Wanderer

Bai Yunqi thought too much and fell asleep all night, the floor was cold, and his fever reached 39 degrees. After taking a shower, he changed his clothes and sat on the sofa as if nothing had happened. go.

"Let's go to the hospital." Wen Hai's face was gloomy, "Did you get injured yesterday?"

The person being stared at hadn't dried his hair after taking a shower, his bangs were long and slightly curled, his complexion was sickly red, because he was curled up on the sofa in a large sweater, he was one size smaller.He reluctantly listened to Wen Hai's question and shook his head. When he shook his head, he felt dizzy pain. He let out a soft "hiss" and shrank back into the sofa, "I'm fine, just take some medicine and I'll be fine."

"Yes, you're fine." Wen Hai was annoyed, "If I don't come back, you're going to get meningitis..." He was halfway through the sentence and realized that Bai Tongan had told him exactly what he had said, and immediately stopped the car , angry with myself and myself.

Bai Yunqi propped his head and just looked at him, his eyes were blurred, as if he was not asleep.

Wen Hai threw one of his coats to him, "Let's go."

Bai Yunqi is still insisting: "I will eat..."

"Hurry up, I can't hold you." Wen Hai rubbed his fingers impatiently, "Don't throw you halfway to the ground."

Bai Yunqi wrapped Wen Hai's coat and fell asleep in the car again.Wen Hai drove to the Third City Hospital nearby, and took him to the fever clinic on the third floor with his arms. "What is your relationship with this child?"

"I..." Wen Hai stuck for a moment, "I'm his brother, cousin."

"Where are the parents of this child?"

"died."

"..."

"Just tell me if you have anything to say." Wen Hai sat upright, "Is there any serious illness?"

"No." The female doctor's tone was sympathetic, "Yes, I found that this child may be a little malnourished, and has been in a state of neurasthenia for a long time, and his mental condition is very poor. Parents should pay attention to it and adjust the child in time. Do you know what medicine you are allergic to... Sigh, then go for a skin test first, on the second floor... you still have to pay attention!" No matter how she looked at it, she felt that Wen Hai's half-dead face was unreliable , "I see that your complexion is quite bad, sir, do you have a cold too?"

Wen Hai responded repeatedly, pinched the bridge of his nose, and shook his head - he drove back all night last night, his face is rosy only if he should see a doctor.

Bai Yunqi knew he was in the wrong. After entering the hospital, Wen Hai said what he said, and followed him nonchalantly. When he heard that he was about to get an injection, his face froze, and he hesitated to speak.

"What's wrong?" Wen Hai turned to look at him, "Are you afraid of injections?"

"No, no."

When we arrived at the place where the skin test took place, children were crying all over the mountains and plains, and they didn't know what they were crying for, howling at the top of their throats. Many people in line frowned impatiently and looked down in disgust.Some parents are coaxing, some are scolding, some are still beating, it’s all wrong. A woman slaps the child’s buttocks, and scolds while beating: “Why are you crying?! Why did I give birth to you and raise you?” ?! I made you cry for me?! Let the sick man die!"

Both Wen Hai and Bai Yunqi looked over, didn't speak, and closed their eyes tiredly.

We are born to cry, and we cry when we die. From childhood to adulthood, we cry for others and ourselves. Some people dare not cry all their lives. Some people can’t find someone who is willing to cry with them. Think about it, it’s the happiest cry when you were a child. , You cry and I cry too, joy, anger, sorrow and joy are all tears, splintering.

It was also fun when it was Bai Yunqi's turn to have the skin test, but he didn't cry, his head was covered in cold sweat, and his hands trembled so badly that the little nurse couldn't even catch him. Seeing his pale face, he let out an "oops" and asked him, "Who are you?" Isn't it dizzy?"

Bai Yunqi forced a pale smile, the effect was similar to that of a dead mother, her breathing rate was abnormally rapid, and she trembled with her eyes closed.

A hand stretched out and patted his shoulder. Wen Hai squatted down and looked at Bai Yunqi at the same level, and said, "Turn around and look at me, I'm fine." He held Bai Yunqi's other hand, that His hand was also trembling, and his fingers twitched like spasms. He looked down at the tiny scars, and his thumb scratched the uneven skin on the back of his hand.

There is a callus on Wen Hai's thumb, which feels clear to the touch, like an unsharp knife, cutting through Bai Yunqi's heart bluntly.

