He's killing me again

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When Ning Ci woke up, he heard Ning Lan talking to the doctor.

"Doctor, how many days does my son need to rest?"

"The wound is not deep. If there is nothing wrong with the observation, he can be discharged from the hospital in a few days."

Probably thinking that he would not wake up for a while, the two of them talked in the ward, but deliberately lowered their voices.

But Ning Ci still heard it very clearly, especially when Ning Lan breathed a sigh of relief, maybe after hearing that his injury was not serious, his heart was finally relieved.

He felt a glimmer of light squeezed into his gray eyes, but before he fully opened his eyes, he heard the doctor's more serious questioning.

"But he has a lot of old injuries on his back, which were caused by being beaten with something like a belt. The latest injury should not be more than a month old. Do you know about this?" Shocked, the boy was thin and fair, he looked well-behaved, and he didn't cry out for pain before taking the anesthetic.

On the contrary, the few people who came with him cared more about his injury than he did, and the girl cried miserably.

And Young Master Pei...

The doctor looked at Ning Lan again: "Ma'am, I hope you know that similar acts of whipping constitute a crime. Our hospital has also seen cases of school violence. If necessary, our hospital will provide proof of injury..."

Ning Lan, who was originally gentle, suddenly showed a hint of embarrassment, "I don't need it for now, thank you."

"I will take good care of his physical condition."

"Others, is there anything else that needs attention?"

Ning Ci slowly closed his eyes.

Just don't wake up.

After the anesthetic lost its effect, the back began to hurt densely, but this pain was really nothing to Ning Ci.

But I don't know how long it has been.

Ning Ci only remembered that he was indeed carried by Pei Jin in the car. He didn't want to, but Pei Jin's attitude made him dumbfounded by his scolding. here.

But Xu Qian cried so badly that she asked Pei Jin to carry him on her back again and again, and didn't even give Ning the chance to refuse.

Ning Ci remembered that Pei Jin's face was terrified at that time.

Probably because I caused him trouble again, and this favor must not be repaid by myself.

The doctor left after telling Ning Lan some things to pay attention to, leaving only Ning Ci and Ning Lan in the ward.

Ning Ci didn't open his eyes, but he could feel Ning Lan sitting beside his bed, and heard Ning Lan sigh deeply, "Why are you disobedient?"

When Ning Lan received the call from the teacher in charge, Ning Lan was still putting on makeup and preparing to go out on a date with her good sisters. After Ye Ping's explanation, Ning Lan realized that Ning Ci was hospitalized. Ning Lan had to rush to the hospital after delaying the date.

The hospital called her in the middle of the night last night, but she didn't answer because her phone was on silent while she was sleeping. It was still a strange call, so she didn't care about it in the morning.

Ye Ping didn't sleep all night because of this.

Pei Jin called him in the middle of the night, and almost scared him to death. In the past, he was the only one who was looking for Pei Jin, and sometimes he couldn't find anyone. How could Pei Jin be looking for him? When he asked him to give him the contact information of Ning Ci's parents, Ye Ping almost rolled off the bed, wondering what was wrong with Pei Jin giving Ning Ci to him.

Hearing that Pei Jin's tone was bad enough, Ye Ping was even more afraid, but Pei Jin didn't give him a word of explanation, and hung up after taking the contact information.

As a result, I called him again a few minutes later and asked if he could come to the hospital to sign.

Ye Ping was lucky that he didn't have a heart attack, otherwise he would be scared to death sooner or later.

It was only after he came to the hospital that he found out that Ning Ci was injured. It must not have been beaten by Pei Jin and his group. If they had beaten him, they would definitely not have come in front of him.

After he arrived at the hospital, Pei Jin left. He didn't seem to want to stay here any longer. Ye Ping didn't ask what happened. It didn't look like a fight between students, and he was afraid that Xu Qian, a girl, would stay in the hospital. The hospital was inconvenient, so Chen Fang and the others were asked to send him back.

He stayed there until dawn, and waited for Ning Lan to come before leaving.

