Green tea junior is always catching me

Li Xinghe was dragged by him, and walked staggeringly under the moonlight.

People here should know that Zhao Qingbei is afraid of the dark, so even in the corner of the garden, there are dim street lights on.

Those lamps are hidden in the grass, so they won't be too dazzling, nor will they look gloomy and cold.

Li Xinghe noticed this, and felt a little relieved for some reason.

At least his grandparents care about him.

He was held by hand all the way, dazed not knowing where Zhao Qingbei was going to take him. After walking for about 10 minutes, he arrived at a place surrounded by a fence.

"Where are we?" Li Xinghe couldn't help asking the surroundings that were unfamiliar.

Zhao Qingbei held his hand tightly, "Afraid I'll sell you?"

Li Xinghe laughed dryly twice.

It wasn't the first time he touched Zhao Qingbei's hand, but this time it was different, the phalanx was on top of his palm, wrapped in warm skin.

It seems to be sweating a little, I don't know if it's his or Zhao Qingbei's.

They crossed the fence, and Li Xinghe saw a transparent glass room not far away.

"This is?" he asked in surprise.

Zhao Qingbei said: "I wanted to bring you here blindfolded, but you were too scared just now."

He walked over and pushed open the door of the glass room.

It is almost November now, and the temperature at night is very low, but the temperature and humidity inside the glass room are constant.

Looking around, there is a sea of ​​roses inside.

Some are clinging to the shelves, and the colorful ones hang down all over the ground; some are closely connected and grow into a ball.

The whole flower house is full of roses of various varieties, stretching their bodies enchantingly in the moonlight, blooming brightly-colored flower buds.

"Do you like it? It's for you." Zhao Qingbei stood behind Li Xinghe and said close to his ear, "Didn't brother like the rose I took very much? I planted a piece for you."

Li Xinghe took a breath and turned to look at him.

In a sea of ​​flowers and moonlight, the two looked at each other, and he could clearly see the surging emotion in Zhao Qingbei's eyes.

"You..." Just as he was about to speak, his lips were pressed lightly.

The finger lightly pressed on his soft lips, pressing the two lips slightly concave, Zhao Qingbei's eyes darkened.

"I brought you here today to explain clearly, so let me say it first." His voice flowed in the fragrance of the room, and Li Xinghe felt that he had never heard such a warm voice, it was as if it was about to drip water up.

Zhao Qingbei looked at him intently, as if he was the only one in his eyes.

"For me, brother just needs to nod or shake his head, okay?"

Li Xinghe hesitated to speak, but he still nodded under his gentle but tough gaze.

The corners of Zhao Qingbei's mouth curled up slightly, "The first time I met you was when I was three years old and you were four years old, do you still remember?"

Li Xinghe subconsciously nodded, then shook his head again.

He remembered a little, but not very clearly. He only knew that he had bullied Zhao Qingbei.

"Back then my brother was crying so pitifully. As soon as I softened my heart, I agreed to marry you." Zhao Qingbei said slowly, "Do you remember this?"

Li Xinghe originally thought that he was going to talk about "bullying", but he didn't expect it to be like this, so his eyes widened immediately.

Neither is nodding, nor is shaking his head.

Zhao Qingbei expected it: "Well, I don't seem to have any impression. Later, my brother came to see me every day, why did he bring me, a 'little daughter-in-law', did you forget?"

When he said "little daughter-in-law", his eyes narrowed imperceptibly.

Li Xinghe didn't see his fleeting expression, he shook his head and said, "I haven't forgotten."

Zhao Qingbei's complexion got better now, "Once, my brother was drowning, and I pulled you up, and you told me that when you grow up, you will make a promise with yourself."

Li Xinghe reflexively said: "Did I say that?"

Zhao Qingbei's eyes flashed, and his expression was a little aggrieved, "Of course I said it, and I couldn't swim at the time, so I almost didn't climb up."

Li Xinghe was startled, "What? You can't swim and you are going to save me?"

He always thought that among those children, only Zhao Qingbei could swim.

"Does brother keep his word?" Zhao Qingbei looked at him and asked.

Li Xinghe faltered: "You take what the child said..."

Zhao Qingbei's eyes were shining brightly, as if they were full of starlight: "I am serious, I take everything you say seriously. So brother, can I chase you?"

Seeing Li Xinghe like this, he felt his heart stopped beating.

Obviously there was no wind in the greenhouse, but he still felt the wind stirring the broken hair around his ears, brushing over the tips of his ears, numb and itchy.

Something exploded in the air, burrowing into each of his exhalations and inhalations finely and pervasively, mixing with the blood that flowed throughout his body.

His chest heaved up and down, and the hand hanging by his side clenched into a fist.

"Are you sure you're gay?" He heard a familiar dry voice ask, it was his voice.

