The helplessness of the carousel

seven.

Everyone said it was a miracle that I woke up.However, they felt that my resilience was a miracle.

Just a few days later, I was able to bounce back to school and won multiple sports championships in the ensuing winter games.

It seems that I forgot to mention that after entering high school, my stature suddenly grew a lot taller, and I have reached a height similar to that of Jin He. At the same time, my body has also become much better.Therefore, after receiving such a serious injury, he can recover quickly.

However, although I feel that I am completely healed, Brother Dong Wan and Brother Comet don't think so at all.

So I have to be forced by Brother Dong Wan to take a lot of inexplicable pills every day...Of course, I am not the only one who suffers, Shan Hao will also be forced to take a lot of medicine by Brother Dong Wan every day, which is called "to strengthen the body" keep fit!And Brother Comet, ever since my almost death was over, he has been very worried about me and always stays with me.Brother Huixing didn't like to have too close contact with other people, but now he is willing to take a bath with me when time is urgent.For this, Brother Minyu was very resentful... Biting the corner of the quilt countless times, looking pitifully at Brother Huixing who walked into the bathroom with me...Of course, Brother Huixing usually ignores it...

Although, Brother Minwoo is also very close to me, Brother Huixing's closeness to me still aroused Brother Minyu's jealousy, but Brother Huixing only said a word to Brother Minyu, Brother Minyu never minded again Brother Huixing is close to me, and he himself treats me better, takes care of me more, and does not want me to suffer any harm.

And I didn't know until a long time later, what Brother Huixing said to Brother Wenyu at that time...

Brother Huixing said, "When Jin was in pain, he still said sorry..."

And Brother Jin Hyuk... Brother Ming Hyuk began to be busy with his love affair with Miss Hee Sun.

No one knows when they started, but they have undoubtedly become a beautiful landscape on the campus together.The teacher also turns a blind eye to their interactions, as long as they don't go too far, they don't know.

Every day when I see brother Jihe and sister Xishan walking on the campus hand in hand, there will always be that unspeakable feeling in my heart.

I think it might be jealousy.Just like when I was a child, when I saw other children walking down the street with their parents holding hands, I felt in my heart.However, such feelings seem to be different from those in childhood...

Occasionally, I would get up after Brother Janghe fell asleep, silently look at Brother Janghe’s handsome face, wondering why I cared so much about Brother Janghe, and why I would be attracted by seeing him and Xishan. Holding hands, but heartache.

However, I have no way of knowing, I can only watch secretly, watching the intimacy between Brother Zhuhe and Sister Xishan, secretly envious in my heart.

This kind of strong envy and jealousy tormented my heart and made me feel uncomfortable. I started to avoid seeing Brother Zhihe and Miss Xishan, because every time I saw them, the tingling pain in my heart made me sit still Uneasy.I deliberately avoided Brother Zhehe, trying to use time to dilute the weird feeling in my heart.

Every morning, I was the first to get up and go to the classroom, but at night I always stepped on the lights to go back to the dormitory.Brother Zhu He also seemed to notice the difference in me, and would look at me strangely from time to time, but I had no choice but to run away.

I spend more and more time practicing dance, shutting myself in the dance studio, dancing day and night.At the same time, I also found a lot of jobs, filling up my spare time, so that I have no time to think about why, when I see brother Jihe and sister Xishan together, my heart hurts so much.

At first, Brother Zhuhe didn't respond much, but later, Brother Zhuhe began to wait for me to come back in the dormitory, asking me if something happened.I think, Brother Jinhe may also be very confused, why Park Chunjin, who used to like to follow him and be his little tail, now seems to be avoiding him.However, I can't answer...

How can I tell Jin Hyuk, my envy, my jealousy...

However, after discovering my anomaly, Brother Jihe and Sister Xishan spent significantly less time together. Except for sending Sister Xishan home from school every day, Brother Zhihe almost always stays with me and escorts me every day. Going to class, going to dinner, and even brother Dong Wan's exclusive job of forcing me to take medicine was also taken over by him.

Sister Xishan would sometimes come to eat with me with Brother Jihe, and I would appear a little anxious at this time, but I still tried my best to cover it up, smiling at Sister Xishan, and chatting happily with them.

Until one holiday, Brother Zhuhe, who had promised to go to the amusement park with me, missed the appointment because he was going to accompany Miss Xishan to see a doctor.Originally, this wasn't a big deal, and seeing a doctor is naturally more important than playing, but this time, I got angry at Ge He.

I told Brother Zhuhe to go to accompany his sister Xishan, don't come to me again!

Looking at the surprised eyes of Brother Zhuhe, I immediately regretted it. How could I say such capricious words to Brother Zhuhe? Sister Xishan is Brother Zhuhe’s girlfriend, and I am Brother Zhuhe’s?I'm a little terrified, what should I do if Brother Zhuhe really ignores me in the future...

I really want to apologize to Brother Zhuhe, but my self-esteem does not allow me to do so. I turned my back to Brother Zhuhe. Brother Zhuhe didn’t speak or move. I knew he was still standing behind me, but I couldn’t do it anyway. Not daring to turn around to look at him, finally gritted his silver teeth and ran away...

"Ozu..."