say i love you today

Nianyu sat next to her with her head down, rested her head on her shoulder, and leaned gently, "I said look at you. I originally planned to be a surrogate, but then I thought it would hurt my body too much, and I could avoid hurting us." It must be avoided, the future is still so long, I don't want to go ahead of you."

"I want to be like a normal couple with you, hand in hand with you, and spend the rest of my life with you."

"So, please don't think about it."

Qin Sisi suddenly felt a little bit of danger.

She remembered that she had quietly browsed the web to inquire about the surrogacy before, but Fang Nianyu saw it, so she had to smile embarrassingly in agreement.

She saw that her parents loved children very much, and she often asked her if she had ever thought about having children. There was a time when a relative came to visit and brought a few dolls with her.

Those little dolls are round and round like golden boys and jade girls, they are really good-looking, well-behaved and cute, and their behavior is quite polite.

It's also rare that I didn't play tricks in front of adults.

Qin Sisi turned her head and pinched Fang Nianyu's cheeks, knowing that Fang Nianyu had turned a little pale because of her actions, so she gave up: "Listen to you, don't go for a surrogate, let's pick a time to adopt a child, my family doesn't care. No matter how poor you are, it’s still okay to raise a dumpling.”

Fang Nianyu's cheeks were hot, his eyes were bright, and he said softly, "Okay."

However, the two of them hadn't had time to pick an auspicious day to bring a child home. When they happened to be shopping outside, Qin Sisi suddenly received a call. At first, she smiled and asked if the other party had eaten, but when she heard the words on the other side, her expression changed. Suddenly there were several changes, and when she noticed that Fang Nianyu was looking at her suspiciously, she controlled her emotions a little bit, and hung up the phone casually.

Nothing seems to happen.

It's just that this street can't go on shopping.

When Qin Sisi mentioned this matter to her at night after returning home, she finally sighed the breath she had been holding back for a long time.

"Zhang Changsong told me that Xu Zhiyan was released from prison."

Fang Nianyu didn't quite understand, the latter name was a little familiar, but because of his age, it seemed to reveal a bit of wordless eerieness from his memory.

But when the name popped out of Qin Sisi's mouth again, he finally knew the reason why he felt strange.

"There is another person, I believe you also know...Gong Tingting."

Gong Tingting and Fang Nianyu naturally knew about it.She chewed the name several times in her mouth and finally couldn't help asking: "After getting out of prison?"

Qin Sisi remained silent.

She and Zhang Changsong made an appointment to meet on Tuesday next week, and the matter of adopting and adopting the child was put on hold for the time being. It just so happened that the year was over, and Qin Sisi's parents returned to the imperial capital again, and now there was no one else at home except her two.

The agreed place is Guangming Bridge.

Just after the fifteenth day of the new year, most of the young people have gone out, leaving women and children at home.

Zhang Changsong came with his wife.

When I came, I brought a pack of sausages, which were delicious and mouth-watering.

Qin Sisi sniffed and praised, "It smells so good."

Zhang Changsong glared at her, and sat down beside him with his little wife.

There is a saozi noodle restaurant near Guangming Bridge, which is delicious, clean and hygienic. Zhang Changsong and Qin Sisi often came here to eat noodles when they were young.

Wang Qingqing's stomach was full, so it wasn't very tasty. When Zhang Changsong came here, he specially brought a set meal from home. He warmed it up at the store and brought it over.

When he came over, he found that his little wife was chatting enthusiastically with Qin Sisi, and she smiled slightly, looking very gentle and careless.

Qin Sisi said sincerely: "Congratulations, you have a baby."

Wang Qingqing couldn't help touching her belly through her clothes, and couldn't help showing a special smile for a moment. Fang Nianyu had seen that smile and often wrote about it.

It was a loving, yearning and joyful smile of a mother looking at her unborn child, which belonged to the unique pampering of a mother.

The author has something to say: There are still a few days before the end of the internship. I couldn’t help but get up and update a chapter today. When I go home in the future, I should be able to update to the end normally and start new ones seamlessly.

Sitting every day, my butt hurts, and lying on the bed, my butt hurts too. I ended the coding time early. I hope that one day I can realize my dream of writing words just by thinking.

