Inferior dominance
Chapter 86 The servant forced me, there is no other way...
Sure enough, during the transaction, Dong Siyuan's team was ambushed by the enemy and suffered heavy losses.
Although Ji Xiao had already expected this to happen, he still suffered heavy losses inevitably.
At the last moment, it was Dong Siyuan who led the remaining brothers to fight back according to the path I had shown him earlier.
Because he has been leading the battle, Dong Siyuan was actually seriously injured at the beginning. After the continuous and fierce gun battle, everything calmed down. The wound he had been covering was seen by his companions, and they worked together to send him to the hospital.
He's fine.
He is not dead.
This news made me breathe a sigh of relief, I didn't think too much about it, I asked for leave from the troupe and headed towards the hospital.
At this time, Dong Siyuan was being taken care of by a female subordinate sent by Ji Xiao.
When I went, although my face was already convulsed with pain, Dong Siyuan still managed to smile. When the girl walked out of the door, he winked and asked me if I was envious.
I'm so envious, seeing his forced smile, it's hard for me to put on a smile.
"Thanks to Brother Deng for pointing me out." Dong Siyuan put his trembling hand on mine and patted it lightly, "You are... hiss—how do you know the location of those guys? We all thought it was a fake , Yu Qingshu really told you such an important message?"
I don't know how to explain it for a while, it's hard to say that this is actually from a romance novel.
I don't know if it was luck, but sitting by Dong Siyuan's bed, I called Fifth Sister, first asked her about her recent situation, and then tentatively mentioned about the book.
"I brought the book to school, Brother Deng, do you want to read it? Shall I send it to you?"
Although I could hear the smile that Fifth Sister tried to hold back in her tone, I still bit the bullet and asked her to send it for me. Maybe it was too ridiculous, or maybe it was too late, but as long as I could find even a trace possible, I am also willing.
The tutor would also call me from time to time to ask about the script. Finally, he told me that the director intends to invite me to the shooting site to coordinate various tasks. I should have readily agreed, but at this time, after a moment of hesitation, I Or: "If I can spare the time."
To be honest, I really like the characters in the new play, and when I occasionally visit Dong Siyuan who is ill, I spend most of my time in the theater.
Ji Xiao...he didn't contact me again during this time.
Sometimes I really want to forget about the goddamn notifications he sent me, but as time goes by, anxiety eats me up more and more.
Every night I have a similar dream, that tall building, me, Ji Xiao, and big brother, I seem to have made countless choices in the dream.
At the moment when my elder brother was pierced by a bullet through his heart, Ji Xiao pressed his head and kissed me.
When Ji Xiao was watching my blood gushing out, my elder brother held me in his arms and gently stroked my hair.
They all told me very tenderly: "It's okay, it's okay, everything will pass."
But I found that no matter which ending I was facing, I couldn’t face it calmly. When I got up the next day, the pain seemed to be torn from my heart. I couldn’t even wipe off the tears on my face. Embarrassed.
I can't face a person who kills my loved one with a peaceful mind, even if my life returns to the calm and waveless life I most yearn for, I can't face it.
I can only rejoice in my heart that even though it has happened countless times in my dreams, the days in reality are still as peaceful as self-deception.
Wednesday finally arrived.
Coincidentally, the theater was on holiday that day, and the contract sent by the film and television company had just been signed and sent out the day before.
I think I should run away, but where can I run away?So I chose to do what I should do most and what I want to do most as usual.
I went to the hospital to visit Dong Siyuan.
Dong Siyuan's wounds are recovering well. He is wondering whether he can get the love of the female subordinate sent by Ji Xiao. He is also secretly distressed, saying that although the Yu family does not allow private romances between subordinates, since Ji Xiao Xiao Xiao made a special trip to ask this beauty to take care of him, does that mean that Ji Xiao actually acquiesced in this matter?
I can't give him an answer, because since Ji Xiao sent that inexplicable text message, there has been no unnecessary harassment, and I will not take the initiative to send messages to him, so I have almost lost contact with Ji Xiao during this period.
