He's killing me again

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The heart rate gradually returned to calm after a few seconds of sight contact with the person leaning against the door. It was the first time Ning Ci realized that he could still be so calm. He was so calm that he clasped the wrist of his right hand with his left hand to force himself Don't tremble, don't have any unnecessary reactions, and then act like nothing happened.

With a "click", the door of the apartment opened.

As if he didn't see the extra people coming out of the door, he was about to step over him and enter the house.

"Ning Ci." Pei Jin hissed, his voice was a little hoarse because he hadn't drank water for a long time, when Ning Ci opened the door, he moved his position and now leaned against the wall and stood up a little bit, smiling helplessly: "Baby .”

Ning Ci walked past him without looking sideways, as if he didn't hear Pei Jin's two voices.

It is impossible for Pei Jin not to speak, so he could only stare at him shyly, and shouted: "I'm back, I'm late."

Pei Jin also knew that he had made a mistake. The mistake was that he shouldn't have left without saying a word. There were always more plans than changes. He used to be able to come back on his birthday, but things went wrong. Now Ning Ci's attitude seems to know that What, Pei Jin coughed twice, seeing Ning Ci put one hand on the edge of the door as if he was about to close it, he quickly jammed his leg into the crack of the door like a hooligan.

"baby……"

Ning Ci straightened his face for the first time: "Don't bark."

Although his tone was naturally gentle, even when he was aggressive, he had no deterrent effect. He even felt that the wound on his body didn't hurt at all, so he hummed and smiled, "What's that called?"

He didn't seem to have the consciousness of leaving without a word and suddenly appearing here, and even smiled. Ning Ci didn't answer his words, but turned around blankly: "If you don't come in, I will close the door."

As he said that, he was about to close the door, and he didn't care that Pei Jin's leg was still stuck in the crack of the door. He didn't seem to care about Pei Jin at all.

But in fact, even though he made a gesture to shut it down, and pushed it, he really pushed it, but he didn't really intend to trap Pei Jin at all.

Pei Jin didn't feel any strength, but he didn't dare to speak now, and immediately tried to turn sideways and squeeze in through the crack in the door that Ning Ci specially left for him.

The door slammed behind him, and Pei Jin followed Ning Ci step by step, watching Ning Ci pick up his own schoolbag from the sofa, then unzip the schoolbag, and dump all the contents into... the trash can .

Didn't even see what it was, Pei Jin didn't care about it, and rushed to pick it up, but the corner of the gift-wrapped box hit his arm and made him grunt in pain, and hummed a little louder on purpose, Ning He didn't even look at him, and let him catch the study notes he had written and the birthday gift he had written after staying up late these days, but he didn't want to say a word to him.

Ning Ci thought he was very calm, but his heart ached from the moment he entered the door, and even controlled him to do things he would never do before, such as throwing away all the things he was going to give to Pei Jin, For example, he wanted to ask Pei Jin why he didn't tell him anything.

But he only did the first thing, put the papers on the coffee table into his bag and carried the schoolbag on his back.

Seeing his series of actions, Pei Jin didn't bother to see what he had rescued from the trash can. He was afraid that Ning Ci would just run away with his schoolbag on his back and ignore him again. In fact, he He also thought about this scenario, but he felt that it was much better than the other solution.

At least Ning Ci was not involved and was not in danger.

But he will not allow Ning Ci to leave him, and he will not give Ning Ci a chance.

So he followed Ning Ci again.

Ning Ci didn't leave, he just went to the kitchen to pour a glass of water, completely ignoring that there was a person behind him, the water was boiled by him in the morning, and it was still warm, he put the water on the coffee table, but he didn't drink.

"Thank you Baby."

Seeing that it was poured for him specially, Pei Jin drank it quickly without even pausing.

Ning Ci no longer wanted to correct what he called him, but just stood there and stared at him.

Pei Jin's pants and clothes are torn, his hair is messy, and his beard can be seen that he hasn't shaved for a few days. He really looks like the kind who just wandered around for a long time. If he wasn't handsome, he might not even be able to enter the community. Come.

