He's killing me again

Chapter 32 Not only gnawing his heart

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Ning Ci didn't know what reason to use to answer Pei Jin, he didn't even expect that Pei Jin would step down like this, but Ning Ci didn't think so affectionately that Pei Jin stepped down because of him.

Pei Jin had many injuries, large and small, but he didn't seem to care.

Ning Ci found that there was also a wound in the corner of his eye, which was very small, and blood was slowly oozing out. Pei Jin's eyes should be the kind that look good, but they are very aggressive, especially when he keeps staring at people, it makes people involuntarily wanted to escape.

It was only then that Ning Ci realized that the distance between them was too close. When Pei Jin approached, he half-bent his knees, which made their eyes line up. When he spoke, he was almost staring at Ning Ci's eyes. , Even the direction of focus has not changed a little bit, the tip of his nose almost meets Ning Ci's.

Ning Ci panicked, and hurriedly stepped back two steps with his right foot.

Because of his action, Pei Jin glanced down. Ning Ci felt that he might be upset, but it took him a lot of courage to stand here, and he couldn't completely overcome his fear when facing Pei Jin.

But to his surprise, Pei Jin didn't chase him and ask him anything like before.

Thinking about it carefully, Pei Jin's sense of him probably has completely stopped at having no conscience, and maybe he hates his own arrival.

I can't tell what I feel in my heart, everything around me seems to be noisy again, Ning Ci shakes his head slowly, avoiding Pei Jin's sight.

It doesn't matter if he doesn't answer, even if he came here for something else.

But seeing Ning Ci's still terrified face, pale because he was afraid of the crowd, Pei Jin felt that he should not come to this kind of place for anything else.

Pei Jin wanted to laugh a little, but for some reason, the moment he saw Ning Ci appearing in the audience, he suddenly felt that other things were not that important.Pei Yuan talked so much on the phone, but in the end he didn't even want to come, he didn't know what he was betting on, maybe he wanted to take this opportunity to threaten Pei Yuan not to touch things related to Ning Ci, maybe he wanted to Use this incident to know whether Pei Yuan has his own life in his bottom line.

He really doesn't care about winning or losing, whether he loses, wins or gets hurt, he doesn't feel much.

But now I suddenly feel the wound hurt.

He felt that he was really sick, and he was still very sick. There was no medicine to cure him, and he couldn't escape.

"I, I'm leaving." Ning Ci couldn't stay any longer, afraid that if he stayed any longer, he might go into shock because he couldn't adjust his breathing. There are too many people here, and the audience is very dissatisfied with the current situation , it seemed that everyone was looking at him and Pei Jin, maybe someone was guessing what their relationship was, even though there was already a new substitute on the stage.

These sights were a torment for Ning Ci.

Before turning around, Pei Jin hummed slightly.

It seemed that he was still as indifferent as that day, but Ning Ci felt that this was enough for now, at least Pei Jin was not seriously injured... But when he was about to turn around, he suddenly saw Pei Jin's calf bleeding, which looked a bit hideous. There were brand-new bruises on Pei Jin's legs, and the only wound was bleeding. I don't know how it caused it. It was particularly abrupt among the large bruises, and it was frightening to see.

But Pei Jin didn't seem to notice.

Ning Ci remembered that when Pei Jin was injured on his hand, he didn't seem to notice it at all. He didn't know what drove him, so he asked in a strange way: "Do you want to walk with me?"

After asking, Ning Ci wondered if he was stupid.

How is it possible for Pei Jin...he should still be as indifferent as that day...

"What?" Pei Jin might not have heard clearly.

Ning Ci didn't have the courage to say it a second time.

"Why?" But Pei Jin stared at him and asked a second time.

He obviously heard it.

Ning Ci was stunned for a moment, seeing Pei Jin licking the blood from the corner of his lower lip again, it might be very uncomfortable, but this look also has a different kind of sexy, Pei Jin's face seems to be born to do this kind of action, ruffian It was terribly bad, but it was able to attract people. When Ning Ci heard a small gasp from someone around him, Ning Ci shook his head and said what was in his heart all at once.

"You are injured... Do you want to, go, go and bandage it..."

After he finished speaking, he tightly pressed his lips together to hold his breath, and the fingers hanging by his sides couldn't help but wrap around the hem of his clothes.