"How about...Brother Deng, can you call me and ask?" Dong Siyuan and I were obviously not on the same channel, he didn't see the deep sorrow in my heart, but just scratched his head and said, "Oh no no No, you better stop calling, the headquarters is very busy now, I still ask my elder brother about such insignificant matters... In the future, I will be appointed to severely cut me off."
Smiling secretly in my heart, looking at the energetic Dong Siyuan in front of me, I couldn't imagine how I would feel if something happened to him.
That's when things happened.
When the door was slammed open, Dong Siyuan said "Hey?" He was obviously relieved when he saw a few people who broke into the ward suddenly, "Why are you here? Didn't you say that the task is the most important? Don't come to see me ..."
Before Dong Siyuan could finish speaking, those people came up behind me. Before I could react and wanted to escape, they surrounded me tightly and imprisoned me in the posture of escorting a prisoner. They are being held hostage.
Is it finally coming?As if I had already predicted my fate, my mood was surprisingly calm at that moment, and I didn't have to struggle. These people are all strong and strong, so it's better to save some energy and wait for a while to negotiate with Ji Xiao .
Dong Siyuan was still not far behind and exclaimed, "What are you doing?" One of the subordinates who imprisoned me turned around and told him to "recover well", and then closed the door of the ward with a "bang".
Being stuffed into a low-key black car, as expected, I saw Ji Xiao with a calm face.
"What the hell are you doing?" With a slap across the face, Ji Xiao didn't even hide, and accepted it honestly.
Looking at his deathly gloomy eyes, I seemed to understand something suddenly. In an instant, the scene in my dream flooded in like a flood. Unknowingly, my eyes filled with tears, "If you really I'm fine, I won't be allowed to make this choice."
Raising his hand, Ji Xiao gently held my wrist and placed it on his heart, "Yu Qingshu's people are already waiting there, Ran Deng."
The car has already driven, and I seem to know what the final destination is, "Why do you have to do this? Ji Xiao, you have to force me to hate you, don't you?"
"I want you to see the true face of Yu Qingshu." His eyes were surprisingly calm, as if hiding some hidden pain, "One-third of the assets, he agreed not to meet you again, that's what you did Those who defend, Ran Deng, are not worthy."
I don't believe it, I don't believe it!What scares me is that everything in the dream seems to be confirmed one by one at this moment. Once upon a time, Ji Xiao in the dream also used such words to mock the elder brother standing opposite, but the elder brother just sighed, "This is just In order to get you hooked...in order to provoke the relationship between me and Xiaodeng, you did everything possible to bring him to such a dangerous place, and you kept saying that it was for his own good?"
Then the eldest brother stretched out his hand to me and said softly, "Little Deng, come to my brother's side."
One word at a time, almost crushed out from between the teeth, Ji Xiao looked at the elder brother, but hugged me tightly: "I can guarantee that the bullet on my end will not touch a single hair on him, but you don't seem to be able to do it." With such a guarantee, you only wanted him to have a shield because I would not attack him, but now...have you already calculated the possibility of me blocking bullets for him?"
The eldest brother swayed, and his face was so angry that he couldn't maintain his expression. I saw the deep hatred for Ji Xiao on his face, and the next moment, his gaze turned to me, but it became soft again: "Little Deng, you have to believe that I will never hurt you..."
"Do you really want to believe what he said?" Ji Xiao's voice was next to his ear, like the whisper of a devil, "You can't trust a person who has lied most of his life, and I have never lied to you."
Suddenly, I seemed to be unable to distinguish between dreams and reality. At this moment, I saw my hand on Ji Xiao's chest, and he looked at me with strange helplessness in his eyes, "We will get married after this matter is over, No matter what you want and what you want me to say, I can satisfy you, Ran Deng, tell me, tell me you won't go to his side."
Why, why are they pushing me?How far must I be pushed before they will be satisfied?
"You can't ask me how to do it, Ji Xiao, you can't!" Holding my head, I thought about countless possibilities, and every possibility in my dream flashed before my eyes.
