say i love you today

A piece of rice paper, half a fist away, there is a small mushroom-shaped desk lamp, and there is a vase on the desk next to it, with a few bouquets of pink flowers in it.The left-hand side is filled with various books in a well-defined order, leaning on two sides, and there is a huge horizontal plaque in the middle, on which four large characters are written on Fang Qiu: Tranquility and Far-reaching.

Qin Sisi was slightly startled, she didn't know why, but this layout seemed to be particularly to her liking.

"Do you like it?" Fang Nianyu looked at her with a smile, "Now you won't say I'm down-to-earth, will you?"

Qin Sisi pretended to be calm and nodded: "It's okay, are you here on weekdays looking at the scenery outside the window while listening to songs and writing?"

"I like to listen to "March of the Volunteers" when I am writing."

Fang Nianyu said: "Otherwise, it will be difficult for me to calm down."

Qin Sisi pretended that her writing has become sweeter and sweeter in recent years, and praised her: "It's hard for you."

"sit down."

"Auntie will come and call us later when the meal is ready."

"Where's grandpa?"

"Why didn't I see him when I came?"

"He's picking tea with that grandma next door, and he'll be back later."

"There are books here, you can pick one you like and read it. I will write the manuscript and it will be ready in a while."

Fang Nianyu turned on the computer and put his hands on the keyboard to start typing in the Word document.

Qin Sisi casually took a red book with Marxism written on it.

Pure hearted and ascetic, she said silently in her heart, hold back, hold back, I must hold back.

Otherwise, if you expose another layer of your identity, you will not be allowed to read the manuscript.

She held the book and pretended to be concentrating on it, while she kept looking at the blank document that was quickly covered with black fonts from the corner of her eye.

It was a little far away, and only the sound of Fang Nianyu's five fingers tapping on the keyboard could be heard.

Want a manuscript?

what is that?No, her eyesight is not that good.

Oh what a sad story.

Qin Sisi was fascinated by staring, and suddenly heard Fang Nianyu's soft voice in his ears: "What are you looking at?"

She came back to her senses all of a sudden, and said in an upright and righteous manner: "Look at your code! Why, why don't you let me read it?!"

Seeing Fang Nianyu's eyes looking at her, she whispered, "If you don't let me see, I won't let you see."

Half an hour has passed. Fang Nianyu coded more than 2000 characters. When he was about to stop and go out for dinner, he turned off the computer, leaned on the computer, and asked thoughtfully, "Have you read my article?"

"Otherwise, why would you be interested in what I wrote?"

"...You think too much, how do I know what you wrote? Although I have been reading novels for so many years, I still have a perfect habit of reading novels until today. Maybe I have read your articles, but I have always I don’t know if you read the text but not the author, and I don’t know which one was written by you.”

"All right, all right," Fang Nianyu stood up and pushed her, "Let's go out to eat, I specially asked my aunt to buy crayfish, little fish."

Qin Sisi obviously wanted to say something, but when the words came to her mouth, she suddenly couldn't speak, she could only nod her head, and said with a smile: "I haven't seen you in so many years, do you still remember that I like to eat crayfish?"

"That's right," Fang Nianyu smiled briskly, with a lazy and gentle smile, "I've always had a good memory, otherwise it would be a disaster if I forgot the foreshadowing after writing the text, and."

She paused: "You are my best... friend, I don't remember you, who else?"

Qin Sisi's heart skipped a beat.

☆, unilateral announcement

Fang Nianyu's grandfather also came back, went to the kitchen to wash his hands, and then sat on the seat, and the cooking aunt also ate together.

During the meal, Fang Nianyu took a mouthful of rice, then looked at Qin Sisi, and asked, "I have a signing event in a few days, do you want to go and see it?"

Qin Sisi took a spoonful of the rich and fragrant fish soup and took a sip.

"Are you busy signing the book? I have to go back to work in a few days."

"It's not very busy. After the signing meeting is over, isn't it almost the Dragon Boat Festival? I want to go back to my hometown to have a look."

Qin Sisi lowered her head and thought seriously for a while: "I'm going to ask for a vacation first. I asked for a few days. I originally wanted to go to the small brigade to relax after attending your engagement."

"None of us who just got engaged have talked about traveling yet."

"......"