In fact, he still wants to ask, can your family agree with you to come out?Are you ready to face all this?

But he couldn't ask these two questions, so he could only choose the simplest one.

According to his observation, Zhao Qingbei declined a lot of suitors after school started, including girls and boys, of course, he didn't even have a serious relationship, how did he know his orientation?

Zhao Qingbei gathered the broken hair around his ears, and brushed against the tips of his blood-red ears, Li Xinghe trembled uncontrollably.

"Brother, I have never liked a man, but if the object is you, I am willing to give it a try." He said.

Zhao Qingbei withdrew his hand and said calmly: "You may have a little understanding of my family. Whether it's rumored by the outside world or what you saw with your own eyes, the actual situation is more than worse."

Although Li Xinghe had guessed it long ago, he still felt sour when he heard that he confirmed it himself.

"The education I have received since I was a child is to put my family and my own interests first." Zhao Qingbei's expression became a little cold, "You have seen my dad, a man with a brilliant appearance, in fact, more than ten years ago. Just leave a way out for yourself. I have an older brother who is abroad now, not to make way for me as the outside said, but he is my dad's way out."

"Our family has been impersonal since we were young. Our parents never joked with us, nor would they take us out to play like ordinary people. The ridiculous thing is that we have to abide by the etiquette of eating together in the morning, pretending to be like a family on the surface. "

Li Xinghe thought of being forgotten in the basement when he was a child, and remembered that no one cared about him when he was trapped on the mountain. It turned out to be like this. Zhao Zhongming might never put his eggs in one basket, he was indeed that kind of person.

There was a tingling pain in his heart, not severe, but it was spreading along the limbs.

Now he can roughly understand why Zhao Qingbei was so clingy to him when he was a child.In a bunch of cold crowd, after finally meeting a normal playmate, no one wants to let him go.

"I used to care a lot about my dad's opinion. My fingers got blisters when I was practicing piano, I was trampled and injured when I was learning equestrianism, and I secretly competed with my brother in private, just to gain a place in his heart. Until later I found out that he was Slowly transfer assets abroad, and tell his mother that he intends to immigrate."

Zhao Qingbei spoke calmly, but Li Xinghe felt a kind of despair from his tone.

He could imagine that beautiful little friend, holding up his hands full of blisters to show his father, his body was covered with bruises, and finally found that his father didn't care about him at all.

Li Xinghe couldn't help but took a step forward.

Zhao Qingbei looked at him and said, "Brother, I didn't say this to make you pity me, but just to tell you a truth."

"For someone like me,

Love is not everything. ' he said quietly.

Li Xinghe felt his throat tighten, and the sharp pain just now became clearer. He clenched his fists as hard as he could to calm himself down.

"Oh." He replied as indifferently as possible.

Zhao Qingbei looked at him deeply: "But you are."

Li Xinghe's body swayed.

what did he say?

"Brother is everything to me, and I'm willing to do anything for you." Zhao Qingbei bent down, took his hand, and pressed a kiss on the back of it.

"Let me chase you." When he raised his head again, the haze in his eyes had dissipated, and his eyes were stained with a smile, "I've already told you that I'm troublesome, and I'm destined to face many storms with me. But I'll give you time to think about it, how about a month? Give me a chance, and give yourself a chance."

The only thought in Li Xinghe's mind was.

So fucking crazy.

Zhao Qingbei, you are so crazy.

Then before he had time to think, he made an even crazier move.

Following Zhao Qingbei's gesture of kissing the back of his hand, he lifted his chin with his backhand and raised his face.

Under the moonlight, Zhao Qingbei's face became more and more amazing.

Long and dense eyelashes conceal slightly sharp eyes, and the nose is tall and smooth.

Rose petals fell on the wet ground, Li Xinghe said: "Okay, I promise you."

Although many people say that we have a gap, although I don't know if you are on a whim, although I have always understood the ups and downs of this circle, even though you have confessed to me all possible dangers.

But I'm still willing to give it a try.

Just like you're willing to try to love me.

"Let me see what's on your mind, Xiaobei." He smiled and scratched Zhao Qingbei's face with his fingers.

I added silently in my heart, and also took a look at my own.

Zhao Qingbei's panting suddenly became rapid, and he pinched his wrist easily.

His strength was a bit strong, Li Xinghe felt a dull pain in his wrist, but he didn't break away from him.

He suddenly felt that if this person did something outrageous to him, it was not impossible.

For example, now that he hurts himself, he doesn't want to make a sound to stop it.

Zhao Qingbei pressed his fidgeting hands on his chest, the tense muscles under his hands made Li Xinghe shiver slightly, but Zhao Qingbei couldn't help him flinch, spread his five fingers one by one, and spread them flat on his chest .

"Do you feel it? It jumps so fast because of you." He said in a low voice, "Every day from now on, it will also jump like this for you, brother."