"You mean, you will choose Yu Qingshu, don't you?" Ji Xiao asked casually, raising his chin.
He said, slowly, he took out a pistol from nowhere, and threw it from one hand to the other, as if playing, he held it and looked at me leisurely.
"What are you doing!" I snapped, trying to grab the gun in his hand, but he avoided it, and only asked, "Are you going to tell me the result now?"
"Enough! Don't you think such threats are boring? Put down the gun!" Ji Xiao has never used such dangerous weapons in front of me, even if I know that he never leaves his body, "Put it down!"
With a trembling voice, I admit that I was scared, I couldn't just watch Ji Xiao's accident, because from his eyes, I saw determination.
He never jokes, and rarely speaks falsely. Even if he is exaggerated occasionally, he is serious most of the time.
"Are you going to pick him?" he asked me again.
"I'm just talking out of anger..." With trembling shoulders, I shed tears. I don't know why they insisted on forcing me to make such a choice, Ji Xiao... Did he really think that after he killed his elder brother, I Can you still live in harmony with him?
"As long as Yu Qingshu honestly does what I say, I will share part of the Yu family's assets with him. He can only move overseas in the future and will not be able to see you again. This is also his original request. It doesn't matter if there are other plans, as long as he does this, I won't make things difficult for him." Tilting his head, Ji Xiao smiled and told me this.
Only then did I understand the real content of their transaction.
It turned out to be the case.
But deep down, I know that my eldest brother will not let it go, if he really is willing to stay abroad, he will not return to China from the very beginning.
This transaction is a smoke bomb, and Ji Xiao and I both understand it.
Ji Xiao insisted on letting me see the ugliness of my eldest brother, but in fact, I already knew exactly what they were like.
"It's impossible for the elder brother to agree to your request." I said.
"He has to agree." Ji Xiao told me as he gently put his hand on my cheek and wiped away my tears.
"Impossible, I can't just watch my brother have an accident, Ji Xiao." At this moment, I suddenly realized that everything in that dream might be what I was about to face.
"Then you can also watch me die." Ji Xiao smiled, "As long as you walk by his side, my people will not attack him. Maybe this is what you have been looking forward to?"
"Guess what will happen?" Smiling, Ji Xiao moved his hand holding the gun slightly, he put it on his temple, and slowly, he pulled the trigger: "I lost, Ran Deng, but I lost I will not let his people beat me to death, I will choose to kill myself, is this what you want to see?"
Realizing that a light movement of hooking my fingers could make the head of the person in front of me explode, I had difficulty breathing and felt cold all over my body.
"Put down the gun, Ji Xiao, don't make such a joke, what does this prove? Why do you insist on forcing me..." I warned him softly, but he was enjoying my panic, just staring at the scene with a smile I.
"Ran Deng, do you hate me?"
"Ji Xiao, don't do this...why the hell do you insist on making me make such a choice?" You clearly know that, just like big brother, I can't just sit and watch you have an accident.
"It's okay. In fact, it doesn't matter if you don't choose me. You can just live with your brother Qingshu. Anyway, I don't have a few days to live." With a smile, Ji Xiao said calmly.
Is it because you are too emotional?My head was hot, and the scene in front of me was a little unclear, but my consciousness was clear. At this moment, I suddenly thought of a result that I had never practiced in my dream.
"I won't go to the elder brother's side, you put the gun down." Calmly, with great sadness, I said to Ji Xiao, "Trigger...don't, that's too dangerous."
"Why are you talking about that? Would I be happy if you died? Come...slowly...put it down, Ah Xiao...please..."
Slowly, I reached out to Ji Xiao, but Ji Xiao failed to let me touch the gun, he dismantled the gun back to its original absolutely safe state, and put it back in his pocket.
"I won't let you die." My eyes were hazy, and I couldn't tell what my mood was, but I really did think so.
"Really?" He smiled, with an indescribably naive look on his face.
I nodded, and retreated slightly, leaning my back against the car door, presumably because I was in a hurry, and the speed of the car at this moment had reached the point where I couldn't see the scenery outside the window clearly.