☆、It's sunny after the rain

Qin Sisi took out the key to open the door, Wang Qingqing looked inside curiously, Zhang Changsong gently pushed her: "Go in."

There are a few pairs of slippers at the entrance, and a few people walked in after changing them.

This is the first time for Wang Qingqing to come to Qin Sisi's house. Although he was in love with Zhang Changsong when he was in high school, he had never been to the house of a good friend with him. He introduced it to all his friends at that time, except Qin Sisi.

She thought Qin Sisi was different to him.

Fang Nianyu went to the kitchen to make tea.

Qin Sisi beckoned them to sit down.

Wang Qingqing looked a bit restrained, but Zhang Changsong was fine, he carefully helped her sit down and chatted with her about recent events.

Zhang Changsong looked at the neat coffee table, settled for a few seconds, and said casually, "Are you confessing?"

Qin Sisi followed his gaze and found a dark spot on the upper right corner of the coffee table, which looked like it had been stripped of paint. After a few turns of her thoughts, she smiled and said, "Otherwise, today I will go to the kitchen to make tea. , you two are alone in the living room."

Wang Qingqing frowned, a little surprised.

She knew what was going on with these two people, and she couldn't help admiring them.

She had also heard a little about Qin Sisi in the past few years. Sometimes when Zhang Changsong came back from a business trip to drink, he hugged her when he was drunk, and talked vaguely about the things between her and Zhang Changsong in the past. love men.

At that time, she just started to pay attention, and later she knew that Qin Sisi had been fined to run away from home for several years for coming out of the closet.

Just came home this year.

She felt that Zhang Changsong should have done his best inside.

Qin Sisi smiled, looked at Wang Qingqing's lower abdomen, and asked softly, "How many months?"

Wang Qingqing didn't wait for Zhang Changsong's answer, and said, "Not long ago, the inspection was done at the end of last year."

Zhang Changsong felt that Wang Qingqing's back was hurting from sitting all the time, so he asked her to help in the kitchen.

Wang Qingqing readily agreed, stood up and walked away slowly.

At this time, Zhang Changsong turned his eyes back to look at Qin Sisi.

His gaze was somewhat restrained, and he only glanced at Qin Sisi's face for a while, and did not meet her gaze.

"It can be seen that you have lost a lot of weight."

Qin Sisi relaxed her whole body, leaning against the sofa and staring at him obliquely.

She had no scruples in her eyes, and when she looked carefully, she still smiled, and there was a bit of apology in the smile: "I'm sorry, I didn't go when you got married."

Zhang Changsong nodded: "Understandable, after all, my uncle and aunt guarded me. Otherwise, I wouldn't have accepted your coming out so easily in the past few years."

There was no fluctuation in his voice, and there was only a faint smile and a concerned look on his handsome face: "Aunt and uncle didn't make things difficult for you when you came back this time."

Qin Sisi couldn't help laughing: "No, I've been running away for so many years, and I'm worried that it's too late, why would they scold me, and they are my parents and family members, so there is no overnight feud between children, they just ran away a few days ago I found out where I was, but I didn't come to look for me because I had to lose face in the quarrel, and I didn't go back, and it's been several years."

She sighed: "It's going to cost me face. If I hadn't come back this time, I guess they would have to wait a year or two. They really can't stand it anymore and arrest people themselves."

Zhang Changsong laughed for some reason.

When he laughed, he was mature and steady. Qin Sisi stared at him and said, "Sure enough, people who have wives should rest easy and envy you. By the way, you said Xu Zhiyan was released from prison?"

After nagging for a long time, I finally returned to the topic.

Zhang Changsong was helpless: "I thought you would ask later."

"I'm not very patient." Qin Sisi snorted coldly, "Let's talk, I'll be released after I get out of prison. Is it true that such a mobilizing teacher is going to make trouble?"

We are all adults, so we naturally understand that these three words "doing things" are not light.

He turned sideways and took out a stack of documents from the small, woman-like satchel he carried with him, and handed it over.

"Look at it."

Qin Sisi's eyes were very sharp, and she naturally saw what the hell the front page was, so her eyes changed slightly.

kitchen.

