He's killing me again

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After the holiday, the two returned to their long-distance relationship again. Ning Ci's classes were very full, and he basically spent every day in the classroom and library. The time to return to the dormitory was about the same as Pei Jin's next evening self-study time.

Still open the video every night as before, the two of them do not talk, just do their own things, if it is inconvenient to change the video to voice, this kind of time is not too slow, but the emotion of longing is still always Haunted.

University winter vacation is earlier than high school. After the holiday, Ning Ci came to school to pick up Pei Jin for two days. It happened to be Pei Jin's final exam. Seeing him, Ye Ping was furious and sued him again for Pei Jin's complaint. Pei Jin is not a primary school student who has to be picked up by someone who comes to take the final exam. Is there something wrong with that? When Ning Ci told Pei Jin about this, Pei Jin pressed Ning Ci on the sofa and kissed him for a long time, and kept calling him: " Parents." "Brother." "Boyfriend."

Shouting in a different way, Ning Ci covered his face and didn't even want to talk to him.

On the 29th day of the year, the two went to Jiang Lijian's engagement ceremony.

"I never thought that I would marry young when I met you." Chen Fang sighed with a glass of wine.

I haven't seen each other for a while. Chen Fang and Lu Rang have matured a lot. Wearing a suit and tie, they have faded away from their youthfulness. They don't have the youthful energy they had when they met last time. On the other hand, Ning Ci and Pei Jin, even in the same clothes The style of suits, you can still see the breath of students from the two of them, especially Pei Jin, before when he was not studying, he was not too bookish even in school uniforms, but now he is better, although he still likes to keep a cold face, but Temperamentally, he was clearly a tortured student.

It's different from Chen Fang and the others.

"Brother Pei, when will you get engaged?" Chen Fang brought the topic to Ning Ci and Pei Jin as he spoke.

Ning Ci and Pei Jin stood shoulder to shoulder, sipping cakes, hearing Chen Fang's words, stopped Pei Jin from continuing to feed him, and blinked at Pei Jin.

He didn't think about it.

The domestic same-sex marriage law has not yet been passed, and the certificate cannot be obtained. He and Pei Jin have no elders to agree with. Friends around them have always known their relationship, and they have never thought of hiding it from their classmates.

Engagement is just a ceremony.

Ning Ci pursed his lower lip, Pei Jin also paused, reached out to wipe off the cake crumbs on the corner of his lips, raised his lower eyelids, and before he could speak, he heard Chen Fang yelling again: "But it's true, you should You don’t need this thing, it’s just a gimmick, let’s see which ones around here are really sincere blessings, all of them are here for business communication.”

I don't know whether I should say that Chen Fang has grown up, but this topic was distracted by him and no one brought it up again.

After a while, Jiang Lijian came out with his fiancée pushing the cake. Ning Ci was stunned for a while and wanted to stare at the woman to identify him, but he was embarrassed.

"It's a replacement." Pei Jin saw his doubts and grabbed his wrist: "The woman's family had business problems before, so they canceled the marriage."

Ning Ci has never experienced this, but he only remembers that Jiang Lijian seemed to have a good relationship with the girl from before when he had dinner with him, and he also remembered that just before the winter vacation, Jiang Lijian sent a photo with that girl to show his love. It didn't take long to change people, and the relationship between the two seemed to be very good.

Chen Fang also sighed: "That's why I don't accept the arrangement at home. You said that if I fell in love with the other party by accident, I was told before the engagement that the fiancée would change. I can't bear it."

"Didn't you cry and ask why your mother didn't introduce you?" Lujang ruthlessly exposed him: "But it is true."

People of their birth look bright and glamorous to others, but they can't be independent in their emotional matters. Lu Rang's family is fine, with Pei Jin as a lesson from the past, Lu Rang's father never urged Lu Rang to get married, after all I have also seen examples of one person leading another person well, and I hope that Lu Rang will meet a sincere person and lead him to be better.

The most enviable thing now is Pei Jin who abandoned the Pei family without hesitation, although Pei Jin is still in the predicament of the college entrance examination.

"I won't." Ning Ci was still thinking about what Chen Fang and the others said, and was caught off guard when he heard Pei Jin's words. Pei Jin leaned into his ear and didn't care about the eyes of the people around him.

Most of the people here know Pei Jin, but they don't know Ning Ci. Pei Jin has shown his intimacy with each other so generously. Needless to say, he also knows the relationship between the two. It is inevitable that some people will take Pei Jin's father as a fool. The matter came out, saying that Pei Jin probably inherited Pei Yuan's scum, even his sexuality, and it is estimated that the other things are not much worse.

"You guys know about Pei Jin's re-reading, right?" A few middle-aged men were gathering together to gossip, when suddenly a female voice came in, and Chen Fang's mother was wearing a gentle long dress, but her tone was not very friendly: "What am I doing? I'm asking you guys." Do you know it!"

"Know, know..."

"Then do you know why Pei Jin repeats it?"

"Why, why?" They just heard that Pei Jin ruined their own father, and they heard that Pei Jin just repeated his studies. They, small companies that have no direct cooperation with Pei's, have no right to know the specific situation.

Chen Fang's mother raised her chin and looked towards Ning Ci: "Someone will take it, how about if your child has someone who is good-looking, good at studying, and good-tempered, who is willing to take you along with him, whether it's a boy or a girl? Are you unhappy? Are you not envious? You will let your child fail the other party?"

Chen Fang's mother wished that Ning Ci was Chen Fang's boyfriend, but it was a pity that Chen Fang was not as handsome as Pei Jin and as smart as Pei Jin, and it was no wonder that Ning Ci looked down on him.

A few middle-aged men nodded repeatedly, and when they looked at Ning Ci, their eyes were different, and Chen Fang's mother sighed quietly, and cursed: "Unbelievable son."