This is a bridge, a long, long bridge. I don't remember whether it is a river or a road below.
The moment I opened the car door, I felt the wind pouring into my body, and I leaned back. Everything in the world seemed to be in slow motion. I saw Ji Xiao's bewildered expression, and his panicked hand.
He might be able to catch me, but for a moment, I dodged him.
I didn't really want to achieve this ending, and to be honest, I didn't want to have an accident, and I didn't want to die.
I had just signed a play, I still had a theater, and my acting career was just taking an immature path.
I think I should be able to have a bright future.
I can not let it go.
However, I can no longer face the crime in front of me, the fourth child, Ms. Lin, the third child and his wife... and the elder brother, Ji Xiao.
They asked me to choose, but I couldn't choose.
In fact, according to my feelings, this result should be very simple. After all, my elder brother has never treated me badly, and he is good enough to me.
Unlike Ji Xiao, who always bullies me.
But even if I don't want to admit it, the facts tell me bloody that my eldest brother and Ji Xiao are equally important people in my heart, and they are also the people I have the most affection for and the most inseparable people.
Only live alone?No, they are all wonderful, powerful people, they should have a brilliant life, this should not be the future they are facing.
So I did.
I acted skillfully, and I felt relieved, as if this was not the first time I had made such a choice.
I really want to live happily. After all, there are always obstacles in life. No matter what bad things happen, life has to move forward. But in a flash, I feel that there are many people around me, such as Ji Xiao, such as Big Brother, They should be like me.
I wouldn't hate either of them if I didn't have a future anymore.
As Ji Xiao said, I am a person who can't give up, wants to be perfect, and holds all good things in my hands, so it is difficult to achieve great things.
I think he's right, but I can't change it.
I might just be looking for another possibility.
A possibility for everyone to have a happy ending...
There is no pain, I feel my body has entered a vast whiteness, like in a dream, in a lucid dream.
In the white void, I seem to hear a person sighing softly.
"It's so tiring, it seems that no matter what, you can't usher in a happy ending."
Although Ji Xiao had already expected this to happen, he still suffered heavy losses inevitably.
At the last moment, it was Dong Siyuan who led the remaining brothers to fight back according to the path I had shown him earlier.
Because he has been leading the battle, Dong Siyuan was actually seriously injured at the beginning. After the continuous and fierce gun battle, everything calmed down. The wound he had been covering was seen by his companions, and they worked together to send him to the hospital.
He's fine.
He is not dead.
This news made me breathe a sigh of relief, I didn't think too much about it, I asked for leave from the troupe and headed towards the hospital.
At this time, Dong Siyuan was being taken care of by a female subordinate sent by Ji Xiao.
When I went, although my face was already convulsed with pain, Dong Siyuan still managed to smile. When the girl walked out of the door, he winked and asked me if I was envious.
I'm so envious, seeing his forced smile, it's hard for me to put on a smile.
"Thanks to Brother Deng for pointing me out." Dong Siyuan put his trembling hand on mine and patted it lightly, "You are... hiss—how do you know the location of those guys? We all thought it was a fake , Yu Qingshu really told you such an important message?"
I don't know how to explain it for a while, it's hard to say that this is actually from a romance novel.
I don't know if it was luck, but sitting by Dong Siyuan's bed, I called Fifth Sister, first asked her about her recent situation, and then tentatively mentioned about the book.
"I brought the book to school, Brother Deng, do you want to read it? Shall I send it to you?"
Although I could hear the smile that Fifth Sister tried to hold back in her tone, I still bit the bullet and asked her to send it for me. Maybe it was too ridiculous, or maybe it was too late, but as long as I could find even a trace possible, I am also willing.
The tutor would also call me from time to time to ask about the script. Finally, he told me that the director intends to invite me to the shooting site to coordinate various tasks. I should have readily agreed, but at this time, after a moment of hesitation, I Or: "If I can spare the time."