Seeing that he was about to turn around, Wen Hai raised his hand to slightly cover Bai Yunqi's face, and said, "Don't you like to look at me? Look."

Bai Yunqi: "..."

The results of the skin test were all right, the location for the infusion was tight during the flu-prone period, the corridors on the whole floor were crowded with people, Wen Hai took Bai Yunqi all the way through the thorns and thorns, and finally found two places on the fourth floor, Bai Yunqi was dizzy Following him, every time Wen Hai saw him, he would smile at Wen Hai, and the smile seemed to be scribbled on. The two of them kept holding hands, and they couldn't tell who was sweating.

During the infusion, Bai Yunqi's reaction improved a lot, but he was also afraid. Wen Hai held his head, turned his face sideways, bit his lip and trembled. The nurse laughed and said, "Why are you afraid of injections like a child?"

The two ignored her, one was lifeless, the other was murderous, even the person sitting next to the infusion carefully moved a few inches to the other side.

After the nurse left, Bai Yunqi sat up straight without explaining anything, and sat with his head bowed in a half-sleeping state, the same as when the two first met.

Wen Hai also remained silent, and after a while, he finally asked: "The wound on your hand...was it pricked by a needle?"

"...Well." Bai Yunqi nodded, and his tone was relaxed with all his strength: "I was disobedient when I was a child, and I have been fine for a long time." Before he finished speaking, the ending sound trembled faintly, as if he was in pain when his skin was bruised. It returned to the hand again, and the scars were picked up again by the red-hot embroidery needle.

These scars remind him of his past all the time. There used to be people who hated him so much, wishing they could eat their flesh and tear out their hearts. There was a woman who lived indifferently and died vigorously. She lived to torture him and died to torture him. He had to carry these scars and this hatred for the rest of his life, and every step he took would be her bones.

She was a madman, and so was her daughter, and it was his turn in the end, and each generation became more mad.

Wen Hai held Bai Yunqi's hand. His five fingers were slender, and his bones were thin and prominent. They were hands suitable for playing with art. There was a saying in their hometown that "big hands grab firewood, and small hands grab money." He stretched out his hands and compared them. In the future, the child would be a hard-working poor man just like himself, and asked worriedly, "Do you like to bite your nails?"

"..." Bai Yunqi's thoughts followed Wen Hai's words and took a turn around Qiu Mingshan's five consecutive hairpins, hesitatingly said: "I will bite when I think about it."

"Don't bite in the future."

"okay."

"I was shocked to see you covered in blood this morning." Wen Hai leaned back in his chair and finally relaxed. He turned his head to look at Bai Yunqi, and asked as if discussing: "Don't be so scary in the future. OK?"

Bai Yunqi opened his eyes slightly, and his red eyes, which were red from illness, seemed to be steamy at the moment.

"Well... Actually it's..." Wen Hai was at a loss for words when it came to this kind of time, "Anyway, don't hurt yourself anymore... Those are all in the past... Hey, fuck..."

He sighed in frustration.

But Bai Yunqi laughed, as if he understood the upside-down and truncated words, he lowered his eyes and said softly, "I'm sorry, it won't happen in the future."

From now on, I will have you, even if it is only temporarily, Bai Yunqi thought to himself.But it doesn't matter, I shouldn't be too greedy, for a person like him, the remaining half of his life won't be too long.

You say you are not greedy, but you are actually greedy.The medicine took effect, and Bai Yunqi took advantage of the strength of the medicine to gain courage, and fell drowsily on Wen Hai's shoulders. When he closed his eyes, he was dazed, and a thought popped up from the bottom of his heart-"I If only I could die right now."

"I'm sorry for you, uncle...you..." Wen Hai was most annoyed at Bai Yunqi's fault of taking the blame on himself when he had nothing to do. He was about to say a few words, but before he could start talking, his shoulders sank and his head turned It came under heavy pressure.

Wen Hai: "..."

This trick was used by him to deal with Bai Tong'an in the past. Can anyone really fall asleep while pinching him? !

Wen Hai, who was stuffed with a mouth full of life news, sat there without daring to move, half of his body was cast with a fixing spell, and the other half of his body was also implicated, so he only dared to move around in a small area.He also didn't sleep all night, and he became sleepy after sitting here for a while. Fortunately, he stayed up all night and practiced the magical skill of "half asleep and half awake", and spared half of his energy to stand guard. Half of them spread out their blankets in their heads and fell asleep in a ball.

