The Last Men
Orangutan Sun Capital (2)
"Bai Yun...don't abandon me."
Dazed for a moment, Bai Yun was immediately pushed away by Shi Zhi, who fell unsteadily to the ground.
Just as he was about to bend down to help him, he was hit hard.
"...Ruler?" Bai Yun covered his face and looked worriedly at Shi Yi.
There was no response, Shi Zhi covered his forehead, tears were streaming down his face, his face was pale, and he looked very uncomfortable.
Not knowing what to do, Bai Yun stretched out his hand, then retracted it, not daring to make any more movements.Seeing that Shi Zhi bit his own mouth to bleed, his heart ached to death.
Shi Zhi seemed to lose even the strength to sit paralyzed, the arms supporting his body were unable to bend several times, and he almost collapsed on the ground.
Bai Yun's back felt cold, and the eyes he looked at him at that moment were very abnormal, like hatred and love, and the emotions contained in them were mixed together like a vortex, so chaotic that he was at a loss what to do.
The two were in a stalemate like this, Bai Yun didn't know what happened, so he could only stand and watch Shi Zhi's situation, but Shi Zhi didn't really want to talk to him now, and his condition was really bad.
My head is about to explode, the amount of information is too much, although I can hold back, it is also very uncomfortable.
Why didn't Bai Yun tell himself what he was doing?
Shi Zhi suddenly thought of this.
It used to be trust, and he didn't think too much about it, he trusted this person 100%.
Although I have amnesia, I don't remember anything.
But now he began to doubt, because some incongruous things appeared in his memory.
Bai Yun, he didn't tell himself anything, he went to face the danger alone, and then almost had an accident.If he hadn't been accidentally discovered by himself when the injury was not healed, Shi Zhi might never have known how dangerous he did behind his back.This made him very uneasy.
What Bai Yun kept from him, is it really as calm as he said?
Did he do something that he didn't like at all because he was kind to himself?He must have done such a thing once, and it was more serious than the one he remembered, so that he was so impressed just thinking about it.
Just thinking of a little bit, even just a little possibility, made Shi Zhi angry, hysterical, angry with nowhere to vent.
I don't know why, but his inner feelings are very contradictory now, he wants to hate Bai Yun but can't hate, wants to love but can't love.Hate and love were mixed together, intertwined and rooted in his heart, making Shi Zhi try his best to calm down, but couldn't.
Bai Yun won't lie to himself again, will he?He won't abandon himself again, will he?He must, must not be hiding it from himself, right?But the consciousness is doubting, no matter how hard you try not to think about it, there will always be times when your energy is scattered, but you will always think about it again after you relax your efforts a little.
He hates this, and he can't even control his body.
This body does not seem to be his own.It's just that when the consciousness is touched, the body also responds accordingly, so people feel that the body is really obedient, it will act according to its own mind, and it can act because of the instructions issued by itself.
However, there is another possibility that a person does not control the body, but is imprisoned in one place. After having an idea, the body that acts with the idea is considered to be his own property.
Yes, with actions so synchronized, who would doubt anything? This is a cognition that has been born since birth.
Shi Zhi seems to think of this possibility now, feels that the body is not his own, and feels disgusted by it.
That is the person I like the most in the world, the person I care about the most, and the driving force behind my survival is Bai Yun. Don't hate him, he doesn't want to put any negative emotions on Bai Yun.
"Bai Yun..." So Shi Zhi reluctantly moved his mouth, "Let's separate now."
The person standing didn't respond to him immediately, but looked down at him with a slightly scrutinizing gaze while meditating.
Shi Zhi is usually unwilling to let him do things, and takes the initiative to take the responsibility. Yes, he can let him do this. Shi Zhi is capable of doing it, and can also satisfy his own desire for protection and calm his inner anxiety when doing things. Okay; when encountering danger, Shi Zhi is the first to stand in front of him and take the initiative to face it. Naturally, he will not be injured. No one knows better than him what Shi Zhi has been trained to do now. If he can Bai Yun would naturally be happy to make his mental condition better within the scope of Shi Zhi's best efforts.