To be honest, I really like the characters in the new play, and when I occasionally visit Dong Siyuan who is ill, I spend most of my time in the theater.
Ji Xiao...he didn't contact me again during this time.
Sometimes I really want to forget about the goddamn notifications he sent me, but as time goes by, anxiety eats me up more and more.
Every night I have a similar dream, that tall building, me, Ji Xiao, and big brother, I seem to have made countless choices in the dream.
At the moment when my elder brother was pierced by a bullet through his heart, Ji Xiao pressed his head and kissed me.
When Ji Xiao was watching my blood gushing out, my elder brother held me in his arms and gently stroked my hair.
They all told me very tenderly: "It's okay, it's okay, everything will pass."
But I found that no matter which ending I was facing, I couldn’t face it calmly. When I got up the next day, the pain seemed to be torn from my heart. I couldn’t even wipe off the tears on my face. Embarrassed.
I can't face a person who kills my loved one with a peaceful mind, even if my life returns to the calm and waveless life I most yearn for, I can't face it.
I can only rejoice in my heart that even though it has happened countless times in my dreams, the days in reality are still as peaceful as self-deception.
Wednesday finally arrived.
Coincidentally, the theater was on holiday that day, and the contract sent by the film and television company had just been signed and sent out the day before.
I think I should run away, but where can I run away?So I chose to do what I should do most and what I want to do most as usual.
I went to the hospital to visit Dong Siyuan.
Dong Siyuan's wounds are recovering well. He is wondering whether he can get the love of the female subordinate sent by Ji Xiao. He is also secretly distressed, saying that although the Yu family does not allow private romances between subordinates, since Ji Xiao Xiao Xiao made a special trip to ask this beauty to take care of him, does that mean that Ji Xiao actually acquiesced in this matter?
I can't give him an answer, because since Ji Xiao sent that inexplicable text message, there has been no unnecessary harassment, and I will not take the initiative to send messages to him, so I have almost lost contact with Ji Xiao during this period.
"How about...Brother Deng, can you call me and ask?" Dong Siyuan and I were obviously not on the same channel, he didn't see the deep sorrow in my heart, but just scratched his head and said, "Oh no no No, you better stop calling, the headquarters is very busy now, I still ask my elder brother about such insignificant matters... In the future, I will be appointed to severely cut me off."
Smiling secretly in my heart, looking at the energetic Dong Siyuan in front of me, I couldn't imagine how I would feel if something happened to him.
That's when things happened.
When the door was slammed open, Dong Siyuan said "Hey?" He was obviously relieved when he saw a few people who broke into the ward suddenly, "Why are you here? Didn't you say that the task is the most important? Don't come to see me ..."
Before Dong Siyuan could finish speaking, those people came up behind me. Before I could react and wanted to escape, they surrounded me tightly and imprisoned me in the posture of escorting a prisoner. They are being held hostage.
Is it finally coming?As if I had already predicted my fate, my mood was surprisingly calm at that moment, and I didn't have to struggle. These people are all strong and strong, so it's better to save some energy and wait for a while to negotiate with Ji Xiao .
Dong Siyuan was still not far behind and exclaimed, "What are you doing?" One of the subordinates who imprisoned me turned around and told him to "recover well", and then closed the door of the ward with a "bang".
Being stuffed into a low-key black car, as expected, I saw Ji Xiao with a calm face.
"What the hell are you doing?" With a slap across the face, Ji Xiao didn't even hide, and accepted it honestly.
Looking at his deathly gloomy eyes, I seemed to understand something suddenly. In an instant, the scene in my dream flooded in like a flood. Unknowingly, my eyes filled with tears, "If you really I'm fine, I won't be allowed to make this choice."
Raising his hand, Ji Xiao gently held my wrist and placed it on his heart, "Yu Qingshu's people are already waiting there, Ran Deng."
The car has already driven, and I seem to know what the final destination is, "Why do you have to do this? Ji Xiao, you have to force me to hate you, don't you?"