Fang Nianyu took a small piece of tea cake and was making it. There were several steps in making tea. After she freely arranged her time because of writing, she greatly enriched her spare time and became a veritable cash fill.

This kind of feeling can't be said to be bad, nor can it be said to be good, because making tea can cultivate one's self-cultivation, which makes people more indifferent, and they are no longer so tricky when looking at things.

After filtering the tea once, the red color gradually turned to light red. After the tangy tea fragrance lingered around for a few times, Fang Nianyu opened the window to dissipate the smell, and poured water from the boiling teapot one by one.

Wang Qingqing walked in from the door at this time, and looked at her with a little envy in her smooth movements, which were extraordinarily elegant and gentle.

"I heard you're a writer?"

Fang Nianyu didn't pause at all, just nodded, and heard her say again: "Writing books is very profitable, right?"

Fang Nianyu laughed: "Why do you think so?"

Wang Qingqing didn't have the nerve to say that she was going to have a baby soon and would take care of the baby at home, and wanted to find a job without going out.

Fang Nianyu waited for a while, but didn't hear the next sentence, so he turned to look at her.

Wang Qingqing was a bit bloated in a thick down jacket, and she didn't look like she was pregnant with a child at all.

There was unconscious embarrassment and inferiority on her face.

Fang Nianyu was wearing home clothes. Since the house was not cold and there was floor heating and air conditioning, she changed into fresh clothes when she entered the door. Seeing Wang Qingqing sweating on her forehead, she walked past her and took a set after a few minutes. Green skirt for her.

Wang Qingqing waved her hand: "No need."

Fang Nianyu thought she minded that she had already worn it, so she smiled and said, "It's hot at home, you still wear so many clothes, no one has worn this dress. I'll take the tea out first, you go to the bedroom and change."

When Fang Nianyu brought out the tea, the two of them had lost their conversation.

Zhang Changsong raised his eyes to look at Nianyu below, with a bit of amazement in his eyes.

Fang Nianyu's temperament is very gentle, but because she doesn't talk much, she often makes people feel a little cold. Today she is wearing a white long dress at home and slippers on her feet, which adds a bit of fireworks.

Fang Nianyu put the tea on the coffee table and sat down next to Qin Sisi.

"Are you hot?"

Qin Sisi pinched her face, showing her affection in an upright way: "It's not hot."

"You look so good-looking and have such a good figure. I don't know who is cheaper?"

A blush rose on Fang Nianyu's cheeks: "It's cheap for you."

Zhang Changsong coughed: "Let me tell you, you two are going to show off in your room, okay? I definitely can't eat this bowl of dog food."

Qin Sisi said thoughtfully, and raised her eyebrows: "After all, you have already got rid of the ranks of single dogs."

After a leisurely lunch, Zhang Changsong said he wanted to go home, and Qin Sisi couldn't keep him, so he went out to see him off, and then watched a car speeding past, picking them up.

When she returned, Fang Nianyu was washing the dishes, wearing a half-embroidered apron, bending over and wiping a handkerchief.

Qin Sisi went to help.

I took some water and cleaned it in another tank, taking into account the pregnant woman, I didn't cook anything greasy, so I could wash it off quickly.

Qin Sisi thought about the most relaxing time when full of wine and food, so she said.

"Changsong gave me a document today."

Fang Nianyu paused, without turning his head: "What document?"

"The Xu family."

Fang Nianyu held his breath for a few seconds, then turned his head abruptly.

Seeing her like this, Qin Sisi spent a long time typing up the manuscript and forgot all about it.

He said in a daze, "You didn't wear lipstick today, did you?"

Fang Nianyu didn't turn the corner, and looked at her blankly: "It's painted, what's the matter?"

It was absolutely impossible for Qin Sisi to say that seeing Fang Nianyu's mouth full of blood, she almost didn't get a nosebleed, and said awkwardly, "I'm going to give you a box of Dior, and it's already on the way."

After speaking, I wish I could slap myself twice.

The two were speechless for a moment, Fang Nianyu whispered for a while, "I also have something to give you."

Immediately, Qin Sisi was so beautiful that he couldn't find the north.

The yard is brightly lit at night.

Under the dim light, there is a bit of ambiguity and romance.

Qin Sisi was frightened.