He knew that Shi Zhi was always afraid of being abandoned by Bai Yun, and he was always in a bad mood, no matter how hard he tried to become happy.This sprout of fear, which did not know when, had taken root for a long time, and the power to stretch out the branches and leaves was irresistible at all times, which came from the most hidden fragility in his heart.
If protecting Bai Yun could make Shi Zhi happy, he would listen to him anyway, but not now.
Shi Zhi's condition was very bad at first glance, Zhu Longxia's hands were a bit heavy, even if it was safe, he would not leave Shi Zhi alone in this world.
Taking a deep breath, Bai Yun lowered his eyes, even if he knew it might scare Shi Zhi, he would do the same.
This is the person he loves deeply, and the person he wants to protect the most, and he doesn't want him to be stimulated to the slightest, unless necessary.So Bai Yun walked over, squatted down, carefully stretched out his hand, and gently hugged the little beast covered in bruises.
She could feel Shi Yi's body stiffen slightly, but in the end she was still unable to lean against his arms.
Bai Yun sighed, relaxed his strength, and slowly stroked his slightly curly hair.The other hand raised Shi Zhi's lower lip, rubbed it carefully with his thumb, and wiped off the blood stained by Shi Zhi's own bite.
The tears that had already slowed down came out again, and Shi Zhi was extremely uncomfortable.This time, the memory recall remained in a blur, as if a near-sighted person took off his glasses. He seemed to know the outline of the source of the pain at a glance, but it was hidden in a hazy fog when he looked closely.
Is this what Zhulong said, that he must never let himself know?
Someone is calling his name gently, Shi Yi can feel that person calling him, but the name is blurred.But he can't understand, he can't know a little bit of details, he can only have a little empathy.
Even the memories that had passed through my mind before became blurred.
He is a liar!
It's a liar!
Suddenly the alarm sounded high, stimulating him like a needle prick.
Shi Zhi has never hated Bai Yun's touch so much, even worse than resentment.
How wonderful it would be if he could just stand there, not participate in anything, and let him decide how he wanted to face it.
If he doesn't interfere, he must be able to survive in his own way, right?
"Let go of me!!" With great force, Shi Zhi broke free from Bai Yun's embrace, and even threw himself to the ground.
"Ruler..." Bai Yun hurriedly wanted to help, but his arm was thrown away; at the same time, he wanted to speak, but at this moment, he met the pair of eyes that seemed to be burning.
He obviously looked like he had fallen to the ground in a state of embarrassment, and obviously still wrinkled his face in pain, the tears hadn't dried yet; the hatred in the eyes looking up at him was not concealed, and in a trance, Bai Yun only felt that he was The inside and outside of the body can be clearly seen, nothing is covered up, and the nakedness is exposed by the light.
At this moment, he almost thought that the chessboard he had arranged for a long time was overturned, but he soon calmed down.
That gaze missed him, looking to the far side, staring at an unknown direction, without focus, just anger of nameless fire.It was only because the deviation was too small that he had the illusion of being watched.
Right now, it is absolutely, absolutely impossible to look at him like that, no matter what kind of him he is, it is impossible.
Both he and Zhulong knew that their most important person had always been so soft in their hearts and had never changed.
Also because of this, I don't want to add even a little more to his injuries.
"Bai Yun...what did you do without telling me?"
He couldn't answer Shi Zhi's question. He really couldn't tell Shi Zhi what he was doing now, he could only tell him that he was doing something that was related to Shi Zhi's past.
"I see."
There was no response, and Shi Zhi didn't ask again.He already knew that Bai Yun had been avoiding this question, and he was just wasting his efforts again.
