bedroom literature

【Yagyu】

At the end of the show, Zhai Ge teased them backstage: "You two seem to have radiant eyes, and your heart is pierced."

Neither of the two joked together as they did in the dormitory, but they were both a little embarrassed.In the end, it was Jiang Qiwen who cheered Zhai Ge up and wished him the first place to get over it.

They originally planned to stay until the end to watch Lu Zhou's finals.

But after arriving at the auditorium, Liu Sheng was distracted by the glances that came from time to time and the sound of taking pictures that he forgot to turn off. His soul was floating in the air, and he felt no sense of security.

Until a singer publicly confessed his love to a girl after singing, and the girl showed embarrassment to the screen showing her selfie and love, Liu Yu's feeling of suffocation finally reached its peak.

He cast Jiang Qiwen a look for help, saying that he couldn't breathe.Without saying a word, Jiang Qiwen took his arm and walked out of the auditorium.

No one knows how gorgeous the skirt under the blue down jacket is, just like no one knows how the two teenagers walking side by side on the smooth road dare not touch each other's fingertips.

It was Liu Sheng who was the first to break the silence, and complained, "This confession is simply a social horror nightmare."

"I don't like it very much either." Jiang Qiwen echoed, "It's fine if the two of you have an agreement, just to have fun."

"It's just moral kidnapping if you know it's not going to work." Liu Sheng analyzed without expression, "Men wanting face is something that comes with the opening system? Maybe it's because of the patriarchal society that oppresses women?" of."

"That's how it is when you have power, and my mother is also very controlling, and I can't accept that I disobey her." Jiang Qiwen thought for a while, "But talking about phenomena without statistics is a hooligan. Men do rely on their physical strength and some secular feudal thinking. oppressor for a long time."

"You can still be aware of feudal thinking," Liu Sheng smiled, "it's really rare."

Jiang Qiwen's hand holding his arm slipped to his wrist, accepting the teasing.

"I didn't expect you to put yourself in a girl's shoes," Jiang Qiwen said, "It's very rare."

"That's because I put myself in the situation of girls." Yagyu said.

The sexual harassment at the bar, the stalking by the strange uncle at the comic exhibition, the deliberate embarrassment of those boys just now...

He only encounters it when he is dressed as a woman, and women are in this fear all the time.This kind of emotion may be something that a 1.8-meter tall man like Jiang Qiwen will never really be able to empathize with.When mentioning a phenomenon, people are always the first to connect to their own experiences, like when Jiang Qiwen thought of his mother, or when the headlines about a girl being harassed appeared, one specific victimization experience after another turned into abstract collective anger.

Is it still as if, because he has not yet received the discriminating eyes of those passers-by and the resistance of his family, he can say the words "die for love together" without hesitation?

Liu Sheng sighed.

It seems that I have maliciously speculated on him again.

Jiang Qiwen is indeed very respectful of others, and even more of himself.Jiang Qiwen is willing to consider all his moods for him, his inferiority complex, his conceit, telling himself that he is loved and loved enough.To understand my own circle, burdened with physical discomfort, I still have to break through myself to discuss with the authority in my eyes the most conflicting topics in the past.

He can do this for himself, and he has to digest his evasions again and again.He respects himself and runs to himself with a courage unheard of.

again and again.

But sometimes, when he saw Jiang Qiwen rushing towards him, he often avoided it.So Jiang Qiwen began to learn to exercise restraint, and restraint is often more tiring and more exhausting than using brute force.And these, he also kept in mind.

For example, now, Jiang Qiwen seems to have remembered some kind of user agreement he made, and gradually let go of Liu Sheng's hand.

Liu Sheng's heart was empty.

Liu Sheng encouraged himself in his heart: be brave.

He held Jiang Qiwen back tightly, not letting that hand slip away.

【Jiang Qiwen】

Jiang Qiwen's heart skipped a beat.

He finally understood what it meant to be flattered.

This was the first time Liu Sheng took the initiative to hold his hand.Happiness came so suddenly that my brain slowed down.

"The emperor is merciful today, allowing you to hold on for a while." Liu Sheng smiled.

It's like taking a sip of sugar that doesn't belong to you.Very sweet and very tart.

But it is better to boldly enjoy the sweetness of this moment.

"That's okay," Jiang Qiwen began to bargain, "Can you go back to the dormitory slowly?"

