I miss you by the stars

The darkness made the panic in Yuxi's heart spread infinitely, like the tide, like moss, like watching the sand all over the sky in the north on TV, engulfing every corner of my heart that should be peaceful.

She remembered that when she was a child, her mother left in such a dark night and never came back.

Yu Xi was so frightened that her fingertips tingled, she opened her mouth silently like a dying fish, but she didn't make any sound.

She didn't know whether it was fear that made her unable to speak, or her stubborn nature that made her unwilling to ask Jiang Yi for help. If Jiang Yi forgot her, let Jiang Yi lock the door.

Anyway, in Jiang Yi's lively world, she is just an inconspicuous child.

Yu Xi silently clenched the water-based pen in his hand until the ridges on the pen shaft made the calluses on his middle finger painful, and he didn't stop.

Is she competing with Jiang Yi, or herself, or is she competing with her mother who left her and never returned?

Yu Xi closed her eyes, but found that she was not engulfed by the darkness she imagined, there was a beam of warm yellow light dangling at her, and she could feel it through her eyelids, it was warm.

Yu Xi opened her eyes, only to find that Jiang Yi picked up the old-fashioned desk lamp and held it in her hand, smiling and shaking it at her face.

Yuxi smiled.

Jiang Yi shook Yu Xi with the desk lamp, and asked her with a smile, "Child, are you hungry?"

Yu Xi didn't eat dinner tonight, and she didn't feel it when she was just concentrating on writing the questions, but now when Jiang Yi asked, she only felt her chest sticking to her back, but she said stubbornly, "I'm not hungry."

I don't know if people have an inexplicable strength when they are young. If they show weakness in any aspect, they are afraid that the other party will underestimate themselves.

Especially when the other party is a vivid mature attractive woman.

I am a lonely and embarrassed child who doesn't know what to do with his hands and feet.

Yu Xi said "not hungry", but his body was very honest, his stomach groaned twice, echoing in the empty and quiet billiard hall at this time.

Jiang Yi laughed with a "puchi".

She bent her index finger and tapped on a raised tabletop in front of Yu Xi: "Let's go, I haven't had dinner yet, come and eat something with me."

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To be honest, even though Yuxi has lived in Zhuzhen for almost ten years, she has no idea what the center of Zhuzhen looks like in the middle of the night.

When she was a child, she lived with her grandmother in the village beside Zhu Town. After her grandmother passed away, she came to Zhu Town with her uncle. Her aunt treated her very harshly, and she didn't have any extra pocket money.

On those nights when she couldn't sleep, Yu Xi wore her cousin's old jeans, with her hands in her pockets, and wandered aimlessly on the side roads of the town. She didn't dare to go to the center of the town at all, for fear of showing her timidity of having no money.

The center of Zhu Town in the middle of the night was far less prosperous than she imagined. There was only a tricycle made of a glass cabinet parked there, and a gas stove with a big pot standing on it. The glass was already full of yellow and black. The oil stains, the nourishment of the red "Chaofen Fried Noodles" menu, have long since lacked a bit here and there, and have become unrecognizable.

However, there was a steaming smoke, reflecting Jiang Yi's smiling face, which warmed Yuxi's heart in the foggy night.

Those fears of walking alone on the deserted path, like the fog broken by Jiang Yi's smiling face at this moment, became far away and invisible.

Jiang Yi raised her tongue and asked her livelyly: "My child, what do you want to eat?"

A few of the Jinlianzi youths who were sitting on small plastic benches by the side of the road eating fried noodles were obviously regulars of Jiang Yi's billiard hall, and they whistled and asked her, "Jiang Yi, who is this pretty little sister? Bring it out to play with next time."

"Get lost." Jiang Yi smiled but scolded sternly: "He is a student with a bright future, he is different from us."

He stretched out his hand to protect Yuxi behind his back.

Yu Xi looked at her back in the green dress, which turned into a bit of pretty green on the summer branches again, and muttered: "Like an old hen protecting its cubs."

"I'm like an old hen?" Jiang Yi turned her head and smiled and glared at her: "Fortunately, you are still a high school student, can you make a better analogy?"

Yu Xi smiled, and Jiang Yi took Yu Xi to sit down by the stall.The oil-stained plastic stools, the high ones serve as tables, the short ones sit on people, and the legs of the stool are missing a corner here and there, making it unsteady to sit on. Jiang Yi's smiling face swayed with the shaking of the stool, becoming more and more animated.

"What do you want to eat?" Yu Xi said, "I invite you."

"What kind of money do you have as a poor student?" Jiang Yi smiled, then turned her waist lightly and went to the stall to order food.

Yu Xi is quite tall, with long hands and long feet. He folded on the small stool a little aggrieved, propped his chin with one hand, and looked at Jiang Yi's profile from a distance.

Jiang Yi stood in front of the small stall with her arms folded. She didn't know whether it was the lamp that was also stained with oil, or the fire under the hot pot, which turned Jiang Yi's face yellow, but her arms that were folded became more and more obvious. A kind of plumpness, glistening in the white moonlight.

No matter how this woman shakes her high heels and teases the young men next to her, Yu Xi thinks she is quite clean.

After a while, Jiang Yi came back with two stainless steel plates covered with disposable bags. The plates were filled with red fried noodles, the kind that was finger-wide and thick, mixed with bean sprouts, ham sausage and fat sausage, showing a A kind of oily pot gas.

Yu Xi sucked in her breath, afraid that her stomach would growl again.