Chen Fang sneezed suddenly and twisted his nose: "Catch a cold?" He turned his head to look at Pei Jin and Ning Ci, and immediately turned his head to take a sip of wine.

Damn didn't see it.

Pei Jin leaned close to Ning Ci's ear, Ning Ci's ears turned red, but he didn't avoid it, and seemed to be obediently listening to Pei Jin's words.

Pei Jin laughed, and then he didn't know what he said just now, and said slowly: "But if you introduce me to Teacher Ning, Doctor Ning, and Brother Ning... I might be tempted, and I can change one every day."

Ning Ci: "..."

"Today is Ning Ci or Teacher Ning or..." Pei Jin didn't finish his sentence when Ning Ci forked a piece of cake and stuffed it into his mouth to stop him.

Ning Ci held back his shame and tugged at the corner of Pei Jin's clothes: "Don't talk nonsense."

Pei Jin pointed to the cake in his mouth with an innocent face.

Ning Ci looked around and found that Chen Fang and Lu Rang were seriously watching Jiang Lijian give a speech there, and whispered back to Pei Jin's ear: "Today is Ning Ci."

Pei Jin hissed, and suddenly hated himself for not graduating, and being a high school student was really getting in the way.

Pei Jin and Ning Ci spent the Chinese New Year together this year. Pei Jin took Ning Ci to watch the fireworks by the river as usual, and then snuggled up on the sofa and watched a movie when he came back.

When I saw half of it, there was suddenly more weight on my shoulders.

Ning Ci fell asleep leaning on his shoulder, Pei Jin stared at Ning Ci's peaceful sleeping face for a while, then leaned into his ear and whispered: "Happy New Year."

Ning Ci clearly fell asleep, but as if he heard it, he rubbed his shoulders and adjusted a comfortable posture, and responded, "Happy New Year brother."

Pei Jin: "..."

Pei Jin leaned on the bottom of his heart, and tried hard to control himself to look at the paper in his hand.

The time of the Chinese New Year flies fast, and the time starts to slow down again after the New Year.

The temperature is getting higher and higher and the time for the college entrance examination is getting closer, and the frequency of Ning Ci and Pei Jin's video calls has changed from once a day to twice a day.

At noon of the third year of high school, there was a mandatory break. Pei Jin took advantage of this time to talk to Ning Ci, and ran to Ye Ping's office to fight.

Ye Ping was so angry when he called Ye Ping for the first time, but Pei Jin shamelessly asked Ye Ping and Ning Ci to say hello, and deliberately said: "Ms. Ye, why don't you tell my parents what's going on?"

Ye Ping: "..."

Ning Ci watched Ye Ping's face turn red with anger, held back his anger and glared at Pei Jin, turned to him on the other side of the screen and said, "You watch him write the paper, I'm leaving!"

Ning Ci: "..."

Ye Ping's office became Pei Jin's from noon that day. Even Ning Ci's roommates knew that Ning Ci's partner occupied the teacher's office to play videos with him. For a while, he didn't know whether to envy their relationship or not. It should be praised that Ning Ci's target is awesome.

This situation continued until the college entrance examination.

"Don't be nervous." The night before the college entrance examination, Ning Ci still had a video call with Pei Jin as usual. He couldn't go back and tried to ask for leave, but the counselor didn't approve it. Their college is very strict about asking for leave, "everything is ready Yet?"

Pei Jin was a little funny: "It's not the first time. I'm not nervous, so don't be nervous."

"I didn't." Ning Ci retorted subconsciously.

"Well, don't shake your hands, the camera keeps shaking."

Ning Ci hurriedly leaned over to look at himself on the phone screen, and he could see that there was shaking, but he couldn't control it. It would be a lie to say that he wasn't nervous. Although Pei Jin was confident, Pei Jin's scores in the three mock exams were enough for him school, but he was still worried about what might happen.

Ning Ci straightened his lips and stopped smiling, and simply engraved the words "I'm nervous" on his forehead, "You can go to bed, you have to get up early tomorrow, I set the alarm clock to wake you up... ..."

He babbled a lot, while Pei Jin listened quietly, seeing that he didn't respond, Ning Ci couldn't help but ask, "Did you hear that?"

"I heard."

"Then what are you laughing at?"

"Laugh... I'll see you every day soon."

Ning Ci suddenly became hoarse. This year-long long-distance relationship, the two of them were enjoying themselves in bitterness, and they never felt that time could pass so slowly before, but now they are going through it like this.

After a while, Ning Ci hummed: "Immediately."

During the two days of Pei Jin's college entrance examination, Chen Fang and Lu Rang were very busy. The two of them put on their school uniforms and stood out among a group of parents. Some people mistakenly thought they were candidates and almost sent them into the examination room. Chen Fang thought about it. I went in, but I couldn't get the admission ticket.

In order to let Pei Jin take the college entrance examination at ease, Ning Ci did not have any video calls with Pei Jin for the past two days.

After the last exam, Pei Jin had just left the school when he saw a particularly eye-catching... banner.

Chen Fang and Lu Rang held the banner on one side, and the words "Warmly celebrate Brother Pei's graduation" on the banner attracted a crowd of people to watch.

Rao is thick-skinned like Pei Jin, who feels ashamed, wishing to go around them and pretend not to know them, Pei Jin thought so and did so, and was about to go out of the crowd to pretend not to see them, when he suddenly saw A familiar figure flashed behind the banner.

Ning Ci was wearing the school uniform of Huaili No. [-] Middle School and waved towards him with a miniature banner in his hand.

Pei Jin paused, and Ning Ci ran towards him, ignoring the eyes of parents, students and reporters around him, and fell into his arms.

"Happy graduation, Pei Jin."

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