Try to keep smiling.

After dinner, the two went out to press the road, Fang Nianyu walked in front, Qin Sisi took a step behind.

Fang Nianyu didn't know what to think of, he paused, then turned his head to look at her: "I remember you dropped out of school back then, what happened afterwards? Why did you drop out?"

Qin Sisi smiled, and said indifferently: "If you want to quit, you can quit. What other reason can you have? Isn't it just a university?"

"I remember that senior of yours back then." Fang Nianyu frowned and thought for a while, "Didn't he commit suicide? What happened afterwards?"

Qin Sisi stretched her waist, stepped forward and patted her on the shoulder: "Let's go, don't you want to press the road, talk while walking. There is a milk tea shop over there, what flavor do you like to drink?"

She was wearing black clothes and blue wide-leg pants. She walked with wind, and started running while walking.

Before Fang Nianyu had time to say anything, he only saw Qin Sisi's thin back, and ran wildly, and saw her run into a yogurt cow and buy two cups of mango-flavored milk tea.

Standing at the door, Fang Nianyu looked at Qin Sisi whose back was turned to her, feeling extremely strange for a moment.

Logically speaking, the incident was so big back then, and there was a lot of buzz on the Internet. Various media outlets came off the scene one after another. Several Shenlongs were gathered together, but in the end it was still nothing, saying that they would be severely punished, but nothing followed.

Most netizens are very forgetful. He can speak for a while, but it is impossible to pay continuous attention.Everyone has their favorite circles, their favorite stars, and their favorite novels. Just liking is already so exhausting, not to mention this kind of irritability and disgust caused by strangers, sometimes because things are too sensational , will automatically block related topics and comments.

What to do when the public opinion cools down, the dead are gone, and the living are still living well.

'However, nature is often designed for the mediocre, and the flow of time is used to wash away the old traces, leaving only the reddish blood color and slight sorrow.In this pale red color of blood and slight sorrow, people live temporarily and maintain this inhuman world. Only those who have experienced it are like a deep bloodstain branded on the chest, waiting to be fixed every year. From time to time, the festering wound that has already scarred will again emit a stench and a foul smell.

Fang Nianyu saw Qin Sisi take out a [-] note from his pocket to ask the shopkeeper to make up the money, and then took a few papers from the nearby paper to wipe his nose.

She seems to have a bit of a cold.

She thought, why not take good care of the body, the body is the capital of the revolution.

You used to be reckless, but now you are shrinking like a tortoise to maintain the so-called sense of security. It is as difficult as heaven to pry open your shell.

Qin Sisi came out of the shop, holding two cups of milk tea in her hands, and gave one of them to her: "Come, drink."

Fang Nianyu noticed that her eye circles were a little red, and couldn't help guessing that she might have cried behind her back just now.

So she suggested: "Should I find a teahouse to sit? Anyway, there is nothing wrong now."

"Okay." Qin Sisi took a sip of the cold milk tea and replied softly.

The sun was about to set, and a red sunset glow appeared on the horizon. The redness spread out at a speed visible to the naked eye, like a kitten with fluffy fur. It stood up and shook, shaking off the water droplets on its body. Along the skyline, from the asphalt road on the horizon, it was replaced by a faint glow.

Qin Sisi raised her hand: "Nian Nian, it seems to be raining."

It was indeed raining, although a few drops could not be felt, but the icy cool touch was impressive.

"I don't know if it will be big, let's go back first, and I didn't go out with an umbrella."

Fang Nianyu pointed to the front: "Isn't there a teahouse, let's go and have a seat?"

It was raining heavily.

The rain was pattering outside, and after a while, small puddles had accumulated, and the raindrops dripped on it, rolled up a lazy circle, and flowed into the inside.

Qin Sisi drank milk tea through the glass window, sipping it one after another, the sweet and astringent mango flavor filled her mouth, she licked it with the tip of her tongue, and then swallowed.

Neither of them spoke, and the owner of the teahouse did not come over either.

After a while, Qin Sisi said: "I dropped out of school. I don't have the ability to fight them."

"I couldn't swallow that breath and re-read a third year of high school, and I went to your school. The score was very high that year, and I almost transferred again."

She took a deep breath and said with a lazy smile: "Who told me that I am a fledgling, who told me that I haven't graduated yet, who told me that I have a bad temper."

