say i love you today

shake.

The house is brightly lit.

The pure white light shines out from the window, mixed with the cold light of the moon, and mixed into a laziness that is neither painful nor itchy under the rustling trees.

Qin Sisi pushed open the door and walked in.

Zhang Changsong was standing in the living room looking sideways at the quartz clock on the wall.

His body was straight, and his long legs were particularly eye-catching when viewed from the side.

He didn't turn back when he heard the noise, but asked softly, "Did you send Nianyu home today?"

Qin Sisi rubbed her wrists, and smiled softly: "Why, you still plan to take care of my friendship? I only heard that Guan Tian is in charge of the earth, but I haven't heard of people in charge of eating and shit. Zhang Changsong, are you a pervert?"

The way she tilts her head and smiles is so cute.

It looks pure and innocent.

Zhang Changsong denied, "No."

He turned his head to look at Qin Sisi, and said seriously: "That girl Nianyu is not a good person."

"Oh?" Qin Sisi crossed the sofa and walked in front of him, sat down, raised her legs, and asked him with a smile, "Tell me, why aren't you a good person."

"Her father is a criminal, and her mother used to be a pimp. Can such a family have a kind and gentle girl? What do you think? Huh?"

Sure enough, Zhang Changsong didn't talk nonsense, he went straight to the point, explained the situation straight to the point, and then sat down to see her reaction.

Qin Sisi did give a response, and no response was considered a response.

Let him really breathe a sigh of relief.

He frowned and said, "You can't associate with her anymore."

"Pfft," Qin Sisi was drinking water, and couldn't hold back a mouthful of spray on Zhang Changsong's face. She took out a tissue and wiped her mouth, then smiled and said, "Zhang Changsong, you are so cute today."

"Such a lovely person, why is he always having unrealistic dreams?"

Qin Sisi stood up slowly, bent down to approach him, her eyelashes fluttered like cattail fans, and almost caught Zhang Changsong's face.

She raised her hand slowly.

"Snapped"

He slapped Zhang Changsong hard and hard.

Zhang Changsong was directly slapped to the side of his head, his face became red and swollen at a terrifying speed, and the slap marks were deeply on it.

He gritted his teeth and swallowed the rusty smell of rust welling up in his throat.

I heard Qin Sisi say slowly: "Zhang Changsong, let me tell you, I wanted to give you this slap a long time ago, but I never had the chance."

Zhang Changsong wiped the corner of his mouth and smiled: "Really? Do you still want to fight? If you still want to fight, take advantage of the time, before I get angry, and fight quickly, otherwise there will be no chance in the future."

Qin Sisi sighed: "Hey, I don't want to fight anymore."

She relaxed herself and lay down on her sofa, looking up at the sky.

"Tell me, Zhang Changsong, why are there so many people in this world who can't help themselves?"

Zhang Changsong also lay down and watched with her.

"Who knows?"

"Didn't you have a new girlfriend? What does he look like? Is it as good-looking as me?"

Zhang Changsong sighed: "Not as good-looking as you, but much gentler than you."

He pressed his tongue against the numb base of his tongue, and smiled wryly: "Qin Sisi, at least we've lived for so many years, you can really do it."

"Don't dare. It's such a rare opportunity, but how can it be enjoyable? It's not like I said that whoever gets off the list first will slap the other person. Look at you, you can't hold back. You are a man, you really are done."

Qin Sisi leaned her head on her hand, squinted her eyes: "Is that girl from our class?"

"No."

Zhang Changsong said, "A senior."

"What about you? When will you leave the order?"

Qin Sisi half-closed her eyes: "Who knows?"

Zhang Changsong turned his head: "I really think you don't want to make this friend."

Qin Sisi hummed and laughed: "Zhang Changsong, why are you such a badass?"

"My mother doesn't care about me, what are you worrying about?"

After Zhang Changsong returned to his home, Qin Sisi found his mobile phone on the coffee table.

I was about to open the door and wait to send it to him, but then I thought, maybe Zhang Changsong left it on purpose?

She opened the lock of the iPhone 2 with a blank expression, and as expected, she found an unknown message on it.

The time is eight forty.

Content: Of course, the sooner the better.

Qin Sisi felt a little tired.