"Let's go separately, at least I don't want to go with you." Shi Zhi continued, his mind is too confused now, he is really too afraid of hurting Bai Yun, even though he doesn't want to be separated from Bai Yun at all, and he is also afraid of being with Bai Yun Bai Yun left.
He originally thought that Bai Yun would refuse, but now Bai Yun has refused once.I didn't expect Bai Yun to agree this time, maybe it's because his condition is better.
Anyway, that's a good thing.
Shi Zhi stood up unsteadily, wiped away the wet tears with her long sleeves, and stepped into the building before Bai Yun.
Bai Yun didn't follow, and knelt on the spot silently watching him go away and disappear into the building.
The pocket watch seemed to be broken, spinning around at a high speed. Shi Zhi didn't intend to rely on it at first, but after walking for a while and getting a little deeper into the building, he thought of another possibility. If this is the possibility, then the pocket watch is not broken The - targets are everywhere.
The pocket watch is used to find the mission target, and the principle can be guessed at a glance.The previous world had already been involved with threads, and if it is the same this time, and the degree is deepened, then it seems that this situation is not surprising now.
Out of the corner of his eye, he could see someone behind him, and Bai Yun was hanging far behind him, keeping a distance that was neither far nor close.
That's fine, Shi Zhi let out a breath, and a certain stone fell from his heart.This might be the best way for both of them right now.
Now he also wonders if there is anything in the memory that Zhulong and Bai Yun don't want to let him remember, is there anything more excessive than Bai Yun who went to meet the injury without telling himself, otherwise why does he always feel that Bai Yun is so innocent? Guilty?
Anyway, let's hang around first. Before he didn't have a pocket watch, he used his intuition to find targets. This time, he wanted to walk around.
So Shi Zhi did it next.
Before that, he was still a little angry, but this time it was not because of the impact of memories that he hated Bai Yun for no reason, but Zhulong.I always feel that this little dragon sorted out his bad memories in one go. Why is it so fast? He chose this way when he still had a lot of time.
When he goes back, he must grab the tail and give Candle Dragon a few rounds!
Dazed for a moment, Bai Yun was immediately pushed away by Shi Zhi, who fell unsteadily to the ground.
Just as he was about to bend down to help him, he was hit hard.
"...Ruler?" Bai Yun covered his face and looked worriedly at Shi Yi.
There was no response, Shi Zhi covered his forehead, tears were streaming down his face, his face was pale, and he looked very uncomfortable.
Not knowing what to do, Bai Yun stretched out his hand, then retracted it, not daring to make any more movements.Seeing that Shi Zhi bit his own mouth to bleed, his heart ached to death.
Shi Zhi seemed to lose even the strength to sit paralyzed, the arms supporting his body were unable to bend several times, and he almost collapsed on the ground.
Bai Yun's back felt cold, and the eyes he looked at him at that moment were very abnormal, like hatred and love, and the emotions contained in them were mixed together like a vortex, so chaotic that he was at a loss what to do.
The two were in a stalemate like this, Bai Yun didn't know what happened, so he could only stand and watch Shi Zhi's situation, but Shi Zhi didn't really want to talk to him now, and his condition was really bad.
My head is about to explode, the amount of information is too much, although I can hold back, it is also very uncomfortable.
Why didn't Bai Yun tell himself what he was doing?
Shi Zhi suddenly thought of this.
It used to be trust, and he didn't think too much about it, he trusted this person 100%.
Although I have amnesia, I don't remember anything.
But now he began to doubt, because some incongruous things appeared in his memory.
Bai Yun, he didn't tell himself anything, he went to face the danger alone, and then almost had an accident.If he hadn't been accidentally discovered by himself when the injury was not healed, Shi Zhi might never have known how dangerous he did behind his back.This made him very uneasy.
What Bai Yun kept from him, is it really as calm as he said?
Did he do something that he didn't like at all because he was kind to himself?He must have done such a thing once, and it was more serious than the one he remembered, so that he was so impressed just thinking about it.