She seemed to have completely let go, with a calm and unconcerned smile on her face.

But those who are familiar with Qin Sisi know that she has always been jealous of evil, not to mention that He Qingyuan had a good relationship with her back then. They have known each other since entering the school, and after entering the student union, it was He Qingyuan who helped her deal with her problems.

"I remember that his counselor just resigned and went to another school to teach in the end..."

"Yes."

Qin Sisi threw away the milk tea box in her hand, and waved to the store, "Hey, boss, have two cups of Pu'er tea."

"Okay." After the boss responded, Qin Sisi smiled and said, "I can't twist my thighs with my elbows. I don't have as many contacts and financial resources as him. My parents don't support me in this muddy water, so …”

"So I felt that I couldn't do him well, so I dropped out of school. But I heard from my little friend that his three roommates were admitted to graduate school. Who knows if it's true or not."

"Speaking of which, I still have to thank him. If it weren't for her, I wouldn't have dropped out of school and re-entered the third year of high school, and I'll be admitted to your school."

"Although it is said that every school will inevitably have some dirty and dirty things, before it breaks out, praise the good university."

"Actually..." Fang Nianyu opened his mouth, slightly frowning his delicate brows, "That school wasn't that good either."

Qin Sisi looked at her with great interest: "Oh, what should I say?"

Fang Nianyu looked at Qin Sisi who seemed to be gossiping, and was suddenly speechless.

But she still satisfied Qin Sisi's curiosity.

"When I first went to that school, I heard from a friend that some girls would have a special car to pick them up after class. Later, she told me, 'Don't look at the Mercedes-Benz and BMW outside some schools. In order to attract others to take the bait, some people specially put Red Bull and mineral water in front of the car, just to find someone to take care of them’, until I saw the things on those cars with my own eyes, I didn’t realize it for a while.”

She breathed out softly: "Once I was almost dragged away by a man."

"That man was very strong, and I couldn't break him. It was only because I had a male friend by my side at the time that I was spared."

At the end she sighed, "If I have a daughter in the future, I will definitely send her to learn martial arts, and at least buy some anti-wolf spray."

Qin Sisi remained silent for a long time, when the rain stopped outside, she said, "Let's go, let's go home."

Go to the front desk to pay the boss, the boss smiled at Fang Nianyu: "That's your friend, I feel not in a good mood."

Fang Nianyu corrected her sternly: "That's my girlfriend, boss."

Surprise flashed across the young man's face, and then he smiled heartily: "I almost didn't notice it, I wish you a long time."

Fang Nianyu said in his heart that you didn't see it in the first place, if you saw it, it would be a ghost.

"You look pretty, girl, when did you two get together?"

Fang Nianyu was expressionless: "I announced it unilaterally. Take your money!"

In fact, in today's society, although it is much more friendly to homosexuals, and it is not easy to laugh at them face to face, Fang Nianyu is still not very comfortable.

I don't know if it's because I haven't told Qin Sisi yet or because I'm afraid that I will be rejected by Qin Sisi.

Fang Nianyu turned around and walked in front of Qin Sisi, and after handing her the change, Qin Sisi held her hand and did not move.

Her eyes flickered, her eyelashes trembled slightly: "Can I hold your hand?"

Immediately afterwards, she added in deception: "I haven't held your hand for many years."

The author has something to say: Qin Sisi: I am hard to serve!

Fang Nianyu: ...Will you do it?

Qin Sisi: (smiling) I can't move my hands, I can move my feet!

Fang Nianyu: Is this the reason why you have been single for many years?

Qin Sisi: Old Tie, I'm heartbroken...

☆, not ambiguous

Qin Sisi also went to the signing party.

There were so many people at the scene, Qin Sisi didn't huddle with those fans. She leaned against the column next to her and watched Fang Nianyu sitting at the front, signing seriously and talking with a smile.

In fact, Qin Sisi seldom saw Fang Nianyu's happy and relaxed expression. Although thousands of people signed autographs at the scene, she still had crooked eyebrows. Instead of saying how tired she was, she even gave her fans some snacks.