There were bloodstains on Pei Jin's legs and arms, which seemed to have dried up, and he couldn't see where the wound was, and he didn't know how it was done.

Ning Ci had a lot to say, but now he couldn't say a word. After a long silence, he looked at Pei Jin: "Have you finished drinking?"

Pei Jin nodded and shook his head immediately, but Ning Ci ignored him: "I'm going to class after drinking, and I'll return the key to you."

Ning Ci felt that his heart was not hurting now, but was being held by an invisible hand, and it was very sore.

Of course he knew what it meant to return the key to Pei Jin, and he thought Pei Jin must know it too.

He saw a flash of astonishment on Pei Jin's face, but he didn't reach out to pick up the key he handed out. After waiting for a while, Ning Ci gripped the shoulder strap of his schoolbag tightly, and was about to throw the key on the coffee table when his hand was held up.

"wait for me."

Pei Jin clenched his five fingers tightly, forcing him to hold the key in his palm, his hand was a little cold.

Ning Ci remembered that Pei Jin's hands were always warm in the past.

Before he came back to his senses, Pei Jin turned and went into the bedroom.

The sound of running water sounded.

Ning Ci just stood quietly, he could have dropped the key and walked straight away, but he listened to Pei Jin's words again.

Pei Jin came out a few minutes later.

The clothes on his body were changed, replaced by... Ning Ci's pajamas, the pajamas themselves are too big, it's okay to wear on him, but Ning Ci was stunned when he saw it, and before he could react, Pei Jin went She leaned over, took his hand and pushed him down on the sofa.

Ning Ci struggled for a while, but did not break free.

But he saw the wounds on Pei Jin's arms and legs, which was a little shocking. It looked like something was scratched, but it had already been dealt with. He also clearly felt Pei Jin when Pei Jin held his hand just now. The roughness of the palm felt like a cocoon.

Ning Ci wanted to take a look, but held back, he moved his gaze away and put his elbow on Pei Jin's arm, and broke free this time.

But he still couldn't breathe a sigh of relief, Ning Ci didn't know what he wanted to do now, he broke free, then left, and then what.

He's messed up, he's not awake at all, he's not calm at all.

Just when he was about to stand up, Pei Jin suddenly squatted down in front of him, took his hands with both hands, put them on his knees, and rested his chin on his palms, his rough beard made his palms itch.

Pei Jin raised his head: "I'm sorry."

Ning Ci pursed her lips and wanted to withdraw her hand.

Pei Jin refused.

If Pei Jin refuses to allow, he has no way to resist.

So he has no way to know what Pei Jin hides from him and doesn't want him to know.

If it wasn't for Pei Yuan, he really wouldn't know anything.

Unable to break free, Ning Ci simply stopped moving, just staring at Pei Jin: "Pei Jin."

Pei Jin immediately responded, looking like a puppy who has made a mistake, rubbing against its master in an attempt to get forgiveness.

But Pei Jin is not a puppy, and Ning Ci is not his master. Ning Ci tried his best to restrain the trembling in his voice, "Don't touch me."

He closed his eyes, and didn't want to see Pei Jin's expression.

He thought, if Pei Jin didn't let go, if he walked out of this apartment, he would never come back.

The air seemed to slow down, and it should have been a few seconds, or a few tenths of a second, that the weight on his palm was gone.

The strength to hold his hand also disappeared.

Pei Jin just squatted there and looked at him seriously, and what he said was: "Don't touch it."

It sounds a little aggrieved.

Obviously listening to his own words, Ning Ci's heart seemed to be pulled again.

"I can explain." Without waiting for Ning Ci's reaction, Pei Jin immediately said, "I originally came back on my birthday, but things went wrong."

"I'm trying to come back now."

Ning Ci didn't want to hear this, but Pei Jin seemed to know what he was thinking, and stared at him closely: "No, I'm leaving without saying goodbye, my phone broke the day I sent you a message." He added with a click of his tongue One sentence: "Garbage mobile phone, it will break if you drop it."

"There's no way to buy a new phone, but, you see, I'm still in good shape."