Just thinking of a little bit, even just a little possibility, made Shi Zhi angry, hysterical, angry with nowhere to vent.
I don't know why, but his inner feelings are very contradictory now, he wants to hate Bai Yun but can't hate, wants to love but can't love.Hate and love were mixed together, intertwined and rooted in his heart, making Shi Zhi try his best to calm down, but couldn't.
Bai Yun won't lie to himself again, will he?He won't abandon himself again, will he?He must, must not be hiding it from himself, right?But the consciousness is doubting, no matter how hard you try not to think about it, there will always be times when your energy is scattered, but you will always think about it again after you relax your efforts a little.
He hates this, and he can't even control his body.
This body does not seem to be his own.It's just that when the consciousness is touched, the body also responds accordingly, so people feel that the body is really obedient, it will act according to its own mind, and it can act because of the instructions issued by itself.
However, there is another possibility that a person does not control the body, but is imprisoned in one place. After having an idea, the body that acts with the idea is considered to be his own property.
Yes, with actions so synchronized, who would doubt anything? This is a cognition that has been born since birth.
Shi Zhi seems to think of this possibility now, feels that the body is not his own, and feels disgusted by it.
That is the person I like the most in the world, the person I care about the most, and the driving force behind my survival is Bai Yun. Don't hate him, he doesn't want to put any negative emotions on Bai Yun.
"Bai Yun..." So Shi Zhi reluctantly moved his mouth, "Let's separate now."
The person standing didn't respond to him immediately, but looked down at him with a slightly scrutinizing gaze while meditating.
Shi Zhi is usually unwilling to let him do things, and takes the initiative to take the responsibility. Yes, he can let him do this. Shi Zhi is capable of doing it, and can also satisfy his own desire for protection and calm his inner anxiety when doing things. Okay; when encountering danger, Shi Zhi is the first to stand in front of him and take the initiative to face it. Naturally, he will not be injured. No one knows better than him what Shi Zhi has been trained to do now. If he can Bai Yun would naturally be happy to make his mental condition better within the scope of Shi Zhi's best efforts.
He knew that Shi Zhi was always afraid of being abandoned by Bai Yun, and he was always in a bad mood, no matter how hard he tried to become happy.This sprout of fear, which did not know when, had taken root for a long time, and the power to stretch out the branches and leaves was irresistible at all times, which came from the most hidden fragility in his heart.
If protecting Bai Yun could make Shi Zhi happy, he would listen to him anyway, but not now.
Shi Zhi's condition was very bad at first glance, Zhu Longxia's hands were a bit heavy, even if it was safe, he would not leave Shi Zhi alone in this world.
Taking a deep breath, Bai Yun lowered his eyes, even if he knew it might scare Shi Zhi, he would do the same.
This is the person he loves deeply, and the person he wants to protect the most, and he doesn't want him to be stimulated to the slightest, unless necessary.So Bai Yun walked over, squatted down, carefully stretched out his hand, and gently hugged the little beast covered in bruises.
She could feel Shi Yi's body stiffen slightly, but in the end she was still unable to lean against his arms.
Bai Yun sighed, relaxed his strength, and slowly stroked his slightly curly hair.The other hand raised Shi Zhi's lower lip, rubbed it carefully with his thumb, and wiped off the blood stained by Shi Zhi's own bite.
The tears that had already slowed down came out again, and Shi Zhi was extremely uncomfortable.This time, the memory recall remained in a blur, as if a near-sighted person took off his glasses. He seemed to know the outline of the source of the pain at a glance, but it was hidden in a hazy fog when he looked closely.
Is this what Zhulong said, that he must never let himself know?
Someone is calling his name gently, Shi Yi can feel that person calling him, but the name is blurred.But he can't understand, he can't know a little bit of details, he can only have a little empathy.
Even the memories that had passed through my mind before became blurred.
He is a liar!
It's a liar!