If Ning Lan doesn't come again, he won't even be able to catch up with class.

Ning Lan seemed to be angry, but because Ning Ci was still in a coma, she suppressed it all the time, but she still asked, "Why do you have to be disobedient? Are you going to cause trouble?"

She still didn't know what happened, and Ye Ping didn't tell him, only that Ning Ci was sent by his classmates.

Ning Lan's newly made beautiful manicure fell into her palm, and she put one hand on her forehead, "I told you, don't trust others, classmate?" Ning Lan wiped the corner of her eyes: "Student will only hurt you!"

Realizing that she might be a little emotional, and Ning Ci is still asleep, Ning Lan wiped away her tears and looked at Ning Ci's sleeping face quietly, "I have to leave soon, I still have things to do, Take a good rest these few days, I will find my aunt to take care of you, as for your classmates, I will ask the doctor to try to give you a quiet resting environment..."

She won't let any so-called classmates come to see him.

Ning Lan always remembered that Ning Ci had a good friend in junior high school, and Ning Ci would occasionally mention it to her. Later, when Ning Ci was resting at home, he finally told her one day that the rumor about his father was that Passed by a friend.

Later when Ning Ci returned to school, Ning Lan kept telling him repeatedly not to trust others, not to make any friends, friends would only betray him.

Before transferring to Huaili No. [-] Middle School, Ning Ci had always been obedient. For so many years, Ning Lan had never heard him mention any classmates. She knew that Ning Ci was alone no matter what he did, but that was just right. .

Ning Ci is so timid and introverted.

She is doing it for Ning Ci's good.

Ning Lan stood up and patted Ning Ci's head, checked the time, and was about to leave when she heard a very faint voice: "They didn't hurt me."

If a person wants to pretend to be asleep, there is no way to be woken up.

Ning Ci really didn't want to wake up, but he had to. He had something to say to Ning Lan.

Ning Lan was stunned for a moment: "Are you awake?" The tenderness on her face no longer existed, and her expression became serious, as if she wanted to educate Ning Ci again, but Ning Ci preempted her.

"They didn't hurt me, and it has nothing to do with them." Ning Ci was very thirsty. He felt that he hadn't drank or eaten for a long time, and he was also very hungry, but he didn't ask Ning Lan for anything, but just looked at Ning Lan calmly. Lan, "It's me."

Ning Lan frowned: "What are you talking about?"

"You tell me what happened first!"

She obviously didn't know anything, but she still kept blaming him, Ning Ci closed her eyes, "Mom, do you regret saving me back then?"

In fact, Ning Ci really wanted to ask after he quarreled with Ning Lan last time.

It was him who made Ning Lan unable to dance after her leg was injured.

In fact, Ning Lan regretted it, and there was nothing wrong with it.

But Ning Ci just felt that this answer was very important to him, very important.

Ning Lan was stunned for a moment. Although she took good care of herself, time would still leave marks on her face, which made her look very different from a girl in her 30s and [-]s. She was not young but had a beautiful face. There was a trace of astonishment, as if he didn't expect Ning Ci to ask himself this question.

The long silence seemed to have given Ning Ci the answer.

But Ning Ci was not sad, "I have no regrets."

Although I am really afraid, afraid of the dark, afraid of the unknown, afraid of confronting others face to face, afraid of other consequences of resistance.

Ning Lan was stunned for a while, "What do you not regret? Is it meaningful to ask? It's been so long, so what if you regret it? What if you don't regret it?"

Are her legs okay?

Ning Ci shook his head and whispered, "I'm sorry."

He swears, this must be the last sorry he said to Ning Lan.

I'm sorry for my cowardly self, causing Ning Lan to get hurt trying to save herself.

But Ning Lan really didn't understand what he was talking about, but still felt that his apology was correct, because his disobedience caused unrest in life, and Ning Lan no longer had the time to chat with him about these things. That's all, before she wanted Ning Ci to be obedient and heal her wounds, her cell phone rang.

Her little sister asked when she would be there.

