that he himself was the chief culprit for today's situation.

Cheng Yi raised his head, his eyes were full of confusion, the matter has come to this point, Cheng Yi suddenly had an instinctive resistance to the two words "future", what should he do?In just a short while, Cheng Yi had asked himself countless times. A 35-year-old middle-aged man was squatting there with his neck sunken and his face full of decadence. It seemed that he was on the verge of collapse.

"It's okay, bro." Pei Le stretched out his hand and pulled Cheng Yi into his arms, letting Cheng Yi's head stick tightly to his stomach. While comforting him softly, he gently patted Cheng Yi's back with his hands , "It's okay, I have everything."

Cheng Yi didn't resist, and didn't speak. After a while, Pei Le felt his stomach was wet, with a trace of scorching heat, and his whole body stiffened involuntarily.

"Brother..." Pei Le was extremely shocked in his heart. Time flies, spring and autumn come, and the gloomy sky suddenly makes a bang, thunder strikes, and the rain is about to fall.

These were all within Pei Le's expectation, but Cheng Yi's unprepared tears caused Pei Le's calm face to suddenly crack.

Pei Le's hand on Cheng Yi's back stopped, and the comforting sound also stopped. After the thunder, it suddenly became quiet. Pei Le waited for a long time with bated breath, and finally felt Cheng Yi's deliberate suppression in the air. cries.

It is no exaggeration to say that Cheng Yi's crying almost made Pei Le jump up from the bed excitedly. This was originally a game. Son is fine.

What Pei Le never expected was that a lie brought unexpected results.

He felt the little bit of hot wind brought by Cheng Yi's nose, covering the heat lost after the tears evaporated. Pei Le was very selfish and didn't give Cheng Yi any comfort. Like it, so he didn't want to interrupt, while Pei Le was enjoying the pleasure, it rained.

It was raining heavily, and the raindrops slapped on the window, and the sound of papa papa made a sound, as if trying to tear something apart.

Cheng Yi didn't want to cry, but he couldn't help it at all. The past was entangled, and he was faced with adversity. It seemed that he should shoulder the responsibility of a parent and educate Pei Le, a brat, with tears.

When many things exist in this world, they all have their reasons, beginning-process-result, these three words cannot be avoided, but sometimes a good beginning is difficult to end well, such as a person's life , he is forced to exist but has to take the initiative to bear his fate, no matter where he flees, he can't escape.

This is probably when people are at their weakest.

There is no way, I don't know what to do.

But when I think about it again, when I don't know what to do, is it because some kind of unresolved feelings and concerns arise in my heart?

Pei Le only knew that Cheng Yi was crying because of him, but for what reason, Pei Le didn't think so much for the time being.

He has always felt that he is like a dusty old object, wanting to have his own place in Cheng Yi's restarted life, even if it is not so harmonious?Even if Cheng Yi has re-planned his life and he has been abandoned.

Pei Le never told anyone. In fact, during the days and nights when Cheng Yi left, he was often overwhelmed by the word "abandoned". He could only throw away things about Cheng Yi one after another. Seeing is pure, maybe not seeing can make you feel better. It can be said that in order to recover from the breathless days, Pei Le has basically done everything he can do.

Cheng Yi cried until Pei Le's belly was wet. This unprecedented way of getting along was undoubtedly refreshing, and he was reluctant to end it.

"It's too bad," Pei Le thought, he is really too bad, the more Cheng Yi cries, the more he doesn't want Cheng Yi to stop, the whimpering sound is not so joyful and pleasant, but to Pei Le's ears, it makes his nerves And the heartbeat followed incomparably harmonious to achieve the same beat.

I don't know how long it took, Cheng Yi cried enough and was tired. He stood up and went to the bathroom. Pei Le's arms were empty in an instant, leaving only a cool breeze, and his heart suddenly ached.

It was like being pricked by a needle behind the tail of a wasp, and the pain soon spread throughout the internal organs.

Looking at the empty embrace, Pei Le became aware again, some things may be the first time, but it may also be the last time.

Cheng Yi had never vented his emotions in front of him so clearly, nor had he accepted his heat so calmly.

Pei Le was stunned for a while, then laughed, he got up and poured a glass of water and put it on the table, then Cheng Yi came out of the toilet, Pei Le heard footsteps, slow and heavy.

Cheng Yi came in, stopped, and just behind Pei Le, Cheng Yi suddenly hugged him, with his hands folded on Pei Le's abdomen, with a sense of devotion that should only appear when worshiping Buddha.

Then, Cheng Yi spoke.

"Pei Le, go abroad."

"I don't have a passport," Pei Le said.

"Will it take a long time to do that?" Cheng Yi asked.

Pei Le nodded.

"Then go to the north first," Cheng Yi said again, "In short, get out of here first."

"Brother, will you go with me?" Pei Le stretched out his hand to cover Cheng Yi's, with his eyelids downcast, making it hard to see his expression.

After a while of silence, Cheng Yi said, "I'm not going. There are a few people I know in the north. You go to them first. After a while, you come back to apply for a passport, and then go abroad."

"Should I go alone?" Pei Le asked.

Cheng Yi suddenly felt a headache, the kind of pain that was about to explode.

I don't know when the rain has subsided, pattering, the flowers downstairs are more delicate after the rainstorm, but the petals are missing a corner at some point, just like Pei Le's life, without Cheng Yi's existence, it always makes people feel happy. Feeling very unfulfilled.

Oh, what he meant was that he was the petal that fell, and Cheng Yi was the root that supported him and was indispensable for him to absorb nutrients.

The north is so far away that people can't avoid it, not to mention the foreign countries that Cheng Yi said, Pei Le asked himself, no matter how much a petal floats in the wind, it is impossible to cross thousands of miles, cross the ocean, he can't bear it, and he was unwilling .

In fact, even the Xinbei District of Kangle Town is a distance that Pei Le doesn't want to admit, so how could he be willing to accept the word "distance".

"Pei Le, you are 25."

Cheng Yi thought, can you stop acting like a baby, can you make your life have hundreds of possibilities.

All of these are things that cannot be replaced by others.

He said: "Pei Le, I hope you are responsible for yourself."

Pei Le's hand covering Cheng Yi's hand dropped, and he sighed leisurely and helplessly and said softly, "I see."

You will abandon me again, Cheng Yi.