[Lu Hua] Juvenile field

Lu Xiaofeng is considered to be half a local. He lived here for a while when he was a child. Later, because of his parents' work, he moved to another city.

So on weekends, Lu Xiaofeng and Huamanlou belonged to the dormitory resident population, while Jin Jiuling and Sikong Zhaixing belonged to the outcasts.

Lu Xiaofeng and Huamanlou stayed together in the dormitory for two weekends, and couldn't bear it any longer, so they asked Huamanlou to go out together on the weekend.

Naturally, Huamanlou agreed, and the location was decided by Lu Xiaofeng.

Seeing that the weekend is coming, Huamanlou couldn't hide her anticipation.I wondered what would happen tomorrow, but the more I thought about it, the more energetic I became, and I tossed and turned on the bed, unable to fall asleep.

"Qi Tong, you haven't slept yet"

"..." Hua Manlou, who was turning over halfway, froze, and turned over slowly, "Did it bother you?"

"No, I'm a little excited to think about going out to play together tomorrow."

"Since I can't sleep, let's chat." Hearing Lu Xiaofeng's words, Hua Manlou suddenly relaxed, no matter what, it will be fine anyway.

"Okay!" Lu Xiaofeng's happiness could be heard just from the voice. "What to talk about"

"Phoenix, do you have anything you particularly like?"

"I don't think so." Lu Xiaofeng thought about wine for a long time, and when he was young, he hung out with his father at the wine table, red, white, and yellow were all not a problem.But such a hobby is not lofty at all, Lu Xiaofeng decided to ignore it, and continue to portray himself as a good young man in the new century who is true, kind and beautiful.

"How about you Qitong?"

"Read books, grow flowers, will you think I'm so boring?"

"No, it can be said to be quite stylish!"

In the darkness, Lu Xiaofeng seemed to hear Hua Manlou smiling, very lightly, not the usual gentle smile.There is so much bitterness, regret, and more complicated emotions in it.Lu Xiaofeng couldn't tell them apart one by one, but looking at the flowers all over the building, he felt very distressed.

Lu Xiaofeng was rarely serious, he organized his words seriously, and wanted to convey his thoughts to Huamanlou.

"What you like is just a personal choice. If it doesn't affect others and entertains yourself, then it doesn't matter what it is. As for what others think, it really doesn't matter, because others are also affected by their own personality experience. So it doesn't matter at all. You need to care about what others think, because there is no objective view at all, if it does not involve others, then as long as you feel happy."

After finishing speaking in one breath, Lu Xiaofeng suddenly became nervous.In the suddenly quiet dormitory, the atmosphere seemed to be getting heavier and heavier.Lu Xiaofeng felt a little regretful, such a long speech was like preaching.

"I'm very happy," Hua Manlou said just when Lu Xiaofeng started to reflect on himself, "I wish I had known you earlier."

"Did you know each other earlier?" Lu Xiaofeng thought for a while, the little soft flower was full of flowers, she seemed very cute, "Qitong, what were you like back then?"

"When I was a kid, did you really want to listen to it? It wasn't very interesting."

Hua Manlou was a little hesitant, but Lu Xiaofeng responded, and those hesitation disappeared, and he began to narrate gently.

Huamanlou had never said these words to anyone else, but on this night, to Lu Xiaofeng, he suddenly had the idea to confide in him.

Huamanlou's childhood, with seven years old as the dividing point.Before the age of seven, Huamanlou was accompanied by his older brothers. He could run two miles for a flower and morning glory; he would share popsicles with half of each person on a hot summer day; he could climb trees and climb walls and run out secretly to play.

At that time, Huamanlou was like a boy of that age, mischievous and seemed to have unlimited energy.

But a car accident at the age of seven changed everything.He lay in the hospital for nine months and went home to recuperate for more than a year, during which time he spent a lot of time recovering.

At that time, he didn't have much sense of time, he just felt that a day was always very long, but it seemed like a year or two passed just like that.

Two months after Hua Manlou was rescued from the operating room, her eyes were wrapped in thick gauze and she couldn't see anything.

Lying on the hospital bed all day long, the only thing I can hear is the nurse's inquiry, and the parents' short talk when the family members come.However, more often, there is only the sound of dripping water during infusion and the hum of the instrument running.

When the weather is good, the windows are open, and you can hear the singing of the wind, the rustling of leaves, and the chatter of people walking.

The wind blowing from the window carries the smell of dew and flowers, and the smell of disinfectant is not so obvious.

Sometimes the sun shines into the room and falls on the bed, and I secretly stretch out my hand from under the quilt, with warmth in my palm.Gently clasping their palms together, the sun was held in their hands.

Huamanlou can still feel many things, but she can't see them.During those two months, he couldn't move or see, and the only thing he could do was to think wildly.The doctor and family members said that they will be able to see it soon, but Hua Manlou always wonders what will happen if they really lose their sight in the future.

