say i love you today

There are two layers of white paper on the tiles.

She propped her chin with one hand, and glanced at the crowd coming and going. After a few minutes, she got really bored and stood up. A girl from the opposite side walked towards her.

The girl had a straight face, small dimples on her cheeks, and sparkling eyes.

Walking straight in front of Qin Sisi.

"Hello, classmate Qin Sisi, I'm Wang Qingqing."

Qin Sisi looked at her silently and nodded: "Hello, what's the matter?"

"I want to talk to you about Zhang Changsong."

There is evening self-study in the evening. Generally speaking, no teacher will come to class. At most, the head teacher will guard the class and let the students read books by themselves.

Qin Sisi quietly greeted her deskmate and took the opportunity to go out when the head teacher was out, and even winked at Fang Nianyu's desk as she passed by.It was cool at night, and there were a few not-so-bright lights on the path on the playground, passing through the dense transparent mist, hitting the uneven cobblestones, and casting a touch of dim yellow light on the slippery and hard stone slabs. The shadows dance, and the mottled leaves sway gently under the breeze after covering the light.

Qin Sisi went to Zhang Changsong's classroom and called him out.

She knew the teacher in charge with thick eyebrows and big eyes, and she had a good relationship with him, so she readily let Zhang Changsong out of the classroom.

Zhang Changsong followed Qin Sisi side by side, their backs showing their thin figures in the dim light.

"looking for me?"

Zhang Changsong spoke very briskly, and seemed a little surprised that Qin Sisi was looking for him at night instead of during the day.

"Nothing," Qin Sisi stood still, "I just want to chat with you."

"Okay, what are we talking about?"

"Let's talk about your ex-girlfriend."

Qin Sisi turned her head and stared at him seriously: "Although I don't care how many times you dated outside, broke up with you, or slept a few times, I hope you will not do anything outrageous, such as messing with someone. Pregnant or something."

Zhang Changsong frowned slightly when he heard this: "Did Wang Qingqing look for you? What happened to her?"

"What do you think?"

Qin Sisi asked him back, found a clean place, took out the tissue she was carrying and wiped it, then called Zhang Changsong to sit down: "I think you should know why."

They sat side by side on the tiles, Zhang Changsong sighed.

Looking up at the sky, I feel really boring.

"If you don't want to talk about it, break up. Isn't that normal? When I fell in love, I slept with someone and got her pregnant. Isn't love a consensual thing? Besides, Wang Qingqing is not the first time."

When he talked about the first time, his voice was a little low, and he was inexplicably aggrieved: "I also want to have a good relationship. My mother said that you haven't brought your girlfriend into the house when you grow up. Look at it." When others were studying, they fell in love, and now they are all married and have children in their arms, why are you silent?"

Qin Sisi squinted at him: "It's not the first time for someone, or is it your first time? Don't be too double-standard in life."

Zhang Changsong shrugged his ears, and usually his tongue was full of anger, and his voice did not even tremble. At this time, he looked very ashamed, and he said in a low voice: "I really only slept with her, wearing a condom." Already, did I do enough preparations? I was afraid that she wouldn't go in right away because of the pain, I've been doing foreplay for a long time."

"I really liked her."

Qin Sisi didn't know how to mess with him for a while, and said after a while: "Then why did you hide when others came to you, and even reported to me, I don't have a good relationship with you, you are shameless outside Has any law been promulgated? Why did your brother come to me, your ex-girlfriend also came to me, and your parents usually call me to ask me, I think you are doing well, why are you all coming to me? Are you free?"

"The other thing is to get rid of your messy things, okay? I've been annoyed to hear these things. It's easy to blow you up. If you insist on hitting me, I think it's okay. Since your ex-girlfriend never forgets you, why don't you If you like her, can't you show your face and beg for peace? What happened the first time? Is it because I fell in love once and broke up, so I can't fall in love again? Is it a widowed love, you are. "

Qin Sisi stood up, crossed her waist for a while, moved her body, the joints made a "creaking" sound under the twisting, and then touched her stomach with a sigh: "When did I have a vest line? Every time I go out wearing a skirt You have to hold your breath."

She exhaled forcefully, feeling very depressed.

"When will I be able to be with the person I like?"