She wears a delicate pink wristband on the right side of her elbow, and her fairer arm looks very slender and delicate. It feels very different from Fang Nianyu more than ten years ago. She still straightens her back for ten years and is so thin that when she takes a bath It can be seen that the butterfly bone on the back seems to be attached to the flesh, and it can only feel a little round under the moistening of water drops.

Qin Sisi just looked at her like that, and suddenly wanted to smoke a cigarette to calm down. She took a deep breath, turned around and walked out, went to a small shop not far away to buy a pack of cigarettes, hid in the corner, pulled out the shredded tobacco and put it on the He took a deep breath next to the tip of his nose, like a drug addict.

She has been smoking for more than ten years. After dropping out of her sophomore year, she couldn't hold back her smoking. Later, when she was discovered by the class teacher at school, she told her parents, and his parents called to persuade her.

How to say:

"Sisi, it's not that parents don't help you. You have to know that this is the case in school, and it will be even more so in society in the future. Parents can accompany you for a while, but they can't accompany you for a lifetime. Some things need to be understood by yourself, or the same sentence As the old saying goes, if you don't hit the south wall and don't look back, I can understand your relationship with that male classmate, and I can also understand your mood, you have to protect yourself, you know?"

Some people do not like to go to court with the government by nature. Not only are they easy to be put on small shoes in the future, but they are also easy to be retaliated against. It's officials and civilians.

Qin Sisi fumbled in her trouser pocket, but she couldn't find a lighter, so she gave up, threw the cigarette and the one she just took out into the trash can, and walked back.

It was almost noon, and the hall was still overcrowded. Qin Sisi finally went out to eat after she had signed all the fans' autographs.

Qin Sisi complained to her while walking: "Why is it so late? Even if you are a fan, you can't stop eating."

It was already past five in the afternoon, Fang Nianyu explained to the editor and the person in charge, and then walked towards Qin Sisi.

She loosened her wristband and rubbed it, and said with a smile: "These fans have come from all over the world, how could I hang them in the hall for just one meal, it's just one meal, it doesn't matter if you eat or not. Besides, Get it done early and go home early, aren't you still waiting for me here?"

Qin Sisi choked for breath: "You still feel sorry for me waiting for you here."

Fang Nianyu suddenly came forward, it was getting dark around, and the two of them walked to the corner of an alley.

She pressed Qin Sisi straight to the corner, and looked down at her with a smile: "I'm worried that you won't eat if I don't eat it."

Her voice is gentle and soft, and her voice is very soft. When she lowers her head to look at people, her eyes twinkle and twinkle, as if they contain countless stars, her slightly long eyelashes tremble slightly. , the atmosphere suddenly became ambiguous.

Qin Sisi's breathing was a little hot, and the calmness on her face was almost unstoppable. In less than a few seconds, her ears turned crimson in the gradually darkening night, and even her neck was a little red.The porcelain-white skin is so tender that water flows out, red and white, and the heat gradually rises under the warm skin.

Fang Nianyu approached her, sniffed at her side with the tip of his nose, and said in a low voice, "Are you smoking? Why do I smell like tobacco?"

Qin Sisi: "..."

"I don't smoke!"

"Okay, okay, it's okay if you don't smoke, I smelled it wrong."

"You smell of her perfume, it's my nose's fault. I shouldn't smell her beauty, wipe everything off and sleep with you."

Qin Sisi became angry from embarrassment: "Stop singing, those who can't sing well can learn how to flirt with other girls, if you have the ability, you should be aboveboard and not rely on external force to flirt! Besides, go, go, stay away from me, you won't be afraid of getting prickly heat if you get so close ?”

Qin Sisi pushed her away, pretending to lose her temper and walked forward.

Fang Nianyu ran up to her to beg for mercy: "Okay, okay, I won't sing next time, please forgive me, Sisi."

"..." Qin Sisi steadied her steps, and after a while, she looked at her thoughtfully, "Do you really want me to forgive you?"

"It must be."

"Go back and sign me a [-]% autograph!"

"......"

"Do you want me to take it with you earlier? So that you can find another new love?"

"Bah, bah, bah." Qin Sisi frowned and looked at her: "What are you talking about, you can sign someone else's signature, but I can't do it?"

Fang Nianyu: "I came all the way here, just to meet and sign and keep it as a souvenir. You see me every day and pick up my manuscript box. Why do you want to sign? I'm all here. run?"