Ning Ci didn't know what he was talking about saving, Pei Jin had already taken out the phone with the broken screen, and the moment the screen was turned on, the photo of Ning Ci was very obvious on the screen saver.

"I've survived by watching this for the past few days."

The mobile phone was dropped by Pei Yuan. The broken mobile phone is indeed a broken mobile phone. The screen is broken and it can still light up, but he can't send any messages. He can't get out and can only try to repair the mobile phone by himself. He is afraid that it will be dismantled halfway. There is no way to turn it on, and no way to see Ning Ci on the screen again, I am afraid that I will not be able to bear it if I lose such a little thought.

Pei Jin laughed lightly as he spoke, seeing Ning Ci's always indifferent expression fluctuate, resisting the urge to hug him directly, "I'm sorry."

Ning Ci supported the sofa with one hand and his fingers sank into the soft sofa, trembling slightly.

"Pei Yuan wanted me to go abroad, but I didn't want to, so I went home to talk to him on New Year's Day."

In fact, Pei Jin still has something to say. For example, it was not at the beginning. He took the initiative to find Pei Yuan, told him that he did not want to inherit the family property, and told him that he wanted to live a normal high school life, even though he might only have In the next year, tell him that if Pei Yuan doesn't agree, he will sell the shares left by his mother to the company's largest shareholder. Although he was already doing this before telling Pei Yuan, he was just looking for an excuse. Just find an excuse to leave Pei Yuan, otherwise Pei Yuan really felt how much he cared about the property of the Pei family, he was just notifying Pei Yuan in advance.

Tell Pei Yuan that the Pei family property that he is proud of will soon become someone else's.

When Pei Yuan and Pei Jin's mother got married back then, Pei Yuan shared the shares with each other to show their sincerity. After Pei Jin's mother gave birth to Pei Jin, Pei Yuan gave her some more shares, because Pei Yuan knew that the money would still be paid in the end. Return to Pei Jin's hands, because the ultimate beneficiaries of those shares are all grown-up Pei Jin.

Therefore, Pei Jin has quite a lot of shares in the Pei family. Pei Yuan lost because he was too conceited. He felt that it was impossible for Pei Jin to be willing to part with such a family property of the Pei family. He felt that Pei Jin would definitely be willing to inherit his property.

Pei Jin only felt that these shares were dirty.

But he wouldn't allow himself to be a pauper either.

It's just that he doesn't think it's necessary to tell Ning Ci these dirty things, and Ning Ci is angry and wants to beat him and scold him.

"I told him that I wanted to study hard, but he didn't agree, so he locked me up." Pei Jin explained seriously, without seeing what he was hiding.

Then why didn't you tell me?

Ning Ci opened his mouth, Pei Jin seemed to know what he was going to ask, and quickly said: "I won't tell you, because I'm afraid you won't let me, but I swear, I really didn't want to come back so late."

Another reason is that he is afraid that Ning Ci will find out, will he stop himself from talking, and he is also afraid that Pei Yuan will mistakenly think that he knows about the shares that he knows about the shares, and he will come to him, afraid that Pei Yuan will make things difficult for him, and also afraid that Pei Yuan will come to him Angry and Ning Ci were also locked up together.

He can endure hardships but Ning Ci can't. How could he be willing to be locked up and hurt Ning Ci?

But now, Pei Jin knew that Pei Yuan must have someone watching Ning Ci, and also knew that he was completely unaware.

"I'm sorry I'm late." Pei Jin hummed in a low voice, wishing to apologize in the most humble tone. Although he hadn't seen Ning Ci these days, he could tell with his naked eyes that Ning Ci had lost weight. I feel that he has lost weight, and he has lost weight in just a few days. He must have been very unhappy these days, so he ignores me, even if he wants to break up with me, it is normal.

But Pei Jin would not allow Ning Ci to break up with him.

"Do you still want me, Ning Ci?"

Amidst Pei Jin's apologies and Pei Jin's low-pitched questioning, Ning Ci's heart, which had been hardened with mud, was crushed and collapsed in an instant.

He couldn't be cruel, he couldn't be cruel at all.