Ning Lan didn't turn down her date. Those little sisters were all the wives of He Zhen's business partners, and it was hard for her to integrate into their circle.

There is no end to a person's desires.

After she stepped into the marriage with He Zhen, she could no longer be like before, only thinking of finding someone to rely on for herself.

"I have to go. Auntie will come over later. If you have any requests, you can ask her." Ning Lan looked back at her weak biological son again: "Be obedient and don't make me worry."

She didn't think Ning Ci's injury was serious, at least he was still here talking to her.

Maybe, it wasn't as bad as the injury she had hit him.

Thinking of this, Ning Lan's expression changed.

That's not her fault, it's Ning Ci who made her worry, she just wanted him to remember better and be more obedient for his own good.

Ning Ci quietly looked at the back of Ning Lan leaving, feeling that she was unexpectedly calm.

I don't want to cry, and I don't feel uncomfortable, as if I have dropped some big rock.

Just a little hungry.

Maybe it was because her thoughts were too strong, after a while, Xu Qian came in with breakfast.

On weekdays, Xu Qian was always bluffing, but today she was very silent, she just put the porridge on the bedside silently, and Lu Rang came with her, and Lu Rang poured Ning Ci a glass of water.

Although he was not used to getting along with others like this, Ning Ci still took the glass of water, and because he was too hungry, he took the initiative to drink the porridge.

It's just that when eating, because the back is involved, the movements are a bit stiff.

Xu Qian stood far away from him. Seeing him drink the porridge, the stone in her heart eased a little, but she still couldn't help it: "I'm sorry, I didn't know my dad would really do it last night..." Xu Qian Qian paused at this point, seeming a little sad.

If she didn't say it, Ning Ci almost forgot about it. He knew that if he didn't accept this sentence of sorry, Xu Qian would probably always blame himself, so Ning Ci pursed his lips and smiled: "It's okay."

Seeing that he accepted her apology, Xu Qian really felt at ease. The scene last night almost scared her to death. Fortunately, Pei Jin and the others came later, otherwise she really didn't know what to do. The first time See this kind of scene.

"Your father..."

Hearing Ning Ci's question, Xu Qian's expression was resentful: "He was taken to the police station by Brother Pei in the middle of the night last night!"

Ning Ci: "..." Why did he suddenly start calling Brother Pei Jin?

Xu Qian paused. She never thought that Pei Jin would be so helpful. Now that she thinks about it, is there a possibility that this person is Ning Ci?

The last time she was in No. [-] Middle School, she felt that Pei Jin didn't seem quite right with Ning Ci. It's not that Xu Qian has never seen Pei Jin, a scumbag, fall in love with others. His eyes had never been on his partner, or what? Speaking of being a scumbag, he seems to be impersonal.

But when he saw Ning Ci... Xu Qian couldn't describe it, it was like that, even if there were many people, he could still see Ning Ci at a glance, although it was not such a scene and it didn't happen , but Xu Qian subconsciously felt this way.

But a scumbag is always a scumbag.

Abandoning this thought, Xu Qian no longer felt as guilty as before, and sat carelessly on the next bed, "I wanted to do this a long time ago, but I couldn't help it. He and my mother divorced a long time ago, and I was awarded to him. , He used to be very normal, but he didn’t know where he learned gambling, and then he gradually changed, but before, he just talked about it and never made a move to me, so I’m not afraid of him.”

"So I didn't expect him to actually do something last night." Xu Qian sniffed: "But don't worry, I will never soften my heart to him."

Xu Qian's temperament is not like that of a child from a single-parent family.

Ning Ci felt that if he lived in the environment where Xu Qian lived, he would probably live worse than her.

He was a little envious of Xu Qian, but felt that there was nothing to envy.

After Xu Qian finished speaking and said a bunch of things about the homeroom teacher telling him to take a good rest and asking them to bring homework to him, Ning Ci lowered his eyes and asked in a low voice, "Where's Pei Jin?"

Lu Rang was playing with his mobile phone next to him, and when he heard that Ning Ci was finally willing to find him, he was sent over last night to arrange everything, and then he ran to find someone to turn Xu Qian's father in, and he still endured the beating before he was disabled. After Pei Jin, he said softly, "Brother Pei has gone home."

