Uncle Jinwu Zangyi

Song Yu's foot injury healed very quickly, and she was able to walk on the ground after only two days of nursing, but there was a little scar on the ankle bone caused by a scratch, and there was still a dark bruise around the scar that could not be erased.

But the past two days have also made Song Yu feel uncomfortable. Fortunately, Guan Yao came to talk and play chess with him during the day, so the time passed a little faster.

This year's snow came early and in time, and went quickly without a trace.

Seeing that spring is about to begin, the snowmelt on the mountain has melted into water, greening every inch of the land in Heiyao village.

"Maybe the harvest will be better this year."

"Maybe."

Guan Yao and Song Yu stood side by side on a ridge, watching the villagers who were digging in the field and said.

"Let's go and see big brother." Guan Yao hooked Song Yu's shoulder and walked back.

Song Yu nodded, "Okay."

The two took the joss stick paper money and went to Xiao Qian's cemetery.

After sorting out the weeds and stones on Xiao Qian's tomb, and setting up the tribute, the two sat upright in front of the stele and began to pour wine to reminisce about the old days.

When the topic of Xiao Kan was mentioned, Guan Yao was ashamed and proud at the same time: "Brother, I haven't brought Jingyun to see you for two years. Don't blame me and Chongjin. When Jingyun disarms and returns home, Then let him talk to you carefully."

Song Yu didn't talk much, but mostly listened silently, occasionally answering Guan Yao's words.

When she felt that she had finished speaking, Guan Yao said to Song Yu who was beside her, "Chongjin, you go back first, I want to have a few words with elder brother alone."

"Okay." Song Yu thought for a while, then said, "I'll wait at the mountain pass."

Guan Yao looked at the remaining half jar of wine, and immediately agreed: "That's fine."

As soon as Song Yu left, Guan Yao seemed to be a different person, leaning half of her body directly on Xiao Qian's monument.

"Brother, let me say a few words to you."

"It's been almost seven years. After you left, it rains every year in the beginning of spring. I'm really tired of the rain."

"By the way, Ling'er is pretty good too. Mrs. Yi is a good teacher. She understands the general situation and understands things. She is slim, but she doesn't have an in-law to choose."

"I look at Ling'er, and the more I look at you, the more I look like you. Sometimes I really feel that I just see you in Ling'er's eyes, maybe it's because I really miss you."

"This world is too chaotic, sometimes I really wish I could take Ling'er and Chongjin out of the village, but you are still here, I can't get over it."

"I finally understand your good intentions, if I had done it earlier"

"Brother, I will leave my hometown again tomorrow, and this time it may take a long time. If I am still alive in the beginning of spring next year, brother, let the rain stop in March next year."

As Guan Yao was talking, he saw a drop of rainwater hitting the ground, and he raised his head, waiting for the next drop of rainwater to hit his face.

But he didn't wait for any drop of rain, because his eyes were wet.

If there are still people who care about in life, then there is still a way back.

Guan Yao gritted her teeth and sobbed twice, "I thought that in life, what I could bear was the limit, but I never thought that loss is the source of all suffering."

"Brother, I won't let you die in peace, trust me."

Guan Yao knelt down and sprinkled the last bowl of wine in front of the grave, then got up and left.

Song Yu didn't expect Guan Yao to come here so soon. In the past, Guan Yao always had to talk for a long time in front of Xiao Qian's tomb alone.

Guan Yao cleared her throat, and said with a nonchalant look, "Let's go."

"it is good."

Although Song Yu could see that the other party was depressed, he still ignored him as usual. After all, he had never seen Guan Yao walk out of Xiao Qian's cemetery with a calm mind.

"Chongjin, I'm going down the mountain tomorrow." Guan Yao's voice still had deep ripples.

Song Yu asked as usual: "Where are you going on this trip?"

"Fu Jing." Guan Yao's mood gradually stabilized, and his voice softened a bit, "This trip may take a while."

"What's the matter?" Song Yu's face changed slightly, "Could it be that person..."

Guan Yao seemed to hide a knife in his eyes, "Northern Xinjiang will be closed, and when he returns to the court, Chu Si, the king of Qi, will definitely gain power in the court. I'm afraid it will be bad for the emperor, and Chu Ming will be prepared."

Song Yu's heart immediately rose, "Is it necessary to go this time?"

"I have to go."

Guan Yao patted the other party's shoulder, and said: "Secondly, Jing Yun is going to return to the court together. Although he is a general, I'm afraid he will be tricked. The rebellious party will naturally not embarrass him."

"Second brother." Song Yu suddenly felt worried, "I..."

Guan Yao knew that the other party would not listen to these words, and quickly comforted him: "You have to trust Jing Yun, although he is competitive, he is not a person who is greedy for fame and wealth in the officialdom."

"After two years of separation, he is not the nephew of yesterday, I..." Song Yu secretly clenched his fists, feeling extremely heavy in his heart.

"Jing Yun is stubborn but not stupid, besides, he promised you and me to come back as soon as we take over the territory before he left, you just believe him." Guan Yao said solemnly, "Except for going out of the border, when would he be willing to leave you behind? .”

What Guan Ruo said was reasonable, but Song Yu couldn't let it go, "Two years is not as short as yesterday and today. How do you and I know that his temperament has not changed, and the military power is in his hands. Letting go is easier said than done."

How can Guan Ruo not understand this truth? It is a lifelong honor for a man to be a general and support soldiers. How many people have given up military power and general name since ancient times?

"Jingyun has always been shrewd, so he will not easily put himself in danger, so I will go to Fujing tomorrow, and he will explain it to him earlier, Chongjin, don't worry."

Song Yu was still hesitant, "Second brother, let me... go together."

"No." Guan Ruo said righteously, "You have escaped for many years, if the thieves were still alive, it would only lead to murder."

"In the beginning, I wanted to reveal the list, and I wanted to expose my life to the thieves. Did my second brother let me go?" Song Yu rarely dismissed the other party.

Guan Ruo was at a loss for words for a while, but finally told the truth: "In the beginning, I actually had other plans for unveiling the list."

"What did the second brother hide from me?"

"That year, I couldn't say no to you. It was only my one-sided statement that I agreed with you to reveal the list. I went down the mountain one day in advance to prepare for myself to reveal the list."

Song Yu's eyes widened, "Second brother, you, you!"

"I planned to find a way to dismiss you when you went down the mountain the next day and make you drop the list, but I didn't expect that we would all be put together by Jing Yun." Guan Yao sighed helplessly.

"You guys, really, really..." Song Yu didn't know what to say, because he was in a chain two years ago.

Guan Yu was full of shame, "I never thought of asking you to take the risk of revealing the list, but I really made a mistake at that time. The eldest brother is gone, and I will always take care of you for him."

Song Yu was really angry and helpless, since Xiao Qian passed away, he felt more and more that Guan Yao was more and more like Xiao Qian the more he lived.

In particular, Guan Yao always tried his best to take everything on himself, trying to protect everyone, which made him feel uncomfortable and moved.

Song Yu sometimes felt that although Xiao Qian left, he never completely left, because the relevant rumors were always living for him.

But when will Guan Yao live for herself?

Song Yu thought about it, only when she can let them rely on her at ease, Guan Yao can live for herself with peace of mind.