For the whole time, I was afraid that the person involved would not know, but I still left a small tail.

She thought about all aspects of left and right, left and right are just those things, she looks like a crazy person, she can't say anything in person, but she does some small tricks.

The next morning, Qin Sisi felt a little unwell, and when she heard the ringing of the door, she picked up her phone and found that the time was quite early, so she couldn't help being a little dissatisfied.

Zhang Changsong opened the door, and he walked in with a bowl of porridge.

Qin Sisi rubbed her sore brows, and taunted him: "You can fucking cook porridge too."

Wearing a thick padded jacket, Zhang Changsong retorted mercilessly, "Then why don't you cook it for me?"

"I asked you for leave, saying that you are not feeling well."

"Isn't your mobile phone with me? How did you ask for leave?"

Qin Sisi was suspicious.

Zhang Changsong coughed in embarrassment: "There are still old antiques at home. You fucking eat it while it's hot. It's good if I can ask you for leave. Isn't this the one that deliberately seeks to beat you?"

"Oh, man!"

☆, lift jio to sweep the orange peel

Fang family.

Wang Cuiping was sitting on the bed, eating melon seeds and looking at Fang Nianyu with raised eyebrows.

Fang Nianyu knelt a few meters away from her and said nothing.

Her head was lowered deeply, and all she could see when she looked up was her messy and yellowed hair, which could be said to be not good at all.

The sound of crackling melon seeds resounded in the silent room. The room was painted with white paint, and a few simple clothes were hung on hangers in the corner. Occasionally rubbing them, a thick layer of white ash would fall off.

Wang Cuiping's melon seeds threw her a face: "Why didn't your classmate send you home today?"

She spoke slowly, her voice was not loud, but there were a few ripples in the silent air for no reason.

Fang Nianyu lowered her head and said, "My classmate, she didn't come to school today."

Wang Cuiping sneered: "Aren't you on good terms with her? Come on, I'll let you bring something to see her later, at least she's a classmate in the class, if you have anything to tell me."

Fang Nianyu said slowly, stood up and lowered his head not to look at her: "I'm going to cook, auntie."

She called aunt softly, her voice soft and gentle.

Fang Nianyu is really good-looking, with gentle and gentle eyebrows, and a pair of long and narrow eyes looking forward to shine. Although she looks very silent and has a relatively introverted personality, it does not affect her beauty at all. Although her hair is messy, but The body is smooth and pretty, the place that should be convex is slightly convex, the place that should be warped is quite warped, and the skin is so tender that it is almost watery. Although the long-term malnutrition makes the body look particularly small, but during this period of time in Qin Sisi's It's gotten better with care.

Wang Cuiping rubbed her chin and felt that the girl opened up, which seemed much more pleasing to the eye. She turned her eyes and thought of an idea: "Nianyu, didn't your friend look very rich before? Since the grades are not very good, Why don't you go to make up lessons for others, and just charge two dollars. Otherwise, look at Auntie, I am not in good health, and I have to spend money every day. The money left by the old man in the past is not enough to pay for it. You have hundreds of school living allowances every month, and you can’t use them up anyway, how about taking a part-time job now, teaching your classmates, and strengthening yourself by the way?”

When she talked about her body, her face was frowning, as if her life was very unsatisfactory, and even the most basic life became a problem.

Fang Nianyu turned to look at her instantly.

A deep hatred flashed between his brows and eyes, which disappeared in the depths of his eyes.

She said softly: "Auntie, but I don't have a good relationship with her. Last time I heard that I had good grades, so I wanted to ask me to make up a class. I don't know if his family has money. , Hiring tutors must be of that kind of teacher level, why would you hire me? I will find a way about the money. "

Fang Nianyu took a deep breath: "The school asked students to submit papers before. I heard that the first prize is several thousand yuan, and the second prize is several thousand."

"I'll try my best. I'm not yet an adult, Auntie. Others don't recruit child labor."

Wang Cuiping reluctantly believed what she said, but she still insisted on asking Fang Nianyu to visit the family's house, saying: "Maybe they are short of someone to take care of them."

For several days, Qin Sisi did not come to school.

But Fang Nianyu often sees Zhang Changsong playing basketball on the playground. Today the sun is bright and it is not cold.