"I want you to see the true face of Yu Qingshu." His eyes were surprisingly calm, as if hiding some hidden pain, "One-third of the assets, he agreed not to meet you again, that's what you did Those who defend, Ran Deng, are not worthy."
I don't believe it, I don't believe it!What scares me is that everything in the dream seems to be confirmed one by one at this moment. Once upon a time, Ji Xiao in the dream also used such words to mock the elder brother standing opposite, but the elder brother just sighed, "This is just In order to get you hooked...in order to provoke the relationship between me and Xiaodeng, you did everything possible to bring him to such a dangerous place, and you kept saying that it was for his own good?"
Then the eldest brother stretched out his hand to me and said softly, "Little Deng, come to my brother's side."
One word at a time, almost crushed out from between the teeth, Ji Xiao looked at the elder brother, but hugged me tightly: "I can guarantee that the bullet on my end will not touch a single hair on him, but you don't seem to be able to do it." With such a guarantee, you only wanted him to have a shield because I would not attack him, but now...have you already calculated the possibility of me blocking bullets for him?"
The eldest brother swayed, and his face was so angry that he couldn't maintain his expression. I saw the deep hatred for Ji Xiao on his face, and the next moment, his gaze turned to me, but it became soft again: "Little Deng, you have to believe that I will never hurt you..."
"Do you really want to believe what he said?" Ji Xiao's voice was next to his ear, like the whisper of a devil, "You can't trust a person who has lied most of his life, and I have never lied to you."
Suddenly, I seemed to be unable to distinguish between dreams and reality. At this moment, I saw my hand on Ji Xiao's chest, and he looked at me with strange helplessness in his eyes, "We will get married after this matter is over, No matter what you want and what you want me to say, I can satisfy you, Ran Deng, tell me, tell me you won't go to his side."
Why, why are they pushing me?How far must I be pushed before they will be satisfied?
"You can't ask me how to do it, Ji Xiao, you can't!" Holding my head, I thought about countless possibilities, and every possibility in my dream flashed before my eyes.
"You mean, you will choose Yu Qingshu, don't you?" Ji Xiao asked casually, raising his chin.
He said, slowly, he took out a pistol from nowhere, and threw it from one hand to the other, as if playing, he held it and looked at me leisurely.
"What are you doing!" I snapped, trying to grab the gun in his hand, but he avoided it, and only asked, "Are you going to tell me the result now?"
"Enough! Don't you think such threats are boring? Put down the gun!" Ji Xiao has never used such dangerous weapons in front of me, even if I know that he never leaves his body, "Put it down!"
With a trembling voice, I admit that I was scared, I couldn't just watch Ji Xiao's accident, because from his eyes, I saw determination.
He never jokes, and rarely speaks falsely. Even if he is exaggerated occasionally, he is serious most of the time.
"Are you going to pick him?" he asked me again.
"I'm just talking out of anger..." With trembling shoulders, I shed tears. I don't know why they insisted on forcing me to make such a choice, Ji Xiao... Did he really think that after he killed his elder brother, I Can you still live in harmony with him?
"As long as Yu Qingshu honestly does what I say, I will share part of the Yu family's assets with him. He can only move overseas in the future and will not be able to see you again. This is also his original request. It doesn't matter if there are other plans, as long as he does this, I won't make things difficult for him." Tilting his head, Ji Xiao smiled and told me this.
Only then did I understand the real content of their transaction.
It turned out to be the case.
But deep down, I know that my eldest brother will not let it go, if he really is willing to stay abroad, he will not return to China from the very beginning.
This transaction is a smoke bomb, and Ji Xiao and I both understand it.
Ji Xiao insisted on letting me see the ugliness of my eldest brother, but in fact, I already knew exactly what they were like.
"It's impossible for the elder brother to agree to your request." I said.
"He has to agree." Ji Xiao told me as he gently put his hand on my cheek and wiped away my tears.
"Impossible, I can't just watch my brother have an accident, Ji Xiao." At this moment, I suddenly realized that everything in that dream might be what I was about to face.
