Inferior dominance

During the recuperation period, Ji Xiao had to accompany me outside at least once a week. People will probably be domesticated. I found that gradually, from the initial resentment, I gradually developed the feeling of "when will he take me out?" idea.

This is not normal!I know!This is very abnormal!But I don't want to get angry in front of Ji Xiao at all. At that time, I have clearly realized that he will be happy and even excited because of my anger. At that time, I didn't understand why, and I gradually figured it out later——

He probably just likes to see me have violent mood swings for him, but look helpless at him.

At that time, I just instinctively realized that maybe silence would work better than simply getting angry at him, although it seemed that doing so would not achieve my ultimate goal-he would just bring some gadgets to the mansion to "make" me happy.

He called that a "gift," which I don't think it is.

I forgot to mention that in the previous game of chess, all the chess pieces were already in place. I have to say that the carving at the back became more and more detailed. I actually felt that the last piece was no different from the ordinary chess pieces sold on the market. , I praised Ji Xiao a little bit for this, but he just stared at me calmly and didn't talk to me.

One day later, he even brought back the chessboard, but it was a pity that I was not interested in playing chess with him, and he was also very busy. I no longer care about the internal affairs of the Yu family, I am just waiting for those four months to pass.

As Ji Xiao wishes, I will be very obedient, and I will do whatever he asks, which is completely different from him who used to be a servant. I feel that I have done my best to fulfill all the duties of a servant. I just hope he doesn't feel bad about prolonging the time, if he does that, I will definitely strangle him, absolutely.

Oh, back to the gift thing.

In addition to chess pieces, he will also bring back other "gadgets". At first, those things were not worth much. According to him, I probably only deserve these tattered gadgets, such as slingshots, marbles, cards cards, and even a dirty little rag doll, are some very childlike gadgets that I honestly find interesting, a lot of them I've only seen on TV - when I was a kid, generally I don't know how to play with such low-level toys.

I will ask Ji Xiao how to play these things, but I will not play with him. When Dong Siyuan is on duty during the day, I will invite Dong Siyuan to play with me.

"Huh? You haven't seen these? Have you?"

"I didn't know how to play with this kind of toys when I was young. The school I went to, you know..." Shrugging, I chuckled, and Dong Siyuan should have understood when I heard this.

"I guess this is a toy that Ji Xiao played with when he was a child." I hooked the corners of my lips, and I told Dong Siyuan this, and I was clear in my heart, but in front of Ji Xiao, I would rather remain silent than Willing to mention this related topic, "He has no place to put it, so just give it to me."

"Well, we used to play these games when we were young..." Dong Siyuan turned over the cards with palm wind, and Dong Siyuan smiled quite complacently, "It seems that no matter what kind of person they are, childhood is similar. .”

I didn't tell him that I was not similar to them, that I had no friends, and even because I was afraid that the background of the Yu family would bring disaster to the people around me, I would take the initiative to alienate those people who were originally friends with me.

"I heard that you and Dong Siyuan were squatting in the garden playing marbles this afternoon." That night, when he was changing Ji Xiao's clothes, he really asked this question.

Helping him fasten the buttons of his pajamas one by one, I gave a neutral "hmm", "Since you gave it to me, you shouldn't have any objection to how I use it, right?"

Ji Xiao's eyes were dark, and with a half-smile, he raised his hand and unbuttoned the buttons I just buttoned, "I think it's funny that two big men are squatting together to play with children's toys."

Remembering what he once said, "Pajamas should be buttoned properly", I gritted my teeth secretly, and patiently re-buttoned the clothes for him, "I'm so bored, I can't go out, so I can only play with children's toys, Dong Si Yuan is my friend...you are so busy, I can't expect you to play with me, right?"

Ji Xiao didn't speak, but just stared at me silently. After a long while, his warm palm was placed on my shoulder, "After this period of time, I will go out with you every day."

Pooh!Who wants you to accompany? "When will I be able to come in and out freely?" I couldn't help it, so I asked.

"It won't be long." The warmth of his palms ran across my neck and stayed on my chin, "Do you think Dong Siyuan looks like me?"

Like a fart!Dong Siyuan is an honest boy, but you are a deep-minded devil!

"In terms of appearance alone, indeed, isn't he your substitute?" On the lips, I said so.

In fact, Ji Xiao took Dong Siyuan to guard me, which is enough to give me "face". Dong Siyuan can be said to be his most special subordinate and his confidant. I have inquired about Dong Siyuan's attitude towards him... ...He was even willing to die for Ji Xiao.

"I didn't expect you to like these worthless gadgets." Ji Xiao grabbed me, meaning to tell me to lie on the bed, and I did so, "I thought your eyes were higher than the top, and you wouldn't put any worthless things away In the eyes," he said.

What is this man talking about?I roughly sketched the outline of me in his heart, and insinuated in my heart that after knowing me for so many years, his understanding of me is still so superficial.

"Yes, I will always dislike the poor and love the rich, okay?" In fact, why don't I know the meaning behind the things he gave me?Apart from some strange idiosyncrasies, doesn't he just want to show that my value is only equivalent to these worthless "broken toys"?He would like to see me furious and furious, but how can I do what he wants?Just have fun.

Not long after that, the things Ji Xiao gave me gradually changed, from well-fitting clothes to expensive accessories, and then from expensive ornaments to collectible works of art from overseas. When these things were given to me, I felt extremely separated, and I couldn't even laugh.