He was wearing a black coat and sweatpants on his legs. He walked to the side when he was tired from working out, and his girlfriend wiped his sweat.

The two of them were talking to each other, as if they were joking, the girl covered her mouth and smiled shyly.

Fang Nianyu walked in and took a look. The girl was a senior senior, she was quite well-known, she was recognized as a beauty, an art student, she studied playing piano and dancing, she was also very outstanding in cultural classes, and she was often bullied by her classmates in other classes. The most admirable thing is that this girl is gentle and lovely. She often goes to participate in some school-level and city-level competitions and wins glory for the school. Every time she comes back, she brings honor.

Fang Nianyu watched from the sidelines for a while, then shouted from a distance: "Zhang Changsong!"

Zhang Changsong suddenly turned his head to look at her, frowning slightly: "Fang Nianyu? Is there something wrong?"

For some reason, Fang Nianyu flinched suddenly. She seldom communicated with others, and she stuttered and couldn't speak clearly, always taking a slow pace.

She quickly made a choice in a few seconds: "I see that Sisi hasn't come to school for several days, and I want to ask you what's wrong with Sisi? I want to go and see her, can you..."

"Can you give me her address?"

Her girlfriend was standing by, watching them both.

Fang Nianyu suddenly felt that she was a bit like a clown. Going around and trying to transfer to another school became a joke. She stood by the playground, and people passing by looked at her in surprise, thinking it was another love triangle happening on campus. s story.

"Forget it, it doesn't matter if you don't tell me."

Fang Nianyu smiled slightly: "I'll ask Sisi after she comes back."

After she walks away.

His girlfriend asked him: "Changsong, who is this girl?"

Zhang Changsong stretched his waist and smiled indifferently: "Whoever she is, Axue, it's time for us to eat."

He wrapped his arms around the girl's waist, wiped it quickly, and walked forward pretending to be serious.

For the next day, Fang Nianyu didn't ask Zhang Changsong any more. After returning home from school, Fang Nianyu asked Wang Cuiping to go to the countryside.

Wang Cuiping was chatting with someone on the mobile phone, and when she heard the words, she flew over with a sharp eye, and her face darkened: "Why go to the countryside? Is it because my life is not good and I want to go back and experience it?"

Her face turned cold, gloomy and terrifying, and she exuded a posture of being ready to be a shrew at any time.

Fang Nianyu has been used to this look over the years, and she took out her math to do her homework. After waiting for a while, she checked the math and said, "I went to the countryside to find materials for writing and submitted it for two days. "

Wang Cuiping's expression improved slightly after hearing this: "Remember that the travel expenses will be deducted from your living expenses, you know? Since you want to go back, don't go to grandparents' house, or you have to bring some fruit or buy a case of beer."

Fang Nianyu let out a faint oh.

After picking up two books in the schoolbag, he hurried out.

Didn't even eat lunch.

Along the way, the bus passed through many places.

Fang Nianyu hugged her schoolbag and looked out of the window quietly. The dusty street trees quickly disappeared from her field of vision, and the weedy land raised a burst of dust. When it comes to the clear taste of the water, under the dense forest, a river flows slowly from the mountain stream to the junction. The gentle water flow continues to swim forward, and it will be completely invisible after a while.

Surrounded by green mountains, various poses and with different expressions show their coquettishness around the fir trees.

Fang Nianyu's heart seemed to be flying, passing through the endless fields, bypassing the city with tall buildings, and caring about a person tightly.

I don't know where that person is.

Except for going to school, there is no news about her.

Fang Nianyu exhaled lightly, feeling that she was really self-indulgent, maybe people live a happy life in a place you don't know, look at you, where else have you been to besides school and a devil-like home?How many places with beautiful scenery and mountains and rivers have you seen?I have never been shopping in big cities and small streets, and I am reluctant to buy clothes. The washed white jeans show the traces of the passage of time.

"vomit"

A boy on the same journey next to him was as pale as paper, holding a bag and was spitting acid water into it. A smell permeated from it, and his nose came out. He frantically took out a few pieces of paper from his backpack and wiped it. Wipe, and smiled apologetically at Fang Nianyu.

Fang Nianyu looked at him silently for a long time, then took out an orange from his pocket and handed it to him: "Eat it, it will make you feel better."