Zhang Changsong glanced at her, and found that Qin Sisi's eyes flashed with a sense of sadness. At the same time, the warm light cast bright and dark shadows on her face from under the mottled leaves. The sadness seemed to be just a momentary thing. Qin Sisi Back to the original calm and even a little calm expression.

"Yes, yes." Zhang Changsong comforted her, "It should be much better when you go to university. Don't care too much about other people's opinions."

"I think you should test Fang Nianyu's thinking and see what she thinks about homosexuality."

Qin Sisi waved his hands and despised him: "You think I didn't ask? I can't answer by asking around. It's all official."

She said distressedly: "Sometimes it feels like she knows it, and sometimes it feels like she doesn't know it. People's hearts are really complicated."

"All right, all right, Sisi."

"Let's go with the flow. I'm going back to review. There is less than a year left and you can't waste it. You still have to go to college with her. You can't hold yourself back."

Zhang Changsong patted her on the shoulder to express encouragement: "Actually, it's not a big deal, or you just let it go and say that you won't be disappointed when you get it, and you will suffer from it if you don't stop it. Everything should be done as early as possible."

Qin Sisi shrugged her shoulders: "It depends."

She didn't know how to do it either.

Every day at three o'clock and one line, in classrooms, cafeterias, and at home, Qin Sisi didn't reserve a bed at school, so she could only lie on the hard table in the classroom at noon, and put a few books on it to delay the hard touch.

Stacks of books are placed flat on the table, and the desks are also full of books. Some people's desks are full of books, and sometimes they have nowhere to go.

Simply put, the classrooms are very empty, and the conditions for day students in the school are also very strict. People like Fang Nianyu are basically given the green light. Qin Sisi completely walked through the back door and did not take the usual path, so in this class, there are only Qin Sisi and Fang Nianyu. There are also day students.

Only the two of them were in the classroom at noon, and one of the boys went to the boys' dormitory to rest.

Fang Nianyu was working on a problem, and Qin Sisi sat next to her with her chin propped up, silently watching her formulate the answer horizontally and vertically.

It's quiet when you're not talking.

Fang Nianyu was wearing a black T-shirt today, her not-so-fair skin looked more and more delicate, and under the usually dull color, it gave off an inexplicable illusion of cleanliness.

She has a slender neck and a straight nose, beside the tall mountain roots, the distance between her two eyes is not too close or far, and the long eyelashes like a cattail fan tremble slightly. Her eyeballs are pure black, and she looks very awkward when looking at people. It is easy to make people think that this is listening to her seriously, and can feel the inexplicable feeling of being pampered, and the soft side face is inexplicably sharp, but from the front, it is honest and plain.

Qin Sisi felt doubts about her own aesthetics.

She has had boyfriends before, who belong to the elegant type, who speaks softly and softly, and basically seldom disobeys her. She doesn't know how to fall in love with this person, is it because she has not been violated or betrayed, or because this person is better? What about control?

But in fact, it is not easy to control at all. He ran away with others, raped the other girl and became pregnant, and finally caused the female classmate to commit suicide in front of her. In the end, he came to ask her for help with a pitiful face. I don’t owe it to you. his.

Qin Sisi thought about it and hummed softly.

Fang Nianyu turned his head to look at her, his hands kept moving, as if he had already formed an answering idea in his mind, as long as he followed the arrangement, there would be no mistakes.

"What's wrong, Sisi?"

She lowered her eyes and looked down at her.

There seems to be no waves in the calm eyes, like a pool of clear spring, slowly flowing in his own territory.

Qin Sisi was taken aback for a moment: "Shall we be together?"

Seemingly feeling that her words were too purposeful, she hurriedly explained: "I can't help but feel itchy when I see them falling in love. I want to fall in love too, but no boy likes me."

She lowered her eyelids aggrievedly: "It's like

——It was like playing house when I was young. "

"Okay."

Fang Nianyu answered quickly, without any expression on his face, but it seemed to be the best expression again.

Qin Sisi's thoughts froze for a moment. She looked into Fang Nianyu's eyes and asked softly, "Is it really possible?"

"Aren't you afraid that others will think this person is sick?"

Fang Nianyu smiled: "Anyway, it's just playing house, it's not true."