Ning Ci felt that his question was a bit redundant.

He and Pei Jin were already strangers. Although he didn't know why Lu Rang appeared here, he still couldn't hold back: "Speak to Pei Jin for me, thank you."

"You should tell Pei Ge yourself?" Lu Rang smiled and glanced at Xu Qian, "What I said before, you can completely treat me as a fart."

Seeing Pei Jin's appearance last night, Lu Rang felt that he might be a stumbling block.

Ning Ci didn't react for a while, and Xu Qian didn't quite understand what they were talking about. She just thought about how to thank Pei Jin, but she couldn't let Pei Jin get too close to Ning Ci. In short, she couldn't let the scumbag harm Ning Ci. resignation.

Lu Rang understood his slow reaction, but he didn't say it directly, he just said, "Brother Pei asked me to come."

It was indeed Pei Jin who asked him to come. Pei Jin said that he couldn't leave recently, and he didn't want to see Ning Ci, nor did he want to go to school. Although he didn't know what happened again, at least he was still concerned about Ning Ci.

Lu Rang never thought before that the emotion of truly caring about a person would appear on Pei Jin.

He has known Pei Jin for a long time. At that time, Pei Jin was still a bully kid in kindergarten. Some girls in the same class thought he was handsome and approached him, but he said he was disgusting.

Oh, and boys too.

Except for a few of his friends who have fought with him since he was a child.

In the past, no matter how much trouble Pei Jin's partner made, Pei Jin never showed real concern. As a friend, he knew too well what Pei Jin was pretending and what he was serious about.

If he wanted to pretend, he could show up outside the ward right now instead of asking him to come and take a look at Ning Ci.

Then report back to him.

Yes, but also to report to him.

Lu Rang typed on his phone: [Ning Ci took the initiative to ask you], click send.

But these words had a different meaning in Ning Ci's ears.

Ning Ci knew that he should be farther away from Pei Jin, and it would not be the best to meet him at all, not to mention that he was afraid of Pei Jin, but there are always coincidences in the world, so Pei Jin was forced to help him again.

But he still can only be that heartless person, he doesn't even have the courage to say thank you to Pei Jin face to face.

And why did Pei Jin make way for him?

Ning Ci tried his best not to think about Pei Jin, subconsciously wanted to touch his pocket, and only when he touched the corner of his clothes did he realize that he was wearing a hospital gown.

And it was impossible for him to ask the other two people in the ward to help him get his clothes, nor would he get them in front of them.

He was still not good at talking to Lu Rang, so he just answered him: "Okay."

As for whether he would thank him in person, that was his own choice.

It's just that he's still in the hospital, and he really doesn't have that chance to see Pei Jin.

Unless Pei Jin took the initiative to come to see him, it was unlikely.

Xu Qian came here almost every day these days, Ye Ping also came once, asked him how he was feeling, and said that Xu Qian asked the grade group if they could give him an award for bravery, but Xu Qian was not ashamed to tell him.

Almost frightened him, and refused again and again.

But Ning Lan never came again, but called him several times.

Ning Ci felt very calm.

Even if I can't sleep at night, I still have some messy dreams.

After insomnia again that night, Ning Ci still couldn't help getting up, took out his phone and stared blankly for a while, playing with the button that he accidentally pulled off Pei Jin's sleeve that night with his left hand.

The button must also be returned to Pei Jin.

The key... I lost the key and fell into the sewer. I don't know why. Thinking of this, Ning Ci felt his heart constricted. He had the illusion of suddenly waking up. His breathing became short of breath twice, but he recovered quickly. come over.

He only repeatedly typed and deleted words in the friend application with Pei Jin.

He still didn't dare to take the initiative to talk to Pei Jin, but he wanted to say thank you to him.

no need.

Ning Ci said this to himself.

Don't have anything to do with Pei Jin anymore... Ning Ci told himself this.

Pei Jin was right.

