Raising a younger brother is not easy

Back to the house.

But Mo Cheng sees everything in his eyes, he doesn't understand what real estate is, but he knows that every time those people appear, his brother's eyes are always dull, and it hurts to hold him. Whenever this time, Mo Cheng becomes a constant The little tiger wants to drive away those who bully his brother.

When Bai Yuxun went to the door to find Herod, Herod still did not let go of his hands holding Mocheng. He was very smart and knew that his father would not like Mocheng, so he never softened his heart and kept the last line of defense.

That day my father and the second uncle of Meaux bumped into each other at the door, and when the two of them left, the exchange of sight inadvertently fell into Herod's eyes. As smart as he is, how could he not know that the premonition was true? So after they left, Herod immediately packed up his things, took their family photo album, and left the house in a hurry at night.

But as soon as he walked into the community, the surrounding lights were turned on, Herod subconsciously protected Chengcheng beside him, and Chengcheng just grabbed the corner of Herod's clothes, "Brother, be afraid!"

The man in the suit and leather shoes came forward, "Lv go home, don't worry about you being separated, you can still go to his second uncle to see this child in the future."

"Don't come here!" The father and son, one big and one small, look alike, especially now.

When Herod Bai was about to lead Chengcheng to break through the "siege", suddenly his vision went dark, and he lost consciousness immediately.

When he woke up again, he was lying in a place he used to be very familiar with. In the room before he was five years old, Bai Yuxun stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and thought for a while. Herod Bai's first words when he woke up turned into calling Chengcheng's name .

"He was taken away by his second uncle." Bai Yuxun didn't explain much. He admitted that this incident would make his son suffer a lot, but that child was too important to Herod, and what he feared most was One day he will give his life for that child.

Herod didn't yell like he imagined, he just stood there in a daze at such a young age, tears welled up in his eyes, but he was powerless to let them fall.

Bai Yuxun walked into Herod, sat on the edge of the bed and stroked Herod's hair, "My child, he is just your scenery. You and him have never met before. The five years was just an accident."

After speaking, he hugged his son into his arms, and gently stroked the back of Herod Bai's head, but Herod Bai bit his father's shoulder fiercely and pushed Bai Yuxun away, tears streaming down his face, like a crazy puppy " But I'm sad, sad, sad!" He beat the quilt covering his legs, which seemed to be a kind of pain that had nowhere to vent.

"Without scenery, it's a desert!" He yelled at his father. It's hard to imagine that a ten-year-old child would say such a sentence to his father, yes, Meaux is his eternal scenery, without him, Life is a desert.

"There will be a lot of scenery in the future." Bai Yuxun had to admit that he felt sorry for Herod's words, and felt sorry for losing Mocheng and turning him into a desert.

"He is mine, how can you let someone else take my brother away." Herod grabbed Bai Yuxun and scolded loudly, and Bai Yuxun let him vent, "He will not come back." After leaving such a sentence, Bai Yuxun left, also Herod's pain was completely suppressed in his heart.

Herod was sad but rational. He knew that the so-called second uncle was the one who really coveted the house. He also guessed that his father should have given him a considerable amount of "maintenance", but he knew very well that they didn't love his baby. , Chengcheng who doesn’t love him, and if he can’t find him, he’s even more afraid that Chengcheng will forget and even hate him, “Why did you lose him?”

He never gave up looking for Mocheng. His father obstructed him at first, but in the end he surrendered because of that rooted obsession, but he still couldn't find Mocheng. His second uncle sold the house as soon as he got the money. He took his family and left in a hurry, because Bai Yuxun had warned him not to tell him the whereabouts of Mo Cheng, because he was afraid that one day his heart would soften and let Mo Cheng reappear because of him.

Herod didn't hate his father, although this man made him lose Meaux, but he was only from the standpoint of a father, although he couldn't understand his dependence and inseparable feelings towards Meaux, he was very obedient, and his father hoped that he would be excellent He has become an excellent person, only in the matter of looking for Mocheng, because his obsession is too heavy, no one can make him change.

Since the accident when Herod was ten years old, he stopped going to school. The teacher was very optimistic about him, and he could skip a grade. But since then, there is no grade to skip. Bai Yuxun started to invite the teacher to study at home.