"Okay, okay, let's go, you are hungry too, let's go have a big meal."

Fang Nianyu looked at her sideways, the moon was just rising, the surroundings were already dark, and the neon lights gradually lit up, row after row of high-rise buildings towered in the dark night.The moonlight showed a slight smile in her eyes, light and faint.

"Nian Yu."

She called softly.

"Huh? What's wrong?"

"Nianyu?"

"Ah."

"Nianyu..."

"I'm here, Sisi." Fang Nianyu replied, while speaking, he carefully took her hand, circled it around, and closed her fingers slightly, and she repeated, "I'm here."

The cold wind is blowing at night, and the tree shadows are mottled and swaying with the cool wind under the neon lights.

The shadows of the two people seemed to be elongated, and they walked forward step by step in the dark night, side by side.

No one spoke, and the two enjoyed a rare peace.

After a while, Fang Nianyu suddenly asked her, "When do you plan to return to the company?"

"In a few days, I asked the boss for leave, so you don't have to worry."

"Oh."

She originally planned to ask her if she would quit this job and come here to find a job, but after thinking about it, she has no position to persuade her, so she can only regret a little: "I just can't be with you for a long time in the future." Let's play together."

"Aren't you writing an article? You can come to me after I go back to the company."

"By the way, I never asked, do you work in a state-owned enterprise or a private enterprise?"

Qin Sisi stopped and thought for a while: "It's a private company. Although the salary is only so low, my mother told me to go to the company to study. What should I do? I don't want to go."

"Then tell your mother clearly why you don't want to go."

"I...she said that if I couldn't make it out as a human being, she told me to go back and inherit the family property. She said she wanted to travel with my father."

"How could I do what she wished, and want to hand over this big company to myself so that I can be the boss, I tell you it's impossible!"

"You may lose me if you do this again."

Qin Sisi couldn't hold back a snort, and said with a smile: "Forget it, I won't tease you. I have to go to Chongyang on Qingming Festival."

"What are you doing there?"

"Where is He Qingyuan's hometown, I want to go and see. His ashes are in the funeral home over there, so I can go and see her. By the way, Nian Nian, I remember what you said before that your uncle came back, and what happened afterwards ?”

Fang Nianyu was stunned for a while, as if she hadn't realized it. After a long time, she said in a word: "I went in again. This time, my uncle and aunt went in together."

The wind blew gently, Fang Nianyu's words seemed to carry something else, something difficult to understand.

Qin Sisi's lips curled slightly, and she comforted: "Don't be sad, they did it themselves, and it has nothing to do with you."

Fang Nianyu stretched her waist and yawned. She patted her mouth with her hands and let out a weary sigh.

"Never mind her, it doesn't matter to me if you come out. Let's go, go eat early, I'm so sleepy."

The two figures are slender and slender. Under the shadow of the mottled trees, the two parallel lines gradually interact from the first to the critical point, and their fate will eventually converge.

On the third day after that, Qin Sisi accompanied Fang Nianyu and took the old man back to his hometown.

In her hometown, only her uncle is at home now, and it has been three years since she was released from prison for the second time.

When Fang Nianyu walked into the village, many people saw her grandfather and all looked at her with envy, saying that now her granddaughter is capable.

Fang Nianyu just smiled and ignored it. His grandfather was too old to hear, and only saw the old people in the village move their mouths up and down, asking the granddaughter beside him suspiciously.

"What are they talking about?"

"They are saying how envious you are, having a promising granddaughter."

Qin Sisi suppressed a smile and approached him and said, "But I think what I said is the truth."

The old man smiled from ear to ear, with a kind and happy face.

Fang Nianyu stepped forward and knocked on the door, a middle-aged man came out a few minutes later.

The man was taken aback: "Fang Nianyu? Dad, why are you back?"

"This is my home! Why can't I come back?"

Originally, the old man was in a very good mood, and he had no doubt that if he had a cane in his hand, he would hit him directly.

Fang Nianyu comforted him, and replied, "We're just coming back to take a look. Uncle, don't you invite us to sit in?"

She raised her eyebrows: "Could it be that uncle thinks that my niece can't compete with uncle now?"

Her uncle didn't speak, a look of embarrassment flashed across his vicissitudes face, and then he stepped aside, signaling to let them in.