There is a high probability that Pei Jin will not agree...they are already strangers...

"it is good."

But he didn't expect that he would hear Pei Jin's good word without hesitation.

Pei Jin really wanted to laugh this time, he was thinking why Ning Ci cared about his wounds even though he looked so afraid of him, didn't he hate himself... He even thought that maybe Ning Ci didn't hate himself that much , but these are just his delusions, but he thinks enough is enough, he is afraid that Ning Ci will go back on his word, and he will take a step before Ning Ci: "Aren't you going?"

He walked to Ning Ci's side, seeming to be urging.

Ning Ci was already a little dazed, and felt that something was wrong. He was bumped on the shoulder by Pei Jin, and suddenly came back to his senses, avoiding those messy eyes, stumbled and walked out with Pei Jin.

Leave all the noise behind this door.

"You...maybe maybe, you don't need to come here." Chen Fang stared at all this dumbfounded.

On the other end of the phone, Lu Rang and Jiang Li saw two people chattering that they had arrived at the parking lot, and asked him to pay attention to Pei Jin's condition. Hearing Chen Fang say this, Lu Rang couldn't help it: "What's wrong?"

They thought something happened to Pei Jin, and they were about to rush in when they heard Chen Fang's distraught voice: "Brother Pei ran away with someone else."

Chen Fang felt his heart was broken in two.

"What do you mean? Who did Brother Pei run off with? You are sick, Chen Fang! Don't fucking talk halfway!"

After Lu Rang finished speaking halfway, he and Jiang Li saw that they had already arrived at the gate, and were about to continue scolding Chen Fang for being a trick, when they saw two familiar figures coming out of the gate.

Jiang Lijian rubbed his eyes, "Am I not mistaken?"

Lu Rang cut off the phone, and suddenly understood why Chen Fang did what he did just now.

Ning Ci and Pei Jin came out together. Along the way, he almost half hid beside Pei Jin. Fortunately, he didn't feel as uncomfortable as when he came in. Otherwise, he suspected that he might really faint due to lack of oxygen, but when he came out He was still a little dizzy.

It was still raining outside, and Ning Ci's umbrella fell inside just now, and there were no cars around here, so he had to call a car.

Pei Jin was standing beside him. Ning Ci didn't dare to look back at him, but he still felt that the two of them should be very close. He could only lower his head and turn on his phone to call a car, but where should they go?

But the car-hailing software didn't open, but he saw Ning Lan's message first.

Ning Lan should have called him several times, and the latest message was sent 10 minutes ago, [Where have you been?You don't want to recognize me as a mother, do you? 】

Ning Ci's face suddenly turned pale again.

He knew that Ning Lan would be angry because of this. This was probably the most rebellious thing he had ever done when he grew up. He deliberately turned off his phone and refused to answer Ning Lan's calls. Ning Lan acted like a disobedient bad boy to his demands...

But when he saw this sentence, he was still so uncomfortable that his heart was wrenched, and he subconsciously wanted to reply to Ning Lan that he said no, but it was raining outside and he got wet, so he couldn't go over.

But as soon as his fingers touched the dialog box, Pei Jin's faint voice sounded beside his ears, "The car is here."

A black car stopped in front of them and honked its horn twice. Before Ning Ci could react, his shoulder was rubbed by Pei Jin's arm. At this time it was lifted up and held above his head.

"What are you doing in a daze?" Pei Jin seemed a little impatient.

Ning Ci let out an ah, and ran out with Pei Jin in disbelief with his legs.

He completely forgot what he wanted to explain to Ning Lan just now.

"Where are you going... Ouch, how did this happen..." The car was called by Pei Jin when he came out. Seeing that Pei Jin was injured and blood was still on his body, the driver didn't drive for a long time, as if he was worried about something.

Ning Ci was sitting at the farthest place from Pei Jin. Seeing the driver like this, he hesitated biting his lower lip and wanted to say that I can give you the money for washing the car. Enter the payment code.

The next second the driver spoke with a smile: "Where are you going?"

Before he finished speaking, the car drove out first.

"Where are you going?" Pei Jin put away his phone, looked at Ning Ci lazily, and saw that there was still a distance of two Ning Ci sitting between them, Pei Jin wanted to pull him over, but insisted I held back for a lifetime.