She looked at Fang Nianyu who was half kneeling in horror, and it took her a long time to find her own voice: "What are you doing?"

The early spring is still cool, the wind is blowing slowly, the leaves under the big trees are rustling, and the roots are intertwined. In the green lawn of the four seasons, there are candles that have been lit on the stone table that has always been used to entertain guests. , under the bright firelight, the wax oil is condensing into drops of sculptures, sliding down gracefully and elegantly from the edge of the column.

Going inside in turn are boxes of various express delivery, some big and some small, forming a circle, with one or more layers of cakes standing in the middle, with a pair of beauties on them, wearing white wedding dresses. Holding a bouquet of fiery red plastic roses in his hand, one person is holding the other person's waist, one person is leaning on the other person's shoulder, and they are looking in the direction of Fang Nianyu and Qin Sisi, with a slight smile on the corners of their mouths.

Fang Nianyu said softly: "Sisi, when I first met you, guess what I was thinking?"

Qin Sisi asked blankly: "What do you want?"

"I'm thinking about my virtue and ability. I must have made a vow in front of the Wangchuan River in my previous life and then fulfilled my vow in front of the Buddha in this life, so I was lucky enough to meet you."

Qin Sisi touched her hot face and smiled smirkly: "Me too."

"I still remember the hug you gave me. It wasn't lenient or warm, but it made me feel safe and valued. Do you remember that day, too, under the warm neon lights, against the Next to the telegraph pole of the ad, the wind blows so softly, you hugged me."

Qin Sisi racked her brains and couldn't remember that it was the hug that made her fall in love with each other.He could only pretend to remember, and said with a look of surprise: "Did you like me at that time?"

Fang Nianyu shook his head: "When we finally decided to like you, we both went to college. You came to my school for the first time. You waited for me in the crowd, waiting for me to leave the classroom door. The sun was in the middle that day. When the sun shines on you, I feel that you are my sun."

"So I wanted to find you later, but I couldn't find you."

Fang Nianyu blinked her eyes, swallowed the sourness at the corners of her mouth, and finally plucked up the courage to say: "Later, I inquired many ways and heard that you were in a certain company. In a fit of anger, I found someone else to pretend to be my fiance and engage you to bring you back. I want to know, will you come back?" Not coming. At that time I made a decision, if you come back, no matter what, I will not let you go. "

"—if you don't come back, if... if you don't come back."

"—I'll go find you."

Qin Sisi was stunned for a while, then forced a smile and said, "I thought you would say that if I didn't come back, you would start over."

That's right, she forgot that Fang Nianyu was not a firm person in the first place.

This restart does not hold at all.

Fang Nianyu took out a box and held it in the palm of his hand, his eyes signaled her to take it and open it.

Qin Sisi opened it according to her words, and was stunned for a moment: "You still keep it."

There was a soft smile on the corner of Fang Nianyu's mouth, as if the treasure he had cherished for many years would see the light of day one day, or it would be found again after being lost.

After a while, she said softly: "I will keep everything you give me."

Including that room, including that memory.

Sometimes she couldn't hold it anymore, and chewed on this imperfect memory repeatedly in the middle of the night, picking it up bit by bit and letting herself have the courage to go on.

She remembers the first signing meeting, when someone asked her to write a message, she wrote:

In the past, I have gone, Yang Liu Yiyi.

Today I come to think, rain and snow Fei Fei.

Now, finally, the rain is over.

Qin Sisi didn't know why, but it was a little bit up.

Some are up and some are distressed.

Especially after listening to the slightly joyful and bitter "I keep it all", it became more obvious.

She seemed to finally understand why she didn't dare to see Fang Nianyu again in the past few years.

In front of Fang Nianyu, she was originally confident and inflated, and the king and I were not afraid, and she was willing to pull the emperor off the horse. Later, she lost her sharpness and courage to face it.

He didn't even dare to come back to look for her, because he was afraid that she would look down on him, because he was afraid that she would feel that this person was far different from what he remembered.

Fang Nianyu saw that Qin Sisi's expression was complicated, so he hurriedly struck while the iron was hot.

She softened her voice, with a little bit of fear: "Sisi, can we get married? I don't care how many houses, properties and cars you have. I have all of them. I can earn a lot of money and support you. I Could go on and on until my hair was gray and my teeth were thin and we were both wrinkled."

