Diary of my first love

In April, the clouds were low and gloomy, like glass beads mixed with ash.The gray was smeared on the left and right, and it was painted on the clear sky, making the azure blue hazy for no reason, which was extremely ugly.

At this time, Zhang Yu, who was still in grades, was standing at the door of his house, his head outstretched and he couldn't help looking out, as if he was waiting for something.There was a loud noise from inside the door, it was his parents who were busy directing a row of moving workers.

That's right, he—Zhang Yu—was about to move again. Two years ago, with his parents' job transfer, he came to City H. Two years later, he was leaving again and went to City L.Like a migratory bird that goes from south to north, it migrates all day long, stops for a short time, and then hurriedly goes on the road.

Zhang Yu also took the adult's hand and asked innocently: "Can I go?"

Mom and Dad would always pat his head at this time, coaxing him and saying: "Ah, good boy, when you go to L City, there will be more children playing with you, and Dad will buy you a lot of toys."

Zhang Yu didn't ask any more, although he didn't want a lot of new children and toys all over the room, he only wanted him——Zhang Zhi, his good friend in H City.But at a young age, he also knew that leaving was doomed.

When he first came to City H, only Zhang Zhi was willing to play with him, the other boys thought he was as pretty as a girl and were unwilling to play with him.God knows how much he wanted to play in mud and throw sandbags with them, making his whole body dirty, only showing a pair of bright eyes.But his beautiful clothes would not allow him to do that.

Fortunately, there was Zhang Zhi, only Zhang Zhi took the initiative to talk to him, and didn't mind if he didn't know anything, and took him to wander around the city.Zhang Zhi would ride his father's bicycle that was half as tall as him, with him on the back seat, and shuttle freely through every alley and alley like visiting his own backyard.

Zhang Zhi, besides his parents and grandparents, is his favorite person.

Thinking of Zhang Zhi, a smile appeared on Zhang Yu's face, and the wind blowing in front of him didn't feel cold anymore.

However, there was still no sign of Zhang Zhi at the intersection leading to Zhang Yu's house.

Zhang Yu couldn't help worrying: Will he stop coming, is it because I had a fight with him two days ago and he is angry?Then come quickly, I want to apologize to him.

In April, the wind was still a bit cold, and Zhang Yu held a plush toy of a cute puppy in his left hand. It was a gift from his uncle, and it was the most suitable gift for him.The small face was wrapped in the long down, only revealing a pair of black and bright jewel eyes, staring at the intersection with wide open eyes motionless.

After waiting for an unknown amount of time, the wind blew Zhang Yu's face completely red, and it was cold to the touch, with a faint tingling sensation.

The wind blew the door creaking and swaying slightly, and the mother's worried voice came from inside the room, soft but irresistible, "Xiao Yu, it's windy outside, come in quickly."

Zhang Yu responded indiscriminately, but his heart became anxious.He kept telling himself to wait another 20 seconds.

One for 20 seconds, two, one minute passed, the wind swept up the fallen leaves, and there were no ghosts at the intersection.

Mom urged again.

Is he really not coming?

Zhang Yu lowered his head, full of frustration in his heart, he went home, his footsteps seemed a little heavy, and he walked very slowly, with a small head still looking back, but there was no sign of that person.His right hand is a transparent plastic box, in which there are neatly placed some marbles, origami frogs, and some beautiful small stones, which were gifts from Zhang Zhi, and he keeps them here bit by bit. It's in the box.

Unfortunately, there is probably no way for him to see it.Zhang Yu thought to himself.

He pushed open the door that was covered by the wind, and was about to step in.

"Hi, Zhang Yu, stop." A rushing wind caressed Zhang Yu's back, and with his long-awaited voice, the wind seemed to have a temperature. It was no longer the cold wind that belonged to winter, but The warm wind that belongs to spring.

"He's finally here." With a full smile on Zhang Yu's face, regardless of the door that had been pushed open, he turned his head and rushed towards the man.