She put down her pen and stretched out her hand to grab Qin Sisi's broken hair behind her ears, then stood up and smiled at Qin Sisi:

"Hello, my little daughter-in-law."

Qin Sisi looked at her ignorantly, feeling as if she couldn't understand this person.

Why does it seem like a different person after the summer vacation?

strangeness.

After a few days, Zhang Changsong belatedly realized that the two of them felt differently, there seemed to be something more, and there seemed to be nothing more.

He frowned deeply, while quietly avoiding Wang Qingqing's search, while taking advantage of the time when they were finally not together, he blocked Qin Sisi in a corner.

"What's the matter, you two?"

☆, dine together

This corner is relatively hidden. Generally, few people come up on the rooftop of the school.

Qin Sisi looked at him pretending to be relaxed: "It's just what you think, we are together."

"Will Fang Nianyu agree?"

Zhang Changsong looked at her with a dark face: "Don't get stuck in a situation where nothing is confirmed, and you will be the only one who will suffer."

Qin Si thought, where are there so many reasons and possibilities?

If you like it, you like it, why bother about why you like it?

Don't I have the right to like someone?

She calmly looked at Zhang Changsong's somewhat distraught face, and felt quite comforted in her heart, at least at the beginning he was aware of it and did not discriminate, insult or even avoid her.

This is already good.

"You don't have to think that this is my unilateral matter. If Fang Nianyu really made it clear that she doesn't like me at all, or like a couple, I don't think she would agree to play with me. Some things A slap can't make a sound, but it can definitely prove something, maybe she hasn't realized it yet?"

Qin Sisi looked very calm, and analyzed to him word by word what she clearly knew and had a little understanding of.

"I want you to support me."

Zhang Changsong's face changed slightly for a moment, but he suppressed it quickly. He said in a deep voice, "Then have you ever thought about your parents? They must hope that you can find a man who is motivated and responsible for his wife in the future, and Not a girl like you."

Qin Sisi rubbed her hair irritably: "Let's talk about it, they will understand after a long time."

There is a kind of tree in the campus, which is very ordinary and lush, with large leaf veins extending continuously, the fat and tender leaves and branches intertwined, a large white flower blooming tremblingly on the top, and small pink flower buds under the tree, the green grass spreads, looking around In the past, it was quiet and elegant, with rich cultural heritage.

There is a flower bed a few meters outside the classroom, and in the middle stands a large smooth stone tablet with clear lines, engraved on the stone: Presented by all the students in Class [-], Class XXX.There is a circle in the middle, in which there are different varieties of trees planted on the refurbished land, green and red, and grass all over the place.

The ring is strewn with pebbles.

If the soles of the shoes are flat and thin, the soles of the feet will feel refreshed and hard when you step on them.

Qin Sisi usually wears flat shoes, and rarely wears high heels on campus, whether they are seven centimeters or five centimeters.She stepped on the cobblestone lightly, and the constant touch from the soles of her feet made her feel a little embarrassed for a while.

Fang Nianyu sat beside him, reading a book in his hand.

She was focused, her eyes never blinking.Thin cheeks, pointed nose and rounded forehead made the side profile look less rough and more innocent at this age.

Qin Sisi turned around as if trying to attract her attention, but failed without exception.

She sat beside her resentfully: "Why are you ignoring me?"

Fang Nianyu looked up at her from the book, her eyes filled with warmth, she smiled slightly and asked, "Sisi, do you know what you look like now?"

Qin Sisi was taken aback for a moment, then asked: "What does it look like?"

Fang Nianyu looked at her serious eyes full of curiosity and was about to take off the leaves from her forehead, but couldn't hold back the first step and burst out laughing.

She endured it, barely suppressed the itch in her throat, and coughed lightly: "Sisi, why are you so stupid?"

"What I say is what I say. Would you believe me if I said that I ran away with someone else?"

Qin Sisi suddenly opened her eyes wide, looked at her in disbelief, and complained: "I didn't expect you to be such a woman. I was blind before. I shouldn't be friends with you. I should stay away from you. There is a saying that goes well, a cooked wolf is still a wolf, ready to bite back at any time, wishing I could steal a big piece of meat..."

While talking, she didn't hold back, and laughed heartily.

