The new pride of the month East

At night, several teams of guards in Jiayao Palace changed shifts, and everything was calm as usual, as if nothing had changed.

The night was as dark as ink, and the autumn rain with a hint of coolness started to fall.

Dongfang Bai gently pushed open the closed door in front of him, the room was pitch black, the faint moonlight came in, the room was as silent as an abyss, the slight breathing sound was very clear in this quietness, she was a little greedy Taking a deep breath, it seems that there is still the breath left by Xiao Yue in this room.

The night wind came in through the window, a floating lamp on the beam swayed gently, and the moon-white brocade tent floated gently, as if the dreamy figure could still be vaguely revealed.

"Yue'er..." A faint voice called out, the voice echoed in the desolate room, and it was blown cold in an instant.Dongfang Bai shook his head, but he couldn't drive away the dull pain in his heart.

For the past three years, Liuli and the others cleaned Xiaoyue's yard and room every day, and the room was placed as before, as if to welcome the return of the owner of this room at any time.

Dongfang Bai's eyes couldn't help but fall on the screen in the inner room. On the screen, the young man in Tsing Yi stood proudly, his eyebrows were raised, his heroic spirit was compelling, and those sharp and deep eyes were more like two shining gems on the screen.

This is exactly what the young Dongfang Bai and Xiao Yue looked like when they met. There are two rows of inscriptions next to it: the splendor of the lofty clouds, like the clouds shaking the world.Lang Yan is unique and unique in the world.

Dongfang Bai's body trembled slightly, and the pain in her heart was like a turbulent sea. She heard a sob in her throat, "I used to think that I could find you whenever I found the first floor or Jiayao Palace. But now , I don't even know where you live..."

It's been three years, three years since Xiao Yue left.Every night she spent in the torment of longing, and heard the familiar voice countless times in her dreams, but when she woke up, she was always in endless desolation.Dongfang Bai didn't know how long she could last, but she had been waiting for Xiao Yue to come back.

Flowers bloom and fall, Yun Shu Yun rolls, day and night, she has no regrets.No matter how far or how long Xiao Yue goes, she will always be waiting for her.

The former Dongfang Bai didn't know where the desire in his heart should stay. He was lonely and lonely in the rivers and lakes, watching the world's intrigues and intrigues with cold eyes.

But now, she finally understands that it turns out that time is fleeting, things change and stars move, and countless samsara waits are just to hold that person deeply in her arms.

Meeting when she was young was the most beautiful encounter in her life. Xiao Yue gave her the warmest touch and the purest joy in her life. It was already destined that she and her should know each other and love each other, but why couldn't they stay together?

Dongfang Bai's mind suddenly remembered the words that Yingluo said that day, when did she forget that Xiaoyue should have lived a carefree life, should be held in the palm of his hand and loved.

But after Yun Muyu's incident, she became living for hatred, and then practiced the chilly Jiayao magic skill, which brought burden and pain to her body.For the past 12 years, Xiao Yue has always been tricked by fate, unable to help herself, and her life is much more miserable than her own.

Thinking back to when she was in Heimuya, she thought she loved Xiao Yue so much that the world was moved, but she tested Xiao Yue's sincerity again and again, and finally forced her to leave sadly.

She used to think that Xiao Yue was ruthless to her, and she felt so wronged in her heart, in the end it was Xiao Yue who betrayed her.Unexpectedly, in the end, the person who should have cried out for his grievances...has never made a sound.

She thought of Xiao Yue in her arms, and said softly, "Xiao Bai, you are the one I love. If I can't even trust you, among all the beings in this world, who else can I really trust?"

She didn't see this sincerity until now.Thinking about it now, she really had neglected Xiao Yue's trust, and she didn't blame Xiao Yue for leaving her resolutely.

The more Dongfang Bai thought about it, the more uncomfortable he became, and he couldn't help but shed two lines of tears.At this moment, she only felt self-hatred like never before.

If the first half of the moon is incomplete, it will fall with wind and rain.Just listening to the raindrops beating down on the dome, it sounds especially bleak in this desolate room, just like the heart of a person.

After a long time, there was a sound, and the bead curtain rang.

Dongfang Bai suddenly turned around to look, but couldn't hide his disappointment.

Coral met Dongfang's white and red eyes, and then hooked the corners of her lips, as if she was a little relieved, but this smile disappeared too quickly, and was replaced by something called loneliness.

"The night is rainy and the autumn is cool. Nights like this will always disturb people's dreams."

Going around the screen, Shan Shan stared at the boy on the screen, and said softly, "In the past, she always looked at the boy on the screen quietly like this."

Dongfang Bai's eyes became more and more dim, and his voice was choked: "You are thinking about her."

Seeing the other party nodding slightly, Dongfang Bai was a little moved, but his frown still did not relax, and he only said softly: "I miss her too."

Coral's lips curled slightly, "She was by our side in the past years, and I didn't miss her so much at that time, because I knew that I was always by her side. Now, she is really away."

Dongfang Bai raised his lips slowly, with a desolate smile, "Three years."

"Yeah, it's been three years." Shan Shan sighed softly, it turned out that she left and the days passed so quickly.

There was a deep and incomprehensible emotion in Shan Shan's eyes, and he asked with a chuckle, "How many three years like this do you have to go through before you learn to let go?"

Dongfang Bai's eyes dimmed, and he said in a low voice, "That's my business."