It's nothing more than other things, just because Fang Nianyu pays him some basic living expenses every month to barely make ends meet.

Qin Sisi also went in, and she never came here again in ten years.

She still remembered standing at the bottom of the steps and Fang Nianyu standing on it, looking down at her with a slight smile.

The sun shone on her head, forehead, and cheeks, revealing a bit of joy.

Qin Sisi didn't know why, and sighed in her heart: time flies so fucking fast.It has been more than ten years in a blink of an eye.

My hometown is still the same, the frog stone ground, the wooden house, every time there is a sign of rain, I will take a ladder up to pick up tiles, the wood on the ground is eaten by moths, densely packed with small holes, and white debris is sprayed out from inside .

Several people looked at each other silently.

Finally, Fang Nianyu's grandfather went into the house, and her uncle went to eat under the kitchen.

Fang Nianyu and Qin Sisi first went to the back mountain. On the way, they met a middle-aged man carrying a shoulder pole. He approached the middle-aged man, wiped off his sweat, put down the single bucket, and smiled: "Sister Fang, come back when you have time." Playing?"

"Yes, brother." Fang Nianyu smiled, "How is your health recently, do you still have a cough?"

"It's still the same." The man said helplessly, "Let's just live with it. By the way, Fang Meier, it wasn't the Ching Ming Festival a while ago. I saw your uncle coming when he came to sweep the grave. Anyway, the family, the relationship Don’t be too stiff, you also know that your aunt has not yet come out of the labor camp, so I will help you too, they say that if you are in prison, no one will want you to go out to move bricks.”

The man is simple and honest, he is a rare kind and simple person in the village, but after being single for so many years, he also looks down on it. Back then, the matchmaker came up to say that the matchmaker was rejected by him, saying that I had a physical problem and could not delay other girls. won't come.

Relying on state subsidies every month, I barely make ends meet with the small vegetables I grow myself.

A smile appeared on Fang Nianyu's face: "Understood, brother, you should pay more attention to your body, I will go to see my mother first."

After parting, Qin Sisi asked her: "Does that uncle want you to take him over to live with him?"

"He is kind too."

Fang Nianyu lit the incense candle in his hand and inserted it into a concave stone plate in front of the grave. It was covered with fine sand and wooden stalks left by those who came to worship before.

The surrounding weeds have been cleaned up, and there are still signs of renovation on the land. Next to the tombstone, there is a tree with small red flowers blooming on it. Fang Nianyu can't remember the name of the tree.

Fang Nianyu was wearing ordinary casual clothes today, knelt down on the stone ground very neatly, and kowtowed three times.

Put your hands flat, with the back of your hands on top, the moment your forehead touches the skin on the back of your hands, the skin and bones are pulsating back and forth in the blood.

Fang Nianyu looked at the uneven ground, the frosted ground was in the darkness between her and the ground.

She smiled, thinking.

Mom and Dad, I didn't come to see you during the Qingming Festival this year, so I'll make it up now, so don't blame me, okay?

I have found someone I like. I believe that I can go from young to gray-haired with her. I believe that I will not quarrel with her. I will adopt a little girl and live a peaceful and stable life.

So, if you really have a spirit in heaven, please bless me.

☆、I like you

The air in the countryside is always good in the morning, the grass is raining and the land is moist, and the hardworking farmers get up early to work uphill with hoes.

Fang Nianyu took her grandfather and Qin Sisi to stay in her hometown for one night and then returned home.

Before leaving, her uncle watched her hesitate to speak, Fang Nianyu asked Qin Sisi to take her grandfather to go first, and she would come right away.

Fang Nianyu no longer has any feelings for her nominal uncle, and her face that was about to wrinkle together seemed to be extremely tangled. She stood at the bottom of the steps and looked up at him slightly, and asked calmly, "Uncle, are you still here?" What's up?"

The expression on her face was so calm that Liu Quanzhong, who had always been a little bit hot-tempered, couldn't help but feel a little guilty.

"Niece, I'm really sorry for what happened back then." He sighed long, his hoarse voice sounded like an inexplicable feeling of old age, but he was only in his fifties.