There was a sparkle in her eyes, different from ordinary people, it seemed to be mixed with self-confidence and other things that Fang Nianyu couldn't understand.

Fang Nianyu seemed to understand.The transparency of that moment disappeared without a trace like a white horse passing through the gap.

When I wanted to capture it, my mind was already blank.

The third year of high school was very busy, so busy that besides eating and sleeping, I read books and asked sea tactics.

Except for the two days of the National Day holiday, they were almost soaked in books. The head teacher saw that Qin Sisi's attitude was okay, so he specially praised her in class. By the way, some students should not think about how to fall in love all day long. Graduation season is also called breakup season. Study hard to get into a good university. After you go to university, you can fall in love as you want. No one cares about you. If you want to get married, get married, and if you want to choose a husband, don’t look at it. .

Qin Sisi's ears moved slightly, she selectively blocked the slobber in front of the head teacher, and focused on noticing that the head teacher's eyes seemed to drift towards this side, and she didn't know who she was staring at.

She checked herself first, and felt completely OK, she would not quietly raise her head from the book after talking about her and glance at Fang Nianyu who was on the right by the window.

Fang Nianyu was furiously writing, and a page of the paper was turned in less than half an hour.

Today her back is not as straight as before, slightly arched in an imperceptible posture, her brows are slightly frowned, as if she is a little uncomfortable.

Qin Sisi wrote a note and asked the male student next to him to pass it on.

Wu Chunhe gave him a puzzled look, but still passed on the message.

Qin Sisi smiled awkwardly, feeling a little guilty, although it was normal to write a small note, but after such careful operation, it was like a couple who wanted to talk and meet face to face in class but couldn't express it, and couldn't wait to use words to express their lovesickness.

When she saw that Fang Nianyu received the note, she froze for a moment, looked slightly in Qin Sisi's direction, and then retracted it in less than two seconds.Even, Qin Sisi hadn't had time to meet her eyes.

Qin Sisi was a little disappointed, but Fang Nianyu's next actions successfully made her keep looking this way.

Fang Nianyu carefully opened the note, and saw the scribbled words at a glance.

——What are you going to eat for lunch?Want to be together?

The two simple questions made Fang Nianyu feel miserable when he read the words.

"The student in the blue shirt in the third row! That's right...don't stare at others, and don't look at others. It's you who are talking about. Do the questions well and don't fly the plane."

Qin Sisi felt a "thump" in her heart, and quickly glanced at her seat, and found that she had perfectly avoided the seat, so she was a little happy, and then found that the teacher in charge kept looking here, and understood that this was the rhythm of knocking mountains and shaking tigers, and sighed secretly With a sound, he got into the sea without looking up.

After class, Fang Nianyu came over first, put the note in her hand when no one was looking, then pulled Qin Sisi's arm as if nothing had happened and said, "Let's go, Sisi, go to eat."

Qin Sisi looked at her blankly.

When he came back to his senses, he suddenly became angry from embarrassment: "Who wants to eat with you? Let's go, Hong Youjun, let's go to the cafeteria to eat!"

Hong Youjun's face was full of question marks, he was at a loss.

Almost all the classmates in the classroom left to grab the food. Hong Youjun was obsessed with brushing the questions and couldn't help himself. When he realized that after class, he wailed: "My lunch!!!"

"This is my spiritual food! Why did you leave me like this?"

Qin Sisi discovered for the first time that Hong Youjun had the talent of a comedian, and looked at him in surprise, like watching a gorilla in a zoo.

Her eyes were too revealing, so Fang Nianyu couldn't help but patted her waist carefully, coughed in a low voice: "Sisi, let's go out to eat today, Zhang Changsong and his girlfriend are waiting at the door!"

Qin Sisi heard the words and looked out, sure enough, those two people were waiting outside the window, Zhang Changsong's face was as dark as a pot helmet, and his eyes seemed to be breathing fire.

In the end, she invited Hong Youjun to go out for dinner together.

Zhang Changsong was familiar with those teachers and head teachers at school, so he went directly to the teacher's cafeteria quietly.

Hong Youjun followed up with sister Lin in the Grand View Garden, his eyes were full of curiosity, surprise, and a sense of being honored to be with this friend.