The boy smiled embarrassedly and whispered, "Thank you."

Fang Nianyu didn't speak anymore, she turned her head and looked out the window, her eyes half-closed, as if she was in a daze.

The boy approached cautiously, covered his mouth and nose, and asked, "Sister, where are you from?"

Fang Nianyu turned her head and smiled at him, instead of answering his question, she asked him, "Where are you from?"

She spoke softly, like warm spring water, with the unique grace of southern girls.

The boy stayed for a few seconds before saying, "Student, your voice is really nice."

Fang Nianyu didn't care that he suddenly downgraded his title from sister to the same class, but took a serious look at him. He was dressed in a simple windbreaker and jeans, which looked extraordinarily refreshing and clean.

"Are you home for the weekend?"

The boy hummed, a little excited: "Student, my name is Shen Bozhi, what's your name?"

"Fang Nianyu."

Fang Nianyu answered him, and then said, "I may be a little older than you, it's better for you to call me sister."

Girls always don't like to talk about their age, but Fang Nianyu is different. She thinks that age is nothing more than a big deal. If you make friends to see a person, it is to see how old or young she is, and there is no need.

Shen Bozhi quietly took out his mobile phone and posted a post on a certain forum.

"On the way back, I met a kind-hearted classmate. Excuse me, how can I hook up with her? Urgent, wait online!"

Immediately afterwards, he took advantage of the moment Fang Nianyu turned his head to pass, and quickly took a photo and uploaded it.

Only the side face with soft lines can be seen in the photo, which makes people feel doubly gentle and pure.

Under the shining sun.

A young girl looked sideways out of the car window, with black hair drooping slightly on her cheeks, flowing around her ears, her dark eyes matched with slightly long eyelashes, casting a golden streamer in the shadow on one side .

Landlord: At that time, the girl’s side face, I think it’s so beautiful, I’m very gentle, I just gave me an orange after I vomited in the car.

He posted a piece of leftover orange peel on the forum.

Suddenly, many netizens were shocked when they saw the girl's photo.

Quickly heated up the post and asked the host to live broadcast the matter afterward.

Landlord: Kekeke, take a quick look, I will delete the photo after seeing it.

Floor 328: Don't delete the host, such a beautiful girl, wouldn't it be nice to keep it for the public to appreciate?

Building within a building: ministers seconded

Second minister

Second minister

......

This forum is very famous in China. It is often famous for some small gossip in various forums, and the number of followers reaches several million.

This is a gaming forum!

Among them, games are among the best in the industry. Many people download games to play in order to pretend to be aggressive. They are usually high-end RMB players, so it is very honorable to introduce themselves when they go out.

Qin Sisi has already become a senior player in this forum, and has attached some identities, one of which is an administrator.

When she was sitting on a chair in her hometown and was bored with nothing to do, she found such a post called

"On the way back, I met a kind-hearted classmate. Excuse me, how can I hook up with her? Urgent, wait online! "I couldn't help but clicked and only looked at the poster, but found that this side face looks familiar, doesn't it?

The first sentence is: Oh shit?

Isn't this Fang Nianyu?

Fang Nianyu went back to his hometown on the weekend?

If I knew I would go back to my hometown, it would be better to come and play with her.

Qin Sisi resentfully sent a private letter to the landlord.

Adorable kitten: Hello, poster, you posted at 5:29 "I met a classmate with a kind heart on the way back. Excuse me, how to hook her up. Urgent, wait online! 》The post has been deleted due to content infringement.

Adorable kitty: Fuck, crap!This is my classmate, where did you see her?Did you know that this girl had a quarrel with her family before, and now her family is looking for someone everywhere?Please let me know the vehicle you are taking and its destination address, thank you very much!

Handsome Landlord: No way?Such a beautiful girl?You quarreled with your family, don't you want to hook up with them, what about your face?Still an administrator, I will immediately go to the forum to complain to you!

Cute kitten: Her name is Fang Nianyu!

☆, in the blink of an eye

Shen Bozhi turned his head and glanced at Fang Nianyu quietly. If I remember correctly, she also said that her name was Fang Nianyu just now, but she didn't look like a rebellious person at all, and it was very pleasant to communicate with her.

Handsome landlord: Then tell me what her mother's name is!

