The helplessness of the carousel

twelve.

The winter vacation in the third year of high school should have been tense and happy.However, no one expected that this winter vacation has become an important turning point in my life.Based on this many years later, whenever I think back to this winter vacation, I would think, if those things hadn’t happened at the beginning, would my brother and I have a different result...

As soon as the winter vacation arrived, I received a notice from Brother Qixuan, saying that the magazine needed to take a group of boys' clothing photos, and needed 6 models.Except for Brother Jinhe and I, Brother Qixuan has also met the other 4 people in the dormitory. Because of time constraints, he couldn’t find so many graphic models at the moment, so Brother Qixuan asked me to call Brother Huixing and them all.

The 6 of us rushed to the shooting location, Qixuan brother carefully looked at the conditions of the six of us, and divided us into three groups, I was in a group with Jin Hyuk, Hyesung and Min Woo were in a group, Dong Wan Brother and Shanhao are in a group.

Brother Jinhyuk and I wore handsome school uniforms, back to back, and performed various actions according to Brother Qixuan's request, so that Brother Qixuan's camera would leave our most beautiful and eye-catching moment.They also intentionally made all kinds of funny moves together when Brother Comet and the others were filming, which made them laugh out loud...

I thought that if this winter vacation had such a beautiful and happy beginning, it would definitely have a good ending, but this is not the case.

Because the money I earned gradually increased, my father became less and less satisfied, he played more and more when gambling, and even owed usury.And I didn't know until the creditors came to my door that the money my father owed was already an astronomical figure that I couldn't repay.

However, what makes me most desperate is not this astronomical debt, but what my father did.When the creditor offered to take me as a debt repayment, my father agreed without hesitation.I watched in a daze as my father signed the contract with the creditor, and I paid off all the debts my father owed, until they dragged me out of the room, and I couldn't get back to my senses.

Although my father was drinking and gambling, I never hated him.Even if I had no money to go to school, no money to eat, and was bullied by other children, I did not blame him or hate him, because he was always my father, and I thank him for giving me life.However, when I saw him sell me off with my own eyes, and watched someone drag me away, I suddenly hated him... I hated his ruthlessness, and even more hated his incompetence!

And I didn't regain consciousness until I was dragged out of the house.I resisted and struggled, but I couldn't escape the restraint of those burly men. Instead, I was punched several times because of my resistance.

Although my father would often beat me when he was drunk, compared with the fists of these big guys, my father's violent beatings are like children's play, and the punches of the big guys hit me hard in the abdomen, the stomach. The pain made my eyes stare, a fishy smell surged up, and a mouthful of hot blood spurted out of my mouth like this...

"Ozu!"

Brother Wenyu's voice came from the side, he tried his best to rush over to save me, but he was stopped by a burly man, and he watched helplessly as I was put into the car and left with blood on the corner of my mouth...

"Ozu!!!!!!"