In fact, there is no difference between the classroom cafeteria and the student cafeteria, but since everyone eats in the student cafeteria all the time, from elementary school to high school, Qin Sisi does not know how many times she eats in the classroom cafeteria, Hong Youjun should be the first time, Fang Nianyu has no expression on her face , It's not surprising, it's very indifferent.

Zhang Changsong reunited with his ex-girlfriend.

It was not the first time for Qin Sisi and Fang Nianyu to see her, and they didn't feel anything, but Hong Youjun's eyes lit up: "You you you!"

He said you three times in a row, and his cheeks were as red as the clouds approaching the night, and he stumbled so nervously.

"I...I...I know you, you are the girl in my grade who often wins prizes! You are so beautiful!"

At the end he said this.

Qin Sisi stared at him: "Go, go, what are you looking at? Hurry up and cook, maybe let us girls accompany you two rough old men to cook together, hurry up!"

Hong Youjun was so happy that he didn't think about Shu, he nodded again and again, his eyes didn't take off Wang Qingqing's face, and he was amazed several times in a row.

Zhang Changsong pushed him with a dark face: "What are you looking at? You won't be your girlfriend if you take a second look!"

Wang Qingqing smiled embarrassedly.

She has a good-looking smile and has the temperament of a lady. The most commendable thing is that she not only has good cultural achievements, but also has a better temper. Whenever she meets an acquaintance on the road, she will take the initiative to say hello.

Sometimes Qin Sisi deeply felt that Zhang Changsong was really lucky to have such a girlfriend.

Wang Qingqing looked at Fang Nianyu with twinkling eyes: "Nianyu, I was really sorry last time. I said that on purpose at that time, so don't take it to heart."

I guess I felt that I seemed to be too late, so I stopped talking after saying this.

Fang Nianyu was stunned for a while: "Last time? What happened last time?"

For a moment, Wang Qingqing couldn't tell whether Fang Nianyu was pretending to be stupid or had really forgotten about it. Seeing Qin Sisi's suspicious eyes, he explained, "Didn't you ask for leave for a few days last time? Nianyu came to find Changsong, and I was by the side Choked her a few words..."

"Oh."

Qin Sisi's anti-aircraft head stopped thinking about other things, and concentrated on waiting for the meal.

Zhang Changsong and Hong Youjun were still cooking, Qin Sisi thought it was not good, ordered the two of them to stop cooking, his girlfriend was still here, and there was a single dog, she automatically filtered out that she and Fang Nianyu were actually two A single dog, stood up and asked Fang Nianyu to scoop up soup with her.

What I cooked today was seaweed and egg soup. The soup in the white porcelain bowl had a rich aroma. After Zhang Changsong and the others walked back and forth a few times, Qin Sisi's soup was already on the table.

After distributing the chopsticks, Qin Sisi took a few mouthfuls of the vegetables in Fang Nianyu's bowl and ate them, and at the same time asked them to take whatever they wanted to eat.

Fang Nianyu glanced at her silently: "Hurry up and eat, class will start later."

The author has something to say: Ahem, the scumbag author successfully climbed up to say good night to all the little angels, thank you very much for chasing here, the plot will speed up a little later.

I originally wanted to write something about Qin Sisi's parents' company, but after thinking about it carefully, life is already so difficult, so don't abuse the heroine. There may be two abuse points later, but in the end it is consensual hehe .

Kiss the little angel's face, mua

☆、Talk about your predecessor

Another cold comes and summer goes, autumn goes and spring comes.

Qin Sisi was admitted to the top ten of the whole grade in the first examination.

On the red notice outside the classroom, Qin Sisi was ranked ninth, Fang Nianyu was first, Zhang Changsong was second, and Xu Chuanlai, a boy from the next class, was third.

Hong Youjun looked at her in surprise: "Sisi, when will I be as good as you?"

This time Hong Youjun was ranked not far away ten miles away, Qin Sisi pretended to express sympathy, and then said righteously: "After you invite me to dinner, you will be as good as me. Last time we made a bet, don't forget, The loser will be invited to dinner. Of course you also know that Nianyu usually eats with me, so I decided to let her eat with me. By the way, didn’t you say that your birthday is coming? What? when?"

"Don't go out to eat at that time. Didn't you say that you are a good cook? Why don't we go to your house this time and make a partner?"