To outsiders, this should be a very strange scene. Surrounded by parents who bring their children to see a doctor, occasionally there are a few couples and young couples, and there are also a few who come alone for IV drips, old and young, crying and laughing loudly There was a lot of trouble, the nurse was wearing soft-soled shoes and walked so fast that the corners of the clothes were windy, and from time to time a hoarse cry broke out from a corner, only the two big men sat quietly, one leaning on the other's shoulder Fell asleep.

But this "Quiet" didn't last long, Wen Hai's 24-hour off-limit cell phone rang unexpectedly, Chai Fanwen called, and it was Captain Fang who spoke, saying that there was a burglary case in this city, Seeing that the method of the crime was very similar to the previous theft case, Wen Hai was in charge of this case before, so I asked him what he thought.

Wen Hai doesn't have such a good memory as Captain Fang. Most of the cases he handles in a year are theft and robbery cases. As long as the cases are not unsolved, he doesn't have a specific impression. , Then he said: "Oh, that's Yanzi's usual trick. She taught it to a few of her subordinates. Didn't the Yanzi Gang be taken down by the nest before? This time, it may have slipped through the net at that time."

After Captain Fang finished talking, Chai Fanwen answered the phone. He was probably at the scene of the crime, and there was a lot of noise around him. He asked Wen Hai, "How is your child?"

"It's okay, thank you."

Last night, thanks to Chai Fanwen, who knew Bai Yunqi, who was on the night shift in the criminal investigation team, he discovered the name of Wen Hai's "his brother" when he read the robbery case files sent by the police station, and remembered that the child told himself that he was Wen Hai and Wen Hai. They lived together, so they called Wen Hai to confirm the situation, and only then did Wen Hai, who was thousands of miles away, know what happened to Bai Yunqi.

Chai Fanwen: "You are on a business trip, who cares about your brother?"

Wen Hai glanced at the sleeping Bai Yunqi, "I'm back from leave."

"What?!" Chai Fanwen was taken aback, "Didn't I tell you that the child was not injured to reassure you, you...you drove back overnight?"

"Yeah." Wen Hai closed his eyes a little sleepy, "It's not a question of not getting hurt, you can rest assured, you haven't been a father before, you don't understand this... Oh forgot, you don't even have a girlfriend .”

"..." Chai Fanwen said seriously, "Your uncle, Wen Hai."

Uncle Wen hung up the phone, thinking to himself: "Yeah, I know he's not injured, why are you running back in such a hurry?"

He couldn't find a suitable reason to explain his meaningless behavior - he knew that Bai Yunqi was not injured, even if his cell phone was turned off when he called Bo Yunqi, the cell phones of Bai Tong'an and Xin Xin would always be able to Get through with one, and he can ask them to take a look for him... No, Bai Yunqi is originally from their family, and he is the one who helps look after the children; he also has a phone number for their community property, and the property service is good It’s also okay to go up and knock on the door for yourself to ask a question; moreover, the ready-made Chai Fanwen can be used by yourself, and the police station is not far from his home, so why can’t you ask him to help you...

Obviously there are several easiest ways for him to understand Bai Yunqi's situation remotely, why on earth did he choose the time-consuming and laborious method of driving back overnight in a hurry?

If some things cannot be explained with "logic" and "reason", then there is no escape from the word "feeling" that has been unclear throughout the ages.

What love?

pity?friendship?Family?love?

Wen Hai looked up at the infusion bottle hanging in mid-empty. Drop by drop, the liquid flowed down the medical hose into the veins of the person, then the internal organs, and then met the old and new ones. In the end, nothing was left, and everything was left .

The same is true for a person's whole life. At the end of life, nothing is left, and everything is left.

"What can I have left?" Wen Hai thought, he had no possessions, he was alone, and in the end, there were only one or two people who could go to his own grave to offer a bouquet of flowers.

He has no regrets, just love, hate, and ignorance. He may not be able to fall into any of them in this life. He has no regrets and is boring, so he is somewhat regretful.

The hair of Bai Yunqi against his neck was very soft, Wen Hai suddenly wanted to raise his hand to touch it, hesitated for a moment, but still didn't do anything, sat there with his head down, forming a stable and quiet silhouette.