Coral smiled shallowly, and Dongfang Bai also fell silent.

The atmosphere suddenly became a little subtle, and without knowing it, something seemed to be slowly changing between the few of them. Those who were guarded, hated or resented in the past have become very weak at this moment. As if it had disappeared, or been replaced by something else.

There is actually a kind of... the illusion of an old friend.

After a long time, Shan Shan spoke again, "After finishing the Five Sacred Mountains incident, you returned to Heimuya the next day, and for the next half month, she would be awakened by nightmares every night, almost unable to sleep at night."

"But she told us to be honest with the Palace Master about your relationship. If it is successful, she will marry you as the young wife of Jiayao Palace, and wants you to stand by her side in an upright manner and accept everyone's blessings. If not, simply I gave up everything and went with you."

Shan Shan looked at Dongfang Bai's stunned look, raised the corners of her lips, and said in a slightly lonely tone, "Why, I can't think of it, she had already thought about it at that time."

When Dongfang Bai heard this, he forgot what happened before, and the pain surged up, his eyes were hazy and he couldn't see anything clearly.Xiao Yue always does a lot behind her back, but never lets her know...

She really ignored too much, because she was too confident about Xiao Yue's feelings for her, that cold little person only showed a gentle smile when facing her.

Even though she saw the forbearable sadness in Xiao Yue's eyes at the beginning, she didn't pay attention to it, all of these were hidden by Xiao Yue under a gentle mask.

However, what Xiao Yue has been bearing silently, and even what she wanted in her heart, has never been stated to herself from the beginning to the end... so much so that she really ignored it. It will hurt, and it should also be cared for on the apex of the heart.

Dongfang Bai suddenly remembered that that night in Yunfu, Xiao Yue was in her arms, saying softly: "My heart is not a stone, so I can't turn it around. My heart is full of seats, and it can't be rolled away. I only hope that the king's heart is like mine. Live up to the lovesickness."

Xiao Yue has always been self-restrained when facing herself, no matter how many grievances she has suffered, she will only bear it silently and never complain.

That night, after meeting her master, she felt sorry for herself alone, but she was still worried that she would believe her. How sad was her heart at that time?She thought she had sincere feelings for Xiao Yue, but she never expected that from the beginning to the end, it would make her feel all kinds of heartache and pain.

Dongfang Bai didn't say a word, and after a long while, he actually laughed, but the smile was extremely bitter, "It's really a karmic debt."

It turns out that the word love, kindness, resentment, debt and debt are always indistinguishable.But the way of heaven is perpetual, what is owed to others must be paid back, whether it is a kindness or a grievance, it must be paid after all.

Now, all these retributions have been borne by himself, and Dongfang Bai suddenly understood that the way of heaven is fair, and the retribution must be compensated by kindness.

Outside the door, the wind blew the leaves and some fell into the threshold, making a rustling sound on the ground.

The corners of Coral's lips are shallow, soft but also bitter, "Three years ago, she gave us freedom, and we are willing to stay and assist you, just to fulfill her peace of mind. Today, Jiayao Palace and the first floor can still be organized in an orderly manner." Management, we...should leave too."

"Are you going to leave too?" After a long time, Dongfang Bai uttered a sentence, only to realize that his throat was already hoarse.

The faint light in the coral eyes trembled secretly, and said in a low voice: "Why don't you come with us." After saying that, she walked away slowly, leaving Dongfang Bai stunned on the spot.

Somewhere deep in the bamboo forest

The night is slightly cool, and the cold moonlight shines on the deep bamboo forest. By the moonlight, the figure of the bamboo house is lengthened until a hazy thin shadow appears lonely in this dim bamboo house for no reason.

The wine enters the throat, smooth and sweet, and the bitter taste spreads on the tip of the tongue.Xiao Yue lowered her eyes, got up and walked slowly to the window, propped up the half-covered window frame, looked at the dark night outside, and listened to the autumn rain echoing softly in the bamboo forest, the dripping raindrops were as light as a lover's ear Telling, ticking in my heart, splashing a long lovesickness.

For some reason, he uncontrollably sketched the appearance of that person in his mind, as if masturbating himself, unwilling to let that person completely disappear from his memory.

It was only in such a dark night that she was willing to admit to herself that she thought that if she left, she would be painless and no longer in love, but she was wrong, this was just a self-deceiving idea.Her heart seemed to be left somewhere else, never brought back, and never brought back.

The cool wind was blowing, and she suddenly hugged herself coldly, no matter what, she would never have that warm embrace hugging her tightly again.This is the place she has lived since she left, the environment she has been most familiar with in the past three years, but it still makes her feel empty and cold, and tears fall from the corners of her eyes unexpectedly.

She wept quietly, even though time had passed for a long time, it did not alleviate the pain in her heart. Instead, such heartache was quietly buried in the deepest part of her heart to ferment, and finally turned into alcohol.This kind of wine melted away the heart-piercing past that made people dare not look back, but deepened that person's kindness in every possible way.

After losing someone, the taste brewed in the heart is the sweetness and bitterness that cannot be shared with others. It can only be tasted carefully in the dead of night, reminiscing about the sweetness, and then silently mourning for the loneliness and missing hug it left behind. cry.

The author has something to say:

Qingyu Qingyueyuan, drunk on the screen, hides your head, and let the past fade away.

The bamboo pavilions in the deep mountains are secluded, the present is not the past, the people are alone and clear, and the lovesickness falls between the brows.