He really is an idiot.

So not worth it.

He buried his head in the blanket again.

When he fell asleep, a black shadow suddenly flashed past the door.

Pei Jin stood at the door for a while but still didn't go in, even though almost all the lights were turned off, he didn't see anything.

He probably knew why he was so stupid to come here in the middle of the night.

But it's incredible.

How could a man like him like others.

Ning Ci, whom he likes, is really pitiful.

He should stay away from Ning Ci.

A little further.

After coming out of the hospital, Pei Jin lit a cigarette, and when the cigarette burned out, the car he called arrived.

Just like the previous days, go home.

On the way, I checked the group news, and Chen Fang was still wailing that he lost a few more stars today.

But Pei Jin is not in the mood to play games for the time being.

But today was different from the previous few days, Pei Yuan's car was actually parked in the yard.

In fact, Pei Yuan didn't go home very often. Occasionally, when he was in the mood, he would bring one of his boyfriends home, or he would live in the company, or he would stay at his boyfriend's house.

Pei Jin pushed open the door expressionlessly, before his eyes saw it, his ears heard the sweet voice first.

There was a churning in his stomach, Pei Jin resisted the urge to vomit on the spot and looked up, and what he saw was Pei Yuan's neatly dressed man who was pressed on the sofa by his waist, hooking his waist.

In fact, it is not the first time that Pei Jin has encountered this kind of scene. Others say that the first time is familiar and the second time is familiar, but every time Pei Jin sees it, he feels like throwing up.

And he hasn't eaten tonight.

Fortunately, Pei Yuan wasn't so beastly yet that he would do such a thing in front of his own son, but he really couldn't see any guilt on his face, he just patted the man's waist: "Go to my room and wait for me."

Then he asked again, "Why did you come back all of a sudden?"

Pei Jin looked at him calmly: "I've been living at home these days."

Pei Yuan really didn't know. If he knew, he wouldn't mess around in the living room. He said, "How about the new tutor? Why do you suddenly want to live at home?"

Pei Jin always lived in school during this time, and he was almost used to it.

Pei Jin wanted to sit down, but the sofa was so dirty that he even felt that he was dirty, so he stood up and talked to Pei Yuan in the end: "I'm waiting for you."

Pei Yuan was a little surprised: "What are you waiting for me?"

"What do you want to say to me? Or, that little classmate you sent to the hospital that day..."

"Why are you looking at me like this? You even found someone to turn the person who hurt him into it, and it comes with a package, can I not know?"

Pei Jin thinks about it too, but when Pei Yuan said such words, he only made Pei Jin feel disgusted, "Don't mention him."

Especially when Ning Ci's name came out of his mouth.

Even more disgusting.

Pei Yuan shrugged, "OK, then what are you doing waiting for me to go home?"

Pei Jin didn't know why he had to wait for Pei Yuan to come home these few days, maybe he still had a little hope in his heart, he stared at Pei Yuan's aging face, "Do you have someone you like?"

He asked this question inexplicably, Pei Yuan frowned, feeling like he heard some joke, "What do you think?"

Ever since Pei Jin became sensible, Pei Yuan's side has been constantly changing people.

Pei Jin also felt that his question was ridiculous. He actually wanted to get some convincing reasons from Pei Yuan, for example, he was not as dirty as he thought.

Born into a dirty family.

There is a dirty father.

There have been so many love experiences that he himself feels dirty.

But it doesn't seem to be available.

But Pei Jin is quite calm now, until Pei Yuan suddenly smiled and asked him: "You don't want to ask me, have I ever liked your mother?"

Pei Yuan knew the consequences of this sentence, but he really wanted to say that this is the way they should get along with each other.

Sure enough, Pei Jin's calm expression disappeared, and he looked at Pei Yuan as if he was looking at a piece of garbage, "You think too much."

"It makes me feel sick to ask you that."

Love this stuff and it's disgusting too.

Pei Jin suppressed his nausea, it was rare that he didn't fight Pei Yuan, when he turned to go upstairs, the phone in his hand vibrated.

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