"I like you so much that I feel like I'm crazy."

Fang Nianyu's eyes were slightly red: "I can..."

"it is good."

Fang Nianyu looked at her in a daze: "What did you say?"

Qin Sisi carried her back for a few seconds and turned around, then knelt down on her knees, hugged her head and leaned towards her gently:

"I said yes."

Fang Nianyu broke away from her violently, stood up, searched left and right and finally found something, vigorously opened the package and turned on the phone.

She found the recording device and turned it on, then knelt down and put the phone in front of Qin Sisi, saying:

"Qin Sisi, will you marry me?"

Qin Sisi hadn't reacted to this series, and looked at her with a wooden face.

Fang Nianyu: "Say it, say yes... say yes!"

She almost forcibly asked Qin Sisi to say it again.

Qin Sisi had never seen her look so worried about gains and losses, and after a while, she finally couldn't hold back her tears.

Crying and choking, he said, "Okay."

Fang Nianyu thought that he had frightened her, so she couldn't help crying while hugging Qin Sisi. She cried so much that all the makeup she put on today was gone.

"Sisi...I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you cry."

Qin Sisi wiped her face and pulled Fang Nianyu up, staring at her viciously, her facial features wrinkled together very fiercely: "I'm crying with joy, where are you going?"

Fang Nianyu was dumbfounded: "Oh."

"What shall we do next?"

"Idiot, of course it's unpacking the courier!"

☆, we go home

I met Xu Zhiyan again in a box of a hotel. The hotel was not a star-rated hotel, but a very ordinary hotel, like the kind that students often go to when they invite friends.

On the dance floor of the hotel, men and women are dancing their waists and arms boldly. The eclectic scene pierces the eyeballs, and there is vague ambiguity circulating in it.

Zhang Changsong led the way.Qin Sisi followed behind him, seemingly oblivious to the surrounding environment.

This was her first time here, and it was nothing like a normal hotel. She walked through a small corridor, turned a flight of stairs, went straight up to the third floor, and finally stopped under a house number marked 222.

Qin Sisi was even in a good mood, knocked on the door, and then pushed gently.

As far as the eye can see, a rather handsome man is holding a younger girl. He is wearing a student uniform, but a large snow-white chest is exposed, and the deep ravine is seductive.

Xu Zhiyan pushed her and motioned for her to get up.

Qin Sisi took a few steps forward, skipped his outstretched hand, found a seat and sat down casually.

She put one arm around the beautiful woman's waist, leaned on the wine-red sofa, and looked at Xu Zhiyan with slightly squinted eyes, as if she was sizing up or examining him.

The beauty trembled from her fright, and quickly realized that she sat beside her and poured her wine.

With a smile on her lips, Qin Sisi shook her head and declined, "I prefer red wine."

"Beauty." She turned her head to look at the beauty, she was clean and without any makeup, her whole face was beautiful and handsome, "May I ask, how old are you?"

The beauty's face remained unchanged, and she said with a smile: "Madam, age is the biggest secret of a woman."

"Oh?"

Qin Sisi was a little disappointed and slipped around from her delicate collarbone, from under her surging breasts to her slender calves, pretending not to see the beauty opposite her, her complexion changed slightly.

It took a while to look back at Xu Zhiyan, and smiled slightly: "Long time no see."

Xu Zhiyan didn't look at her, put the red wine on his lips before putting it down, and then wiped the corners of his mouth with a tissue, his movements were smooth, as if he was the vigorous but extremely elegant boy ten years ago.

He slowly shook the goblet, and finally there was a hint of a smile on the edge of his lips:

"It's been a long time." He said, "I've always missed you."

"What do you miss me?" Qin Sisi frowned and blinked, "Why don't you think I'm crazy? I'm sorry."

"I won't go crazy in this life. Of course, if you want to watch me go crazy online, it's okay. Let's make an agreement first and set a condition. Of course you can ask for it if you have the condition."

Seemingly interested, Xu Zhiyan sat up straight and looked at her with his head tilted.

That demeanor seems to be somewhat cute, if not for the slightly vicissitudes of the face and the pure black eyelids under the eyelids, how can I never imagine that the person in front of me has been in prison before, or with the kind of inmates in the prison who can cause violent beatings s reason.