Qin Sisi smiled and took a copy of Cooking 36 from the desk and handed it to him: "Come on, brother, this book is for you to study, let me say yes first, I want to eat crayfish and pig's trotters, Braised pork, hairy crab, sliced ​​beef, etc.”

Qin Sisi took a breath after finishing the long list, took a sip from the water glass on the table and looked at him seriously: "Please be realistic, I have a big appetite."

Satisfied to see Hong Youjun's petrified expression and disbelief.

She put her hand to her lips, and smiled embarrassedly: "Actually, I don't eat much, really not much, you are a boy, you must exercise your cooking skills, otherwise the girls will not eat in the future." If you are willing to go to the kitchen, and take this as the first element of your mate selection criteria, you will become a golden single noble, you know? I am doing this for your own good!"

Hong Youjun jumped back a few steps and accused her: "You are killing me and killing Qin Sisi. Nianyu, can you say a few words for me, is Qin Sisi going too far? No one can control her." She, you have stayed with her for so long, she must listen to you, come on, you come to judge, she can't cook herself and insists that others can't cook, is there any reason?"

Fang Nianyu didn't expect the flames of war to spread to her so quickly.

Sitting in her seat, she was obviously in a daze. She received two looks from different people for a moment, one implying grievance and anxiety, and the other inexplicably looking forward to justice.

At that moment, she generated countless versions in her mind, and finally chose one that looked very fair and fair.

"Actually, I also have a big appetite." She picked up the book next to her to cover her face expressionlessly, and corrected her words forcefully, "Sisi can cook! Don't talk nonsense, And it's delicious."

"..."

The air was silent for a while.

Hong Youjun looked at Fang Nianyu seriously, as if he wanted to see Fang Nianyu's expression through the thick book, but he couldn't see anything.

Tragically, it was discovered that the culprit was holding back his laughter, and finally couldn't help picking up the notebook on his desk and rushing over: "Ahhh! Qin Sisi, you actually lied to me that you can't cook?"

"I beat you to death!"

Fang Nianyu covered her mouth and smiled, watching Qin Sisi run wildly in the classroom, with the wind power when she ran, she picked up the books on the desks of her classmates and turned the pages, the book fell to the ground.

Then a few students stopped the pens in their hands and watched Hong Youjun chasing Qin Sisi with a notebook, his face was ferocious as if he wanted to eat people.

It's a good time, she thought, and she can find enough fun for herself in the limited time without being so blunt and boring.

In the end, the invitation to dinner was not really carried out, but in the cafeteria, after Qin Sisi and the others had dinner together, Hong Youjun paid the money and everyone said a few innocuous words together and then separated.

The night of the last week before the college entrance examination.

Qin Sisi followed Fang Nianyu on the way home.

The entire street has been unusually quiet recently, and the police have also begun to patrol at night. In some places, they hold small banners saying don't make loud noises and whistles, and circle the boundaries.

Summer is still very hot, the air is burning, and the cicadas can be heard playing violin music everywhere. Apart from these, the only thing I can hear is the parents in the small dormitory on the street saying to their children, "It doesn't matter if you don't do well in the exam." Take it easy," "Don't worry about what's going to happen to your parents," and the like.

Qin Sisi turned her head to look at Fang Nianyu.

Fang Nianyu was looking down at his own shadow. Under the warm yellow light, the flickering shadow was covered. Under the leaves, the high-rise desk was lit with white light, illuminating ordinary office workers who were still working hard.

"Nian Nian, which university do you want to go to?"

Qin Sisi asked her softly: "Do you have a goal?"

Fang Nianyu shook his head, then nodded again.

"My aunt wants me to go to University B, so that my younger brother can take care of him when he goes to university."

"But I want to go to Huagong University, and I want to apply for Chinese language in the Chinese Department."

Qin Sisi didn't think as much as she did, and she rarely learned about various universities.

She never thinks about the future, she is neither short-sighted nor far-sighted.

Her parents never said what they wanted her to do, nor did they think that she would become famous in the future, and they didn't even ask about her usual test scores, and they called occasionally just to chat, without mentioning anything about her studies.

