Snow Chihiro

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Another hour had passed when he returned to the bedroom, Dongfang Li Qing came back from the outside, his brows were still frowning, with a preoccupied look on his face.She looked at the room that was still lit, and listened carefully to the light and slow breathing inside, she was vaguely asleep, that was a good thing, she really didn't know how to face Xue Qianxun's feelings for her.

She hesitated outside the door, but pushed the door open to go in. The air was filled with a faint scent of medicine, which washed away the usual smell, as if the house had also accepted this other owner.There was still a jar of Jinzui's standard configuration on the table, but the missing wine bowl was placed on the table in an upright manner. Her eyes paused for a moment on the bowl, and then turned away again. Is there anyone on the bed?She turned her eyes again, looked behind the screen, and vaguely saw a figure leaning there, breathing evenly.

It was indeed too exhausting. I rushed all the way back to Heimuya from the capital, drank a lot of wine, and was dragged by her to practice kung fu for an hour and a half...Dongfang Li sighed, and turned behind the screen Look at that woman, Xue Qianxun was soaked in the medicine soup, the water was already warm, she was leaning crookedly on the edge of the bucket, revealing half of her upper body, her snow-white skin was dyed a faint red by the candle flame, it could be broken by any blow. .Dongfang Li's gaze stayed on her body. It's not like she hasn't seen this body before. She is also a woman, and she is from modern times. It can be said that except when Xue Qianxun is awake, she will not have too many unnatural feelings .In fact, when we first met, even though Xue Qianxun was awake, she was still calm.

But it's different now, because of that woman's difference.

The heat of the medicinal bath penetrates into the body, but the cold hurts the body. Dongfang Li hesitated, seeing Xue Qianxun's slightly frowning eyebrows in her sleep. This appearance never appeared when she was facing herself. The corners of her eyes always Upturned, the corners of the mouth are always slightly turned up, and the eyes are always bright... It's not that she is not bitter, it's not that she is not tired, it's just that she doesn't want to show it in front of her... that's all.Dongfang Li stepped forward and inserted Xue Qianxun's armpit with one hand, and picked up the fluffy body from the water with the other hand. The light brown medicinal juice gurgled down Xue Qianxun's body... Dongfang Li slightly lowered his head and arched his head. Putting his legs around her body, he pulled the white towel and wiped it carelessly, before he picked her up again.Perhaps her wiping was a bit rough, Xue Qianxun, who had been sleeping deeply, opened her eyes dimly, and glanced at her, Dongfang Li's body suddenly stiffened, but the woman in her arms seemed to be really tired, and turned away She retracted her head into her arms and fell asleep peacefully, her heart relaxed again, she looked down at Xue Qianxun's side face, and carefully carried her back to the bed.As soon as the thin man got on the bed, he rolled over and got inside, with his back to this side.

I can't bear it anymore.Xue Qianxun closed her eyes, desperately suppressing her breathing and heartbeat, but she couldn't help but smile, she couldn't help it anymore.

Waving his sleeves, the strong wind extinguished the candles.Dongfang Li lay down next to Xue Qianxun in his clothes, and closed his eyes.

Of course, the Dongfang Zuoshi didn’t raise chickens in his yard, but this self-disciplined person never got up late because there was no cock crowing, except for the three days when he was intoxicated by the breeze.

Before dawn, the person who had only slept for an hour turned over vigorously, lit the candle, and changed into the crumpled outer shirt. Her movements were very light, but the woman on the bed still woke up , Dongfang Li's movements slowed down by half a beat, and turned to look at her, only to see Xue Qianxun blinked slightly, and sat up propped up, the thin quilt slipped off her body, revealing her delicate collarbone and exquisite plumpness.

I really don't understand why this man turned into a fairy as soon as he woke up!Dongfang Li felt helpless, but his face was expressionless, to show that he was not interested.Break early and break early, less entanglement and less injury.But Xue Qianxun never seemed to be sad and angry about her like this, instead she showed a smug smile, she knew Dongfang Li, if she really didn't feel anything, she should do her things naturally and even make fun of her , not such a pretended indifferent expression. "Is the left envoy going to practice martial arts? Qianxun will go with you." She stood up boldly without any concealment; she got off the bed alluringly and walked to the cabinet, "Which one does the left envoy like Qianxun to wear?"

Dongfang Li frowned, as if no matter what she did, she couldn't hurt this woman, and she didn't have the heart to really hurt a person who loved her, especially such a woman. "Third from the left." After she finished speaking, she sat down at the table, watched Xue Qianxun put on clothes one by one, and tied her hair with an old hair band. She turned her head and smiled at her, that smile Clean and pure, without any pretense, it seems that I am really satisfied with everything now.

Dongfang Li suddenly realized that he had never understood this woman, she was so different, as if she was the only one in the past and present, her personality was so contradictory, she was obviously extremely persistent, yet easily satisfied.She has experienced the feeling of liking someone but never getting a response for nearly two decades. It is an endless abyss, a pain that stirs her muscles. It is only because she has always been self-controlled that she can secretly suppress it and silently give everything for her.

However, Xue Qianxun is not like this. Knowing that she has someone in her heart, knowing that she doesn't like it, knowing that Qing is hard to find in her whole life, she can secretly be happy just for companionship, and can't hide her satisfaction and smile just because of a little care.

Dongfang Li thought of Xue Qianxun when she grabbed the sword, and only felt a sour feeling in her heart, she thought she was really crazy.

However, without madness, without survival.

"why?"

This question was asked abruptly, but Xue Qianxun walked forward with soft eyebrows and eyes. She was not used to looking down at the person in front of her, so she squatted down and slightly raised her head to look at Dongfang Li who was sitting on the chair.

why?

If one day you also meet someone you love, and then ask yourself why, you will find that there are thousands of reasons, but you can't say any of them when you get to your mouth, and you just want to kiss her face lightly.Xue Qianxun really wanted to carry out this idea, but a finger blocked her mouth. Dongfang Li looked at her seriously, determined to find an answer.

"Then why the Zuoshi?"

Dongfang Li was stunned, was he asking why she didn't love her or why she loved that person?She didn't know how to answer, so she said coldly after a while: "You answer mine first."

Xue Qianxun's eyes curled up, Zuo Shi was playing childish temper, such a rare appearance in a hundred years made her wish to penetrate deeply into her mind, she thought that Su Yin had asked her this question before, when Dongfang Li was still asleep, and she replied: "I used to hate myself, why did I always live like that but didn't want to die, always struggling to survive even if it was disgusting. I didn't know until later that it was to meet this person."

"She lets you know that you are alive as a person, worthy, hopeful, and powerful. Maybe there are many people in this world who are better than her, and there will be many people who will treat me better than she treats me in the future, but that is no longer Then there was me. There is only one sun in a person's life, and I am sure she is mine."

"I know she likes others, but so what? There is only one sun in a person's life, but the sun does not only illuminate one person."

However, it was difficult for her to say such reasons and love words to Dongfang Li, her heart was obviously full as if it was going to explode, but she couldn't make a sound. She knew that this was a long-lost embarrassment, and she buried such words according to her heart in the bottom of my heart.

Xue Qianxun looked up at the serious person with her lips pursed. Will one day she only illuminate herself?

No, don't expect too much.If you want too much, you will end up with nothing.

She put her head on Dongfang Li's lap, "You don't have to ask why, and I will never force you. That's fine."

That's it.