Dream or truth...

31 chapter

"..." Not knowing how to answer, Yuxiang stared blankly at Ryosuke, speechless.

Obviously it's just because I don't want to lose him, I know that this kind of deception is nothing more than drinking poison to quench my thirst, it's just because I'm attached to that kind of warmth, it's just because of...love.

But are these enough to keep him?Can these reasons be forgiven?Can these reasons cover up those injuries?

If he knew that he could seize happiness as long as he told the truth at that time, he would definitely not pretend to lose his memory, and he would definitely not choose to cheat. If he could do it again, he would definitely face it more bravely.

But there is no if, and time cannot turn back, so the deception has become a fact, and the injury has been deep-rooted.

How to answer?How can it be redeemed?

Seeing that Yuxiang has been silent, Ryosuke closed his eyes, and opened them again ten seconds later, with a different expression, empty, indifferent, and emotionless: "Then, Nakajima-kun, I will go back and promise the club now." Long, we're done."

He pushed Yuxiang away, and walked in the direction of the president's office indifferently.

At this time, Yuxiang still couldn't think of any words that could guarantee to persuade Ryosuke, but he knew that he couldn't just let him go, so he grabbed Ryosuke's arm and brought him into his arms: "No!"

Then I realized that the child in my arms was trembling, his eyes were closed tightly, and clear liquid flowed down his cheeks: "Yu Xiang is an idiot..."

Ryosuke turned around and threw himself into Yuxiang's arms: "No matter what the reason... No matter what the reason! No matter what you say, I just need to know that you and I feel the same! As long as you speak Stay, as long as you tell me I'm not alone!"

As long as you know that you are very important in Yuxiang's heart, as long as you know that Yuxiang has the same feelings as yourself, as long as you know that Yuxiang has the same courage to face the future as yourself.

He just wants an excuse, he just needs a step.

Having come to this point, how could he be willing to leave when he was desperate to fight?

The situation suddenly became like this, and Yuxiang was at a loss for a moment. The child who had been indifferent and arrogant just now, who seemed extremely strong, suddenly lost all his disguise, hugged himself tightly and cried out of breath.

Raising his hand subconsciously, Yuxiang patted the child on the back: "...I'm also very scared... Ryosuke, I'm also very scared, I'm afraid you will leave me if you tell the truth. So wake up When I came here, I deliberately pretended to forget those things, and asked you to cooperate with me very capriciously. I don’t know where the self-confidence came from. If you don't, you will tolerate me no matter what... I'm just afraid that you will leave me... I'm sorry."

Because of fear, I escaped on my own, indulged in myself, but forgot to be with myself

What kind of uneasiness he endured at this age.I thought that I could hide those pains and sorrows with full pampering, but I forgot that the sweetness obtained by deception has no foundation.

The two of them smiled nervously and were very close on the surface, but in their hearts they were afraid that they would lose each other at any time.

So how long can an insecure relationship last?No matter how much love you have, it will be exhausted in those worries. In the end, when the worries and fatigue can't match the happiness of loving, you will give up, right?

Fortunately, they haven't reached that step yet, and fortunately they still have time. They are willing to face the pain and sorrow together, because they know that the person loves them, and those hurts in the past have not been forgotten. The pain of not being together seems to be more intense.

I don't know where we can go in the future, but now, as long as the person holding hands is the other party, they are willing to try instead of fighting desperately. No one knows what the final result will be, right?

Dream or truth?

Dream comes true, with you.

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