A voice that was almost trembling with excitement flew out of his throat, "Good guy, I thought you were still angry with me, so you won't come."

Although the man was about the same age as Zhang Yu, his stature was a whole head taller. Because he came here in a hurry, his forehead was covered with sweat, and his exhaled breath scattered into a puff of white smoke, which floated high into the sky. His neckline was creaking. As he spoke, the scarf that was supposed to be wrapped was held in his hand because it was too hot.

Strangely, his face seemed to be enveloped in a layer of white mist, making it difficult to see clearly, but his body emitted a warm golden light, like a little sun.

"After you leave, don't forget me, okay." Zhang!Zhi said.

……

In the middle of the night, I suddenly dream about juvenile affairs, and the dream crows, makeup and tears are red.

Zhang Yu woke up suddenly from the dream, said half of the word "no", and swallowed the rest into his mouth.My mind is like a mess, and my memory still stays in that dream, at the words Zhang Zhi said, "After you leave, don't forget me, okay."

How could it be possible to forget you.

Unable to tell what it was like, Zhang Yu only felt a burst of heart palpitations in his chest, and whenever he thought of that person, there would always be pain there.After a while, the darkness in front of him told him that it was still night, so he took out his cell phone from under the pillow and pressed it, and the words 2016, September 9, 1:5 in the morning were impressively displayed on it.

I finally dreamed of you again, Zhang Yu sighed.He often dreamed of this kind of dream after he moved ten years ago, and he never dreamed of it again after a year or two. Maybe he didn't think about it that much, but he had this dream again on the first day of college.

It wants to remind me: don't forget him.

It turned out that time flies, and ten years have passed.

Ten years is really too long. Although I love him deeply and desperately want to remember him in my heart, I gradually forget his face, his appearance, and only remember his warm and bright smile, like a little girl. The sun is average.Everything else gradually blurred and turned into a white mist on his body.

Maybe in a few years, the white mist will cover his body, and all he can remember is his name, "Zhang Zhi" Zhang Yu chewed on these two words, over and over again, chewing all the words thoroughly There was a burst of bitterness in the mouth.

After a while, Zhang Yu took out something from his neck, and with the light of his mobile phone, he saw it clearly. It was a small Jade Buddha, engraved with a big belly and always smiling Maitreya Buddha. The appearance of aura, obviously the owner is playing with it from time to time.

This Jade Buddha was a gift from Zhang Zhi when he left. To this day, he still remembers what he said at that time

"Xiao Yu, you must always smile in the future, Chang'an is happy."

The light of the screen saver on the mobile phone dimmed. In the darkness, Zhang Yu stared at the Jade Buddha in his palm for a long time.

After a long time, a word came out in a faint voice: "Zhang Zhi, how can I forget you?"

Zhang Yu put the Jade Buddha in his heart, lay quietly on the bed, and time slipped away quietly.Outside the window, the sky was getting whiter, so half an hour passed without realizing it.

Zhang Yu's mood was disturbed by this dream that he hadn't had for a long time, and he couldn't fall asleep even after thinking about it, so he planned to get up and go to the playground for a few laps by the way.

Streamer is always easy to throw people away, the cherry is red, and the plantain is green.

When I was young, I always thought that feelings could last forever, and there was always time to see each other between the cold and the heat.But ah, life is like a rushing tide, always pushing you forward, and you can never go back to the past.

At first, Zhang Yu went back and met Zhang Zhi a few times. Later, Zhang Zhi's family also moved away, and gradually lost contact.With a new environment and new friends, I gradually stopped seeing each other. Life, without anyone, is still going on.

However, after all, mottled and lingering marks are left behind. It only takes one meeting, and they will break out of their cocoons and turn into butterflies, and bloom beautiful flowers.

After Zhang Yu simply washed up, he put on a simple white T-shirt and shorts. His senior, Zhu Xiuming, was still sleeping soundly.He smiled slightly, picked up the oversized black-rimmed glasses on the table, put them on, and gently closed the door.