Adorable kitten:  …

Qin Si thought for a while and thought that she really didn't know her mother's name, so she made up a random name.

In the later exchanges, Shen Bozhi finally believed her nonsense, sent the address, and then exchanged QQ with each other. He sent the destination, train number and current address of this car.

QQ kept flashing messages.

Adorable kitty: Thank you very much, on behalf of her whole family thank you!

Shen Bozhi: "..."

Why does this look so weird?

He took the initiative to look through the other party's circle of friends. He didn't hold out hope that the administrator of such a forum must have locked the space, but he got in immediately without any hindrance.

Happiness comes too suddenly.

A few hours later, Fang Nianyu got out of the car, stood outside the car and waved to him, with a slight smile in his eyes.

Shen Bozhi watched her quietly, and when he couldn't see her, he sent Qin Sisi her approximate address.

The feeling of going back to your own home is different from the feeling of being at home.

My home is always relaxed and comfortable. Grandpa and grandma will not let you do farm work, but will only ask you to study hard and don’t think about it all day long. They haven’t had much contact with the rapidly developing world High-tech, old-fashioned landlines are still used at home, and the simplest ones such as old-fashioned black and white TV sets are still used for reasons that can affect children's learning.

Mottled earth walls, black tiles, and a corn shed next to the door, the family raised a pig and a cow.

Every rainy day, there will be sparse drops of rain at home, and the clear sound of rain or nursery rhymes will be symphonic in this independent world.

Fang Nianyu shouted from outside.

"Grandpa and grandma, Nianyu has returned home.

Hearing the noise, the two old men hurried out from the door, looking at Fang Nianyu with tears in their eyes.

Fang Nianyu wanted to take a step forward to hug them, but suddenly felt timid due to the proximity of his hometown.

That momentary hesitation was only a few seconds.

She stepped forward and hugged the old man's old body, with the joy of reunion after a long absence on her face.

"Grandma," she said, "Nianyu misses you so much."

The old couple were very pleasantly surprised by Fang Nianyu's return home. Because they did not notify in advance, this sincere relationship became more simple.

Pulling Fang Nianyu's wrist, he walked into the house, asking the old man to cook while walking.

There is a black-and-white TV set at home. Grandma stood in front of it and fumbled a lot before finally turning it on. Holding the remote control board, she let her watch her favorite TV series.

Fang Nianyu took it over and smiled shyly, "Thank you grandma."

She hasn't been home for two years.

Since both parents died in a car accident and were buried in the cemetery in the back mountain, the owner of the car who caused the accident paid 10,000+ yuan in a lawsuit, and gave the custody and guardianship to his uncle and them. After attending high school for a year in the best high school, It has been three years since now.

She doesn't like watching TV shows anymore.

She understands more things, and understands that there are mobile phones, computers, and everything that grandparents have never heard of in this world.

"Nian Nian, how come you have time to come back today?"

Grandma's eyes are no longer as clear as they were when she was young, but they are still clean and simple, and there is nothing about the passage of time in her eyes.

Thick, hopeless and cloudy.

Although life is poor.

Fang Nianyu pressed a table randomly, looked at grandma, and said softly, "I miss you all."

In an instant, she saw her always strong grandma's eyes were red, and she sighed deeply.

"Nian Nian, do you know how to study hard in school? You are so smart, you must be very promising, you can't imitate your parents, you have worked hard for most of your life, and in the end there are only broken corpses. You are going to do it in the future. People in the office, how nice and decent that is, others will praise your parents for giving birth to a good daughter, and you yourself will feel honored."

Fang Nianyu hummed, and said in a low voice, "Grandma, I will. Grandma, what are you up to recently? How is your health?"

"The body is still the same, but your grandfather has been coughing a bit lately. I asked him to go to Wang Zhen to see him but he didn't go, hey."

Fang Nianyu was silent for a while, took out a few hundred dollars from the bag, and said in a hoarse voice: "Grandma, this is what my aunt asked me to bring home this time for you to use. She said that you are getting old and not in good health." , Sometimes you need money urgently but you don’t have any money, and you can call the village head if you have any problems at home in the future.”

The old couple gave birth to a boy and a girl when they were young. The girl was involved in a car accident in her thirties, and the boy committed a crime in the past two years and was sent to a labor camp. Now there are only two elderly people who are helpless at home and rely on selling vegetables. Earned some pocket money.