"Then you can also watch me die." Ji Xiao smiled, "As long as you walk by his side, my people will not attack him. Maybe this is what you have been looking forward to?"
"Guess what will happen?" Smiling, Ji Xiao moved his hand holding the gun slightly, he put it on his temple, and slowly, he pulled the trigger: "I lost, Ran Deng, but I lost I will not let his people beat me to death, I will choose to kill myself, is this what you want to see?"
Realizing that a light movement of hooking my fingers could make the head of the person in front of me explode, I had difficulty breathing and felt cold all over my body.
"Put down the gun, Ji Xiao, don't make such a joke, what does this prove? Why do you insist on forcing me..." I warned him softly, but he was enjoying my panic, just staring at the scene with a smile I.
"Ran Deng, do you hate me?"
"Ji Xiao, don't do this...why the hell do you insist on making me make such a choice?" You clearly know that, just like big brother, I can't just sit and watch you have an accident.
"It's okay. In fact, it doesn't matter if you don't choose me. You can just live with your brother Qingshu. Anyway, I don't have a few days to live." With a smile, Ji Xiao said calmly.
Is it because you are too emotional?My head was hot, and the scene in front of me was a little unclear, but my consciousness was clear. At this moment, I suddenly thought of a result that I had never practiced in my dream.
"I won't go to the elder brother's side, you put the gun down." Calmly, with great sadness, I said to Ji Xiao, "Trigger...don't, that's too dangerous."
"Why are you talking about that? Would I be happy if you died? Come...slowly...put it down, Ah Xiao...please..."
Slowly, I reached out to Ji Xiao, but Ji Xiao failed to let me touch the gun, he dismantled the gun back to its original absolutely safe state, and put it back in his pocket.
"I won't let you die." My eyes were hazy, and I couldn't tell what my mood was, but I really did think so.
"Really?" He smiled, with an indescribably naive look on his face.
I nodded, and retreated slightly, leaning my back against the car door, presumably because I was in a hurry, and the speed of the car at this moment had reached the point where I couldn't see the scenery outside the window clearly.
This is a bridge, a long, long bridge. I don't remember whether it is a river or a road below.
The moment I opened the car door, I felt the wind pouring into my body, and I leaned back. Everything in the world seemed to be in slow motion. I saw Ji Xiao's bewildered expression, and his panicked hand.
He might be able to catch me, but for a moment, I dodged him.
I didn't really want to achieve this ending, and to be honest, I didn't want to have an accident, and I didn't want to die.
I had just signed a play, I still had a theater, and my acting career was just taking an immature path.
I think I should be able to have a bright future.
I can not let it go.
However, I can no longer face the crime in front of me, the fourth child, Ms. Lin, the third child and his wife... and the elder brother, Ji Xiao.
They asked me to choose, but I couldn't choose.
In fact, according to my feelings, this result should be very simple. After all, my elder brother has never treated me badly, and he is good enough to me.
Unlike Ji Xiao, who always bullies me.
But even if I don't want to admit it, the facts tell me bloody that my eldest brother and Ji Xiao are equally important people in my heart, and they are also the people I have the most affection for and the most inseparable people.
Only live alone?No, they are all wonderful, powerful people, they should have a brilliant life, this should not be the future they are facing.
So I did.
I acted skillfully, and I felt relieved, as if this was not the first time I had made such a choice.
I really want to live happily. After all, there are always obstacles in life. No matter what bad things happen, life has to move forward. But in a flash, I feel that there are many people around me, such as Ji Xiao, such as Big Brother, They should be like me.
I wouldn't hate either of them if I didn't have a future anymore.
As Ji Xiao said, I am a person who can't give up, wants to be perfect, and holds all good things in my hands, so it is difficult to achieve great things.
I think he's right, but I can't change it.
I might just be looking for another possibility.
A possibility for everyone to have a happy ending...
There is no pain, I feel my body has entered a vast whiteness, like in a dream, in a lucid dream.
In the white void, I seem to hear a person sighing softly.
"It's so tiring, it seems that no matter what, you can't usher in a happy ending."
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