Suddenly the alarm sounded high, stimulating him like a needle prick.
Shi Zhi has never hated Bai Yun's touch so much, even worse than resentment.
How wonderful it would be if he could just stand there, not participate in anything, and let him decide how he wanted to face it.
If he doesn't interfere, he must be able to survive in his own way, right?
"Let go of me!!" With great force, Shi Zhi broke free from Bai Yun's embrace, and even threw himself to the ground.
"Ruler..." Bai Yun hurriedly wanted to help, but his arm was thrown away; at the same time, he wanted to speak, but at this moment, he met the pair of eyes that seemed to be burning.
He obviously looked like he had fallen to the ground in a state of embarrassment, and obviously still wrinkled his face in pain, the tears hadn't dried yet; the hatred in the eyes looking up at him was not concealed, and in a trance, Bai Yun only felt that he was The inside and outside of the body can be clearly seen, nothing is covered up, and the nakedness is exposed by the light.
At this moment, he almost thought that the chessboard he had arranged for a long time was overturned, but he soon calmed down.
That gaze missed him, looking to the far side, staring at an unknown direction, without focus, just anger of nameless fire.It was only because the deviation was too small that he had the illusion of being watched.
Right now, it is absolutely, absolutely impossible to look at him like that, no matter what kind of him he is, it is impossible.
Both he and Zhulong knew that their most important person had always been so soft in their hearts and had never changed.
Also because of this, I don't want to add even a little more to his injuries.
"Bai Yun...what did you do without telling me?"
He couldn't answer Shi Zhi's question. He really couldn't tell Shi Zhi what he was doing now, he could only tell him that he was doing something that was related to Shi Zhi's past.
"I see."
There was no response, and Shi Zhi didn't ask again.He already knew that Bai Yun had been avoiding this question, and he was just wasting his efforts again.
"Let's go separately, at least I don't want to go with you." Shi Zhi continued, his mind is too confused now, he is really too afraid of hurting Bai Yun, even though he doesn't want to be separated from Bai Yun at all, and he is also afraid of being with Bai Yun Bai Yun left.
He originally thought that Bai Yun would refuse, but now Bai Yun has refused once.I didn't expect Bai Yun to agree this time, maybe it's because his condition is better.
Anyway, that's a good thing.
Shi Zhi stood up unsteadily, wiped away the wet tears with her long sleeves, and stepped into the building before Bai Yun.
Bai Yun didn't follow, and knelt on the spot silently watching him go away and disappear into the building.
The pocket watch seemed to be broken, spinning around at a high speed. Shi Zhi didn't intend to rely on it at first, but after walking for a while and getting a little deeper into the building, he thought of another possibility. If this is the possibility, then the pocket watch is not broken The - targets are everywhere.
The pocket watch is used to find the mission target, and the principle can be guessed at a glance.The previous world had already been involved with threads, and if it is the same this time, and the degree is deepened, then it seems that this situation is not surprising now.
Out of the corner of his eye, he could see someone behind him, and Bai Yun was hanging far behind him, keeping a distance that was neither far nor close.
That's fine, Shi Zhi let out a breath, and a certain stone fell from his heart.This might be the best way for both of them right now.
Now he also wonders if there is anything in the memory that Zhulong and Bai Yun don't want to let him remember, is there anything more excessive than Bai Yun who went to meet the injury without telling himself, otherwise why does he always feel that Bai Yun is so innocent? Guilty?
Anyway, let's hang around first. Before he didn't have a pocket watch, he used his intuition to find targets. This time, he wanted to walk around.
So Shi Zhi did it next.
Before that, he was still a little angry, but this time it was not because of the impact of memories that he hated Bai Yun for no reason, but Zhulong.I always feel that this little dragon sorted out his bad memories in one go. Why is it so fast? He chose this way when he still had a lot of time.
When he goes back, he must grab the tail and give Candle Dragon a few rounds!
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