Grandma sighed: "In the end, your aunt is sensible, hey."

She didn't refuse the money.

Fang Nianyu forced a smile, but said nothing.

Fang Nianyu went to the back mountain early in the morning the next day. The path in the back mountain was not easy to walk. The whole road was covered with small trees and weeds. , then danglingly fell into the ground, to blend in with the land.

The head of the grave is relatively simple, and a tombstone is erected, with the names of two people engraved on it.

It is not a happy thing to be together every day when we are alive, but to sleep in a coffin after death.

In some places, cremation has become popular. After death, people burn a handful of ashes and put them in an urn. One person, for a lifetime, only has a handful of ashes and relatives and friends around him. After decades, except for the direct descendants around him , almost no one can think of sweeping the tomb every year during the Qingming Festival, and offering incense sticks during the New Year.

Fang Nianyu stood silently for a long time, then suddenly he knelt down in front of the grave.

With a bang, the bone touched the cold stone slab, and in an instant there was a ping-pong-pong sound of iron being struck by the fire.

The sound was extremely harsh.

mom.

Fang Nianyu thought in his heart.

dad.

I miss you all.

But please forgive me for taking so long to see you guys.

......

A guest came to the house today.

Fang Nianyu's grandfather went to the room to get a reading glasses and looked at the young and fashionable but slightly immature girl in front of him. He hesitated for a while and asked, "Girl, are you looking for my family to read?"

Qin Sisi wanted to whistle excitedly.

I was just about to ask for directions, but I didn't expect that I would have to come here without any effort, and I didn't let her find it easy.

"Yes, yes, yes!" She nodded, "Grandpa, I'm here to find Nianyu."

She stepped on her feet and took a look inside the door, and found that it was pitch black inside. She couldn't help but rubbed her eyes, a little puzzled: "Grandpa, where is Nianyu?"

Grandma was knitting a sweater beside her, and when she heard this, she raised her head and glanced at her: "I went to see her mother, baby, do you know my girl?"

Qin Sisi blushed inexplicably: "She is my good friend, I came to play with her today."

She said and scratched her head in embarrassment: "I didn't think of bringing some fruit for a while."

As soon as he heard that he was a good friend of his granddaughter, the old man suddenly changed as if he was a different person. He yelled at the old man to cook, and then took out a few oranges from home and handed them to Qin Sisi unambiguously: "I don't have anything at home. Good thing, there are only a few oranges, you can take them and eat them, and I will come back later, now I will go to the back mountain to call her."

"No, no, no!" Qin Sisi quickly stopped her, and blinked at her a little embarrassedly, "Grandma, I want to surprise Nianyu hahaha."

The old man went to the kitchen and whispered to his old man: "This girl looks like our family's Nianyu, her eyes are so bright, she is really pretty."

She happily washed off the spinach with a smile on her face.

Fang Nianyu stayed in the back mountain until noon, and when she felt a little hungry, she finally stood up, staggered, and bowed deeply in front of her parents' tombstone.

Then go back and forth without looking back.

There are unpredictable things in the sky, people have life and death, and death knows nothing.

But the sadness does not see the same in Kyushu.

When she got home, she found that the house was extremely lively. Grandma was busy, and when she saw Fang Nianyu coming back from afar, she said to her with a smile on her face, "Nian Nian, your classmate is here, hurry up and accompany her, she has been waiting for you for a long time." It's been an hour."

Fang Nianyu was wondering which classmate came to her home so bored, and usually few people knew where her hometown was.

At this time, Qin Sisi heard the noise, walked out of the TV room, and saw the person he had been thinking about all the time.

She was standing under the warm sunlight, under the stairs, that person was slightly puzzled, and raised her head to meet her eyes.

Her eyelashes danced with tiny molecules of sunlight, her eyes were pure black like a sea of ​​stars, and Qin Sisi's slightly joyful and jumpy face seemed to be reflected in the clear and deep pupils.

Fang Nianyu suddenly thought of a sentence.

I am in the depths of all things, I have picked up a star, you look at me, I look at you.We look at each other, hot lava joins you and me, we meet here.

Qin Sisi's heart skipped a beat.