Qin Sisi was a little dazed, and the smile on the corner of her mouth faded.

At this time, she seemed to have just remembered something, and asked, "I don't know..."

"I don't know how you have been in prison these years?"

Xu Zhiyan was originally smiling, but when he heard that, his face suddenly changed, and then he fell silent. After a few seconds, he asked her back with a livid face, "How do you think I'm doing?"

He pinched his palms so that blood was dripping out, causing the woman next to him to scream a few times, and quickly took out a handkerchief from her bosom to wipe it for him.

Xu Zhiyan looked at her coldly: "Get out!"

Qin Sisi just watched the woman rushing out with a smile on her face, and turned to look at Xu Zhiyan after she gently closed the door and made a slight creaking sound.

She sighed softly: "I haven't seen you for so many years, and your temper is still the same. In the past few years after sending you in, I'm actually very disturbed."

Xu Zhiyan asked back when he heard the words: "What are you worried about? Do you know what I lived in prison? You don't know anything!!!"

He laughed back angrily: "Do you know what it's like to be locked in a small dark room surrounded by scarlet like a murder scene, with mirrors everywhere? Whenever I look up, I can see decadence, despair, and no redemption When I first came in, I lived with my inmates, and when I heard that I raped women, all the women who came in rolled up their sleeves and broke my legs."

He lifted the slanted bangs on his forehead, and said with a sneer, "Did you see that? I still remember that man's disgusting face, and he took the crumbs from the corner of the table and rubbed them on my head one by one. If the warden didn't come in time , I may not be able to make it out of prison now."

It was the closest to the temple, and there was a long, ugly and disgusting scar like a centipede, as if insects had squirmed long and short on it, and the corner of the slanted bangs was raised, revealing a piece of pale skin that was extremely pale. Everywhere else is different.

It was the mark of a stitch.

Qin Sisi didn't speak. She knew that the person in front of her preferred appearance, and she couldn't stand blemishes on her body at all. Being able to endure it to this extent meant that there was really nothing she could do. Plastic surgery and skin grafting might not have any effect.

She waited for a long time, waiting for Xu Zhiyan to finish speaking, and then said quietly: "Then do you know what it feels like to have a hole in your stomach? Do you know what it feels like to make the tearing sound of a scalpel cutting the skin?" ?”

"I don't know either, but I've heard people say it."

"She said that in order to remove the stillbirth without reservation, the only way to do it is to cut the long skin with a scalpel like a cesarean section, just like cutting open a bag, and then take out the broken limbs inside, and at the same time Stay awake, because once a person passes out after a hemorrhage, it may not be possible to recover.”

"At that time she really wanted to live."

Qin Sisi took a deep breath to barely restrain her trembling shoulders and trembling voice.

"She asked me to go to the rooftop and said that she wanted to tell me something. She had previously revealed that she wanted to transfer to another school and start her life again. I don't know what exactly you said to her, but I knew it must be a bad thing, so I just watched her stand. Smiling at me not far in front of me... as sweet and gentle as when we first met. Then turned around and jumped off the building, right in front of me, you know? What kind of feeling is that? Tell me I!"

Qin Sisi couldn't control it anymore, and the anger and hoarseness that had lasted for more than ten years reappeared at this moment after the washing of time.

"Let me tell you Xu Zhiyan! Don't act miserable in front of me, and don't tell me how much pain, blame, and embarrassment you have suffered! Yes, you like me, there is no problem, but you shouldn't, shouldn't, shouldn't be so moved Thoughts enjoy the blessings of others, I told you a long time ago, because I trust you, so I dare to tell you my sexuality, I said that I might like women, I have no grievances with you, these are not for you To hurt the people around me, and even hurt two innocent lives. Later, I tossed and turned in the middle of the night and had so many nightmares. I saw her seem to be waving to me, saying that the ground is so cold, let me go and accompany her."

Qin Sisi wiped away her tears and suddenly stood up and walked out.

When Xu Zhiyan was in a daze, he immediately hugged her with his arms, and then leaned his head on her shoulder before she could react, and tried his best to prevent Qin Sisi from breaking free.