Middle-aged people in their fifties, now in this society, have a criminal record, they can't enter the construction site like a laborer, and they can't find a good job in a serious way. The only one who can only be a rural person with his face turned to the loess Work hard to grow crops.

"I just want to apologize to you. I hope you can come back to see me during the Chinese New Year. Your aunt doesn't know when she will be able to come out. Now I am alone, and sometimes life is really hard. .”

In fact, Fang Nianyu can understand that feeling, just like she was pointed and laughed at by classmates, relatives, and friends after Liu Quanzhong was exposed as a rapist.

She still remembers one time when she was in school, she was blocked by a senior female classmate in the men's room, who forcefully dragged off her shoes and slapped her.

"Since your uncle can't teach you to be a good man, I'm willing to accompany you! Do you know that your uncle ruined someone else's family? Someone else's life!! Bitch, get out of here, our school can't afford it You big Buddha, look at how awesome you are."

I don't know where the classmate found a basin for washing vegetables. He took the basin of water from the sink and poured it on her head in a daze.

Immediately afterwards, he arrogantly took his followers and left.

That night Fang Nianyu caught a cold and had a fever, and went to the hospital overnight for two days.

When her health improved, Fang Nianyu cried and begged Wang Cuiping: "Auntie, I want to transfer schools, can you help me?"

She didn't tell Wang Cuiping the reason, and she didn't want to mention the reason. Wang Cuiping grabbed her ear and scolded her, making her kneel down while scolding.

She said that our family is not a rich family, you want to transfer schools?Where can I get you money?You have muddy legs and I can take care of you at my house, don't you know how to be grateful?

In the end, Fang Nianyu asked the class teacher to do ideological communication and finally admitted to transfer her to another school.

Fang Nianyu was also there at the time, and her homeroom teacher sat beside her and continuously analyzed the pros and cons of Wang Cuiping, and finally said something that hit her heart.

"I heard from Nian Yu that when her parents had an accident, the party responsible for the accident paid a large sum of money. Later, the child lived with you. You are also her current guardian. The money should be with you, right? How could there be no money? Woolen cloth?"

"Okay then, I'll help her change schools in a few days." Wang Cuiping thought about it, and finally agreed to the school transfer.

However, Fang Nianyu knew that because her son was about to graduate from junior high school, if he wanted to go to a good school, he had to be a bit clingy. Her son's grades were not bad, although they were not as good as Fang Nianyu's grades, but they were not far behind.

"I don't blame you." Fang Nianyu exhaled the turbid air that had been brewing for many years, feeling that the depressed mood that had been suppressed for a long time was finally better, so he raised the corners of his mouth, with a faint smile in his eyes, "You are also in prison. , I have suffered a lot, I think you should apologize to the girl who was bullied by you back then, instead of coming here to tell me to ask for my forgiveness. Of course, I don't want you to bother that girl again. "

"I will bring my grandpa back during the Chinese New Year this year. Don't worry." At the end, Fang Nianyu added, "I will try my best to take care of my brother, but don't expect too much. I don't have a job and I don't know anyone. many."

Visible to the naked eye, Liu Quanzhong breathed a sigh of relief, and his brows began to relax.

Fang Nianyu twitched the corners of his mouth: "Then, uncle, if it's okay, I'll leave."

Qin Sisi helped the old man to walk unhappily, Fang Nianyu trotted away and caught up with him, Qin Sisi waited for her to breathe and asked: "What are you talking about, it will be all right so soon?"

Fang Nianyu shook her head with a smile, supported her grandfather's other elbow, and replied as she walked, "It's not just those things. They asked me to go home to play during the Chinese New Year this year. My hometown is too deserted."

"What are you two talking about?" the old man asked.

"We are talking about the nice weather today. Grandpa, you need to go out more to exercise." Qin Sisi smiled and helped him go forward, "I took a taxi just now, and it's not far ahead."

Fang Nianyu nodded, and the three of them walked forward step by step. The old man walked slowly, so the two of them slowed down and walked slowly with him.

After walking for a while, the old man stopped suddenly, looked at Fang Nianyu, and said doubtfully: "I seem to have heard that you are engaged???"

Fang Nianyu: "..."

She glanced at Qin Sisi's face, froze for two seconds, and replied politely, "It's engagement."

"How about that young man?" The old man smiled very kindly and kindly, "I will meet you when I bring you home."

