little beast

Sheng Shuangxu was taken aback for a moment, and then sneered out of anger, even his fear of Shen Chengan was greatly reduced, and he said, "What are you talking nonsense about?"

"Your mother said she would end the contract for me, didn't she explain it to you?"

Shen Chengan was speechless: ...

Sheng Shuangxu didn't seem to be afraid of his threats at all, and directly blocked the excuses he found in a panic.

Shen Chengan couldn't say anything to refute, and wanted to grab Sheng Shuangxu's wrist, but before he touched him, he was slammed away.

Sheng Shuangxu couldn't help but look disgusted, and said, "If you want to talk, do it well and don't touch me."

Shen Chengan was so indifferently rejected by him, he couldn't hold back his face, and couldn't help feeling a little annoyed that he couldn't get what he wanted, so he said with a straight face: "Sheng Shuangxu, what do you want? Do you want money? I can compare you to Ma Leah gave more—”

"Shen Chengan, what are you stalking for?" Sheng Shuangxu interrupted him coldly, each word making Shen Chengan flustered, "What else do you want to threaten me with? My daughter? My job?"

Shen Chengan had never seen Sheng Shuangxu like this before, he never knew that Sheng Shuangxu could say such cold words,

"Our contract has come to an end." Sheng Shuangxu didn't give Shen Chengan any room to breathe, "Let's save each other some last decency, can't we?"

Shen Chengan's mind went blank, he couldn't say anything, the pain spread to his lung cavity, swallowing up the air, followed by an endless sense of suffocation.

The broken hair was condensed with cold sweat, sticking to the side of his face and wet his back.

——His teacher was really going to leave him behind.

The fact made him dizzy, and the whole world before his eyes became distorted and blurred.

Sheng Shuangxu didn't notice Shen Chengan's discomfort at all, and he didn't want to take a closer look at his hideous face. He glanced at his watch and said flatly, "5 minutes is up, I'm going to work."

Sheng Shuangxu turned his head and left, leaving Shen Chengan alone.

"You go too, don't scare the child."

As soon as Sheng Shuangxu saw Shen Chengan's face, he couldn't help but think of the past, and was even more angry because of it.He didn't want to bring his personal grievances to work, so he insisted on finishing the class. Fortunately, the students didn't notice the difference.

Seeing his pale face, Gu Xiaoman hurriedly dragged him into the office. Sheng Shuangxu wanted to go back earlier, but she couldn't refuse her kindness, so she had to sit down in the office first.

Gu Xiaoman poured him a cup of hot water, and asked worriedly: "Mr. Sheng, is it because of that person just now? When he came, he said he was your student, so we didn't stop him. If there is a next time, we will Never let him in the house."

Sheng Shuangxu didn't want to involve Gu Xiaoman in his affair with Shen Chengan, he held the paper cup, and the slightly scalding hot water entered his palm, he quickly shook his head and said: "We have some small conflicts...but I've made it clear to him, I think he won't come again, it's all right, don't bother you any more. "

"You are Maodou's friend, that is to say, my friend." Gu Xiaoman raised her lips and said soothingly, "Mr. Sheng, friends are those who rely on each other when we are in trouble."

"I'll give you a day off tomorrow, take a good rest."

Weekends are usually the busiest time for Sheng Shuangxu. He has to attend classes, and after class he has to prepare for lessons and correct homework. Suddenly, he has a day off for vacation, which makes him a little at a loss.

Sheng Shuangxu didn't even know how he got back to the clinic, he was lying on the bed in the bedroom in a daze, the dusty memories that he deliberately didn't recall surged up again with Shen Chengan's entanglement——

Everything started because of Shen Chengan. Shen Chengan ruined his life, separated his wife and children, and made him no longer able to hold his head high in front of the world.

The more he wanted to put the painful memories behind him, the more clearly those words that insulted him emerged and lingered.

Obviously he didn't do everything, so why did he have to bear such suffering and be insulted by so many ignorant people? ——Why?

Sheng Shuangxu had a cigarette addiction.

When he got up from the bed, he realized that his tears had already stained the sheets. He wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes indiscriminately, and searched for the cigarette case at the bottom of the box—he hadn't smoked for a long time, if Shen Chengan hadn't come to disturb him With his mind, he might be able to quit smoking.

Smoke is both the antidote and the poison for his painful wounds, and only in the curling white smoke can he temporarily have room to breathe.

Sheng Shuangxu stumbled and hid on the balcony with an ashtray in his arms, Liang Shao was sitting downstairs for consultation, and Xiaolu was also in the bedroom. No one would see him smoking here. The moment the lung cavity was filled, Sheng Shuangxu seemed to be born again.

In the midst of extreme grief, Sheng Shuangxu's reason also fell off and extinguished with the soot between his fingers, and he suddenly had the desire to confide.

Normally, if he wants to maintain his pitiful self-esteem, he will never have the courage to talk about it. All the embarrassments he has experienced will be piled up and he will bear and digest it himself. in this way.

Sheng Shuangxu took out her mobile phone from her pocket, and clicked on Gao Yuanyuan's profile picture from the address book.

He hesitated for a long time during this period, and he didn't have the courage to face Gao Yuanyuan's questioning, and he was also afraid that Gao Yuanyuan would not trust his words. Now, driven by his emotions, he finally made up his mind to share everything he knew and what he had experienced. Everything is completely confessed.

He can't keep running away, he has to try to explain.

The blood of Sheng Shuangxu's whole body was congealed on the fingertips of typing, as if every word had melted into his blood, he briefly wrote down the painful experience in the past into a long text message, and clicked to send.

The process of sending messages was not as difficult as Sheng Shuangxu imagined. The burden in his heart finally fell to the ground lightly, without any splash. Sheng Shuangxu leaned on the railing with both arms, holding the phone in one hand, Holding the cigarette in one hand, he sucked it numbly into his mouth. When one cigarette burned to the butt, he pinched the butt of the cigarette and lit another.

When he was studying, he smoked far more fiercely than now. At that time, he still had a younger sister, and his life seemed to have some hope. Now he has lost everything, except for the lingering lingering craving for cigarettes, which always sneaks in when he is weak. .

Sheng Shuangxu didn't know how long he had been smoking. There were a lot of cigarette butts in the ashtray. When he was about to light another one, the phone in his hand vibrated and rang. The phone is thrown out.

It was Gao Yuanyuan's call. Sheng Shuangxu always felt guilty and at a loss when facing her. He immediately pressed the answer button, but he didn't know what to say.

Gao Yuanyuan's angry voice came through, shaking Sheng Shuangxu's ears: "Sheng Shuangxu! Where are you now?"

Sheng Shuangxu smoked for too long, his brain was dull, he said a little dullly: "I, I smoke on the balcony..."

"I asked where you live?" Gao Yuanyuan's words flew over like bullets, "I saw your text message, I think we need to have a good talk."

"No, we have to talk, and we have to make it clear for my daughter's sake."