They don't seem to have anywhere to go, his house...impossible.

Pei Jin's house...is it possible?

Ning Ci lowered his head and looked distractedly at Pei Jin's wound that was still oozing blood. After a while, he asked in a low voice, "Go to the dormitory, okay?"

After thinking about it, only the dormitory can go, and it happens that the dormitory also has medicine.

Pei Jin was not surprised by this answer, it is impossible to open a room outside, he nodded, just when Ning Ci thought that he could finally stop talking, Pei Jin suddenly turned around and asked him: "To your dormitory or to my dormitory?" ?”

As soon as the words came out, the driver gave them a strange look.

One dressed like a young master, one like a hooligan who ran out of an underground market... There is nothing wrong with this, but why does it sound weird?

Ning Ci was also stunned by the question. He could say whatever he wanted, but remembering Pei Jin standing indifferently at the door of the dormitory last night, he was a little scared and resisted for some reason, and turned a corner when the words came to his mouth: "I , My dormitory."

Pei Jin: "Okay."

After returning to school, the rain had stopped, and the guard looked at Pei Jin's face and opened the door without saying a word.

Pei Jin's clothes were dirty, Ning Ci went to get the medicine box and came back, and saw him taking off his shirt as if no one was there, seeing his hands on the waist of his trousers, Ning Ci accidentally threw the medicine box on the ladder next to the bed, screaming With a bang, Pei Jin raised his head, saw Ning Ci's flustered eyes, and suddenly smiled at him, "Didn't you need to take the medicine? Shouldn't you take it off? There is also an injury on the thigh."

Ning Ci's head was buzzing. It's true to say so, everyone is a man, and it's not that he hasn't seen it, but he still doesn't dare to look at it.

It's just that Pei Jin still took it off this time, and there was indeed a wound on his thigh, but what was more dazzling was his lean muscles.

Ning Ci didn't know where to put his eyes, Pei Jin had already sat on the edge of the bed, propping his hands on the quilt and raised his head.

The blood on the corners of his lips was dry and a little swollen, and the corners of his eyes were also swollen, but it didn't seem to affect his appearance at all.

Ning Ci took a deep breath, sat beside him and asked softly, "You, you turn around."

Pei Jin really listened to his words and turned away, but now Ning Ci has no other thoughts, and concentrates on treating Pei Jin's wound.

After treating the wound at the corner of his eye, Pei Jin opened his eyes and saw Ning Ci's drooping eyebrows and eyes, very obedient, with long eyelashes, which trembled with the movements of his hands, beautiful nose bridge, and lip shape She is also very beautiful, with a very focused expression, and he should be the only one in her eyes now.

Anyway, everything is beautiful.

Pei Jin wanted to touch him a little bit, he raised his hand halfway and then put it down again, his face became a little unsightly.

The feeling of nausea didn't come suddenly at all, Pei Jin gritted his teeth, and at the moment the cotton swab in Ning Ci's hand left the corner of his lips, he stared at Ning Ci's side face closely: "Didn't you say you were afraid of me to death? "

When he made a sound suddenly, Ning Ci's hands trembled, and he almost poked the cotton swab into Pei Jin's mouth. He raised his head in a panic, not knowing whether to deny it or not.

But he did say it, and it was true.

No matter before or now.

However, Pei Jin obviously didn't want to listen to his answer. When he squatted down in a panic to treat the wound on his leg, he asked deeply, "Why did you come to me?"

Ning Ci couldn't deny it, he opened his mouth, but the sound didn't come out, Pei Jin asked again: "Why did you treat my wound?"

He wanted an answer, and he couldn't deny that Ning Ci was too ruthless when he was desperately trying to get rid of him, making him feel like an idiot, although most of the reason might be because Ning Ci was really afraid of himself, but he still Not quite reconciled, so he still wants to see Ning Ci panicked because of himself.

His questions almost made Ning Ci stuff the cotton wool into his wound.

Should I speak up?

I don't know what Pei Jin's attitude is now, it seems to have suddenly changed back to the previous state, and there seems to be something different, Ning Ci hesitated for a long time, but Pei Jin didn't force him, but just waited patiently.