In ten years, Herod lived a very empty and busy life. He learned a lot and worked hard to complete his studies, as well as his skills, cooking skills and other aspects, which made others unbelievable. Some people It is said that this child is a genius, but only he knows that it is not. He just doesn't know what else can distract him during the ten years without Mocheng, and even everything he learns comes from his heart for Chengcheng That obsession.

Since he was a child, he very much hoped that there would be such a scene. When Chengcheng grew up and started studying, he could sit next to him and teach the little guy to do homework every day. If I am strong enough, maybe he won't disappear."

So, everything began to change again in his year, and this story really started.

meet but part

This is the eighth year since Meaux disappeared. Herod began to go to his father to take over. Because Bai Yuxun suffered from liver cancer, which was already at an advanced stage. Herod and his son never had any consoling and false words. Before his hospital bed, he left a sentence "I will take over the shift well."

Herod will always remember the look in his father's eyes and the last sentence before his death, "I regret it...if he is still by your side..." Bai Yuxun died before finishing this sentence, but Herod knew the second part: if He is still with you, at least he is with you.

With these words, Herod suddenly forgave everything his father had done for some reason, at least now he agrees that the city is more than just scenery to him.

Thinking about it in a blink of an eye, so what, after ten years, the little guy still hasn't been able to appear by his side.

In Herod's room, there was an exquisite small cabinet, which displayed various gifts, and there were labels with the year and a sentence on it.

Chengcheng's fifth birthday, it's been three months and five days since he left his brother, and his brother lost you...

Chengcheng's sixth birthday, happy birthday, you have been away from your brother for more than a year, do you miss him?

Chengcheng's seventh birthday, baby, happy birthday, you still haven't received this year's gift.

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Chengcheng's 13th birthday, you are about to graduate from elementary school, but your brother can't watch him grow up.

It has been eight years, and every year he remembers Chengcheng's birthday more clearly and firmly than anything else, but the eight birthday presents are still quietly placed and dusty, whenever he is sad, he always wakes up in the middle of the night to be careful, slowly Wiping these gifts that belonged to Mocheng.

Father left, he was the only one left, this mansion lost a little bit of its popularity, the room next door has been tightly closed, it is a place in this house that no one is allowed to step in, a forbidden place.

This room is a hope for Herod. For so many years, he has been carefully arranging the room prepared for Chengcheng, cleaning it himself every month, and redecorating it every year, because Chengcheng is very important to him. It is possible to live in a certain day, a certain year, a certain age.

Herod did not become cold and ruthless and isolated from the world because of the accident at the age of ten. On the contrary, he had his best friends and partners, and never showed the unique negativity due to the lack of Meaux. For him, the story of him and Meaux, No sharing rights!

So his buddies just knew he lost his baby and didn't ask much about anything else.

Herod regained his thoughts, and looked at the little guy's face in a daze in the dark. He recalled everything in the past. It turned out that God still had a gift for him. Today, two years later, he finally found this little guy. At this moment, he was lying quietly and sound asleep in the room he had arranged for him for ten years, and this room finally waited for his little master ten years later.

The little guy doesn't look like a 15-year-old boy at all, he looks younger than his actual age, his body is a little small, he looks like a primary school student, and he has suffered a lot, he is not tall enough, and his face is not rosy enough. Since the first time we met, my complexion has never been rosy, but has always been morbidly pale.

Meaux appeared for the first time ten years later, and it still makes Herod feel bad in retrospect.

Because of Meaux, Herod sometimes inexplicably paid attention to the boys on the street who went to school and were about the same age as Meaux. At that time, when he happened to pass by an alley, he saw a group of boys beating up a boy and fell to the ground. The boy did not cry, and his face showed a stubbornness that was different from ordinary people. Unfortunately, the exposed skin on his face was red and even bleeding.

Herod subconsciously went out to save him, and the driver beside him drove away the group of children. He knelt down to help the child up, but the child retreated instinctively, and there was a flash of concern for the rescuer in his eyes. Curious, but soon hung down again, got up without saying a word, patted the dust, picked up the old schoolbag beside him, said thank you softly, turned around and left.

Herod just felt that the child looked familiar, but he didn't recognize that this was his city for a while. After all, the appearance of a five-year-old and a fifteen-year-old child are still a little different.

But his school badge was left at Herod's feet. The moment Herod picked up the school badge,