Qin Sisi stepped forward and waited, but she was a little far away from them. Fang Nianyu thought for a while, then approached him silently, and whispered, "Grandpa, I don't like boys."

Her words were uneasy, like a child who has done something wrong. Facing the scene of adults being angry and frustrated, Fang Nianyu once again said softly, solemnly and seriously: "Grandpa, I like girls."

The old man's expression didn't change at all, he just smiled cheerfully as a cover: "Okay, I understand, let's talk about it when we go back, that girl is still waiting for us."

Fang Nianyu breathed a sigh of relief.

"Grandpa, let's go."

A few days later, Qin Sisi went back to work in the company.

Walking very simply, when Fang Nianyu sent her to the airport, he hugged her, then took a step back and smiled, "Does this scene look familiar?"

Qin Sisi was silent for a while, then smiled slightly: "You were also the one who sent me to the airport last time."

"Yes," Fang Nianyu looked around, there was a woman with a child beside her, holding the child in one hand and pulling a suitcase in the other, wearing a peaked cap and sunglasses, the exposed hand was slender and beautiful.

The woman said: "Hanhan, hold my hand and don't run around, you know? Mom is here."

The little girl smiled cutely and innocently: "Mom, I know! Will Daddy come to see us off today?"

The woman knelt down, took off her sunglasses and touched the little girl's face: "Hanhan, do you know if your father is busy today? He will come home to see us in a few days."

The little girl nodded heavily: "Then he must buy me a birthday present when he comes to see me. I really like Barbie dolls."

The woman pinched her little nose, smiling softly and full of maternal love.

"I'll tell him."

Qin Sisi followed her eyes and frowned slightly: "What's wrong?"

"It's okay, I think that little girl is so cute."

Fang Nianyu said softly, "I also want a daughter in the future."

Qin Sisi was stunned for a moment, and in just a few seconds, her face was like a chameleon, turning pale and red again.

"Then give birth to one."

Qin Sisi had a plane ticket at one o'clock, Fang Nianyu raised his hand and looked at the time: "It's still early, there is a seat over there, let's go and sit."

It's almost twelve o'clock.

Qin Sisi obediently followed her and sat beside her. Just as she sat down, her butt was cold.

She couldn't help but shivered, and sighed: "It's so cold."

Fang Nianyu smiled: "Who told you to wear less and pay more attention to your body in the future, you know?"

Qin Sisi said sullenly, "Oh."

"Didn't you just say that if I like my daughter, I will have one myself, what about you? Do you like my daughter?"

"Me? I'm okay." Qin Sisi said indifferently, but was quite surprised by her question, "What's wrong?"

"It's okay, I'll just ask." Fang Nianyu took out the things in the bag and said, "Do you like your own baby or go to the orphanage to adopt it?"

"Well, adopt it, it can save some unnecessary troubles."

Fang Nianyu thought about it seriously: "What's the trouble? Because it hurts to have a baby?"

"Not really." Qin Sisi rubbed her chin, "It's just that it will give people a sense of accomplishment. The children born by themselves can't be born according to their own preferences. If they go to the orphanage to adopt, there are so many cute little girls. It was pleasing to the eye and I thought I could take it home.”

Fang Nianyu laughed: "Why do you feel like you brought a puppy home?"

"Otherwise."

Qin Sisi looked at her inexplicably: "How much it costs to have one, and I will die and live, I won't give birth! I would rather adopt one. Anyway, there are so many little girls in the orphanage, so let me save the galaxy."

"......"

Fang Nianyu couldn't put it into words: "What if I elope with someone in the future?"

"It's not the same as eloping with someone who is your own." Qin Sisi rolled her eyes in a very unsightly manner.

"Forget it, two unmarried women are still here to discuss raising children." Fang Nianyu said helplessly, "Okay, let me show you something."

Qin Sisi whispered, "Didn't you start talking?"

She saw Fang Nianyu take out a box from her bag, the pink box was tied with a beautiful bow.

"what is this?"

Fang Nianyu handed it over, and looked at her encouragingly: "Open it yourself and have a look."

With half puzzled and half curious eyes, Qin Sisi gently pulled the ribbon away, flipped through the box, and found a platinum plain ring lying inside.

"???"

Qin Sisi