Heavy breathing is just around the ears.

A hoarse voice came from behind the ear and entered the eardrum: "I'm sorry!"

Qin Sisi sneered, but said in an extremely gentle voice: "It's okay, Xu Zhiyan."

Her Xu Zhiyan's words were the same as before when there was no complete hatred. Trust and relief existed at the same time. It sounded soft and had no offensive power at all. Bewildered by his tenderness, but he is also old, so old that he is in panic all the time, it is a habit developed in prison.

Because the family has supported the warden for a long time, he has a good environment, but the whole house is indeed pale, even worse than the small black house, but everything else is fine, except that sometimes there is a stench The dead rats in the house were not cleaned up, and the whole room was filled with feces that he disposed of on the spot to solve his own physiological problems.

He has lost his sense of smell due to being in this environment for a long time.

Hearing Qin Sisi's words, he didn't relax because of it. Instead, he took the initiative to let go of her shoulders, took two steps back, and then looked at Qin Sisi with that cannibalistic gaze.

"What do you mean?!"

"I'm not really interested." Qin Sisi loosened her wrist, then turned her head to look at him, with a bottomless malice and a little bit of sympathy hidden under her smile, but it looked indescribably sexy.

"Actually, let's be honest, at this age, you should carry out the transformation honestly. Don't learn from some second-generation girls who hold a beautiful woman with their left hand and hold a man with their right hand. Otherwise,... ..”

"No one else can catch you."

In the first month after Xu Zhiyan was released from prison, he went to whoring. Because he was worried about getting a woman pregnant again, this time it was different. He specially found a duck. He heard Zhang Changsong say that when Xu Zhiyan wanted to see her, he gave her a stack of ducks. There is also a small video in the paper version of the information.

Because the duck he was looking for is more narcissistic in the circle, likes to wander among various second generations, and is proud of being prostituted by the second generation the most times.At the same time, he did not have professional ethics. When Zhang Changsong found him, it was in the morning, and he had just come home.

In fact, Zhang Changsong has been hiding one thing from her. He is not as harmless as he appears on the surface.

Xu Zhiyan's face changed instantly.

Of course, he also knew how severe the punishment would be if he went in because of similar things again, and he also knew that the family would not give him the whole story.He glanced at Qin Sisi sideways, then pouted his lips suddenly, and called softly: "Sisi, can you let me go?"

Qin Sisi was taken aback, she hadn't seen him like this for many years, the last time Xu Zhiyan wanted to ask her to let him go was more than ten years ago.

She took the initiative to step forward and suddenly burst into a smile, as if forgiving, wiped his head on tiptoe, and said with a slight smile: "Okay."

Three days later, Xu Zhiyan was brought to court with a lawsuit. The plaintiff was the duck he found in the first month after he was released from prison.

The wind was cold, desolate and helpless. It couldn't blow the big trees or the steles engraved in the cemetery, and could only vent their anger on the steles.

Qin Sisi walked along the path of the cemetery, walked through the scattered tombstones, walked slowly to a simple grave, and quietly placed a bouquet of flowers.

The girl in the photo is smiling brightly with her eyebrows bent, her eight-petal white teeth glistening in the sun, holy rays of light shoot out obliquely from her back, and the wind gently lifts the girl's pure black hair.

It was taken more than ten years ago when Qin Sisi had the rare thought to take her friends on a trip. Gong Tingting had a great time that day, drinking milk tea in a good mood and took several more photos.

Those dark, heavy and tragic situations finally passed, and the petals on the bright flowers spun around with the wind and then jumped to the free, pure and clean country; a drop of water fell in the dark, carefully With meticulous nourishment, a gorgeous and delicate rose bloomed from the dense white bones.

At this time, Fang Nianyu came out from behind, and both of them bowed to the photo.

Then they looked at each other and smiled.

"Let's go," Qin Sisi laughed, took Fang Nianyu's hand, and walked forward, "Let's go home."

Fang Nianyu was kind and let her lead her, and then they went away together.

The author has something to say: I don’t know what testimonials to write, I can only say that this book is finally over, it’s not easy [sigh], I found many problems in myself while writing this book, and I will explain it one by one in the next chapters. This book shows that I can also make progress!