Liu Sheng smiled exaggeratedly, and joked, "Look at your talent. How about I be your girlfriend for a day?"

Girlfriend, not true; one day, not enough.

Jiang Qiwen didn't speak, slowly squeezed into his fingers, and clasped his fingers.

Liu Sheng did not resist.

"Moral kidnapping is definitely not acceptable, but what kind of confession do you personally like?" Jiang Qiwen pulled the topic back to a range that is beneficial to him, "A little more low-key?"

"Don't put a circle of candles on it." Liu Sheng said, "The kind... that can appear reasonably in the scene, but also a secret that is tacitly shared by two people... is better."

Jiang Qiwen was secretly delighted.

Jiang Qiwen: "Did you like my debate match very much?"

Liu Sheng turned his head: "No."

Jiang Qiwen: "Then I will continue to work hard."

Liu Sheng: "When?"

Jiang Qiwen: "Now."

【Yagyu】

Liu Sheng looked around and found that on the way back to the dormitory, the flower beds on both sides were filled with statues of little snowmen one after another.There are two whole rows, very neat and beautiful.

Walking in it, suddenly there is a sense of grandeur walking on the red carpet.

For a moment, he didn't think that this had anything to do with him, but he just marveled: "Which club is this, and how long will it take... I remember when I went to the supermarket and wondered whether I should buy it..."

Liu Sheng realized later that Jiang Qiwen was also beside him at that time, and it was the time when he was shopping in the supermarket before eating alone with Jiang Qiwen for the first time.

At that time, he hadn't lost his horse, as if he had passed away.I picked up the props for making snow ducks by myself. It was very novel, but I put it back.

"It's not long-term if you do it, and you can't take it back to the house in the long-term." He said at the time.

But at the end of the debate that day, Jiang Qiwen threatened to put him in the refrigerator.

He held his hand tighter and tighter, as if provoking himself, look, you won't melt.

But these are all made up by myself.

"You did all of this?" Liu Sheng's voice trembled a little.

"Does it match?" Jiang Qiwen grinned and looked at him, "It appeared reasonably in the scene, and the two people knew each other. The snowman in the snowy night, the big snowman in the little snowman."

"It fits." Liu Sheng lowered his head and let out a puff of steam, "Then let's start."

"Okay." Jiang Qiwen took a deep breath, "The book continues from the last chapter——

"For an insecure partner, I will moderately mathematicize and quantify my own thinking, and unfold it for him to see."

He thought that while I liked him, my sexuality was a mismatch.

There are, then, three ways of rebutting.

First, A is not necessarily B.

Question the consequences of this view by denying B.For example, if I like him, it does not necessarily mean that my sexual orientation does not match.My sexual orientation is not necessarily fixed, the World Health Organization has recognized the freedom of sexual orientation, and homosexuality is not a mental illness.Secondly, liking him may not necessarily lead to a series of problems. With the spread of the Internet, society has become more and more tolerant of homosexuality, and we always have hope.

Second, there is no A or B.

Even without him, wouldn't there be a series of problems in love?Due to the mismatch of family, income, and three views, the divorce rate in society is gradually increasing, and no one is born to be completely suitable for himself.

Third, B is not important.

The series of problems caused by homosexuality are not important. The important thing is that I like him, so this series of social problems and worldly vision are not important.Compared with the me who can only miss him every night after losing him, I prefer the me who faces all sufferings and all imaginary enemies hand in hand with him.

As well as physical attacks, there are also magical ones—questioning credibility, appealing to value judgments.

If the logic is complete and impeccable, you can still use value questioning to question the motivation of the person who tells the point of view: Is he biased?Is he a believable person?Thereby dismantling the credibility of everything said by the person.

For example: Why can I judge my own sexuality so much?Have I made homophobic remarks in other contexts?Did my family education and mainstream social concepts lead me to a path of prejudice against homosexuality?Do I feel unreasonably superior to the gay community?If I can't face up to the homosexual group, then based on this, my judgment on homosexuality, and even my own inner judgment will be biased.

Truth is subordinate to power.When the right to speak is monopolized, I am at the mercy of the collective consciousness inherited by human beings.I stand before you with a thousand years of prejudice.

If only procreative sex is the right sex, I'm willing to pay the price of liberation with you.No matter what he is rebellious and outrageous.

"When you are in this world, the world will become beautiful unconsciously. This is what I like about your self-consistent logic and true premise——

"My speech is over." Jiang Qiwen said.