Wanderer

Because Wen Hai refused to admit the objective fact that he was 28 years old, this birthday party really became an ordinary family dinner.He and Wen Zefeng were halfway through their meal, and they were distracted by some sentence, and the topic went directly from "There may be a heavy rain in two days, pay attention to pack your clothes" to "Last week, a family of five in a neighboring province wiped out their house." What do you think of the case?" Wen Zefeng insisted that the murder was passionate, but Wen Hai listed a few details, suggesting that it was premeditated and that the murder/murder might have been paid for.

As expected by Bai Yunqi, who was listening, the two of them were rewarded with a few chopsticks by Yan Wan, who couldn't bear it anymore, before they had spoken a few words.

After the meal, Wen Hai's parents left. Before leaving, Yan Wan still told Wen Hai to think about life's major events with a face of "my son's rebellion breaks my heart", and to present facts and reason, vividly. Using an example vividly: "There is no one in your family to take care of the mess at home..."

"..." A cleanliness obsessive reserve and a patient with advanced obsessive-compulsive disorder Wen Hai dared not speak out.

"You still have trash in your trash can..."

"Isn't the trash can just for holding trash?" Wen Hai finally couldn't bear it anymore, "Could it be used to make tea?"

Yan Wan: "..."

Bai Yunqi coughed dryly and almost laughed out loud.

At the moment when the door of the house was locked and there were only two people left in the room, Wen Hai restrained his smile and returned to his previous indifferent look, rubbing the center of his brows exhaustedly, even ignoring Bai Yunqi, turned around and was about to go to himself. Drill in the bedroom.

"Brother Wen," Bai Yunqi called out, "You..."

Don't you love your parents?

Until now, Bai Yunqi can still clearly feel the tension and rejection from that person. Although the other person is indeed an excellent actor, he will always inadvertently reveal a little bit of his flaws.

Wen Hai didn't want to see his parents, he was almost convinced of this conclusion.It's not that he's impatient, it's not that he finds it troublesome, but that he is avoiding them at all.

He stared at Wen Hai's tired and lonely look - such a deep exhaustion was not formed overnight, it must be the product of long-term, accumulated disappointment and numbness.

Although Bai Yunqi has deep thoughts, he is immature in the end.Wen Hai saw the clue from his hesitant expression, and after weighing several times, he asked for advice: "Do you know how to drink beer?"

Unthinking impulse to act first, Bai Yunqi, who had never even touched alcoholic soft drinks, nodded quickly, nodded his chin a few times, and shook his jaw hesitantly.

From Wen Hai's point of view, his appearance was that a teenager had accidentally exposed his previous rebelliousness, so he deliberately said with a straight face, "I really don't learn well."

There was no sense of reproach in these words, but a bit of a smile on the contrary. Listening to the depths, there was only pampering full of indulgence.

"Then drink a can with me, it's my birthday." Wen Hai turned around to get the wine, "You like to drink... hey, what are you doing?"

A kiss lightly landed on the earlobe from behind his back. It was obviously a very sensitive and sexual position, but the kiss made no one notice any sexual desire, like a small animal trying to please its master, with a clumsy And the sincere attachment makes people's heart aches and itches.

"Happy birthday." Bai Yunqi said softly.

Seeing his uneasy expression, Wen Hai suddenly laughed out loud, without saying anything, rubbed Bai Yunqi's head, turned and went into the bedroom.

And it wasn't until this person took out a beer from the bedroom that Bai Yunqi could not believe that this person was so unreliable in his living habits that he kept a refrigerator in the bedroom.

Freshly condensed water droplets were still hanging on the beer can, emitting a few wisps of light white gas. The moment the tab was pulled away, a strange and indescribable fragrance erupted to Bai Yunqi, which made him unable to help but Secretly sniffled.

Wen Hai seemed to have discovered something interesting, raised his eyebrows lightly, and handed him the soda can in his hand, "The beer is cold, drink it slowly."