After waiting for a long time, Ning Ci finished treating the wound on his leg, and was about to start bandaging. Pei Jin never knew that he had such superhuman patience, although his heart was already crawling like thousands of ants, But the surface does nothing.

Ning Ci finally held the bandage and said softly, "Because I want to be friends with you."

Pei Jin felt that those ants were gnawing at his heart, it was painful and itchy, not only gnawing his heart, but also gnawing his brain.

"I'm sorry about what happened before."

Ning Ci spoke very seriously, he seemed to be really thinking about the issue of the two of them being friends, but Pei Jin almost couldn't come up, his brain was half eaten, what else could he do, let him say it's okay .

Then his brains must have been gnawed out.

"Ah."

Fuck it.

He really said it.

"It doesn't matter if you don't want to...I...what did you say?" Ning Ci raised his head again.

Pei Jin found out that his eyes were also bright, and he should be very happy. The last time he saw this expression was when he was playing games with him. Ning Ci probably never knew that when he got the head that day, What a beautiful and pure smile on her face.

Pei Jin never thought that he could remember that scene so clearly.

I said, do you know that people who have been in a relationship and broke up can no longer be friends.

I thought so in my heart, but what I said on my mouth was: "It's up to you."

It doesn't matter.

No shit.

Pei Jin recalled his past love history, which one started as a friend?

My friend, is there a fart for this thing?

However, they cannot compare with Ning Ci.

Different.

Forget it, friends are friends.

Who says you can't start with friends?

Chen Fang and Lu Rang Jiang Li, who were squeezed into the same car, saw the three of them suddenly sneezed together and looked at each other in blank dismay.

But this was enough to make Ning Ci happy. When he laughed, his eyes were crooked, and his eyes were shining brightly. Pei Jin felt that he didn't even shake his bandage hand.

Ning Ci is very skilled in tying bandages, and it will be fine after a few strokes. This time he did not slip a bow tie for Pei Jin like last time, but just as he was about to tie the knot, Pei Jin suddenly said: "Bow tie .”

Ning Ci suspected that he was hallucinating, "You, what did you say?"

Pei Jin put on a cold face: "Tie a bow."

Well, what a strange request.

But Ning Ci didn't dare to disobey him, so he tied a small and beautiful bow for him. When he was about to pour medicinal wine into his hand after tying it, he saw Pei Jin staring at the bow and smiling with a weird smile on his lips.

I can't help but wonder in my heart, does Pei Jin actually have any strange hobbies?

Ning Ci shivered for a moment, and pressed the palm of his poured wine on Pei Jin's calf, feeling that the muscles in Pei Jin's calf were tense. Before he could use any force, Pei Jin suddenly stood up.

"I don't need anything else."

Ning Ci didn't see Pei Jin's expression clearly, but felt that he was a little indifferent when he said this. By the time he realized it, Pei Jin had already entered the bathroom, and Ning Ci heard the sound of running water coming from inside.

Did he do something wrong again.

He was at a loss. When he stood up, he felt dizzy and his heart felt a little stuffy. When he recovered, his cell phone rang.

In this family banquet triggered by He Zhen's birthday, Ning Lan couldn't taste it.

The He family is a big family, and He Zhen did not start from scratch. Before her, He Zhen only had one wife. Ning Lan had never heard of her from anyone before, and He Zhen kept silent about it. Ning Lan He knew how to please He Zhen, so he never asked.

But she never thought that at today's family banquet, He Zhen's relatives would frequently mention each other.

Or compare yourself with the other party overtly and secretly.

And He Zhen didn't seem to hear it.

Ning Lan used to be a very proud person. She danced well and was pretty. There were many people chasing her. Later, she got together with Ning Ci's biological father. They should have lived a happy life, but the other party was in Ning Ci when Ning Ci was only three years old. He fell into the water and died just to save people.

Ning Lan once complained, but life has to go on. She grew up with Ning Ci alone. Although she was very tired, she still had a dancing career that could support her. Who knew that it would all be ruined in Ning Ci's second year of junior high school.

Of course, Ning Lan had faced ridicule from many people in the past, saying that she was a woman with a child, and Ning Lan didn't really care about all kinds of gossip, but today is the only one.

"Lan Lan, why didn't your son come today?"

