Give it a go, a man becomes a wife

The hot summer makes people irritable, and gusts of hot wind inadvertently mess up Cheng Yi's thoughts.

As another party involved, Cheng Yi is obviously a passive role in this matter.

"Why me?" Cheng Yi put his hand into his trouser pocket and found the key inside, he couldn't help but hold the key tightly in his hand.

"I don't know either," Pei Le said, "Brother, I can't answer your question, but I can tell you very clearly that it can only be you, and this will never change."

"You're only so old that you dare to mention forever?" Cheng Yi laughed, his eyes became dark and heavy, and he looked at a deep place without any fluctuations.

"Cheng Yi, I've been thinking, what are you running away from, and what are you afraid of? What is it that keeps you from moving forward, that you can't even face your own heart?"

"You think you know me well?" Cheng Yi lowered his eyes and cut off the connection with the outside world.

"Cheng Yi, no one in this world knows you better than me." Pei Le also straightened his face, it didn't seem like an ordinary conversation, but more like making some kind of promise, "Dongzi can't, Lin Mei can't, Bai Yi even more no."

Pei Le paused, looked away from Cheng Yi and looked into the distance, then said: "Brother, why did you reject me? Is it because I'm a man or because I'm your younger brother? Or you won't be so thorough in rejecting me?" Is it because I am your younger brother? You are pitying me, you are afraid that I will feel uncomfortable if you reject too hard, so your attitude has been wavering, but you think, I am still waiting for you where you have been away for so long, are you Shouldn't you believe that the feelings I've waited for so long won't be blown away by the wind?"

Scholars are the most eloquent, especially the one in front of me who has been with him for so long, but Cheng Yi has no experience in relationships. And when he was trapped in the relationship, he could only use other people's affairs to make an unnecessary persuasion.

It's like you look at so-and-so's children.

"Dongzi and Lin Mei..." Thinking of it, Cheng Yi still felt regretful about the relationship of more than ten years. At this stage, starting anew is really no different from divorce.

"They broke up." When Cheng Yilue said this with a heavy heart, he felt a little nervous for no reason.

"Huh?" Pei Le turned his head to look at Cheng Yi, the earring on his left ear was shining brightly in the sun, his expression was slightly puzzled, as if he didn't understand why Cheng Yi got involved with Dongzi and Lin Mei.

"Pei Le," Cheng Yi said, "Is there any difference between your liking and theirs? For more than ten years, it's been a while since we broke up. In this world, is there really anyone who can't live without someone?"

"You're afraid." Pei Le narrowed his eyes and said firmly.

"What am I afraid of?" Cheng Yi smiled casually, "Are we afraid that we will be separated like them in a few years?"

"Yeah, brother, what are you afraid of?" Pei Le reached out and touched the earrings on the earlobe and said, "You are afraid that my current liking is just a whim, and you are afraid that one day I will no longer like you, you I'm afraid that after I really get to know you, there will be a sense of gap, and you are even more afraid that our relationship will not be as good as it is now, so you refuse to start, otherwise, why don't you even bother to say that you don't like me?"

"Aren't you just forcing me to talk?" Cheng Yi lowered his eyelids, his voice was low, and he froze in place, like a wooden stake growing here.

"Is it important?" Pei Le asked.

"Isn't it important?" Cheng Yi asked back.

"It doesn't matter whether you like me or not. Of course, I always dreamed that you would like me," Pei Le said. "When I was young, I didn't know what love meant. Yes, but I saw it, just after you came out, I thought it's fine that we are like this now, whether you have a vague attitude or don't like me, I don't care, as long as you are happy, as long as you are willing, it doesn't matter So what if we've been like this?"

"Then what are you asking for?" Cheng Yi looked at Pei Le with a complicated expression.

"It's good that you stay by my side all the time," Pei Le said softly, but there was a rumbling sound in Cheng Yi's ears, and he couldn't help trembling because his heart was smashed.

Most of the time, the feelings are not clear, and sometimes even the more he speaks, the less he expresses his meaning. Cheng Yi can't help but think, is it possible that Pei Le misunderstood what he said?

At this time, there is really no one inseparable from anyone in the world, and there is no relationship that lasts so long that it needs to be accompanied by a lifetime. Everyone spends a lot of time in a state of emptiness and loneliness. At this time, a little liking is enough to make people excited.

Pei Le is still young, he may not be able to understand the innate sense of loneliness, but Cheng Yi has already fallen into it. Birds and fish are not in the same world after all.

But, how should he explain what that damned loneliness is?How can I persuade Pei Le to stay away?

Once upon a time, the dark nightmare made Cheng Yi feel that even the light coming in through the window was his sin. In the countless collisions with the darkness, Cheng Yi chose to surrender to fate and stopped making unnecessary resistance.

"Pei Le," Cheng Yi said, "I will not leave you, nor will I like you, can you accept it?"

"Would that brother like others?" Pei Le asked.

"No," Cheng Yi shook his head, with a self-deprecating expression on his face, Pei Le frowned.

When the car arrived, the two of them stopped talking tacitly. Cheng Yi carried the luggage up in silence, followed by Pei Le. He found a seat by the window. Cheng Yi lowered his head, put down the luggage and turned to get off the car. Suddenly, Pei Le gently hugged Cheng Yi's waist, and before Cheng Yi could react, he let go.

Cheng Yi paused for a moment, then got out of the car without looking back.

Soon, the car left again, and Cheng Yi stood there for a while, turned around and set foot on the way home.

During the contemplation, there are countless things to describe feelings, such as roses, such as promises, such as the sentence I like you at the beginning, I think these fragile things can turn feelings into a very broken substantive beauty.

Why use these things to describe feelings?

Is the feeling itself not enough to prove something?

Cheng Yi stopped and walked with his hands behind his back, confused by his own thoughts. He stared expressionlessly at the scarecrow in the farmland, and the surroundings were still silent.

At this time, the phone rang suddenly, and Cheng Yi stopped and took out the phone from his pocket. When he saw the message clearly, the expression on his face froze in an instant.