Maybe you can become a blind man like in the novel, maybe you will be disgusted by others, but it doesn't matter that you still have your parents and brother.Although Huamanlou thinks too much like a child, she did hear a lot of things that she couldn't hear before she couldn't see it.

When family members came to visit, Huamanlou couldn't see and could only listen, but only after listening did she realize something was wrong.The third brother, who smiled like that, tried to laugh, but his tone was as sad as if his cat had been lost.The gentle words of comfort from the parents also hide the unresolved worries.

Based on his impressions, Hua Manlou matched what they said with their previous expressions.But behind the words, those who have heard but not noticed, blurred the vivid faces.

For the first time, Hua Manlou knew that what he saw might not be true.Later, the eyes were finally able to see light, and when they were opened, all they could see was a vast expanse of whiteness.In the white halo, the appearance and clothes cannot be seen clearly, only the voice is honest.He turned his head when he heard the voice, and called out names one by one.He could hear the family happy, even though they didn't know it, and he couldn't tell who they were.

It seems that no one knows that the strong and cheerful child lying on the hospital bed will cry because of the sound of butterfly wings in the silent night of the hospital.

"Did you never tell them?"

"They had so much to worry about back then, it was like a camel carrying a load, and I didn't want to be the last straw."

"Seven children..."

"It's okay, in fact, I didn't cry because I was afraid."

Not because of fear, in such a silent night, the sound of flapping wings and the faint air flow are very vivid.That is when precision instruments are running, there is no ups and downs and regular sounds that are incomparable.

What's more, he did recover very well later on, as the doctor said, and he could see more and more clearly.Although he is permanently blind in one eye, he can see very well.

Her body recovered well, and Hua Manlou was able to go home to recuperate.While studying the leftover homework with a tutor, he is undergoing rehabilitation.Because it is not suitable for strenuous exercise after a fracture, and there is no way to play around with former friends.

The child's recovery ability is very good. Except for the left eye, Huamanlou has almost no other sequelae, which is considered a blessing in misfortune.However, even if Hua Manlou fully recovers, the family members are still afraid that he will bump into him. In addition to physical injuries, the car accident left an indelible shadow in Hua's family's heart.

The experience of losing his eyesight made Huamanlou more sensitive than others. He knew the worries under the joy and bustle of the family, how happy it was to get it back, and how sad it was to lose it again.Huamanlou doesn't want them to worry all day, so he watches TV and books on weekdays, and learns how to grow flowers with his father.

Huamanlou didn't think there was anything wrong with it, not to mention that there are various game consoles and DVDs at home, so it is also very fun at home.Although I had to refuse the invitation of my friends to go out for adventure, for this reason I got the nickname of nerd and little old man.

Hua ManLou didn't feel sad, but it was inevitable that she felt a little regretful.

"After that, I'll take you to catch fish and shrimp, and climb trees to steal melons."

"Okay, that's reciprocal, I'll take you to listen to the sound of flowers blooming."

"Do flowers make a sound?"

"Yes, I have."

"Really, don't lie to me."

"When did I lie to you?"

"You obviously bully me often, it's nothing!"

Hua Manlou was amused by Lu Xiaofeng's resentful voice, and he smiled and comforted the fried chicken.After laughing, Hua Manlou became serious again.

"Fenghuang, don't think I'm having a bad time. I was actually very happy when I was a child. My brothers doted on me, and my parents were very open-minded. Although I went out less, I have seen and played. It's not necessarily less than you "

"Then seven children, what was your favorite when you were a child?"

"Well, Go" Hua Manlou recalled it carefully, and it seems that this is the only one who is particularly interested, but...

"Although I like it very much, I really don't have much talent, and I haven't made much progress after studying for two years. In the end, I was so angry that I even chose liberal arts as a subject in high school."

So cute, Lu Xiaofeng silently made up for Qitong who was sulking, and then he was so cute by his own imagination.In order to avoid appearing too idiotic, Lu Xiaofeng quickly changed the subject, "Qitong, have you seen Go boys?"

"Of course, I liked it very much when I was a child, it seems that I learned Go for this.

"I like it too, but I haven't learned Go, so I've been sneaking around with that guy Sikong Zhaixing."

"Nothing else to do"

"for example"

"Chasing the little girl."

"When I was young, a group of half-sized boys had fun, and the girls couldn't play together, so I didn't even think about it. I taught myself guitar in high school, and I planned to use it to go downstairs to the girls' dormitory to confess my love."

Lu Xiaofeng seriously thought about his past experience of chasing people, and then sadly found that it seemed that he had never succeeded.Lu Xiaofeng patted the villain who was shaking his head in his heart, these years have been really difficult for you.