Bai Yunqi sipped his mouth obediently, waiting for Wen Hai's next words.

But Wen Hai didn't speak for a long time. Like Bai Yunqi, he sat on the cold floor leaning against the sofa, shaking the beer can once and for all, his fingers tightened imperceptibly, and several veins stretched out on the back of his hand.

Perhaps it was the fragility that the man inadvertently revealed stimulated Bai Yunqi, he slowly imitated what he did in the TV series, raised the beer can in his hand and clinked glasses with the other party, although he was carefully concealing it, but Even he could see that the gesture was full of comfort.

"He doesn't like this." Bai Yunqi thought nervously.

Even if Wen Hai was so tired that he almost lost his composure, he still controlled his own proportions. Viewed from the side, his brows were lowered and his expression was serene. All his emotions were restrained behind his half-closed eyes, like a painting covered in ashes. Son portrait.

"Such a person shouldn't want someone like me to comfort him." Bai Yunqi was cowardly and self-deprecating, "What am I, how can I take my turn to comfort him."

Surprisingly, Wen Hai followed his movements and drank a big gulp of beer, asking, "How was the exam?"

Bai Yunqi didn't expect that the topic would come back to him, and before he had time to organize his language, he said incoherently: "Chinese is... no, it's a bit difficult, and everything else is fine."

Wen Hai looked at him suspiciously: "Did you release the water again?"

Bai Yunqi: "No!"

"Why don't I believe it?" Wen Hai deliberately teased him.

"Really not." Bai Yunqi was not used to drinking beer for the first time, his nasal voice was washed out by the taste, and he unconsciously had a coquettish ending.

"..." Wen Hai would run away when he met an informant who was a little talkative. He had never dealt with this kind of situation, so he forcibly changed the subject: "That girl today, huh?"

His ending sound was very ambiguous, probably meaning "this is a conversation between men" and "everyone understands".

"Her right shoulder was injured." Bai Yunqi's voice sank a bit, "She was beaten by her father."

Wen Hai's inquiring gaze quickly passed over Bai Yunqi's face, and he nodded: "No wonder, is she in any trouble?"

"Maybe." Bai Yunqi didn't seem to want to discuss this topic deeply, "She didn't tell me either."

Wen Hai gestured on his shoulder: "When I was this age, my shoulder was injured too, and my dad whipped it with a belt."

This person was still wearing a large T-shirt as home clothes today, so Bai Yunqi's eyes followed his words and secretly landed on the collarbone protruding from the neckline, seemingly listening to the other party's next words seriously.

"At that time, I voluntarily applied to Long'an Public University by deceit, and the family didn't know until the notice of physical examination was approved in advance. My mother hid in the bedroom and cried. My father asked me if you were going to have a physical examination. I said yes. , he asked me to kneel down and whipped me with a belt, and said that if you can pass the exam, you can do whatever you want. I lay on the floor in pain and didn't get up for half the night. The next morning my dad They dragged me to the hospital to be bandaged."

Bai Yunqi's first reaction was that Wen Hai drank too much, but he found that this man looked calm, and he couldn't find the slightest resentment or sadness in his indifferent expression. He was telling himself a bedtime story, so he couldn't help but follow his words. Asked: "...and then?"

"Then I went to the side of the body." Wen Hai threw the empty beer can into the trash can, "After the physical examination, my wounds were all torn open, and I was covered in blood. After running 1000 meters, I got into the ambulance directly. My son was sore and tired and passed out. When I woke up, my dad told me that I had passed the physical examination and passed the pass line. My mother was still crying, um, your brother was also there... At first he even scolded my dad Me, when there were only the two of us left in the ward, he cried so badly that he frightened me and the nurse who changed the dressing, I took a photo at that time, you can use this to laugh at him in the future."

Bai Yunqi: "..."

You have fallen into such a state and still don't forget to bury Bai Tong'an, your heart is really big.