The crackling in my mind seemed to explode into fireworks, I didn't know anything, I just let her hold my hand and walked into the house.

She swallowed involuntarily, feeling her mouth was a little dry.

The dry throat originally wanted to say something, but suddenly she felt that even opening her mouth was an extravagance. Her palms were sweating slightly, and the sticky warmth was quietly rubbing against each other's hands, and a vague feeling spread in the middle. .

Fang Nianyu asked her, "How do you know I'm here?"

"..." Qin Sisi said calmly: "I heard that the scenery here is beautiful and the air is clean. I had an idea to come here once before, but I didn't have time. Then I heard from your aunt that you went back to your hometown, so... "

She affirmed, "I'm here to enjoy the flowers, the moon, and the scenery. Don't get me wrong that I'm here to see you."

Fang Nianyu stared at her quietly, the smile in his eyes deepened: "Yeah, I know, you came here for the scenery."

☆, passing by in a hurry

Qin Si thought about a lot of things when she was at home on leave these days.

For example, how to define friendship and love.

What made her feel wrong with Fang Nianyu was that Zhang Changsong advised her not to be with Fang Nianyu that day. It may not only be because of Fang Nianyu's family, but it may also be other things that are unclear but faintly aware of.

That's why I repeated my sincere words again and again.

Qin Sisi has been in love and knows what it feels like to be tempted, maybe very ignorant and pure.

The ex was a boy, and finally broke up and went away to come here.

It is not an exaggeration to say that it is relaxing.

Qin Sisi still remembered the girl in the dream with a pale face and empty and hopeless eyes.

Just like that, he resolutely jumped off the tens of floors of the building in front of her, but contrary to the dream, the girl had no relationship with her, and she didn't pull her back.

Instead, he smiled and said goodbye to her.

She just smiled like that, waved her hand, and said, "Say, Nianyu, thank you for accompanying me through such an embarrassing situation during this time, maybe without you, I wouldn't be able to make it this far."

Then, he turned around and jumped off the tall building, like a butterfly with broken wings, leaving only a corner of the white skirt among the flesh and blood in the sky.

That day, the sky was so blue.

The young girl is in the cardamom youth, and there are infinite possibilities in the future, but she is forever frozen in that day.

As for the executioner, he proudly posted on Moments about where he was traveling today and where he met another young girl with infinite youth.

Qin Sisi woke up in the middle of the night.

She looked at the board with her eyes open, her face was pale, and she couldn't tell the difference between joy and sorrow.

Now she may have a little understanding of the mood of that girl at that time.

When a girl who doesn't like men is brutally raped, her family beats and scolds her frequently because of it, saying that my family can't afford to lose this person, so get out.

As a result, he suffered from serious mental illness.

When she called her, she was quite surprised, Qin Sisi, how could this person call her for help at that time?We are not familiar with each other.

Because of trust?Trust a female classmate you don't know very well?

Or is it because of something hard to articulate?

Qin Sisi felt that that was not important anymore, what was important was that she finally understood this unspeakable feeling, for example, she is now facing the biggest problem in her life.

How to do?

Qin Sisi whispered, "Nian Yu."

"Nianyu, are you asleep?"

Her voice was really low, as if she never thought that Fang Nianyu would answer her.

But after a few seconds, Fang Nianyu spoke softly.

"Sisi, what's wrong?"

It's not like being woken up unexpectedly. Although many people can hide their tone, they can hear the anger in their voices.

Instead, she didn't seem to be asleep at all!

Qin Sisi was stunned: "Nianyu, why haven't you slept yet?"

If Fang Nianyu turned on the lamp beside the bed at this moment, he would be able to see the sweat all over Qin Sisi's face, dripping down from the corner of his forehead, and soaking into the quilt from his cheeks in big drops.

But instead of turning on the light, she just said, "I can't sleep."

"Why can't I fall asleep? Do you recognize the bed?"

"No, I just feel that time flies too fast."

Fang Nianyu said softly, "It's so fast."

Qin Sisi's throat was a little dry, and she asked hoarsely, "Do you not want to go to school?"

She clearly felt the bed move slightly, it seemed that Fang Nianyu was shaking her head.

"Why is that?"

Fang Nianyu sat up, leaning his back against the wall, looking out of the dark window.