"Then what happened later, was the confession successful?"

"I'm not good at learning, and I'm playing string songs. People think I'm a string performance."

Huamanlou is very visual when you think about it, and Lu Xiaofeng like that is also very interesting.

"Can I hear it?"

"I haven't practiced for a long time, and my hands are raw. I'll show you my hands after I finish practicing."

"Okay, I'll wait for you."

Hua Manlou smiled, it seemed that every time he and Lu Xiaofeng were together, whether talking or eating, as long as they stayed together and breathed the same air, they felt happy.

Lu Xiaofeng also felt satisfied, hearing the words "Huamanlou, I'll wait for you", it was almost like a confession, he was only dancing.

Lu Xiaofeng was overjoyed, he just wanted to toss and roll on the bed, but he was afraid of being discovered by Hua Manlou, so he lay upright on the bed and took a deep breath.

"Phoenix" Hua Manlou listened and felt that the voice was not quite right, so he called out.

"What, what's the matter?" Lu Xiaofeng was so nervous that he almost stuttered, for fear that Hua Manlou would find out his little thoughts.

"You're not there, are you?"

Hua Manlou's voice was cautious with hesitation.

Hearing Hua Manlou's words, Lu Xiaofeng didn't realize it for a while, and after pondering for two seconds, he finally figured out the taste.

"How is it possible, I just take a breath to soothe my mood!"

"It's okay, you don't have to be embarrassed, it's all normal physiological needs."

Hua Manlou expressed her understanding, but Lu Xiaofeng wanted to cry but had no tears.

"You're kidding," Lu Xiaofeng lost his voice, and Hua Manlou somehow knew that he was not angry, but that he didn't know what to say.I couldn't help laughing, and said comfortingly, "Of course I know you're not, otherwise the movement couldn't be so small."

"...Qitong, you have learned from Sikong Zhaixing." Lu Xiaofeng was both helpless and a little happy.Decided to fight back, leaning against the edge of the bed and sticking his head out, his words were teasing. "But Qitong, you are so clear, you have tried it"

"Don't talk nonsense!"

Hua Manlou's voice was a little annoyed and a little embarrassed.The moonlight was hazy, and the light in the room was dim, so Hua Manlou's face could not be seen clearly.But Lu Xiaofeng could just imagine out of thin air that Hua Manlou's shy expression must be special and beautiful.

"Okay, don't talk, don't talk, I really need to sleep, otherwise I won't be able to get up tomorrow."

"Well, I'll call you tomorrow."

"Then I won't set the alarm clock, I will wait for my Seventh Child to take care of me."

"You must be poor."

Lu Xiaofeng chuckled twice, Hua Manlou also laughed.His face lightly rubbed against the pillow, feeling soft, and he closed his eyes and fell asleep with full anticipation.

In the dimly lit room, only two people breathed staggeredly.

When the alarm clock rang, Hua Manlou was still half asleep and half awake.It took five or six seconds for me to turn it off, and I was stunned when I sat up, and my brain really woke up and started working.

It was already bright outside the window, Hua Man got out of bed downstairs, and stretched out his hand to push Lu Xiaofeng who was still sleeping soundly.

"Fenghuang, get up."

"Sleep a little longer." Lu Xiaofeng pressed half of his face on the pillow, his voice was a bit vague and nasal.Hua Manlou's heart softened in an instant, thinking how could this man be so cute, it was a foul.

Hua Manlou silently took out her phone, took a picture of Lu Xiaofeng's sleeping face, and happily put it back in her pocket.I didn't call him again, I washed and changed by myself, and went out to buy breakfast.

Carrying breakfast, when walking back, Hua Manlou received a call from Lu Xiaofeng.With both hands busy, he hung up after saying a few words hastily, and when he got to the door of the dormitory, he saw Lu Xiaofeng standing there pitifully.

"What's wrong with you"

Hua Manlou thought it was funny, and stretched out his hand to pass the breakfast in his hand.Lu Xiaofeng took it obediently, and continued to stand aside, watching Huamanlou cautiously.

"Qitong, are you not angry?"

"Why should I be angry?"

"I woke up and saw that you were not there. I thought I was angry that you couldn't wake me up, so I left alone."

"Why, you look cute when you're asleep."

"...you don't need to memorize the word cute from the beginning of school to now"

"Of course not, this is to be remembered for a lifetime."

Hua Manlou smiled and blinked.Without telling Lu Xiaofeng, I even secretly took pictures of him sleeping.

Lu Xiaofeng didn't realize it at all, he was a playwright, and the villain in his heart was holding his chest and screaming, so cute, Qitong is so cute, while imagining all kinds of indescribable scenes.

When it was finally possible to set off, it had already changed from the scheduled seven in the morning to ten in the morning, but fortunately neither of them cared, so it didn't matter.