"The relationship between me and my parents has completely deteriorated since that incident. They have their reasons for doing something, and I have mine. No one is wrong. In fact, many things are like this. There is no right or wrong. Right and wrong, only you can accept it or not.” Wen Hai said, “Later, when I was not so naive, I realized that there are some things I have to do, I just want to find an excuse, an opportunity, so that everything can develop smoothly , as if I don't have to take any responsibility for it, such as all the deviant things when I was your age, in fact, I know there are better ways to solve those things more gently, but I still choose to turn it into a A fuse, hurting others and hurting oneself, very irresponsible, and very cowardly."

Bai Yunqi suddenly understood why Wen Hai told himself these things. First, a biting chill flashed through his limbs, which made him shiver all over, and then he seemed to be packed and thrown into hot spring water in a world of ice and snow. It was true that he was at a loss. The warmth that is almost hot is also real.

"I……"

Wen Hai raised his hand and pressed down, made a "pause" gesture, and said gently: "You don't need to tell me anything, and I don't want to know, exchanging your own secrets for the intimacy and trust of others is a person who has neither value nor self-esteem. behavior." He paused for a few seconds, "Of course, if you really trust me enough and really want to share with someone, you can tell me, do you want to say it now, if it's not to please me or explain something to me, Do you want to tell me about that now?"

Bai Yunqi looked down at the floor and shook his head slowly.

"This is what I want to tell you. No matter what you want to do in the future, you must first ask yourself without any discrimination or partiality, why are you doing this, do you really want to do it, or are you just trying to avoid other things? Wen Hai raised his hand and touched Bai Yunqi's head, "You always say that you are still young, but you are not young anymore, you can make small mistakes, don't take detours, and weigh yourself carefully in the future, don't be fooled because of the past. Those stupid things delay me."

As he spoke, he put down the third beer can, and when he reached for the fourth can, he accidentally bumped into the TV remote control beside him.The TV was turned on for three seconds, and the floor speaker roared hoarsely: "Okay! Shoot! Shoot! Shoot!"

"..."

Bai Yunqi was immersed in other places just now, and was caught off guard and was so scared that he raised his head to look at Wen Hai, wondering why this person was still discussing life with him a few seconds ago, and now he has become a passionate fan again.

Wen Hai, who was fooled by himself, was embarrassed to admit this stupid hand slip, and stared at the live football game on TV with a noble and cold face, as if he really had an affair with these two stinking teams. Great interest.

It was the first time Bai Yunqi came into contact with alcohol, his tolerance level was completely beyond his and Wen Hai's imagination, and the beer was slow to rise. When he himself realized that he was starting to feel dizzy, two cans of beer were already in his hand. The trash bin that was not far from him just now is now thousands of miles away. The empty beer can seems to be filled with lead, and he was so tired that he was sweating before he managed to let it off the ground, and it fell down again in a blink of an eye. .

The person next to him has the bitter and clear sandalwood again today, because after busying around Yan Wan, he has also picked up a few soft scents of flowers and powdery powder. That cold male fragrance suddenly blooms in spring, and this smell wraps Bai Yunqi, as if he has fallen into the embrace of a person who came through the wind and snow.

He suffered from insomnia for nearly two weeks in a row, and once the drowsiness emerged, he would attack fiercely. He occupied the high ground within 2 minutes, and planted the banner of victory in his nerve center.

Wen Hai, who was worried about the shot that hit the water, suddenly realized that something was wrong with him, turned his head and saw Bai Yunqi sitting cross-legged on the floor, shaking his head with his head hanging down. Cans used as crime tools - what a real crime scene.

He took the remote control to turn off the TV with one hand, and grabbed Bai Yunqi, who was so unstable that he almost fell on the floor, with the other hand. As soon as the boy's head touched his shoulder, he felt sober, and he patted him on the back to coax him After a few times, he fell asleep again, with one paw clinging to his collar before falling asleep.

Wen Hai couldn't help laughing—I'm still drinking garlic here with such a small amount of alcohol, and throwing myself into my arms with two cans of beer, how can I mess around in the world in the future?