Jiang Yi put the plate in front of Yu Xi, Yu Xi watched the hot steam create a white mist on the plastic bag, Jiang Yi's voice was soft and warm: "Eat."

Yu Xi asked: "How much is it? We each have our own."

Although she is a poor student, she also knows that no one in this dilapidated town is really rich, it's just the difference between relatively poor and extremely poor.

For example, the woman in front of me looks pretty in every dress, but at first glance it looks like a cheap material, which is different from the female stars Yu Xi saw on TV.

There is also the woman's lipstick, which is bright red and mottled. Drinking cold beer in a limp disposable plastic cup will easily fade away, leaving a red lip mark on the cup, like a kiss.

Yu Xi thought, how soft and gentle was Jiang Yi's kiss on her chin that day, so that it only left such a shallow lip mark?

"Don't worry about the kids, I'm rich." Jiang Yi burped loudly while drinking beer, and sighed, "It's great!"

Her smile was so bright in the night, so bright that little mosquitoes and flies were flying around her head.

She called Yu Xi: "Eat quickly, or it won't taste good after a while." She was still holding a disposable plastic cup, sipping beer with a smile.

Is it the difference between adults and children?

Yu Xi was really hungry, so she broke off the disposable chopsticks and stuffed it into her mouth. It was delicious, but she didn't expect it to be so spicy, it made her cough violently.

Jiang Yi Xiaoxiao was surprised: "So you can't eat spicy food?"

Indeed, in this mountain town, eating spicy food is a tradition and a must-have skill for everyone.Seeing that Yu Xi was coughing badly, Jiang Yi followed her anxiously, and stuffed the disposable plastic cup into her hand: "I'll be eighteen in a month, right? Have a drink, relieve the heat."

Yu Xi took the beer glass and took a sip. In addition to the cold beer, the temperature of Jiang Yi's finger was still on the disposable plastic cup.

Jiang Yi's peach blossom eyes, under the dim streetlights surrounded by mosquitoes and flies, were as hot as Yu Xi's face, which was getting hotter and hotter.

Yu Xi looked at Jiang Yi's smiling face and asked, "Can I have another sip?"

Jiang Yi smiled lazily: "Okay."

Taking advantage of the young man driving a motorcycle passing by Chong Jiangyi and whistling, Yu Xi quietly turned the plastic cup in his hand half a circle, and turned to the side where Jiang Yi's peeled off lipstick was printed, and turned it in front of Yu Xi.

Yu Xi secretly took a look at Jiang Yi, Jiang Yi smiled and chatted with people while eating fried noodles, under the charm was a kind of fireworks full of vitality.

Yu Xi doesn't know how there is such a woman in the world.

She is provocative, she is lively, she is clean, and maybe she is also slightly sad.

Yu Xi drank it at Jiang Yi's lipstick mark on the mouth of the cup.

She thought the lipstick would have a bitter taste, but she didn't expect it to taste sweet when mixed with beer.

Yu Xi wanted to take another sip, but Jiang Yi snatched the plastic cup from her hand, and poked Yu Xi's forehead with the useless end of disposable chopsticks: "You child, want to drink Are you drunk?"

Yu Xi replied, "I'll be an adult in one month."

Jiang Yi smiled and said, "Isn't that still underage?"

Although Jiang Yi is from the north, he can eat much more spicy food than Yu Xi. After pouring Yu Xi a glass of white water, he held the plate and ate it, his cheeks bulging. Yu Xi said: "Like a squirrel. .”

Jiang Yi laughed with his mouth full of fried noodles: "It's a hen and a squirrel, what kind of animal am I in your eyes?"

Yu Xi thought: It's not an animal, it's a goblin.

Jiang Yi's eyes flickered twice under the street lamp, and he stretched out a slender finger to Yu Xi.

Before Yu Xi could react, Jiang Yi lightly wiped her lips with his fingers: "Child, you got my lipstick on your mouth."

His fingers were as soft as Jiang Yi's lips, and Yu Xi's face was burning.

Jiang Yi looked at her and blinked.

Yu Xi said: "I drank too much."

"Just those two bites just now?" Jiang Yi smiled: "I'm really still a child."

Jiang Yi took a sip of beer by herself, she could eat spicy food, but under the dual stimulation of chili pepper and cold beer, her lips became more red, swollen and plump.

like what?Like a red cherry about to fall to the mud.

Yu Xi felt that her heart was like a piece of mud, and also like the disposable plastic cup she just held, limp.

When both of them finished eating the fried noodles, Jiang Yi burped and sighed like when he drank the first sip of beer just now: "It's so cool!"

Yu Xi asked: "How much is fried rice? I'll give it to you."

At this moment, in her mouth, the greasy pan gas of fried rice mixed with the crispness of bean sprouts, the fatness of ham sausage, and the oiliness of fat sausage, made Jiang Yihuang's smiling face in front of her more lively.

In fact, before this, Yu Xi had never eaten fried noodles, nor drank beer. Since she moved to her aunt's house, all the normal enjoyment and indulgence of the world have nothing to do with her.

"You really are a kid." Jiang Yi smiled lazily with a greasy mouth: "How about this, my water heater is broken, if you tell me where the public bathhouse in the town is, even if you help me, we will even? "

The author says:

感谢在2022-03-3011:51:53~2022-03-3115:42:46期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 Zhaohai;

Thanks to the little angel who cast the landmine: 2 for der; qr, forgot the password countless times, Mu Chenyan, 1 for you to eat the piece in the middle of the watermelon;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 20 bottles of forgotten passwords countless times; 10 bottles of Zhaohai; 5 bottles of cola-flavored sugar;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!