Dream or truth...

Chapter 11

After Yuxiang left, Ryosuke quickly recovered that flawless smile. Seeing this, Arioka felt extremely distressed: "If you want to cry, just cry."

Ryosuke's disguise collapsed the instant he heard these words, his expression quickly darkened, and even his eyes lost their luster.

But I didn't cry.

His tone was heavy, as if a heavy weight had fallen on him: "I won't cry. If I cry, it means I regret it. But, big ちゃん, I have no right to regret it..."

All the escape routes were cut off by himself, so he could only move forward without hesitation.

Even if I know clearly, that person is taking the completely opposite path to me...

"...Why didn't you tell him that? If you did..." He would definitely not think you are that kind of person, and he would never say that to you.

"So what? Big ちゃん, at this time he will only treat me as a threat, and despise me even more... Besides, he treats me as a friend, and I will never become a lover... I have always... ...I know it all..." But she was dazzled by the little happiness, thinking that she was so special to him that she could change that principle...

Ryosuke sat motionless for an hour, until he was told to start practicing, then he got up and changed silently.

During the training, he was severely reprimanded by the teacher, because although his movements were perfect, he still lacked a bit of spirituality.

"Yamada! Where's your soul? I want a dancer! Not a dancing doll! Where is your soul?"

When he heard this, Ryosuke lowered his head and tried not to let the tears fall.

Is it the dancer's soul?I worked desperately, just to let that person's eyes stay on me.But now, everything is meaningless.

The warmth that once supported me suddenly left, so I could only struggle alone in the ice and snow.

The sudden extra warmth on the shoulders made Ryosuke raise his head, but in an instant he keenly realized that it was a different temperature from that person.

Arioka took his shoulders and apologized to the teacher: "Teacher, I'm sorry, Yamada sprained him before, and he just got out of the hospital today and hasn't adjusted yet, can you let him rest first?"

The teacher looked at the lifeless Ryosuke, and finally let him go. After all, that child has been working so hard all the time. If he hadn't been completely unable to support him, such a situation should not have happened.

Ryosuke fell down in the next second, Xiaoda turned to Ryosuke to catch him when he felt his hand was empty, but the child fell into another embrace.

Seeing Ryosuke falling down, Yuxiang rushed over instinctively, and didn't come back to his senses until he hugged Ryosuke.

What are you doing?Haven't you already given up on him?With this person, isn't he not even a friend now?

Seeing Arioka looking at him with a complicated expression, Yuxiang remembered that Ryosuke should be handed over to the other party, but Yamada, who had passed out, grabbed his clothes tightly and refused to let go. Yuxiang was a little embarrassed, and Arioka But sighed: "You take him back to the happy house first."

When carrying Ryosuke to Le House, he suddenly remembered two days ago, the same posture, but already a completely different atmosphere.

At that time, Liangjie's shy appearance was so beautiful, but after only two days, that beauty was destroyed by himself.

Seeing Ryosuke frowning and clutching at his clothes, Yuxiang felt inexplicably distressed.

Since when did that child with high spirits and looking forward to God become so insecure?

When I arrived at the Le House, I wanted to let go of the child, but I couldn't make him let go of his coat.

So I had to hold him and sit on the couch.

Then Ryosuke suddenly struggled: "Yuxiang, Yuxiang! Don't go! Don't leave me alone!" Finally let go of his hand, but closed his eyes and scratched in the air.

Yuxiang quickly held his hand: "I'm here, don't be afraid, I'm here..."

After the hand was held, Ryosuke calmed down, and then instinctively approached the warm place, sobbing: "Yu Xiang... why did you say that... Yu Xiang... I really like you... Yu Xiang... Why... Yuxiang..."

Seeing Ryosuke crying, Yuxiang's heart was pinched fiercely, how could this be?This child is obviously the person I swore to protect for the rest of my life when I met him, isn't he?Why is it the one who hurts him the most now?

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry... Yama-chan... I shouldn't have said that... Yama-chan... I'm sorry..." Holding the child tightly, I murmured sorry words, obviously she is such a cherished person... She obviously didn't want to hurt him...why did it end up like this?

Later, the company sent a car to take Ryosuke home, because he couldn't let him go, and Yuxiang still had work behind him and couldn't leave, so he had to ask Yuxiang to take off the coat and let Ryosuke take it back.

When Ryosuke woke up, it was already late at night, and the room was empty. He suddenly felt the familiar texture in his hand, looked down, and recognized Yuxiang's clothes at a glance.

"Why do you want to give me hope again? Yuxiang..."

The moonlight crept into the window quietly and fell on the beautiful boy in the room. The boy was sitting on the bed, hugging his clothes and weeping silently. The air was full of profound sadness that anyone could feel...