From Pei Jin's few words, from Pei Yuan's words, from the injuries on Pei Jin's body, Ning Ci could guess that Pei Jin's life was probably as bad as himself these days, but he didn't want to be so soft-hearted. Although Pei Jin was right.

If Pei Jin told him, he would definitely not let Pei Jin fight against Pei Yuan.

No need for a good family property, no need for a good future, just what kind of university can Pei Jin get into with his grades, although he wants Pei Jin to walk on the same starting line as himself, and wants to narrow the gap between himself and Pei Jin, but It's impossible to really do that, so he was already ready to break up with Pei Jin.

But now Pei Jin told himself that he secretly wanted to narrow the gap between the two of them.

Ning Ci tightly pursed his lips, closed his eyes and opened them quickly, "Then, did you succeed?"

He didn't answer Pei Jin's question, he didn't want to answer it so easily, and he didn't want to encounter such a thing in the future so Pei Jin would keep it from himself.

Although it seems that such a major event will only be experienced once in life, after all, there is no second family property for Pei Jin to give up.

Pei Jin hummed, and smiled with the corners of his lips hooked: "Successful."

Pei Yuan should be convening his shareholder meeting in a panic now. Although it is a few days late, this day will definitely come.

"Do you know what you did?" Ning Ci took a deep breath, not daring to look at Pei Jin's face.

He was afraid that if he took one more look at himself, he would soften his heart, and couldn't help but ask him if the wound on his body hurt, and how he escaped. Not long ago, Pei Yuanke was telling lies that hit people's hearts in front of him .

"I know." Pei Jin said seriously: "I went to work some time ago, and rented this apartment with the money from the part-time job."

That's why he was so busy a while ago. He just wanted to rent the house before New Year's Day. Although it was really unpleasant to get money from part-time jobs, this was the first money he earned that had nothing to do with Pei Yuan. He used this Qian rented this small apartment. Although it was small, it was more than enough for him and Ning Ci to live in, so that Ning Ci would not have no place to go on holidays.

Following his words, Ning Ci involuntarily looked around, then turned back immediately.

"I have no money now, but I still want to give you what you want."

"I'll give you whatever you want." Pei Jin couldn't help but want to hold Ning Ci's hand, but he restrained himself. If Ning Ci didn't let him touch him, then he would definitely not touch him, as if he was making an oath : "Whether it's home or the future."

"I'm as penniless as you now, and I'm a poor ghost. Without the title of the Pei family, I'm just an ordinary male high school student." Pei Jin asked again: "So do you still want me, Ning Ci. "

Ning Ci didn't know how to answer.

When he heard Pei Jin say "whether it's home or the future", he suddenly couldn't hide his soft heart.

The depression and pain of so many days seemed to erupt in this sentence, the tip of his nose quickly turned sour, as if something rolled down from the corner of his eyes.

Pei Jin used such an extreme method to prevent himself from pushing him away and giving up the future.

He may have been angry or sad, but now there is only one thought left in his mind, Pei Jin has walked so many steps, he should take the last remaining step.

He put his hands on his knees.

Pei Jin seemed to understand what he meant immediately, and immediately put his chin up. Ning Ci flinched from being pricked, and Pei Jin deliberately scratched his palm with his beard, "Is it itchy?"

Ning Ci pursed his lips and said nothing, Pei Jin reached out to help him wipe his tears, and then coaxed him in a low voice: "Don't cry."

But Pei Jin's fingers really had calluses, Ning Ci's face was wiped with red marks after he wiped it like that, Ning Ci couldn't help but hide back, Pei Jin's hand stopped there and didn't catch up, and he always listened to Ning Ci's words , I would rather not touch it if I don't want to touch it.

A few seconds later, Ning Ci put his face close to his hand, "Hand, what did you do?"

Ning Ci was not crying anymore, it was just a sudden emotional outburst just now, he controlled it now, just looked at Pei Jin with tears in his eyes, making Pei Jin's heart feel like being pricked by a needle or scratched by a brush. Itchy, he glanced at his hand, and said honestly, "I broke the bars, the quality is too good."