The windows of her house are made of paper, some are in disrepair for a long time, and the paper has not been replaced with new paper. In the dark night, the cold wind penetrates through the paper openings, and the leaves of the big trees beside the house are still making soft noises.

Fang Nianyu stared at it for a while, then said slowly, "I haven't been back for a long time. But I'm leaving again tomorrow."

Qin Sisi hesitated for a while: "Are you reluctant to part with your grandparents?"

Fang Nianyu smiled, remembering that it was night and Qin Sisi couldn't see it, so she pressed the corner of her lips and said, "Maybe it is."

The time was back on track again. After Fang Nianyu said goodbye to his grandparents the next day, the two went straight to the station entrance.

Fang Nianyu didn't speak all the way, looking a little sullen.

Qin Sisi racked his brains to tell her jokes.

"One time I had no money to spend, so I posted on Weibo asking who can lend me some money? At this time, a fan chatted with me privately and said to ask me to send him the card number. I didn't expect to charge 200 yuan to the card. I was excited. I asked him to get some more, he said silly boy, I am your father, how can I give money to strangers? After that, I chatted with my dad every day, and when I returned to my hometown half a year later, my dad said he didn’t play Weibo at all. Damn, 200 yuan called the grandson's father for half a year!"

Seeing that Fang Nianyu didn't smile at all, she told another joke.

"I was on a business trip with the boss's beautiful female secretary. She sent me a message at [-] o'clock last night: I'm a little dizzy, can you send tomorrow's proposal to my room? I'm going to sleep, I'll get back to her right away." : Don’t you know? There is a hotspot in this hotel, I will send it to you offline with QQ later.”

Immediately after telling a few more jokes, Fang Nianyu turned to look at her with very peaceful eyes.

Qin Sisi foolishly touched her face: "Do you think I'm pretty again?"

Fang Nianyu let out a snort, and came over to pinch Qin Sisi's waist. Suddenly, Qin Sisi looked sad and yelled.

"It hurts, it hurts, Nianyu."

Qin Sisi pulled her arm and wailed: "Sisi, are you going to murder her as your husband? If I kill you to be a widow, I won't feel sorry for you to death."

Fang Nianyu didn't know whether to laugh or cry, his face finally turned a bit pale, he just grinned, his eyes were lovely and innocent.

"Don't be poor, Sisi, I will go to your house to get the books later, I will supervise you today, you must read the books well, you know? You are the one who will go to college with me in the future, I don't want to miss you when I am in college .”

Qin Sisi was taken aback for a moment, her heart was beating fast, she was thinking while walking:

Does this prove that Fang Nianyu also likes me a little bit?Otherwise, why would you tell me that I don't want to see you in college, and it's not that she doesn't know that my grades are not good. Did she like me a little bit at the beginning?

It's just because of the secular world that I can only hold it in my heart and dare not say it?

While cheering in her heart like a deer, she was thinking about the details of the long time she had known Fang Nianyu, and found that Fang Nianyu seemed to have said this several times, once in the library, the two of them stayed in the corner timidly In the library, squatting down and drinking drinks carefully, for fear that the administrator would suddenly rush out and say with a gloomy face: "Who told you to eat in the library?"

Could it be that she liked me a little bit at that time?

Qin Sisi was stuck in her own mind and couldn't stop, she didn't pay attention to see a stone under her feet while walking, and when she flicked her ankle, her body tilted to the side.

Fang Nianyu quickly grabbed her.

Qin Sisi stared into her eyes with an inexplicable smile.

Fang Nianyu was taken aback.

She pushed Qin Sisi a little uncomfortably: "What are you thinking? Look at the road!"

The two-hour drive was fast, and Qin Sisi didn't even have time to look at the scenery along the way, so she just chatted, took out earphones and stuffed Fang Nianyu's ears while chatting: "I like Vae's songs very much, especially this Qingming Rain song .”

Fang Nianyu nodded, then curled up and leaned against her.

"Sisi, I'll sleep well, call me when it's time."

Qin Sisi nodded, seeing Fang Nianyu closing her eyes in peace, her heart seemed to be filled with a bit of warmth, feeling that she had infinite power all over her body, and she had a little excess energy, so she took out her mobile phone to check Weibo.

time always flies