"I actually want to study medicine a little bit." Qin Sisi said, "People of the older generation used to say that teachers and doctors are gold and iron rice bowls, but I didn't because of this reason, I just wanted to study medicine. Although the time spent studying medicine It's very long, and you may not be able to work in a big hospital after you learn it."

She raised her head and let out a deep breath.

"I want to study medicine."

Fang Nianyu was silent for a moment, and then said with a smile: "If you want to study medicine, we may not be able to become alumni when you go to university. It's a pity."

"That's right." Qin Sisi kicked her legs forward a few times, "Huagong University doesn't have medical majors, so I can only look at other schools."

Fang Nianyu shook her head: "Probably not, I don't like the feeling of being a teacher very much, and I don't have the noble ambition of teaching and educating people."

"Soon to be an adult."

There was a faint sigh in her words, as if she was relieved and indulged herself.

"It's nice to be an adult."

Qin Sisi looked down at her.

Fang Nianyu's side profile always looks so good-looking, delicate nose and eyes, the corners of his mouth seems to be smiling, the eyes are as black as ink with a little bit of starlight hidden, the baby fat is no longer, looks thin, very quiet and beautiful, very seductive .

She was stunned on the spot, as if staring blankly, and let out a soft sigh: "Nian Nian, will you not like me in the future?"

It's okay if you don't like them, they've never been together anyway.

Fang Nianyu saw in her eyes a feeling of worrying about gains and losses, very much like when she was young, relatives and children came to the house and fell in love with a certain baby doll of hers, and they refused to leave and had to take it with them.

Then Fang Nianyu lost this toy forever, because she tore it into pieces under the trembling eyes of the child opposite.

Cotton and cloth are everywhere, and flying in the air is Fang Nianyu's broken heart that cannot be sewn together when he was young.

In fact, after her parents passed away, she kept hiding it from herself, telling herself: Your parents loved you so much when they were around.I repeatedly brainwashed myself, and finally succeeded.

Because for several years, when she went to the grave on Ching Ming Festival, she was crying with tears in her eyes.

No one knew how her parents quarreled and slept in separate rooms when she was a child. Once two people fought and accidentally hit her nose with a fist, blood flowed all over her face, and there was a big pool of blood on the stone floor.

Then she stood there without crying or fussing, waiting for the two of them to finish their quarrel, and finally found her dying lying in a pool of blood, and was shocked and rushed to the hospital.

Later, she didn't expect to like her.

Before Fang Nianyu transferred to another school, she had a withdrawn personality and didn't get along very well with others. The head teacher of the previous school thought this was not good, so she specially enrolled her in many activities and asked her to change a little and blend in with the crowd, but it didn't take long. It was revealed that uncle whoring and prostitution played people to death.At that time, every classmate who passed by her looked at her with tinted glasses, and she couldn't bear to beg her aunt.

——That was the first request she made after being raised by her uncle and aunt after the death of her parents and became her guardian.

At first she was unwilling, but later she directly mentioned the compensation, and after transferring to another school without any fees, somehow, she agreed for the first time.

Possibly a discovery of conscience?

Seeing that she hadn't spoken all the time, Qin Sisi walked silently and almost bumped into the electric pole in front and grabbed her: "What are you thinking?"

She worried: "Walk seriously, what if the car comes?"

There is a delicate touch from the wrist, the warm skin penetrates the surface, flows directly from the tissue into the blood, and merges from the left and right atrium to the heart.

Fang Nianyu breathed a sigh of relief, looked up at her with a smile: "I was just wondering why you care about me so much?"

Qin Sisi blushed, and replied shyly, "Because I like you."

She looks rough-skinned and thick-skinned, but she is actually very thin-skinned.

After Fang Nianyu discovered this trait, she kept teasing her.

Because Qin Sisi's blush was different from usual, like a little girl in love, she blushed when teased.

Fang Nianyu put down what was in his mind before, and asked curiously: "What does it feel like to be in love? I remember you were in love once before, why did you break up? How did you know each other?"

Asking several questions in a row made Qin Sisi's mind go blank. She looked at Fang Nianyu's puzzled expression in confusion, and couldn't remember what she asked for a moment.

It's as if the incumbent picks up the past relationship, and then asks her: Is it better to be the ex or the current one?

What happened to the inexplicable sense of sight?

"I'm with him."