He didn't seem to care at all when he said it.

Ning Ci's heart felt like being stabbed.

"Does it hurt?" Ning Ci accidentally spoke his mind as Pei Jin rubbed his fingertips on his face.

Pei Jin didn't answer immediately but stared at him for a while before asking, "Do you still want me?"

Pei Jin is also really persistent, he will keep asking questions that have not been answered, as if he must confirm it.

Ning Ci was silent for a moment: "Before I came back, your father came to look for me." Ning Ci's face changed instantly when he saw Pei Jin, even the weight on his palm became heavier, and he almost jumped up, Ning Ci's expression remained unchanged. Looking at him in a different way, Pei Jin held back and didn't move, but it could be seen from his nervous expression that he couldn't sit still, Ning Ci continued: "He said you are going abroad."

Ning Ci didn't know if what Pei Jin said about success was really successful, but he didn't believe Pei Yuan's words at all, but he just relayed it to Pei Jin: "I even gave me the breakup fee."

Pei Jin was taken aback, "Did you accept it?"

Looked more nervous than before.

Ning Ci wanted to laugh a little, so he held back and nodded: "Of course I accept it."

"Why not."

"He gave 50."

"Of course I got the money..."

Before he finished speaking, his mouth was covered. Pei Jin suddenly rushed forward and threw him down on the sofa. The posture of the two of them became dangerous at once. Pei Jin narrowed his eyes: "Don't talk."

He clasped Ning Ci's waist with one hand and covered Ning Ci's mouth with the other. Ning Ci's eyes widened from his fright, and he subconsciously wanted to stretch out his legs to kick him, but Pei Jin didn't give him this chance. He was much tougher just now, and his leg was stuck on Ning Ci's leg to prevent him from moving.

Ning resigned several times.

Pei Jin seemed to realize something and let him go quickly, but his expression was very aggrieved, as if the person who was too tough to let Ning Ci speak just now was not him, but he didn't move, and still kept holding Ning Ci Waist posture.

Ning Ci's chest heaved violently twice, "You, why didn't you let me answer the question you asked."

Pei Jin was very firm in cheating: "No."

Ning Ci was ashamed by him, although he didn't intend to say those two words at first, he was silent for a while, as if he was annoyed by Pei Jin's domineering attitude, at the moment when Pei Jin was obviously too nervous to bow his head and wanted to coax him , Ning Ci tried his best to find out the bank card in his pocket: "I didn't want to say anything else, I just wanted to say that we are not poor ghosts."

Pei Yuan sent money as if he knew that the two of them would become poor together. Of course, Ning Ci would not care if Pei Jin was penniless, but he would not refuse the money that Pei Yuan gave in vain.

Pei Jin seemed to be dazed for a while before saying, "Then let's transfer the money quickly."

Otherwise, it would be bad if Pei Yuan freezes the card, but he may not have that time now.

Ning Ci didn't understand why, but Pei Jin suddenly changed the subject: "Do you know what I've been thinking these days? I've been looking at your photos and thinking about you."

Pei Jin's blunt words made Ning Ci a little overwhelmed, and the love in his eyes seemed to overflow.

"So, can I still be your boyfriend, Ning Ci."

The moment Ning Ci nodded, Pei Jin laughed, lowered his head and put the tip of his nose against Ning Ci's: "Then can I kiss you?"

Ning Ci wanted to say no, he hadn't completely calmed down yet, and Pei Jin's beard stubble was so painful, but Pei Jin kissed him without giving him a chance to react, just like meeting nectar for a long time, with his lips sticking to each other. At that moment, I don't know who trembled.

The miss when we were separated turned into substance at this moment, and the weather was obviously very cold but suddenly felt very hot.

Ning Ci's face was itchy and painful from being stabbed, and he couldn't help struggling. In the process, he accidentally raised his knee and touched something, and he was stunned for a while.

Hearing his behavior, Pei Jin let him go, and seeing that he was distracted and about to punish him, he heard Ning Ci ask in astonishment: "Pei, Pei Jin, your illness...is it really not healed yet?"

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