"You might as well send a slingshot," I said.

"The number of old toys when I was a child is limited." Ji Xiao said, and stuffed the box in my hand into my hand. I opened it and found a diamond cufflink.

To be honest, my replacement rate for this kind of accessories is not high, and there are actually very few such accessories on my shelf. The commonly used cufflinks these years are only the few pairs that my elder brother gave me. Seeing that the thing he gave me was very expensive, I instinctively didn't want to take it for some reason, so I pushed it back into Ji Xiao's hands.

"Don't waste the money on me," I said stiffly, and found myself less and less likely to understand what he meant.

"It's for Ms. Ke, if she doesn't want it, I'll give it to you." Ji Xiao said, as if he didn't care anymore, and simply threw the things aside.

Looking at the jewelry box that fell on the ground, I felt uncomfortable for no reason, and what Ji Xiao said made me blush, so I simply pushed him, "Do you think I'm a garbage collector?"

Ji Xiao's expression darkened, and he didn't speak. His steps were heavy, and he just walked to the small table where I used to put accessories——with a bang, he tipped it to the ground calmly.

On the table, in the drawers, all kinds of objects, large and small, were scattered on the leather carpet in an instant, and the light made them reflect a strange luster, like stars scattered on the ground.

I saw my trinkets spilling out of the storage box, and while I'm not a big fan of adorning myself, many of them were birthday presents from my older brother, "You're crazy, aren't you!" I haven't been angry with Ji Xiao for a long time. The first time I stepped forward, I didn't kick him, but tried to pick up the scattered things one by one. My vision was a little blurred. I didn't even want to admit that I was crying. I swear that I have never met anyone more hateful than Ji Xiao in my life.

However, before I could pick them up, Ji Xiao lifted me up from the ground, his complexion could even be said to be distorted, "You pick up the things he gave you crying, you don't even look at what I give you, do you? "

"What do you want! What do you want? You locked me here, do you still expect me to give you a good face?" I became angry like never before, I grabbed his clothes in front of him, gritted my teeth and shook him, but I couldn't shake him at all. .

I don't want to recall everything that happened that night. Anyway, I ran out of the room afterwards, and Ji Xiao chased me out. Even at night, I couldn't leave the mansion. He caught me in the living room, and even hugged me from behind He grabbed me, pushed me onto the sofa, and forced me to sit between his legs, while I was just cursing and struggling, he told me to stop, and bit my earlobe with such force that it was almost It hurts like hell.

In fact, it's all good so far. What I can't bear is that when the light in the living room is turned on, Butler Zhang sees me and Ji Xiao wrestling on the sofa in that state.

My dignity is so fragile, I don't want Steward Zhang to see how I'm being severely restrained by Ji Xiao, even if I vaguely know about me and Ji Xiao, he may actually know better than anyone else.

At that time, Ji Xiao's original words were: "Aren't you going to bed so late?" His tone was extremely unfriendly, like a beast being disturbed during a meal.

But Butler Zhang just lowered his eyelashes and said, "I heard the noise, so I thought it was an accident."

"Our room is in a mess, you ask someone to tidy it up." Ji Xiao ordered concisely.

Zhang Guanjia said "OK" and left. I was too embarrassed to look at him, and I wasn't sure if his eyes stayed on me.

After that, Ji Xiao pulled me to his original room.

That small, servant-only room has been cleaned all the time, and it still looks like it can be lived in at any time.

"We'll sleep here tonight." Ji Xiao entangled my body tightly like a ghost, and said softly behind me.

I knew I was struggling, but I simply stopped struggling. Anyway, he said a lot of things later, and even smiled. I really don’t know how he could laugh. He said, "So angry? You actually took it seriously when you lied to me, silly Not stupid?"

"Is this bed too small? I can't even straighten my legs."

"I'll go out with you tomorrow. If you feel uncomfortable in the future, just tell me directly. Don't keep silent. You know me. I don't like you like that."

Ji Xiao is a man of his word, and he did as expected the next day.

After that, the nightmare began. Ji Xiao started to buy gifts in the mansion every now and then, knowing that he didn't like my cold face, I would occasionally pretend to be happy, but he seemed to sense that I was not sincere, and often satirized me It's not even pretending, and I thought, isn't that what he wants?

I had the same reaction as when my elder brother gave me a gift. I dare say that I have all the "surprise" appearances that I should have, except that I didn't rush to hug him.

Later, I couldn't bear his cynicism. In order to let him stop torturing me, I even imitated the way I faced my elder brother at the beginning, and hugged him in the same way. I also said that I liked his gift very much, but he held mine tightly. waist, and said: "Don't deal with me like you did with your brother."

Knowing that he understands me, that's why I didn't dare to do that all the time. Seeing his growing dissatisfaction with me, I had no choice but to do so, but was ridiculed by him like this. To be honest, I don't know what to do. What to do, I think maybe he doesn't know what he wants.

That was my breakdown again, when I pressed my forehead against his chest, I really didn't want to mention anything, I couldn't help complaining: "What the hell are you going to do? Why are you so fucking hard to serve?"

And this seems to satisfy him inexplicably by mistake, he put his hand on my back lightly, stroking up and down: "Actually, this is fine, Ran Deng."

That's it.

To be honest, even now, I don't understand his mentality at that time.