"I met him when my parents hosted a celebrity banquet. At that time, he seemed to be a little star or something. I almost forgot. When I saw him, I felt that his eyes were staring, and I thought he was too fucking Ruya is handsome, but no, I have to watch his TV series or movies, and then I asked for his contact information, and I fell in love with him after a few visits. When he said, why don’t we try to fall in love? I agreed. My dad Mom was very unhappy when she found out, but how could she stop me, I was so stubborn at that time, and I felt like he wouldn't marry me."

☆、Relationship breaks the ice

The night was very long, Qin Sisi opened the bloody wound that had not yet scabbed, stirred up the abscess bit by bit, and then threw it away in disgust.

Fang Nianyu squinted at her, as if he was meeting this person for the first time, so focused and serious.

"You only asked me if I wanted to fall in love in college. Why didn't you tell me about you? What kind of boyfriend do you want to find in the future? Will you consider getting married if you find it?"

There were many mosquitoes at night in summer, flying around the ears and buzzing, Qin Sisi slapped himself while he was not paying attention, and then left a red handprint, harvesting the blood-red corpse on the palm.

That seems to be a very cruel scene. The uncooled corpse still smells of blood and rust. I don't know whose skin it was sucked from. It failed to escape Qin Sisi's clutches, and died tragically under the palm of Qin Sisi, which is equivalent to Qin Sisi killing him indirectly. A person and a hand full of evidence that cannot be ignored.

Qin Sisi stared at her hands dumbfounded, feeling deeply terrified: "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Come find me."

Fang Nianyu looked at her for a long time, then smiled slightly.

It doesn't matter whether you get the answer or not.

The important thing is that the person is still by her side now, and there is no need to worry that she will find a boyfriend in the future, because she has a good relationship with her best friend but conflicts with her boyfriend, which will gradually alienate her relationship in the future.

During the days of the college entrance examination, it was very dry and hot. The sun was shining brightly in June, and the wind was blowing in the air. When I looked up, I couldn’t keep my eyes open because of the dazzling light from the sun.

A few sentences are being played in a loop on the radio, each word is sonorous and forceful:

Candidates are requested to enter the venue 10 minutes in advance, prepare pens and people, the top priority of the college entrance examination, I hope that everyone will not look left and right during the exam, do not copy answers, and do not bring mobile phones into the examination room. Once found, the whole school Notification and not allowed to participate in the subsequent exams, please take it seriously.

The first class is language.

Sitting in the examination room, Qin Sisi felt a little ups and downs in her heart. She saw that there were more and more people in the examination room, and there were basically no classmates with familiar faces.

The invigilators are a man and a woman. The woman is unpacking the test papers, and the man is talking about the discipline of the examination room.

She took out a pen, tried to write a few random words on the draft paper, and found that

—Her hands were trembling slightly!

The vibration amplitude is so small that it is invisible to the naked eye.

Qin Sisi exhaled forcefully and told herself, it's nothing, the big deal is to start over, not to mention that her grades have already improved, so she's not worried that she won't be able to get into a good school, but just worried that she won't be able to go to the same school as Fang Nianyu.

Huagong University, she knows that schools in other places have very high scores, very high, and can occupy a place in all major universities in the country.

After two days of exams, Qin Sisi was not in a good mood.

After the exam, the class leader suggested that we have a dinner together tomorrow, and the head teacher and the teachers of those subjects will also come, and the fee will be paid from the class fee. I hope everyone will not stop coming.

The deskmate Hong Youjun touched Qin Sisi who was sitting in a daze in the classroom with his shoulder.

"Sisi? What's the matter, she looks absent-minded."

Qin Sisi came back to her senses and forced a smile at him. She wanted to say something, but when she got to her mouth, she just said, "It's nothing, I just thought about it quickly. The last time you bickered with me, it seemed like yesterday."

Hong Youjun laughed sullenly, it could be seen that he was in a good mood.

Qin Sisi asked him: "How do you feel this time? Do you have a university in mind?"

Hong Youjun's face looked very relaxed, very comfortable and relieved. When he was about to throw the book down from the top floor, he sighed resentfully after the radio told him not to throw books everywhere: "What the hell is this school, books are not allowed to be thrown away. Students are not allowed to be happy."

That's what it says,