Although it was not long after dawn, there were already many people on the way out.Or wearing extremely loose sports clothes like Zhang Yu, obviously doing morning exercises.Or carrying a bulging backpack, wearing earphones on their heads, and muttering a foreign language in their mouths, obviously for morning reading.

It is worthy of being S University, the only second world-class university in China.Zhang Yu sighed in his heart.

Speaking of S University, one has to mention B University, which is also one of the top ten institutions of higher learning in the world in the flower-growing country, with one branch in the south and the other in the north.Numerous students have sharpened their heads and want to squeeze into these two schools, but Zhang Yu chose S University for a simple reason: it is close to home. S University is in S City, and Zhang Yu's family is also here. University B is in City B. According to Zhang Yu's understanding, Zhang Zhi's family moved to City B in the end.

If possible, Zhang Zhi would probably choose B University.

When Zhang Yuzheng lamented the outstanding people of S University, the nearest track and field field was already in sight.The track and field is a standard 400-meter runway, and inside the runway is a football field.

"Be careful!" Zhang Yu suddenly heard an anxious roar, is this person talking about me?He couldn't help but look up in the direction where the sound came from, only to see a black and white football whirling and getting bigger and bigger in his field of vision. Any reaction space.

Just when those who saw this scene could not bear to close their eyes, they seemed to be able to imagine the scene of Zhang Yu being hit by the ball.The person who yelled out the phrase "Be careful" is also rushing over, ready to send "Zhang Yu who must be injured" to the medical office immediately.

However, Zhang Yu's waist quickly bent down in an incredible arc, and his hands rolled back to touch the ground, just avoiding the inevitable goal.It happened that the move of Iron Banqiao was used.

Not only that, but Zhang Yu, who used the iron bridge, leaned back, put his hands on the ground, turned his legs back one by one, then switched hands and feet, and stepped on the ground again.This is another backflip.

In addition, Zhang Yu's movements are fluent and quick, and his posture is graceful. The onlookers who came back to their senses did not see anyone injured and screamed in pain. Instead, they saw these two difficult movements comparable to those taught in textbooks, and they were naturally applauded.

But Zhang Yu, the person involved, was not in such a good mood. He picked up the football that fell on the ground.

The player who played football could not be a novice who just learned football, Zhang Yu thought of this possibility, and suddenly his face darkened.

Thinking like this, the Lord came.

The man ran up to Zhang Yu with an anxious expression on his face, before he could catch his breath, he hurriedly said, "Are you okay?"

"fine."

Hearing the voice, it was the one calling him to be careful, Zhang Yu thought.

Then he glanced at this person. This person was wearing a white T-shirt and shorts that were very similar to him. He was extremely tall, half a head taller than Zhang Yu who was 178. I guess he was at least 185. He had a handsome appearance and good features. Deep, but quite handsome.

In addition, the appearance of this person gave Zhang Yu an inexplicable sense of familiarity, as if he had seen it somewhere, but he searched all over his memory, but there was no such person.

Zhang Yu thought about it for a while, but he didn't have a clue, so he didn't think about it.

Judging by the man's anxious look, it doesn't seem like he did it on purpose.He threw the football back to him, turned around and walked towards the cafeteria.

When I arrived at the track and field, I was almost hit by a football. Today is definitely not suitable for running. I'd better go to the cafeteria to have breakfast.Zhang Yu analyzed today's fortune like a stick in his heart.

The man holding the football was left behind, a little dazed.

This guy is so nice, he was almost hit by a ball, and he didn't get angry.

He blamed himself again in his heart: Why did he use so much energy when he was just learning football?

That person must look good dancing, inexplicably, the football player thought of this.The way Zhang Yu lowered his waist just now flashed in his mind.

That waist feels so soft.

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The new article has opened up, please collect and comment on the little angel.This is my second article, please don't criticize me carelessly. ^ω^