"That's right, He Zhen doesn't have any children of his own. Your son will be a child of the He family in the future. How could he not come to celebrate his father's birthday?"

Ning Lan has already called Ning Ci several times, reminding him that he has turned off the phone. She is already very angry. She doesn't know what Ning Ci is doing, why even the phone is turned off. She clearly told Ning Ci that he is not allowed to answer her own call The phone is not allowed so that I can't find him, and it happens at this time.

And He Yi also interjected at this time: "Maybe there's something wrong. When I went to look for him at noon, he faltered and hawed."

This made everyone look at Ning Lan even more unfriendly, as if she was not He Zhen's wife, but an outsider.

Until He Zhen said: "Enough is enough, what the child wants to do is his own business."

It was only then that the conversation that made Ning Lan tremble with anger ended.

But she couldn't show anything on her face, she endured it until the meal was over, she couldn't help but went to the bathroom and vomited, when she came out, He Zhen looked at her distressedly, and comforted her not to take those people's words to heart, after all I don't see it once a year.

Ning Lan nodded after hearing what he said, and was sent back to the room by He Zhen to rest, but she was still flustered with anger in her heart.

I really can't understand why Ning Ci didn't come back today, and he clearly told him that celebrating He Zhen's birthday this time is very important.

After calling again, Ning Ci finally answered the phone.

Ning Ci's side was very quiet, but Ning Lan's mood was not calm at all. She could hardly control her emotions, "Where are you?! Why did the driver say that you didn't look for him at all! Where did you go! Did you You don’t want to recognize me as a mother!?”

"Why didn't you come back! It's all because of you! I've told you so many times, just call He Zhen, Dad..."

Ning Ci listened calmly, without saying a word, but his heart seemed to have fallen to the bottom of the valley all of a sudden.

"Ning Ci, talk." Ning Lan seemed to be crying.

Ning Ci couldn't continue to be calm, he clutched his phone tightly and slumped down the ladder weakly.

"Do you know what I went through today? I just want to live a good life, why are you again...you ruined my life, it would be fine if you didn't exist."

What has gone through.

Ning Ci didn't know, he didn't know, listening to Ning Lan's abuse and complaints, he felt so uncomfortable that he couldn't breathe.

As if everything was his fault.

But he didn't want to say sorry to Ning Lan anymore. He had said it before, and he knew that Ning Lan would never listen to it or accept it again. That hurt would last forever for Ning Lan.

And the following life was a lifetime of harm to him.

"Mom." Ning Ci's voice trembled, "Help me wish Uncle He a happy birthday."

Ning Lan seemed to be stunned for a moment, "Why do you still have face... They are all asking why you didn't come back, why didn't you come back..."

"When you come back, nothing will happen."

"Then you, just pretend I don't exist, okay?" Ning Ci said softly, "I don't want to be a child of the He family."

"Don't be sad. It's my fault. You will be a beautiful Mrs. He in the future."

"It rained today and my clothes got wet."

His nonsensical words made Ning Lan suddenly silent, and she vented all her grievances on Ning Ci, even though she knew in her heart that even without Ning Ci, they would say all kinds of words to squeeze her out.

But she still put the source of all this on Ning Ci, she was always brooding over the events of the past, she was having a hard time, and she didn't want to make Ning Ci feel better.

"then you……"

"I'm fine." Ning Ci smiled, "Good night, Mom."

He hung up the phone one step ahead of Ning Lan, and finally it wasn't him who was at a loss when he heard the busy tone.

He is old enough to live independently from his parents.

Ning Lan called back the phone again, but Ning Ci didn't answer it, pressed the mute button and let it ring.

"You sit here..." What are you doing.

Pei Jin finished speaking halfway, Ning Ci raised his head, his eyes were watery and the tip of his nose was red, Pei Jin's voice was cut off suddenly.

It was only then that Ning Ci remembered that there was another person in his dormitory, and wanted to stand up in a panic, but Pei Jin squatted in front of him one step ahead of him and became equal to him.

Ning Ci looked at him in a daze, not knowing what he was going to do.

Pei Jin scratched her hair irritably, "It had nothing to do with you just now."

"...Don't cry." Pei Jin seemed a little panicked, "Ugly."

"Are you still applying medicinal wine?"

After vomiting, he can bear it.

Ning Ci was confused: "..."

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